Hey! Guys, one review? Are you freakin' serious? I'm going to stop reviewing for people of you guys don't stop being so uptight with reviews...anyways! Title credit goes to Paramore because I love that song "Misguided Ghost". It's great, YouTube it if you can.
Watching myself,
repeating myself,
always trying to cheat myself.
What went wrong?
I was so close.
I could smell my fate,
it shivered my toes.
Was I not to die?
I thought I was,
It's what I wanted,
How was it wrong?
They didn't care,
But neither did I,
So long I lived,
just wanting to die.
Curiosity had stuck in my head,
What would it feel like,
to sleep your life dead,
So here I lie,
when will it come?
Too short a date,
have I set it upon?
Do my eyes tear for no reason?
Maybe it's the cold,
the lonely wet season.
Winter, not a happy time,
If not for the weather,
I'm sure it'd be fine.
I wait for the sun,
I wait for the hero,
to say 'please, oh please don't go!'
But I should say this into a mirror,
it's me that needs help,
it's me that is bitter,
I look inside behind the looking glass,
a creepy appearance,
I cannot let pass,
Did my hair always look like that?
Was it always so dull,
was it always so black?
I thought my skin was a bit more tanned,
a glowing cold white,
as I touched with my hand.
Maybe I shouldn't,
'but maybe you should!'
Shut up, stupid brain,
you won't do any good!
Sit here and wait,
'til the season passes,
spreads some love,
with the tree's golden ashes,
A thought of mine,
turned to and from deception,
I'm just a misguided ghost,
of my own reflection.
I'm quite the fan of rhymes! Ha! Let me know what you think. What I was reaching towards with this poem was that in the beginning and for most of the poem, it was kind of (very) negative. But, towards the end came out with a new outlook and told something a little bit true. We are all misguided ghosts of our own reflections. I believe it anyways. So feedback would be great! If you would like a review from me then put the link in the review. Peace out!
