<br /><u>Personality:</u><p>I am diffrent in school than on myspace;DUH! I guess i am only loud with freinds, I really have low self esteem. I am creative in my own way. I like to think of myself as annyone else, because the fact that everyone else is trying to be <i>"Original"</i> isn't Original anymore..Like standing out. I never try to act diffrent or "<i>Weird"</i> I guess i am like that. I get verry emotional when i feel like it, i can't control as in how i feel towards anything such as jealousy or anything. I always change my mind or opose of something and DO IT! I am a Hypocrite and a liar. I like to argue over stupid things. My sense of Humor is not Stupidity it is actually stuff thats on Scrubs or something the Girl from Alt Nation said, And Sarcasm, I laugh at almost anything though. I usally think about life and how i could improve things, I think them out but I never do them. I am a Procrastinator, Yes verry lazy. I am going through that stage in Life when I am starting to "<i>Rebel"</i> against higher authorities, But hey i am an adolascent. I feel more independent. I now simply do not care about consequences cause I don't think they are really high in this Household, No one scares me..Haha not even my mother.
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<br /><u>Current life:</u><p> is hard i am always to busy and i have no time for telivision anymore. I have to take care of Baby haley Quionez Till like 7:30.I don't do my homework cause after 7:30 i go one myspace. My life is hard but whatever I need to get over things emotionaly and need to let go of shitt cause honestly that is the only reason i dislike my life cause i let anyone irritate me or make me feel hella bad and depressed..Im like a child ya know.. Im being hella bitchy and I talk back to tha people above me in this household cause i aint scared anymore.. If you knew me yahh i have hella changed in the way of thinking due to thinking.
<p><br /><p><u>Life at School:</u></p>
Cos that fagg is blocking my thinking i am doing academicaly awfull. i feel super stupid and i now spell things wrong, I am not an honors kid. What has the world come to when the only thing i am passing is Math..IDK. The only reason i like school is the pencils and new binders and of course my freinds they are my entertainment..I love Drama(The Class) Thee only class that I have fun besides PE and Lunch. PE is always thee happiest time of the day NO ONE can bring me down. Lunch; Eghh its okay like
<br /><p><u>Tha Love life:</u>
What love life..Haha..IDK i haven't really met annyone that really interests me and tells me a lot of shitt from their lives since...fshh But IDK what happend..But yahh Shitt i hear i know its lies and i do not believe in anything anymore..ehh i take some glances on guys but i just think they are attractive or cute in a smart way..Yahh i like thee same person..ehh gonna continue it cause IF YOU IGNORE SOMEONE THAT MAKES THEM GO CRAZY FOR YOU. whatthafakk i cannot like someone else..its hawd.
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<br /><br /><p><u>Music life:</u> I love music a lot, when i hear new GOOD music i feel ohh so Giddy and happy and like i am somewhat supperior, yahh my music taste is Based on Alternative and indie music, yahh i do not like things that get played out, or is TOO mainstream.(Paramore is a Guilty Pleasure) But i am always like i am over a band and then like them a couple of more times.. i like to hear songs like 100 times on my iTunes. if i had no iTunes i would be like lame..But yahh i understand that everything i hear is Somewhat mainstream or yahh..IDK
<br /><p><u>Freindships:</u>Yahh i have come across many important freindships, the last person i called a bestfreind was in the second grade and well i just don't like sharing..i get freaked out when people label me as their bestfreinds cause i know i can't say it back..i convinced myself that i do not need a best freind to be happy..the secrets i share to my freinds are LIES:) But some do come close to as be called my Best freind but soon point of relization i find something i do not like about them and we drift apart..But read my good freinds list down there in tha bottom.
<br /><p><u>My Future:</u> I have convinced myself that no one will ever love me so i am gonna be lonely..but meanwhile others are working at low paying jobs ima go to college and be in Psychiatry or something.. i love over analyzing things and i love TRYING to fix peoples problems and stuff..If i am not that i wanna be a radio personality for a Rap or alternative station, if neither work out i wanna rate albums for a magazine or write artcies about bands..My Future jobs. But if i ever have children i wanna name the Guy Ezra and the Girl Stella or yoshi. </p>
<br /><p><br /><p><u>My Past:</u> ever since i was young i was the Weird child or the odd jealous middle child..Idk why..well my first years of school i was much of a loner cause i chewed my hair and was a bit abnormal..I spent my first years of school at Modesto City school, I really disliked it and hate the past memories. When i came to ceres which was like in the fifth grade i enjoyed it, but i had no freinds. When i gots some it was like the best feeling the world..I used to be smart in the fifth grade and before that..everyone was expecting me to be something, whatever happened? I think it is associated with the lack of intelligence i am unable to reach because of my emotions and feelings and mentally and laziness. The sixth grade was good, I met good freinds and started to get bad grades. I hated the sixth grade. The seventh grade ohh so awesome i gots a haircut in Mexico and i felt hekka kick ass, but besides that i also found some new freinds and kept some old ones. I developed my secound crush on annyone ever! Good times i had at ASP, Fuck that my life started to be awesome after i came back from mexico. Ehh i wish things would have remained as they were before school ended...No Screw that i like this horrible horrible life.
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<br /><u>Current life:</u><p> is hard i am always to busy and i have no time for telivision anymore. I have to take care of Baby haley Quionez Till like 7:30.I don't do my homework cause after 7:30 i go one myspace. My life is hard but whatever I need to get over things emotionaly and need to let go of shitt cause honestly that is the only reason i dislike my life cause i let anyone irritate me or make me feel hella bad and depressed..Im like a child ya know.. Im being hella bitchy and I talk back to tha people above me in this household cause i aint scared anymore.. If you knew me yahh i have hella changed in the way of thinking due to thinking.
<p><br /><p><u>Life at School:</u></p>
Cos that fagg is blocking my thinking i am doing academicaly awfull. i feel super stupid and i now spell things wrong, I am not an honors kid. What has the world come to when the only thing i am passing is Math..IDK. The only reason i like school is the pencils and new binders and of course my freinds they are my entertainment..I love Drama(The Class) Thee only class that I have fun besides PE and Lunch. PE is always thee happiest time of the day NO ONE can bring me down. Lunch; Eghh its okay like
<br /><p><u>Tha Love life:</u>
What love life..Haha..IDK i haven't really met annyone that really interests me and tells me a lot of shitt from their lives since...fshh But IDK what happend..But yahh Shitt i hear i know its lies and i do not believe in anything anymore..ehh i take some glances on guys but i just think they are attractive or cute in a smart way..Yahh i like thee same person..ehh gonna continue it cause IF YOU IGNORE SOMEONE THAT MAKES THEM GO CRAZY FOR YOU. whatthafakk i cannot like someone else..its hawd.
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<br /><br /><p><u>Music life:</u> I love music a lot, when i hear new GOOD music i feel ohh so Giddy and happy and like i am somewhat supperior, yahh my music taste is Based on Alternative and indie music, yahh i do not like things that get played out, or is TOO mainstream.(Paramore is a Guilty Pleasure) But i am always like i am over a band and then like them a couple of more times.. i like to hear songs like 100 times on my iTunes. if i had no iTunes i would be like lame..But yahh i understand that everything i hear is Somewhat mainstream or yahh..IDK
<br /><p><u>Freindships:</u>Yahh i have come across many important freindships, the last person i called a bestfreind was in the second grade and well i just don't like sharing..i get freaked out when people label me as their bestfreinds cause i know i can't say it back..i convinced myself that i do not need a best freind to be happy..the secrets i share to my freinds are LIES:) But some do come close to as be called my Best freind but soon point of relization i find something i do not like about them and we drift apart..But read my good freinds list down there in tha bottom.
<br /><p><u>My Future:</u> I have convinced myself that no one will ever love me so i am gonna be lonely..but meanwhile others are working at low paying jobs ima go to college and be in Psychiatry or something.. i love over analyzing things and i love TRYING to fix peoples problems and stuff..If i am not that i wanna be a radio personality for a Rap or alternative station, if neither work out i wanna rate albums for a magazine or write artcies about bands..My Future jobs. But if i ever have children i wanna name the Guy Ezra and the Girl Stella or yoshi. </p>
<br /><p><br /><p><u>My Past:</u> ever since i was young i was the Weird child or the odd jealous middle child..Idk why..well my first years of school i was much of a loner cause i chewed my hair and was a bit abnormal..I spent my first years of school at Modesto City school, I really disliked it and hate the past memories. When i came to ceres which was like in the fifth grade i enjoyed it, but i had no freinds. When i gots some it was like the best feeling the world..I used to be smart in the fifth grade and before that..everyone was expecting me to be something, whatever happened? I think it is associated with the lack of intelligence i am unable to reach because of my emotions and feelings and mentally and laziness. The sixth grade was good, I met good freinds and started to get bad grades. I hated the sixth grade. The seventh grade ohh so awesome i gots a haircut in Mexico and i felt hekka kick ass, but besides that i also found some new freinds and kept some old ones. I developed my secound crush on annyone ever! Good times i had at ASP, Fuck that my life started to be awesome after i came back from mexico. Ehh i wish things would have remained as they were before school ended...No Screw that i like this horrible horrible life.