William Franco
The last person I needed in my hospital room is a bitch who believed to be paying my hospital bills. My uncle was doing that. So instead of lying to the nurses, she should have told the truth, she just wanted to see me. I don't need people yelling at me about people harassing the employees and that it's my fault. Since it clearly isn't.
But also I didn't need her because seeing her still made the last coma all real and yet unreal. She made it confusing even though I was sure now that it shouldn't be so. It's just that seeing her again brought back so many memories, it hurt.
She didn't leave. She tried her best to stay at my side and succeeded. But why? Why did she want to nurse me? Why did she wanna stay here and watch me sleep in bed day in and day out? Harley was my girlfriend, so I'd understand her, but not Avery. The thing was, right when she was going to tell me about my sister's book, Harley came in. So, we completely passed the topic. I really want to know though.
"Okay, I went to the cafeteria and got you some hot tea. The doctor says no coffee for William." Avery said all smiles as she walked back into my room.
I sat up in my bed, taking one cup from her hand. She sat down on this chair she claimed was hers now and got comfortable. The thing that freaked me out was her attire. She was the girl in posh clothing, not sweats and sneakers. It kind of reminded me of a soccer mom. No offense.
"Thanks Ave," I smiled, my voice croaked. Still was weird to talk I guess.
Sipping the tea, I felt the liquid go down my throat, heating my body up. I placed the cup on the table next to me and looked out the window to my left. There were trees around this hospital, it felt like you were in another world here.
"So, wanna talk?" she asked, obviously bored.
I looked back over at her and saw her looking back at me. Not a her phone, or a magazine, or the TV. This was the Ave I fell in love with a few months back, and I couldn't blame myself for it. She was a beautiful girl and had a great mind. There was something in her that made her the greatest person anyone can meet. She cared when she tried, and that was beautiful. I caught myself smiling for no reason, so I shook my head, clearing out my thoughts.
"I'm good Ave, still rattled, ya know..." I replied.
"How are you and Harley?" she asked anyway.
"We are alright, just, alright." I sighed.
The world felt so small now. Everyone knew each other and yet had no clue about each other. It's like, we can talk to our best friends and yet have no idea what's really going through their heads. That was different between Ave and I, I knew what was going through her head and she knew what was going through mine.
I faced her, feeling anxious for some reason. She was drinking her coffee and she waited for me to say something. She knew I wanted to talk. I bet she even knew what of.
"I asked Cassie why she died." I said, sounding really mental when I did so. But, I guess, once you're in a coma, it's not weird. It's normal to talk to the dead there. Right?
She placed the coffee cup on her lap, between her hands and looked at me with her full attention.
"She said she was sorry. She regretted it. She didn't know what she was doing... God, I sound crazy." I cracked a smile at the end.
Avery smiled back a small smile that made it seem like I was a bit sane.
"Actually, it's okay. Will, you have every right to talk to her. She may be dead, but she's not dead in your heart. And I think you needed that to have some closure on her death. I guess spreading her ashes wasn't enough..." she replied.
I ran my hand through my hair and sighed, trying to make what silence we had less awkward and stressful. What we had between us I guess will never fade. Maybe because she was my first love.
"How's Leo?" I changed topics.
She shifted her gaze for a moment, looking at something other than me. A small breath escaped between her lips and then she looked back at me. My heart was racing.
"He's really great. He treats me well, loves me..." she trailed off. "He's really a good guy to me, Will."
I took in a sharp breath and felt something clutch at my lungs. "Call me Billy."
Something itched at her as she shifted uncomfortably in her chair. I ran my hand down my face and breathed out, frustrated.
"I think I should tell you... now... I know, you're in the hospital and all, it's bad to stress. But, you have to know." she said, her voice cracking.
Gender:
Points: 314
Reviews: 267