love yourself; but who am i?

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[soon, i will submit myself to the stars]




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the "lost in delusion" collection.

the morals of humanity
take away every part of my humanity and i think i'd become something putrid
something that'll make you shriek in fear, because that is the kind of person i am.
i am the kind of person who holds remorse in his head but not his heart
i am the kind of person who laughs at misfortune because of her past
i am the kind of person who remembers every single word said like some kind of grudge
so strip me of my personality and i'll forget your ignorance & intolerance
(my humanity is what makes me human, or at least that's the ethics of it.)


sporadic screams
i run!
you
gone
why
deserve
did i
rain on
tear stained
face.

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you
if i am scarred by my past then i think that the morals of my innocence has been watered down
and i am sorry for everything i said and everything i screamed in agony about
(but nobody heard anyway, so why does it matter?)
and if i am laughing at my own misfortune i wouldn't blame you if you started beating me black & blue
so let me make up for the time i lost while traveling in secret gardens only i have the keys to
(i was taught to bounce back, but my heart was already broken so it wasn't that effective.)

love unmatched
i want to run! at least,
with you. and when
childhood is gone will
you be there? why do
i truly deserve you?
or did i say something with
rain on my heart. it's just
what happens with a tear stained
face. (i love you.)
[soon, i will submit myself to the stars]



You never really know how much of you takes residence in other people... We all exchange bits and pieces of ourselves with each other until we're big sparkly collages of everyone and everything we've ever loved
— GengarTheGhost