EllieMae

you are the reason i can't publish my poetry. I love you for who you are now, but that doesn't make it easier to forgive who you were to me. ...

Mirror, Mirror Mirror, Mirror, on the wall, who's the fairest of them all? It wasn't me, it was only you, and an overwhelming amount of trust issues. Mother, Mother, dearest ...

When tears are only tears I'm so tired, but I feel this way every day and I never want to wake up. I'll do it tomorrow, but I say that ...

when my mother stabbed me You stabbed me. and all I did was apologize for getting blood on your carpet. The pain didn't hurt as much as seeing your face ...

I Can Love You. I have hear people ask, "If you were in a room with everyone you ever met, who would you look for first?" But all I think ...

Good and Evil I have realized that life isn't meant to be a story of good and evil. Some people teach me to love. And others teach me how not ...

monkeys, bears, and tears. the monkeys and bears and tears blur together. just like the spoons and suitcases and clay vases. what i remember most is your little voice. your ...

i got my dad's hair and my mother's hatred. i can cut my hair and dye it but i am always left with the piece of me that is a ...

what happened has happened, and you wanted to be safe, you wanted to be protected, you wanted to be loved. you did not need be be stronger. maybe you can ...

The Clay of my Body the truth is, i dont want you now, i have raised myself as a girl without a mother. i am a kite in the wind, ...

The Scraps of your Efforts growing up i begged you to help me and you gave me nothing besides the scraps of your efforts to help yourself. now you try ...

others call her depression, but i call her the best friend I have ever had. and she treated me better than anyone else. she held me close every night. she ...

Until tomorrow comes, again. ​When I remember, that you would still love me tomorrow, even if I wasn't here, it makes me wait. Living a day with you, is closer ...

​​The Difference Between You and a Poem I have become the girl who you wanted me to be. I have twisted myself, contorted my mind and the way I think, ...

​​You Still Kiss Me I am holding your shirt right now. You know, the one you gave me for Christmas. It smells too much like you, For me to ever ...