EllieMae

Traumatized Your trauma made you stronger. No. My trauma made me traumatized and it gave me everything that I never wanted. My trauma is an inheritance of every weakness that ...

Broken With Brutality As a child, you were broken with brutality, but you are still strong enough to stand. Frightened with fierceness, but you are as gentle as the autumn ...

Alone But Not Lonely You were my confidence. I looked you in the eyes and you laughed without fear. You covered me with your shadow in the sun. And you ...

The Tears On My Path You made me cry, and then yelled at me for crying. What do you want me to do, to make myself worthy of your attention? ...

i cant talk about it, TW- Suicide becuase talking about it makes me remember and remembering feels like you. i remember your smile. phone calls home were hard. you loved ...

You Spoke My Langauge In a foreign country, you were the first one I met who spoke my language. My tongue twisted in a knot that only you could untangle. ...

you are the reason i can't publish my poetry. I love you for who you are now, but that doesn't make it easier to forgive who you were to me. ...

Mirror, Mirror Mirror, Mirror, on the wall, who's the fairest of them all? It wasn't me, it was only you, and an overwhelming amount of trust issues. Mother, Mother, dearest ...

When tears are only tears I'm so tired, but I feel this way every day and I never want to wake up. I'll do it tomorrow, but I say that ...

when my mother stabbed me You stabbed me. and all I did was apologize for getting blood on your carpet. The pain didn't hurt as much as seeing your face ...

I Can Love You. I have hear people ask, "If you were in a room with everyone you ever met, who would you look for first?" But all I think ...

Good and Evil I have realized that life isn't meant to be a story of good and evil. Some people teach me to love. And others teach me how not ...

monkeys, bears, and tears. the monkeys and bears and tears blur together. just like the spoons and suitcases and clay vases. what i remember most is your little voice. your ...

i got my dad's hair and my mother's hatred. i can cut my hair and dye it but i am always left with the piece of me that is a ...

what happened has happened, and you wanted to be safe, you wanted to be protected, you wanted to be loved. you did not need be be stronger. maybe you can ...