What I need to survive, is what's killing me
In a cloud of emotions, surrounding me,
I sit safe and sound, but it’s killing me,
Because wherever I look, all I see is you.
Outside falls the rain, so cold and plain.
Just like our fights, along with ignorance and pain.
Oh, I miss our fights, even though I regret
that we ever had any.
Look, the night sky is full of stars tonight.
It reminds me of your eyes, with the same glowing light.
Oh I miss your eyes, even when they wept
those sorrow-filled tears.
See that green carpet of grass, so soft and neat.
Just like your skin, when we made love on these sheets.
I miss your skin, even when it was covered in blood
that I couldn’t wash away.
The sun is a hot, bright glowing ball of fire,
Not much unlike your kisses, satisfying my every desire.
I miss your kisses, even the ones you gave me
when you meant to walk away.
The moon is a mysterious, shining ball of who knows what,
So much alike your face, eyes, smile, when you got shot.
I don’t miss that moment, I don’t miss it all.
But it is all I see, from day break to night fall.
All I need is you, All I got is me.
Every vision of you, is a stabb right through me.
What I need to survive, is what's killing me.
