I lay here staring into the dark,
I think to myself where am I heading?
Down a long black scary road,
Or down a path of joy.
My eyes closed,
I see memories,
One by one they float about,
In my lonely mind.
But this is just the past,
Not nearly what it us now,
Now there is no one to save me,
It's just me on my own.
Looking back I see myself so innocent,
Not knowing life is a curse and not a gift,
I want that innocence again,
Because at least then I was happy.
Why am I all alone?
What have I done?
Who have I hurt?
Should I be gone?
Why not just vanish,
Into a nonexistent plane,
Maybe then,
Will problems here come to an end.
Although I cannot do this on my own,
I need the help of someone,
Too bad there's no one here,
I'm on my own for this one.
To anyone who thinks they care,
To anyone who's memory we share,
To anyone who wants me here,
Speak now or say goodbye.
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