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-- if i live consequentially, then my outcome is rescinding my husk for a precognitive epiphany. and i will always be laying next to the star-line. fin.

tracing the firmament of a memory #181 04/30/25 somber-- you chart a soft constellation into my skin. your universe-- and i shift uncomfortably. the part of me that knows it's ...

springterlude xx #177 04/30/25 may is nigh, so i will slumber. my calloused hands will create no more tapestries, i have lost my will to weave. inhibitions of a sloth, ...

memorial of being: gone with the time #176 04/30/25 i yearn to relinquish my time-- i would not want to linger. staying hurts more than leaving, especially when you are ...

AUTONOMOUS SENSORY MERIDIAN RESPONSE (ASMR) #175 04/30/25 i feel it within me-- it is resonating within my marrow and flowing downward. dropping my stomach--- i do not return to you ...

means of a end #175 04/30/25 i. so, this is where i will end up when i die. typing away, saying the same things over and over. i inecessently complain ...

#36. that. YES. sooo much that. you really get it. spring IS autumn in different clothing.

externalization #169 04/29/25 i once knew a man who lived each day the same, he never changed a thing. when they told me he died-- i couldn't cry. all i ...

sustain #167 04/28/25 lingering-- i stay for you. maintaining the present. & #168 04/28/25 & return to you & relive the memory.

pictograph #166 04/28/25 island [i am desolate & barren] //////wave sea ocean wave////

on anthills and teapots #165 04/28/25 when i first met her, she was meek and i told her -- "i do not see why our parents expect us to be ...

lover's grip #164 04/28/25 i. what if i told you that when i said i loved you, it was a lie-- that i never met your family on purpose. premitions ...

# #163 04/27/25 return 2 you. 1 struggles to 3member the pain 4evr. it will sprout like bees make 5s and i will be 6 of it all.

grasp #152 04/27/25 i feel her hands around my throat. crawling up my skin and cherishing the warmth like some parasite. i let her take advantage of the tide, i ...

 mortality  #151  04/26/25 written the 26th, posted like 15 minutes later due to prior engagements what is the purpose of living + being born if we are meant to die ...