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machinatory #138 04/25/25 everything will dissipate into sameness-- what once was shining gold will become analagous with perpetual, corroded rust. i will let the machinery stagnate and one day instea

taking taking taking #121 04/24/25 i feel her hands(rot) feel the space between us, she is trying to reach out to me. i shudder and try to inch away from ...

beginning of some joke #117 04/23/25 maybe i was never meant to change principle of life #118 04/23/25 i will become something beautiful in my next life. i will reincarnate ...

mine mine mine #112 04/23/25 one of the seven deadly sins is greed but i want to keep what is mine mine forever. i cannot stand the impermanant. murdered-never-mystified #113 ...

theatrics #111 04/23/25 i. sometimes i read my life as some sort of fictive-realism piece where (i) the main character will lose something and then wish for a blessing from ...

delirium pt ii #110 04/22/25 i cannot seperate what is missing from what is already there. maybe it is my viewpoint of existence that things will fade and redisribute or ...

springterlude xiii #97 04/22/25 it is almost may, so in almost-may fashion the clouds still rumble above the trees. as promised, i see the sprouting flower buds and the trees ...

180 poems !!! im almost there trust

the birth of helios #91 4/21/25 i patiently await the birth of the sun. sitting dormant, calm. the tide of day\night does not peturb me, i do not fear the ...

cherry blossom #86 4/20/25 my favorite flower is the crocus, but the close second is the sakura. i think that pink (unnaturally natural) is a beautiful color. it flushes faces, ...

shedding #75 4/20/25 what if i could be like a snake and shed the old life as if it were a husk? maybe then i will let all the memories ...

fifth motion #74 4/20/25 [taken down for submission]

untitled iii #73 4/19/25 the clouds loom over a temeperate morning-- rainfall shifts it into mourning.

iamsomething,iamsomething,iamsomething #72 4/18/25 iamsomeone'ssomething,idonotexist outsideofthecontextofanotherperson, iamcomprisedpartially,iamnobody withoutasomebody---icannotexistalone. uncaringt

four motions about some person i will have to accept in my life #71 4/18/25 i. sometimes i wonder if he will stay malignant, if the moon will wane and ...