This is Not an Apology
And I’m not sorry am I, because I never
Apologize when I don’t mean it
You can shout until your lungs turn blue and your face
Flips inside out because I’m just a heartless monster
And I don’t care (after all
Why should I give a damn that I have
Disrupted your world view
When you think that everyone is out to get you –
Paranoid much?)
Why should it matter to you anyway, the way I am
And what I think is my business not yours
Don’t go putting words in my mouth and making me
Throw up spew luminous obscenities
Like live grenades lobbed
Into a burning building
Are we at war now? If so I surrender
I could never win with you jerking me around like this
Walking away because I scream at you (only you
Are allowed to raise your voice)
Depriving me of my only weapon in this rigged insanity
And I’m not sorry, am I, because you never
Apologize even when you mean it
So why should I?
Blergh. Had a fight with my mum and frustration turned into poetry. Its kind of weird but I enjoyed venting, LOL. Couldnt think of a title though.
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