VampireSenshi

I look up and see Gem, "What was that about I have no future?" she says angrily. "Uh," I say I can hear Rayah mutter, "Smooth..."

"Yeah, and I just realized something." I said. "What is that?" I laughed, "If love is life, then Gem has no future."

"I know," I hug her. I laughed.

I sigh, "I guess so..." I close my eyes, I look at all my memories. "They took my mother, I've never had siblings. The one girl I ever loved was ...

"Like, what are we going to do with our lives? What are we here to do? Who are we going to be?" I say. "All my life has been about ...

"Have you ever wondered why we do the things we do Rayah? What the Gods have in store for us?" I ask, devoid of emotion.

I layed down and stared up at the skies. "I think I'll stay out here, it's just so beautiful here at night."

"Do you wanna stay out her or go back inside?" I ask.

"Yeah, sorry." I let go of her. "You want a sandwhich? I was making one when Jace shoved me out here."

"Yeah, I know." I say, hugging her tightly.

Rayah punches me playfully. "Liar..." I say, smiling.

"Yeah, but I hope that doesn't happen to the next girl who finds out she's pregnant with my child, if that ever happens..." I look up at the stars. Sighing.

"Well think of this, she found out she was pregnant with my child. And then killed the baby almost without thinking about it. That's kind of bruising on my end ...

"If Jace is like me, he reads between the lines. And you didn't exactly tell Gem that having kids was the best decision that you've ever made." I said, leaning ...

"Well, you've been through some things. And so have I, we're always changing Rayah." she breathes loudly, "And it's a measure of your personality how well you adapt to those ...