This is only chapt. 2 and some of chapt.3 I'm still working on it enjoy^^
Chapt. 2 Hate and wounds ( a little short^^)
It was pitch black, but then a light shone. I could see that I was standing it the middle of the living room of my house. Two shadows were sitting in front of me. The light suddenly shown right upon them. I started to take short, quick breaths of air. "Margaret, Margaret, it's us, your mother and father." the familiar two figures smiled. Tears welled up in my eyes, there was a long silence. I soon snapped out of it, and came back to my senses. I smirked, "Oh, is that so? You're my mother and father? Well that's awfully funny because my parents had died in the summer of 1934. Do you know how? They took me to my room, locked me in, and never came back to fetch me. I later found out that both of them took poison and were seen laying on the bed, holding each other's hands. Now isn't that a sweet ending? The two lovers leave their beloved child in the room, all alone, and was almost on the verge of being sent to the orphanage! Do you know what else is terribly funny? The policeman was kind enough to ask the 11 year old child if she had made her parents kill themselves.", I started to giggle hysterically. The two figures stared at me sadly, "We're sorry Margaret, but just know we will always be here for you."
"No you won't!", I wailed. "You left me here to be all alone, you selfish, cruel, cold-blooded people!", I sobbed miserably in my hands. Then, that wound in my precious heart ripped open. I stopped my crying, stood up, and walked towards them. "I truly hope you may live happily together as you rot in the flames of hell.", I whispered.
"Breakfast is ready!", Debbie shouted. The darkness disappeared, leaving the guilt in my heart, pulse through my veins. Even if it was just a dream, the reality of it was too real, very real... Groggily, I pushed myself upright and put my head into the comfort of my hands..
Why did they have to come visit me? Why did I say that? How could I have told them to rot in...
A flurry of sobs seeped out of me.
Chapt. 3 Bliss
After I finally slipped away from breakfast, I rushed to the back. Eddy was lying down with his arms over his head, sleeping so soundly. Gingerly, I placed my hand on his cheek, as I laid down next to him. "Mm-mm....", he sighed in contempt. Fascinated, I let my fingers draw circles all around his face. He smiled and opened his mouth and yawned the biggest and largest yawn one could behold. Before he could get up, I gently pushed him backwards,"Don't move, I want to try something that I always longed to do. Be real still", obediently he lay as still as possible.
I sat up and lifted his head on to my lap. Tenderly, I stroked his hair.
"You look awful. I do remember calling you beautiful, but today you look as white as chalk.",he stared up at me with concern. "It's nothing, just these horrible dreams I get sometimes.",I pulled at one of his little curls. He winced, "Is it possible that you're trying to relieve your anxiety on my hair? It feels like it." I smiled, "Now why would I do such a thing?" I pulled even harder at one of his curls. Laughing good-naturedly, he got up and pulled me close. "If only your Aunt would let us be together all the time. We wouldn't have to sneak out like bandits." he sighed.
"What do you mean Eddy?", I stared at him puzzled. "Well, she doesn't want us to be near each other. She thinks I'm to old for you and an ineligible suitor. She was planning on giving you to someone better than me. Which I don't object, for I am a bad influence towards you." he grinned at the thought.
My eyes widened in fear, I clutched him, "Oh, Eddy! How could you say something like that? Just ignore that old lady. She doesn't have any right. Just because you're older and that my family is wealthy, has nothing to do with it us being together!"
I could tell he was going to say something, but instead, clamped his mouth shut. "Edson! Why do I always have to fetch you for your chores?! Come here this instant! Rowdy rascal, doesn't even care about his mother....", Eddy grinned slyly. "Good-bye, love you", he shouted back at me as he ran backwards. My heart skipped a beat. It was just one beat, but that one beat meant more than I could imagine.
As I walked back to the back doors, Debbie had caught up with me, glaring like a hawk about to devour it's prey. "You sly little thing, I make you a good, nice breakfast, and what do you do? You don't eat it! Why I would have been grateful for all of that kindness! Skipping breakfast.." she scoffed and waited impatiently for an answer. When she didn't get one, exasperatedly she sighed and turned around to dust the rooms.
"Sorry.", I whispered. Astounded she turned back around and stared at me, like I was some sort of exotic creature, "No , no that's alright. You can talk?", she asked in astonishment. "Yes, I'm sorry if I caused you any discomfort. I just didn't have an appetite. Oh and I do talk it's just I was a bit angry then. My apologies." I shuffled my feet uncomfortably. "Well, now that's a sweet girl. Here, come over to the kitchen. You need something to keep you warm and healthy. Why you're as thin as sheet of paper! Come now, no dilly-dallying." she practically pranced about from joy. I sighed heavily. (not done yet)
I hope to be reading another chapter 
