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  • trying to lasso an escaped hog who has no interest in being captured is not an experience I'd recommend, I don't think my eardrums are gonna recover from this

    (I showered and still smell like an actual pig somehow)


    Dossereana <3333333 That sounds horrible I hope you can just relax now.
    13 hours ago


    ChieRynn It wasn't fun but it was hilarious watching a bunch of idiots (us) running through the cow pasture chasing a pig
    12 hours ago

  • my brain: still a teenager

    my joints: saw the pyramids built

  • I found a PS3 at the thrift store for 40 bucks Sunday and it works. Played a game last night. I'm stoked. It came with a controller and all the cords and the only thing the matter with it is that it's pretty dusty so I've got to clean it out and it's obviously a little bit used but it's in fantastic shape for being a 13-year-old machine.


    Quillfeather I have a PS3 They're pretty good, however all i have to compare it to is PS2 because that's the only other thing i have played on.
    Sep 19, 2023


    Messenger that's epic. I just bought 2 original controllers last week to play with my bro cross-country
    Sep 19, 2023

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  • me: im a mentally stable human being right

    me when I experience major schedule and routine changes even if they are for the better: something is wrong but I don't know what so I guess im gonna cry for no reason


    Dossereana <33333 I do this to, it's okay sometimes life just gets to hard! and you need to take a step back and think.
    Sep 14, 2023


  • me as a kid: I'm gonna do cool things as an adult

    Lactose intolerance, knee pain, cost of living crisis: no


    Dossereana <333333 Yeah I feel you!
    Sep 11, 2023


    Hkumar taxes!
    Sep 11, 2023

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  • this animal's personality is like if you crossed a goldfish with a labrador. if you looked up derp in the dictionary there'd be her picture.

    Image


    Dossereana OMG She's so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!


    I wish I could ride horses but we don't have the money for horse lessons

    Sep 10, 2023


    RokitaVivi I imagine she's an endearing kind of derp and you look her regardless. By the way she's very pretty.
    Sep 10, 2023

  • Having a tooth filling fall out on a Friday night when the dentists are closed on weekends and you work 60 hours the next week is really a fantastic experience

  • worst part about writing historical fiction is the social justice warriors who forget that yes, people actually talked like that in 1873.


    Quillfeather I loveeeeee to read historical fiction
    Sep 8, 2023


    ChieRynn i miss writing it : (
    Sep 8, 2023

  • I wish i could draw my characters. It'd be so fun to just see what they look like and share that with everyone.


    Snoink You can do what us non-artistic people do and find movie stars for our characters, lol.
    Sep 8, 2023


    soundofmind describe one of your characters for me
    Sep 9, 2023

  • Almost exactly a whole year after the first chapter, here comes the second.

    Seven Cities - Chapter 2

    That's gotta be a record of some kind. I feel like I just invented this idea yesterday, standing at the kitchen sink. Oof.


    Messenger *looks at 2 year gap in Williwaw* >.>
    Sep 7, 2023

  • dental work sucks but i found somebody's entire collection of clint eastwood westerns at goodwill so that's good

  • subscription based software is highway robbery


  • been a rough year tbh tw for mental health stuff I guess
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    haven't talked about it here but I lost my mare Tess in May from cancer and miss her a lot. she was only 11. they can live to be 30. I still haven't 'gotten over' losing her. it was literally like losing a chunk of myself. we taught each other so much and I wouldn't be who I am today without her. cancer sucks. this year has sucked so far but hoping for a happy ending. my old horse still looks for her sometimes and it's horrible. I almost lost him earlier this year to colic and he's 28 and too old to go through all this.

    I've now got a new resident on the property who doesn't belong to me and I'm lending from a friend. she's a pinto mare with emotional baggage and bad behavior who nobody else wanted so here we are. she's growing on me. I didn't like the idea at first but she needed someone who wasn't gonna give up on her like everyone else had. Tess taught me to be brave and tough and gritty. Bella is teaching me patience and self control. she's very gentle and sensitive and needs a kind but firm hand. definitely learned some sort of unsafe behavior for a 900lb animal but we're working on it and she's coming around. I think she's healing my heart a little as she's so sweet and lovey despite her bratty awful moments lol.

    a whole lot of my life revolves around my horses but horse talk isn't really relevant here. I'm part of a couple other forums geared towards horse people and have some friends there so it's all good

    so yeah little life update and one of the reasons I've been on a lot more recently. the company helps. my friend also has a bf now and that's not changed things much but that was a huge thing for me to get used to as she waited till college to start to get to know people (good move she was a crazy teen haha). that's cool and all but third wheeling is kinda sad sometimes and that combined with losing my horse has led to some emotional confusion so yea fun times. I miss all my old amigos on yws so came back. I've had to take a break few times from social media when things happen that make me kind of angry but everybody's got to do that once in awhile. I definitely care a lot about certain issues but for the most part none of it's really worth arguing with the person on the internet over and it's better to just take a break.

    at the end of the day a lot of this was a wake up call to work on myself and join a Bible study and remember to work on my relationship with the Lord instead of just being a kid and screwing around. I've grown but it's bittersweet, mostly just unfun things. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but I still wish there was some other way for all these life lessons to happen that didn't involve so much hurt. being an adult is kinda just bad sometimes.

    when people ask why I don't drink it's because I'm literally the poster child for dependency. anger issues. high stress job. anxiety. burnout. exhaustion. some sensory things and social things that lean a little towards the spectrum but who knows. my default defense mechanism is aggression and that's not a great thing. I refuse to accept any of that as an excuse and nobody should either. I'll be darned if I mooch around and let my personal struggles dictate my existence. been to some not so great places and it's not fun and I don't wanna go back there.

    dumb jokes are also a way of venting sry if they're too corny haha. memes are funny and if I think of something that makes my grumpy self laugh then I repeat it.

    sry this kinda got long but felt good to vent a little.

    TL;DR: 2023 been hard cried a lot but I'm still here vibin still so that counts.


    momonster
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    proud of you for doing your best during hard times! the Lord sees you and he will comfort you, even if you don't feel it yet. i'll keep you in my prayers <3

    Sep 5, 2023


    Lael <3
    Sep 5, 2023

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Chickens are honestly little dinosaurs. And they know it.
— ChieRynn