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Months later, update on my life. I am getting counseling. I am under medication. Mentally wise, I have a few diagnosis in the process still from both the psychiatrist and therapist. As for physical, I am sad to reveal my hemoglobin has gone a bit lower than I would like and other things are also at a risk. So I am gonna have to change my diet. Other than that, after so many months I am getting better. Turns out I needed to cut off some very toxic friendships that were hindering my growth and self love, as they were feeding into the opposite of those emotions/aspects of my life. But this year, there hasn't been any panic attacks, I mean there were times my mental health got bad, triggering to the point of... concern for my life, but I am better now. As for writing... this year I entirely disconnected from it, trying to get back on track, by focusing a lot on my studies and mental health. I am way closer to graduating, to the point I mean, this year alone I've stood up so much in class to interact. I enjoy a lot studying about how to help people. To the point I managed to get an A in my worst class of last year. And finally passed another class I kept failing due to a lot of my problems for concentration that are getting better now. Of course, not every day is sunshine. But I am glad to say, I am at a point where I no longer hate who I am or who I am becoming or who I might become. Because I know I am human, and I'm giving it all I've got to achieve a state of wellness. ^w^
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Ary Thanksies
Feb 10, 2019
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Ary Thanks, I forgot I had one. xD
Feb 10, 2019
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I haven't even been able to make an effort to be back online because I've been up and down with my studies and getting some medical tests done to check whats wrong with me. But soon enough, I've been getting results, so hopefully I can soon start defining what's wrong and get proper treatment to function more normally.
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Ary Why yes, yes it is. :3
Nov 3, 2018
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When I realize that to get more points to publish, I'll need to review people's works... but the last time I did a review was in 2013? That's five years... I've read silently and haven't reviewed anything in five years. 0.0
Panikos If you were ever to pick a month to get back into the habit, now would be a great time for it!
Sep 21, 2018
Ary @DarkPandemonium I think I would need a guide or refresher on how to even review a piece. Like do I tackle sentence structure? Symbolism? The use of adjectives to describe whatever is being portrayed in a text? TwT
Sep 21, 2018
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Fear is the only constant I get in this life. Trying to express my feelings in poetry? Tough luck, for lately it’s back to feeling like nothing matters. This is why it’s so important to have dreams and goals and a want to live... because when you’re like me, where a mere slip up has Fear on the steering wheel for every action I want to do... you lose sight of who you are and what you want.
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asbdhdh, I'm going to have to relearn how to navigate this website. I don't even know how to reply to a comment on my last wall update. >.<
Rosendorn the little arrow that points to the left. farthest left button.
Jun 26, 2018
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This website is always in some little cobweb-filled corner of my mind. Even more so on the days I actually see myself immersed in creating the latest one-shot or poem my thoughts are caught up in.
Holysocks Come baaaack <3
Jun 18, 2018
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Ary ASDFGHJKL! Months later, I am sitting here with a goofy smile on my face, for this. Thank you! <3
May 26, 2017
Holysocks YAY! XD I'm glad it made ya smile Cx <3
May 28, 2017
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Ary ^w^ <3
May 26, 2017
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Wow...a whole year for me to come back and post on my wall again. What has changed since then. For a fact I can tell you I know almost nothing about myself, except that I want to help people and because of this the only thing I am sure of is my acceptance into the nursing department. Which means I am officially studying to become a nurse. It's the only thing I am sure of that makes me feel happy with life. Other than that, can't believe I am but three months away from becoming a legal adult. Yet, I still have to get my driver's license, I let my permit expire by accident. All in all, the only thing majorly stressing me are chemistry and spanish class... I have my down moments from time to time but I write it out on tumblr and that helps to come back and keep working towards the first goal I've had in years. Also, I do drop by YWS from time to time to read what people write...I guess I'm one of those ghost readers. I really hope everyone is doing well, I'm still awkward at expressing myself in any form, but I sincerely want to thank everyone here. This will forever be one of the places I feel at home in. <3
Jan 31, 2020