I walked out of the door
To never come back again.
I turned around one last time
To never look back again.
I felt piercing eyes on my back,
For he must be staring
At my retreating figure;
Walking away from him
And his gift of a miserable filthy life.
I felt my breathing
Grow fast and faster,
As my feet moved unceremoniously,,
Taking me away from the prison in disguise.
I broke into a run,
As soon as I sensed he would follow,
Try to make me stop
And listen to his sorrow.
I died a slow death,
Every night he came in;
Touch me with his ice cold fingers,
Those made me shiver all night.
I cried all night;
After he would leave me,
Drowning in the ocean
Of my own benign misery.
I woke up every morning,
Trying to look normal and happy,
But you would see my red, swollen eyes
And know exactly what I went through.
Look I did it Ma
I did, what you wanted me to do,
I finally found the guts to free myself
From the clutches of an evil monster.
Being scared from him,
Made me realize－
I had to get away
Or I would be stuck here for life.
