EllieMae

The Clay of my Body the truth is, i dont want you now, i have raised myself as a girl without a mother. i am a kite in the wind, ...

The Scraps of your Efforts growing up i begged you to help me and you gave me nothing besides the scraps of your efforts to help yourself. now you try ...

others call her depression, but i call her the best friend I have ever had. and she treated me better than anyone else. she held me close every night. she ...

Until tomorrow comes, again. ​When I remember, that you would still love me tomorrow, even if I wasn't here, it makes me wait. Living a day with you, is closer ...

​​The Difference Between You and a Poem I have become the girl who you wanted me to be. I have twisted myself, contorted my mind and the way I think, ...

​​You Still Kiss Me I am holding your shirt right now. You know, the one you gave me for Christmas. It smells too much like you, For me to ever ...

If You Want To Die. TW- Suicide There have been 4,466 suicides this year. As of January 2nd, at 12:30pm. It is said that a person dies by suicide, on ...

Last Words TW- Death My last words to you were, I hate you. You died and now i am locked in my own mind. Trapped in a world where i ...

Hair Always Grows Back. 2 and a half years ago I shaved my head Because i was sick. I hated every piece of myself, And missed the girl i used ...

Blank Canvas We are all born blank canvases. Your scars are not mistakes, They are stories. Despite what they say, Not all scars will fade. You didn't ruin your body. ...

I Still See You I still see you in the sunset, And feel you in the night. You kiss me with the breeze, And I still hear your voice in ...

all i can do is pray that you forget I am so sorry for hurting you, And that i had to be the one to leave. I wish you could ...

All i feel is too much of everything TW-Suicide I don’t want to live in an, Only good enough to not kill myself world. All i feel is too much ...

5 ways i committed suicide 1- realizing that being a good person doesnt get people to love me. It gets them to use me. Maybe I am still in kindergarten. ...

Sandcastles When I went to the beach, I walked towards the water, Where I was completely alone. I dug a deep hole, So deep, that my fingers ached. I closed ...