What I never said
You were always there beside me
Even though I claimed I didn’t want you to be
Always complained on your present
But still always I on your shoulder lent
I always said you were too much
And I always avoided your touch
Told you, I didn’t like you at all
But in the end, it was you I did call
You gave me promises and assurances
I let you down, but got new chances
I said so awful things to you
Still you always stayed true
When I was sad or devastated
You stood by my side, you waited
Until I had cried the tears away
And you never left, you did stay
If I called, you immediately came
Though you knew, the end were the same
A trick from me, to get to you
To betray, like I would always do
And I slept with boy after boy
And I treated you like a toy
Still you where there when I was in need
You never hesitated to make a good deed
How many times have you seen me cry?
And how many times have you comforted me?
How many times will I let you down?
Until I realize, it was you all the time?
Too many, it got to many
Because I’m crying now
And you’re not here to comfort me
Because I let you down
And it was you all the time
I never truly felt your touch
If I had, I would have known
It was too little, not too much
I heard you over and over
Say you loved me
And not once
I said I loved you
Now I know
I do love you
But it’s too late
To hear you respond
I’m sorry, for all I never said
Sorry for standing paralyzed
When you from open wounds bled
I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry
But I’m too late
To say I’m sorry
To say I love you
To say what I never said
