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this is awesome! thought I'd try it out, hope at least one works for you (: Mama, if you're reading this, I haven't moved onto solid rock since the day ...

@alliyah Thank you! I appreciate it!

#10 I'm not really sure this one makes sense oop You are so pure and lovely dear- eyes clear as the sky after rain, dimples wide enough for me to ...

#9 that I wrote before number eight so they kind of go the other way but it's fine I guess I told my friends that sometimes lying in bed i ...

#8 They ask me why are you happy. I tell them I’m not a lot of the time, that a lot of times I am very, very scared. in the ...

@EternalRain Thank you!

#7 I will staple my skin to the walls. I will tear the metal through my skin until I am thoroughly, thoroughly, stuck, and I will carve my name into ...

#6 I will cry for you. And when it seems like the earth has forgotten that your feet make marks on this soil I will cry out to the one ...

@mckaylaam @AvantCoffee Thank you both for your replies! I really appreciate it!

#5 everyday sheets are soaked with sweat and my fingers dig into my hair and I smash my face into the pillows like maybe if I knock it hard enough ...

#4 I would burn down a whole forest just so the earth knows for sure I was here. I am here. the spotlight is so bright and yellow but it ...

#3 It’s a birdhouse waiting for a bird to come and nest, a rollerskating rink waiting for it’s disco lights to snap on like a Curtain opening and suddenly there’s ...

#2 It describes just how grand everything was; how gold coated every corner, how everything was perfectly planned. I did not understand why I needed to know the length and ...

#1 eyes fill with mud creeping inward like molasses a putrid slug, a landslide, a sick. suddenly- there is no sun, there is no moon, suddenly the stars do not ...

napo 2020 (: