She glances to the right, to the left.
Is it safe to pass?
This highway of colorless faces is driving her to despair.
She stands along the sidelines, slowly peering in;
Look left, look right-
Can’t get hurt again.
I put my toe into the lake,
And watch the water ripple 'round.
A terrible tsunami, it drives one life to the ground.
I wonder what I’ve done.
I wonder what I’ll do.
I think back on all the times I’ve cried,
And wonder if I caused her to do that too.
She puts a smile on her face.
She steps into the crowd.
She makes a ripple in the pond,
One she cannot erase.
I laugh, I jeer.
I drive the poor girl right to tears.
Then I go right to the bathroom stall
And cry, vowing not to do it anymore.
Why’s she got to be so rude? She wonders.
Why do I see the world in black and white? I say.
The answer to both is quite the same.
I was just raised this way.
No matter how I regret my actions,
They will never leave.
A scar will be dug in my heart,
Gouged deep and sure as ever.
And she will sit there all alone,
Wondering what’s next for her to weather.
