Deep down it hurts!
Yes,deep down it hurts so much. Unconsciously these streams of salty water begin to flow drowning my face because deep down it hurts, It feels as if my heart is being ripped open and torn to shreds. I am being bitten again and again,the teeth marks tattoo my skin. The claws of hungry animals rip my skin apart;the blood is seeping from my wounds and it hurts. They slash at me with those sharp nails and their hunger stricken eyes are boring deep in my skin penetrating through the curtains of my soul.
They feast everyday on my torn skin,ragged wounds and anguished screams. They quench their thirst by the forever oozing blood from my gashes and salty water from my sockets. These animals prey upon me from time to time wanting to demolish me,slowly breaking me apart.
When will these wounds be healed?When will this injured heart be soothed?When will these cuts be stitched?When will the shards in my broken heart be removed and my blood be cleaned?When will the bruises on my cheeks be cured? When? When will it stop hurting deep down?
Or this pain is endless for these animals,these monstrous animals who call themselves Humans increase everyday, their hunger doubles by every minute, their claws grow longer and the canine sharper. The throbbing pain in my heart is becoming intense, the stinging in my eyes is increasing, the excruciating pain in my body is poisoning me leisurely but surely. My skin is peeling rapidly and the raw pink meat inside vexes the animals.
These animals torment me,they slash at my wounds making them sorer and sorer. Its not just me these animals attack anyone;anyone who wants to be a true Human. They do not forgive this sin;not at any cost. This agony is becoming unbearable for me, its breaking the limits of my patience, this crucifixion is sucking the soul out of my body. I can't breathe, the air has been stroked out of my lungs. I am suffocating;this darkness is suffocating me.
They say this darkness will end. They say the sun will shine but WHEN? When my heart will have been broken into a million pieces unable to be collected? When the blood will permanently stain my once flawless skin? When the claws will bore so deep in my soul that it will be impossible to remove them?When my screams will turn into painful whispers? When these animals will have devoured the essence of my existence? When I will only be left with the Title of Human?
Oh!This agony,this helplessness will never end. They don't know but I do, this pain is endless, this night is the darkest for these animals will never be satisfied. This night has come to stay.
But still I will be persistent. I will fight back. I won't let them take the only satisfaction;the satisfaction of being human. I will not them deprive me of my pride of being a Homo sapiens.These animals can break me as much as they want but I believe in the Japanese Art of Kintsugi;the golden repair. I believe that my broken self will be repaired again and this time with a golden lining. These scars will shine, they will make me more beautiful just like the broken pieces of pottery, joined by a golden lining.