So much has brought me here, into this mood, into this state. I feel the world is spinning and I am still. The world spins and there I am by myself yet again. Alone. I know you didn't mean to leave To you, you haven't. But you have don't you see? I am here alone you are with the world spinning.
Once upon a time we both did not know how to spin, We tried of course, but we never seemed to Understand the beat, the rhythm, the pace, But it was okay, we created our own pace. It didn't matter what the others thought. We were spinning in our own world. It was our own pace.
Then you learnt the pace, It was thought to you by another You spinned with them, with all the others, With the ones you once promised to never be loyal. You learned to spin. You enjoyed it. But you tried not to forget. You would stop. Spin with me but suddenly you would change your pace, leaving me behind.
You tried to teach me But I would always fail, would always loose the pace. But later you forgot You would spin with the world Remember me when the others you forgot.
So... My life was then this, When you remembered I was happy. I would savour every momment even though Momments came less often than not.
I know one day you will completly forget. I will be a passing thought, One of none importance, you will not stop. You will continue spinning with the world And I will be there watching. Be happy when you are But also wishing you murderous thoughts.