"Okay I don’t mind. I want to meet your friend. But I'm gonna bring you a lunch tomorrow. No matter what you say. Lunch is a very important meal and it helps you focus more." Chris says.
“Fine not too much Then I don't really eat alot. Thanks for agreeing to sit with my friend Rae. She was so thrilled that I finally have a boyfriend and that it takes some of the stress off of her of having to worry about me all the time. She says it's your job now!" Kaelynne says.
“I’ll see you after your class. Then I can either drop you off at your house and we can hang out there or we can think of something to do. "Chris informs Kaelynne.
So Chris and Kaelynne go to their last class of the day. All through class all they could think about was each other and how slow the clock moved. Even though both of them knew the clock would not go faster because they are watching it. Hey just couldn't help it their bodies yearned for each other. When their class finally ended they were the first ones out of class. Chris gets to Kaelynne first even though his class is further away.
”How do you get out of class so speedily? Your class is farther than mine and you were already waiting before I even got out the door.”
“I have super powers! No I just pack my stuff up 5 minutes before class is even over and then I run out the door. I can't take my time my body won't let me. Everyday all day you you run through my mind. You have over powered my brain,rendering it powerless!” Chris says while laughing .
“Aww you’re so sweet. Why do you care so much about me? There’s plenty of other girls .Ones you don’t have to worry about. Girls who don’t have troublesome pasts. “Kaelynne asks.
“I care so much about you because I love you. Other girls aren’t like you. Your sweet, Innocent, beautifuland an amazing girl. You’re not the only one with a troublesome past, you know. “
Kaelynne and Chris go out to Chris’ car. They drive and park in the Wally-Mart parkin lot. Kaelynne calls her mom and tells her that she is at Chris’ house and won’t be home until 9:00.Kaelynne and Chris sit and talk for a while. Chris and Kaelynne talk about their pasts and fears about the future.
“What happened in your past?” Kaelynne asks.
“I use to be a Cutter,when I was Thirteent years old. I was put in a children’s mental hospital for a couple of month's. I started cutting myself because my father brutally abused me and my mother almost everyday. So I started cutting myself it was an easier way to deal with the pain of being unloved and abused. The way i dealt with it before did not help. I used to cry myself to sleep until my dad heard me and told me to be a man. He grabbed my leg really hard and broke it. He told me Now you have a reason to cry .The pain of my leg was exilurating and made me feel better.
After that I noticed that pain made me feel better way better than crying like a whine baby. I realized I couldn't brake a boen everytime I felt lonely or mad, I had to find a way that was not noticable. I saw a movie on TV about a girl who cuts herself on her arms and I figured thats what I could do. So I went into the bathroom and found my dad's razor's. I then locked myself in the bathroom. I was super careful not to cut too deep or hit a vein. Then I would put anti-bacterial cream on the cuts and a bandage. I started wearing long sleeve shirts and sweat shirts. “
“I am so sorry Chris. You did not have to tell me that. But thanks it means a lot to me that you trust me enough to share a horible memory with me.”
“I wanted to share this with you because I know you still struggle everyday with your anorexia. Please believe me when I say you are always beautiful every single part of you. If you ever feel like you might do something that could harm you in anyway please call me at any time i don't care. Also I will even care about you if we break up . Your health us important to me . " Chris says with an sincere face .
“Thank you so much Chris it does help me to know you care so much and I’m not alone. I hate that every time I look in a mirror all I see is an ugly girl that no one loves. I used to be in and out of the hospital several times a year. Last year I was severely sick, I was in the hospital for Three months because I wanted to die. They forced fed me because I refused ,I couldn’t keep the food down for the first month. I couldn’t even walk I was extremely weak; I was practically skin and bone. The doctors wouldn’t let me walk at all until I started gaining weight they thought I would break a bone.”
“I heard several rumors about that last year. At first I didn’t get why a girl would do such a thing as starving yourself. I thought you were beautiful. I thought you were just being one of those drama queen girls who must stay uber skinny to fit in with the popular girls. Then I heard you weren’t like that you only had one friend Rae. One day I heard her yell at some girls to mind their own business because they don’t know a thing about you.”
“That does sounds like Rae she is my protector , from myself and others. Rae and I have been friends since Fourth grade. “
“I had a friend similar to Rae when I was in the children’s hospital. His name was Beckett. He and I were each other’s emotional support. He got to go home before me because he had showed wonderful progress to the therapist and in group discussion.
He was Terrified of going home because he was afraid that the next time he had an emotional break down his sister might not be around to save him. The reason he ended up in the mental hospital in thr first place is because he tried to kill himself by taking his mothers sleeping pills. But his sister came home and found the empty pill bottle on the floor next to her big brother. His sister called 911 for an ambulance, that day terrified his baby sister for the rest of her life. Beckett before he left told me that he was scarred of going home because they had us on anti-depressants and those cause suicidal thoughts in young children and teens. He told me the hospital was his safe haven; he couldn’t hurt himself in the hospital. He was afraid that if he went home there would be no hope in him living through the week. He said home was dangerous there's knives, pills, and other sharp objects. He said he needed to talk to me everyday to help with the emotions. I asked the therapist if I could have phone privileges to call Beckett for the first week. They would not allow me to stay in contact with Beckett, they told me the first week is a crucial week and Beckett must do it alone.”
“What happened to him Chris? Please tell me he didn’t kill himself.” Kaelynne said while crying.
“I’m afraid so. He killed himself the second day he was home. He just couldn’t take it. He didn’t have anyone to talk to at home who would understand. This time he took a more effective approach with an knife . He cut his main vein in his wrist and bled to death. No one was home his parents were at work and his sister went to her friends house next door. She wanted to take a break from being his babysitter . She thought he could handle being alone for a few hours. She was dead wrong.”
Kaelynne and Chris sat in his car and cried. When they finally stop crying Chris tries to convince Kaelynne to get supper.
“Ok, let’s go get supper, we can go to this small diner that has really great food and chocolate pie.”
“Can’t we just go to the movies or something? I’m not hungry.”
“Kaelynne it really would make me feel better if you ate something and it will make you feel better. I can’t take you home without feeding you .Plus this diner is really good and someone works there I want you to meet.”
“Fine!” Kaelynne says giving in to Chris because she wants him to be happy and he's just looking out for her health.
Chris and Kaelynne drive to the diner. On the way they listen to a Tokio Hotel CD. Tokio Hotel is one of Kaelynne’s favorite Germany bands. Kaelynne sings the whole way.Knowing all the words and the meanings. Chris just sits and enjoys. Chris almost swerves off the road because he wasn't paying attention he was mesmorized by Kaelynne’s beautiful voice. When they finally arrive in one piece at the diner Kaelynne realizes that his family owns the diner.
“The Diner is called Alpine, your mom owns the diner?”
“Yep it’s been in the family for years. My mom took it over when my grandfather died.”
“Why don’t you work at the diner?”
“I do, but only on the weekends. My mom wants me to worry about my school work during the week. She also figures I’d rather hang out with you.”
Chris leads kaelynne in and they sit in one of the old fashioned red booths. Chris gets up and goes over to the juke box and puts the song L.O.V.E by Bobby Darwin on. Then he goes into the back into the kitchen to say hi to his mom.
“Kaelynne this is my mom Emma.”
“Nice to meet you. You have a very nice diner. I like the old fashionasta style of your place. “Kaelynne comments.
“Thank you! You’re so sweet no wonder Chris likes you. IT is a pleasure to finally meet you. What can I get for you?”
“Um can I have a veggie burger?”
“Sure thing. What do you want to drink?”
“An Moutain Dew , please.”
“Ok, Chris can go get the drinks.”
“But i'm not working today and I didn’t order what I wanted yet.” Chris whines.
“So! I know what you want,you get the same thing every day.”
“What if I wanted something else today?” Chris says.
‘What do you want then?” Emma says.
“I want a chicken sandwich with tomatoes and lettuce with mayonnaise. “ Chris Says.
“Ok, now go get your drinks." Emma says.
While they waited they sit and chated about hilarious but stupid things they have done. Then they ate their delicious food. Chris gets done way before Kaelynne so he sits and waits patiently.
“You are really cute when you eat. Take as long as you want. I don’t mind your fun to watch. Plus i don't have to take you home until 9:00 O'Clock ,right? Chris asks.
“Right and please don't watch me eat it's embarassing me." Kaelynne says while turning her head to hide her face.
“Kaelynne don’t get embarrassed I’ll read a book if you don’t want me to look at you while you eat.” Chris suggests.
“I’m fine, you don’t need to read, I’m done now we can go if you want to?” Kaelynne says.
Chris instead of taking Kaelynne straight home because it is only 7:00 they go to Chris’ house.
End of Chapter 1
I'll post chapter 2 when I finish writing it. Please comment and tell me if I need to change anything.
I cant even imagine the stess they go through! 
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