I'm very energetic and giggly/happy during the day, but that's only what other people see, in my mind i'm usually somewhere else. Thinking of stories in my mind, while my friends will either ask me "are you ok," or "Kaylee, why are you smiling and laughing so much." to me it's as if when i'm sad, they don't want me to be and when i'm happy, it's, odd to them. They don't seem to like it when i'm happy and they don't seem to like it when i'm sad. I'm never really liked, by, anyone. It doesn't matter much to me as long as i can let my mind rome free. I think i'm kinda crazy, while my friends talk to me, i'm writing in my journal, talking to myself, about how i can't talk to anyone.i'm crazy, right?
