This is Kaos here for a review, as promised!
The first thing that I noticed is that your lines tend to drag on a long time and you don't end them for several lines. I'm not saying to end them as soon as they start, but it does start to feel like it's just run-on and that you need to start a new one.
This affects how the poem is read and you need to work out all the kinks with the flow because that's something that will bring you down if you don't. There are some grammar errors that I spotted throughout the poem and I suggest adding more variety to the line length because it starts to feel like big blocks of text that we're reading and it's probably your biggest fault of the poem.
I like the idea of the diaries in the first stanza but the lines that transition into it don't really do anything for me. I suggest fleshing out the imagery of this with the diary. Describe more of the atmosphere to create more of an experience for the reader. Describe the handwriting, the ink, the perhaps yellowed pages. As well as imagery, I suggest focusing on emotional impact and weight behind your lines because it's something that I felt lacked in this poem. Give us lines that punch us and tell us that they love us at the same time.
The second stanza is something that confused me. I know you have a glossary for all of your words, but they're all mostly in the second stanza to a point where they all feel smashed together. I know you're submitting this for a contest and I don't know if that's really the best thing? It felt awkwardly implemented into the poem rather than something smooth and I kind of feel like you're overdoing it.
There's a lot of more telling and internal monologue than there is showing us what's going on and using imagery (which I felt there was a lack of). There are no images that stuck in my head after I read it, nothing really memorable that stood out to me in the crowd. The flow in the last stanza didn't really work with me, more so the last few lines that you have here.
The poem is named 'Friends', but I never really got that feel across from the poem because there wasn't much of an atmosphere to set-up the tone with. Your usage of punctuation is once again inconsistent and there's a lack of imagery, so I'm going to spin you to sensory details. Sensory details are exactly what they sound like, descriptions of the five senses. This helps better immerse the reader in the poem and makes them more emotionally invested. Onto emotionally invested, that's something that this poem didn't have. I didn't really care for the characters in the poem or the speaker, and the reader doesn't really have a reason to because it feels forced into the poem. Give us a reason to care about the poem.
Experiment, edit, read, write; keep going. I hope I helped and have a great day!
Points: 220
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