I lay in bed and now that everything is calm all that had happened the last few days hit me hard. The problems may be resolved mostly but nothing will be the same. I don't know what to do or think anymore. I'm not even sure who I am.
My eyes shut and I fall into a deep and fitful sleep. I see myself, my eyes are shut as though in an enchanted sleep. Then the transparent form of my great grandfather emerges a sickly smirk wide across his face. He speaks and his words reverberate around in my mind. You are a monster, he snickers then fades. I see my friends they hate me they spit out snide remarks and point and laugh. For each comment a gash appears on my face hands or feet. Then my dream changes and I am falling forever. On and on. I try to grab at something but nothing is there. As I fall my face changes into that of Voldemort and I laugh.
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I awake dripping in sweat it's four in the morning, but I know I won't be able to fall to sleep again and I don't want to. I get out of bed and pull on some slippers. I quietly sneak out of the common room. I want to get away from something but I don't know what. I guess that I want to get away from everything. I find myself running, where to I don't know.
I stop suddenly for no reason. I am standing in front of the door to the room of requirements. I enter to find what I was wishing for. The room is an exact replica of my living room. A fire is lit in the fireplace. I lay on the couch where a blanket was conveniently sitting. The door shuts and I am alone.
I think. I think of how long it seems since that party I had been to before the start of this school year. It was only a few months ago. I was so happy then and I wanted to feel that way now. I wished I could have the kind of relationship I once had with the Hufflepuff boys with Clara, Luke, Rain, Godric, Medora, and Robert. But that seemed like it would never happen.
Even though I thought I could never get back to sleep it eventually happened. But this time it was calm and relaxing. It was the best sleep I had had in awhile, but it lasted too long.
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