I saw your back turn. I saw you walking away from me. Your every step was a piercing stab in my heart. I saw your handsome figure disappear as you walked away…not caring to turn back. I stood there…shaken and distraught…
That was the day when you left me…not giving me a chance to say things I always wanted to say. I could feel the distance widening between us as you walked away.
I stared at you with misty eyes. I loved you so much that everything seemed to be hazy with you having left me alone. I stood motionless for a long time and then I cursed myself for all the things I never told you when we had been together.
I wanted you to know how important you were to me, how I needed you every second, how I knew you were the one for me. I wanted to tell you that no one had ever made me feel the way you had. No one had ever looked into my eyes the way you had or held my hand like you had. Everything had been so perfect with you. My happiness, my joy and my bliss knew no bounds then. The love that I had shared with you and the understanding that we held for each other was so beautiful.
I should have told you that I was yours always, that I cared for you alone and that I would never ever leave you alone whenever you would need me.
I cry and hope you never had turned up in my life. I cry and wish that you never made me feel so special. Why did I ever love you? Why did we ever meet? I shut my eyes tight hoping that I would wake up with this nightmare all over. But I still stand there with eyes which pain…not with tears but with the shattered dreams that you have left behind. Why did you ever say that you loved me?
Now that you are away and happy I just want to say what I heard somewhere…Love is of two types-1) loving no matter what and 2) loving when the situation is right. And believe me I will always love you no matter what!
I love you…
