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I saw him in his light.
A kin with no fight.
One of mine a faithful.
With the resolve of a turtle.
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I sat in my darkened pit.
Throwing myself a little fit.
Why... why did I lie.
To his face, under the sky.
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Who can judge me now.
Me who worked like a plow.
Unending and very tired.
Even in the life I admired.
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I loved my self and no other.
Rejecting all, even my brother.
I followed their words, every one.
But not one helped, none.
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Now my kin lies in heaven.
His happiness is leavened.
My loaf is sour.
As my mind goes on hour to hour.
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Why did I reject the cries.
Hiding deep within my lies.
I understand now, what to find.
But it is too late, and I'm treated in kind.
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The Darkness where I stand.
Is what I chose, my command.
This is my new life.
In death, in pure strife.