The next morning I forced myself to
go back to work. Mr. Salon didn’t know why I had left work the previous day. It
wouldn’t do me any good to get fired. When I reached my office I found a note
taped onto my door.
Miss
Alander,
Please
come see me in my office as soon as you read this note.
Mr. Salon
I swallowed and ripped the note off
my door before walking in the opposite direction, towards Mr. Salon’s office.
It was located at the very end of the hallway on the floor up from the offices,
where all the special Cutters worked. I knocked loudly on the door, and he
opened it immediately, a grim expression on his face.
I swallowed.
“Please sit, Miss Alander.” He gestured
to the chair on the other side of his desk and settled back in his own.
“I know what this-“ I began.
“Wait!” He interrupted. “Let me
speak first.” His voice was as hard as steel and I flinched away.
“Of course, Mr. Salon. Please
continue.”
He pressed his fingertips together
and rested his arms on the desktop. “Firstly, I heard the news about your
brother, and I’m very sorry for your loss.”
I bowed my head, forcing myself not
to cry. “Thank you Mr. Salon.”
“However!” I took a deep breath.
This was it. “Teller did warn you of the dangers of cutting when you spoke to
him all those months ago, did he not?” He asked.
“Yes, Mr. Salon.”
“And he did mention that you must
cut whoever’s notice you receive.”
“Yes-“ The words stuck in my throat
but I forced them out. “Yes, Mr. Salon.”
He continued, mercilessly
interrogating me. “And you were told that you may not, under any circumstances,
leave work during hours, without explicit permission from me or another member
of the Cutting Center authority, hence you will be dismissed without delay?”
This was it. “Yes, Mr. Salon.” And for good measure I added, “I’m very
sorry, Mr. Salon.” I stood up and turned to leave.
“Please remain seated Miss Alander!”
I turned back slowly and sat back
down.
“I’m not done with you quite yet!” A
ghost of a smile flickered over his lips. “Due to the fact that we are short on
Cutters, I will let you remain on a warning.”
My jaw dropped, shocked.
“If you ever break this rule again
you will be fired without delay. Do you understand?”
I nodded mutely.
“Good.” He rose. “That will be all.”
I stood as well, but didn’t leave.
“Mr. Salon, may I ask you a question?” I asked.
He raised an eyebrow. “Of course.
Anything.”
“Why did you let me stay?”
He didn’t expect me to ask that
question, I could tell. “I told you. We’re short on Cutters.”
I shook my head, frustrated. “I know
that’s not the only reason. Why did you let me pass with only a warning?”
He sighed, but I was glad to see he
actually considered the question. “I suppose it’s because I know what it’s like
to lose a brother.”
It was my turn to be surprised. “I
didn’t know you had a brother.”
He smiled sadly. “Not many people
do. He died when I was about your age.”
“I’m sorry.” I whispered.
“Don’t be. Save your apologies for
yourself.”
I nodded my thanks and rushed out
the door. “Oh! Miss Alander!”
I turned, surprised.
“When you lose a loved one you’re
often not in a good state of mind, which is necessary for this job. To allow
you to grieve, you’re allowed two month’s leave. It will start tomorrow.”
I real smile broke over my lips. “Thank you
Mr. Salon, I’ll get as many cuts done as possible today!” I closed the door to
his office and hurried down the hallway to the stairs, then across the second
level hallway to my office. Little did he know that I was assigned to cut
Darren, and that I wasn’t planning on doing so anytime soon.
As I’d promised, I tried to get
almost all the cuts for the next two months done. They weren’t many, I only had
them down about two weeks in, and I’d put Darren in the two months away slot,
so I could deal with him when I got back. Still, doing two weeks worth of
cuttings in one day was a lot of work, so I skipped lunch, and stayed a double
shift, thinking of Darren whenever I got tired or hungry.
The day passed quickly, and instead
of going straight home I decided to take a detour. I turned away from rowan
lane and started towards the library. The building comforted me, as always,
despite it's intimidating size. It was lit only by a few large chandeliers
hanging from the cavernous ceiling. Each little section of books was it's own
little alcove, spread out around the middle like flower petals. The desk had
it's own alcove in the middle of the room, facing the door. A large spiraling
staircase hugged the wall, wrapping itself around until it reached the small
attic that was supposedly haunted. Darren had come home one day claiming that
the attic is haunted and that everybody in town knows it. He said that him and
a bunch of other boys from his class were going to break into the library and
see for themselves. Mother, of course, forbade him to go within a hundred feet
of that building when it wasn’t open. Darren, of course, sulked for the next
three days straight.
I forced back tears when I thought
of Darren, and walked up to the desk. I rapped my knuckles loudly on the wood
to get the librarian's attention.
"Hmm?" The elderly man
with spectacles sliding off his nose had been sorting through books, and looked
up at me absentmindedly.
"Do you have any books on the original Cutting
town?" I asked. Although I had been to the library before and knew
where the history section was I figured it would be quicker to just ask.
"Well." He considered for
a moment, waking up from the hazy state he was in and regained his voice once
he was back in his element. "A strange request, to be sure." He
paused, chewing on the end of a quill. "Do you mean what happened in the
first time of Cutting? That's in almost all history books about the original
mages." He looked up at me with a piercing gaze. "You do know about
the history of Cutting, don't you?” I nodded, and he turned back to his book
sorting, satisfied.
"What I'm actually looking for ain't just
the history. I'm wondering where the first Cutting town was."
"Oh." He considered for a while.
"You may be able to find something of the sort in 'Before the City: What
Happened Then?'" Seeing my confused expression, he added, "The title
is a mouthful, to be sure, but it's one of the only books we have on the finer,
non-Cutting details from before the City."
And you say “to be sure” a lot, to be sure.
I thought to myself.
"It's in the history section,”
He added helpfully.
I thanked him and moved to the back
of the library where the history alcove was. It took me a while to find the
book, thumbing through the W's until I found the right title. Aware of the time
constraint I skimmed over the chapter titles in the table of contents until I
found a chapter on the founding of the towns.
"Over time more towns were
created, some even larger than Brutehaven, depending on how many Cutters there
were." I read aloud. "Brutehaven." I rolled the word around in
my mouth. I had never heard of it, which meant it was probably off the main
railroad, far out in the outskirts. The farthest town from the City I knew of
was a somewhat large city called Artona, which was still part of the tracks.
I replaced the book on its shelf and
hurried out of the history section, heading instead to the maps. One
entire wall in the library was covered with maps, mostly of the city or the
region surrounding it. None of the ones in the front had Brutehaven, but I refused
to give up.
In a corner near the far side of the
wall I found a map that showed not just the inner city region, but also the few
towns beyond the border, few of which were connected to the city network.
The city was the center of the city
region, with the railway like a web around it. All cities in the inner city
region must use the Cutting Center, the cities outside; however, have a choice,
as the princess technically does not rule them. Most do follow our laws,
however, as they have no ruler as there own, and the Orderers are necessary in
all towns. Beyond the outer region was the desert that the Falantes had
originally came from.
As I’d expected, the closest town on
the railway was Artona, also outside the inner city region. There was a large
road, called the Traveler’s Road, which started in Artona and swept around all
the non-railway towns back to a town called Harborton, also outside. I marked
down all the towns that I would pass to reach Brutehaven on a small notepad I
carried in my purse, then, content with my information, I left the library, hoping
that Mr. Hillington was still at the Center. I half-ran down the street, praying
to the council. Once I reached the Cutting Center I grabbed the door handles
and tried to wrench the doors open.
Unfortunately they were locked, and
I dug around in my new purse, looking for my keys among the clutter. I found
them and kept them clutched in my fist, before clumsily unlocking the door, my
fingers still not used to working with keys. I removed my keys from the lock
after unlocking the door and pulled them open, nearly flinging myself onto
the street. I rushed in, only to find it vacant
of noise and people. Still refusing to turn back, I crossed the waiting room
and pulled on the door. It was also locked, and I didn't have the right key to
access the training wing.
I ran back out of the Center and
into the street, turning once again towards Rowan Lane. Once I reached the
house I unlocked the door and pulled it open. Mother was gone, as I'd expected,
so the house was quiet. I walked into Mother’s room and straight to the little
desk she had under the window. In the smallest drawer was the small collection
of spending money we had, and I grabbed enough to pay for a night’s stay at a
cheap inn for a week or so. I figured it would take about that long to get to
Brutehaven and back, and once I was there I would talk to someone who might
know how to cut someone without losing
memory of them. With any luck I would be in and out of there in a day,
information safely sealed in my mind.
I debated
leaving a note, but Mother couldn’t read, and I wasn’t about to leave without
telling her where I was, not now.
The
Cutters had taken Darren’s body last night, and there wouldn’t be a funeral.
For that I was grateful, it meant I wouldn’t be able to miss it. With a vague
notion of where Brutehaven was, I headed to the train station. I would need a
train ticket to Artona, and perhaps they could also supply advice for
travelling to Brutehaven.
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