Lou |Group B
I stumbled into the clearing, lowering the girl from my back and onto the ground. Jackie rushed to my side, her eyes widening and her entire expression freezing up. Ro stood a distance away from us, his chest heaving with labored breaths. He was confused, and looked on as Jackie cradled the girl in her arms. She looked at the girl like Andrea Wells used to look at Chris in Physics class. I remembered it clearly; the way her eyes would glaze over, how her jaw would slacken, and her elbow would slip off of her desk like she forgot to hold up her head. She's in love, I thought.
Jackie was whispering her name. "Chelsea. Chelsea." It was subconscious; her hands were brushing across the girl's face and arranging her hair. The girl--Chelsea, I assumed--was moving her lips slightly, but no words were coming out. Suddenly, her body started to twitch spastically. Seizure, was the word my mind conjured. Seizure.
She foamed at the mouth, and her eyes rolled back into her head. A memory came to mind, of Christmas two years back. Chris and I were at my uncle's house. He was rich, allegedly, though I'd never seen him do any work. All I'd ever seen him do is drink. He'd invited his family from further south. I thought of little Sohrab, the five-year-old with the curly hair who'd collapsed on the floor in the kitchen. His body was shaking, and Uncle Nolan was injecting him with something, muttering, "Epilepsy. Five years old and addicted to morphine. Guess it runs in the family, huh Louis?" as he propped Sohrab against his chest. It'd wounded me, and I'd cried into my pillow later that night, arms tightly around my head, thinking of Mama and cursing Uncle Nolan into the pillowcase.
I ran forward, grabbing Jackie's shoulders and yanking her away. I knelt to the ground. "Take care of her," I told Ro, pointing to Jackie as I wrestled Chelsea into my arms. I propped her against my chest like I'd seen Uncle Nolan do to Sohrab. I didn't know much of what to do after that, so I just waited until she stopped convulsing. I could feel blood on my arms. Her body was sweating, and her hair was matted to her forehead.
Ro ambled meekly over to Jackie, still staring at Chelsea, bewilderment and horror in his eyes. He knelt next to Jackie, who was suddenly in hysterics, bawling into her hands. Ro put his hand on her back gently. Then he hugged her tightly, his head burrowing into her neck. He was saying something to her, but I couldn't hear what.
Elvis had rushed to my side. He wanted to help. "What do you need? Do you need anything?"
"Need?" I mumbled. "I ain't no doctor, I don't know for shit what the hell I need."
At this, Elvis took Chelsea's arms gently from mine, and laid her on the ground. Her body was completely still now, and she looked, well, dead. The only thing that proved otherwise was the way her chest rose and fell with shallow breaths. Elvis and I sat by her side.
The crickets chirped, and the wildlife stirred in the forest around us. Elvis cleared his throat, breaking the silence. "My dad told me that in the military, when a soldier gets wounded badly in battle, there're at least twenty minutes before they can be airlifted," he said. "There's nothing the nurses can do for them most times. He says companionship is the best medicine."
Then he stood. "I'm gonna start the fire, and then find something to keep her warm. Can you sit with her?"
"Sure, yeah," I said, casting a glance downwards at Chelsea. Elvis looked at me, nodding, before he walked away.
I wondered if I'd ever be able to deal with seeing Chris like this. With blood coating his arms and legs. Weak. Ro crept up behind me, his head cocked to one side, eyebrows furrowed, peeking over my shoulder at Chelsea.
"What's gonna happen to her? She gonna die?" His voice was soft, almost reverent.
"Where's Jackie?" I asked him. I looked back, making eye contact. "I thought I told you to take care o' her."
"I did," Ro insisted. "But then she and that guy started talkin', so I left 'em alone." My eyes landed on the pair of Elvis and Jackie, who were standing about twenty feet away, having a conversation. Jackie was trying to push Elvis's arms away as he tried to console her, and attempting to walk in our direction. Elvis stopped her, said something.
They came over to us a while later, Elvis laying palm tree leaves over Chelsea's body, covering all but her face. Jackie used the water they'd collected from the stream to wash her face and arms, pushing the makeshift blankets away. Ro and I were left in the background, and I walked over to the fire, sitting a few feet from the licking flames. Ro followed on my heels, and then stood behind me slightly, his arms drooping at his sides. I reached up, tugging Ro's elbow downwards, and then putting my arm around his shoulders once he settled onto the ground. His legs were criss-crossed, and he poked at the ground, yanking up blades of grass.
There was a short silence, only penetrated by Elvis telling Jackie that "maybe we should move her by the fire."
Ro looked over at me, the inferno glimmering in the reflection of his irises. "Are you thinking about him?"
"Yeah," I said, after a moment.
We laid down for sleep a while later. The ground was firm and unforgiving. Ro situated himself about three feet away from where I was laying, facing me. Jackie laid down next to Chelsea. When I listened, I could hear her talking to the sick girl, whispering reassurances and apologies, brushing her hair out of her face. Elvis was stoic and still in his place between Jackie and I. He didn't close his eyes, but stared up through the canopy of treetops at the stars.
The fire flicked and glanced off of Ro's face. His big eyes stared at me, before moving to take in his surroundings. They flitted nervously, as the silence enveloped our camp.
I'd nearly fallen asleep when I heard whispers. "Lou," Ro was whispering harshly. "Lou." I opened my eyes, groaning and turning over. "I can't sleep," he whined softly.
"Just go to sleep, Ro," I grunted, adjusting my position.
"I'm hungry," he told me. I heard Ro's stomach grumble, and Elvis turn over, moaning in his sleep. "I'm scared," Ro said.
"I can't do nothin' about it," I said. "Go to sleep."
Ro scooted closer to me, whispered, "What if we're missing the rescue plane while we're out here?"
I reached over, tweaking his nose. "You wanna find Santos, don't you?"
Ro smiled at my gesture, and then he crawled over beside me before settling in my arms. His curly head nestled in my shoulder, he said, "We can find food to eat tomorrow, right?"
"Sure," I mumbled, curling my arm around him, which seemed to satisfy him, as he sank into a light slumber.
~*~
I woke in the morning to empty arms and a bird singing in my ear. The forest was dense with sounds, and sunlight streamed through the trees. My skin felt sticky, my yellow cut-off dirty at the bottom, my Braves cap having fallen onto the ground behind me. I leapt to my feet, kicking dirt and nearly slipping. Chelsea began to wake up, and Jackie immediately woke at the sound of her voice, saying "Jackie?" She began to coddle her, asking her where she'd been, what had happened to her. Chelsea still looked distant, but her eyes had a clearness to them that hadn't been there last night.
Elvis began to wake up. I didn't notice any of them, not really. Ro was gone.
"Ro!" I called, thinking he might've gone to take a leak. "You seen Ro?" I asked Elvis, who shook his head. "Ro!" I yelled, walking to the tree line. The trees hummed. Ro didn't respond. Worry sprouted in my stomach. Where did he go? Elvis was watching me. "I'll go look for him," I told Elvis. "Don't leave without me, aright?" Elvis nodded, and I jogged into the underbrush.
"Ro," I kept saying, "Ro." It took me about a minute to find him, peaking out from behind a tree. "Ro!" I called to him, stumbling over tree roots to get to him. "What the hell are you doin' out here?"
Ro shrugged. "I was just lookin' for somethin' to eat."
I rushed over, my fingers grasping the collar of his shirt harshly. "You don't ever wander off again, you hear?" Ro's eyes cast downwards, and shame filled them. His voice rose in pitch.
"I was just tryin' to find--"
"You ain't about to plead your case to me. It's dangerous out here, Ro." I sighed, letting go of his shirt, shoving him back in the direction of the clearing.
"Sorry," he said.
"Fuck it. Let's just get movin'."
We kept walking back towards the clearing. After about ten yards, Roman stopped stone-cold mid-step. His eyes widened, his body becoming rigid. His arms straightened. His face froze, mid-expression. I stopped, looking at him quizzically, and was about to ask what was wrong before he began to walk again, resuming his slumped gait. He ripped thick weed from the undergrowth, and prodded at the ground. He swung it at the trees as he walked, nonchalantly, making a loud thwack.
"What was that?" I asked him.
"Nothin'," he said, so we continued on our way. A second later, it happened again. He paused between strides. He shook his head.
When I stared at him, he said, looking embarrassed, "He was talkin' to me." Ro walked more quickly; I was forced to jog to keep up. "Santos, he was talkin' to me. I hear him sometimes, in my head."
I grabbed his shoulder in a vice-like grip, stopping him. The tendons in my hand tightened. "What're you goin' on about?"
Ro swallowed. I could see the tears pooling in his eyes. He met my gaze head-on. "I can hear him." He spoke slowly, his breathing accelerating. "I can only hear him when he's close."
My eyes narrowed. "What--"
"I can hear him in my head sometimes, talkin' to me. Like he's there."
I shook my head, trying to pull him into a hug. He was squirming. "Ro, you're just thinkin' about--"
"No," Ro whimpered, pulling away. There were tears in his eyes, and his voice was quivering. "I can only hear him when he's close. He's here."
We made eye contact, my bemusement and his anxious paralysis reflecting one another. A branch creaked, surely a tree moaning in the wind. The branch creaked again, more violently this time, like a cello playing an eerie song. Ro took my hand. This way, Ro's eyes beckoned as he seemed to jog in slow-motion away from me. Confusion settled over me, and I followed in a horrifying, dreamlike state.
We rounded the corner, and the creaking of the tree branch had increased in volume. Ro and I stood in the middle of a small clearing. The wind blew eerily. "Santos!" Ro yelled, his kid-like voice resonating. I felt something drip down my neck. Something warm.
Huh? I reached back and then took my hand away, bringing it around for a better look. My heart beat faster. Gulping, I spun in a gradual turn and brought my eyes upwards.
My heart jumped into my throat. I let out a short gasp and stumbled away from the tree, causing Ro to spin around in my footsteps.
There, hung on the lowest tree branch, was a human body. Blood covered its torso and dripped from where the face was stripped away, likely by some kind of animal. At first, I thought that the body was caught in the tree, but as I looked closer, I could make out the rope that was tangled around the person's neck. It felt like something was lodged in my throat. The body was a mangled mess, limbs drooping from the arm-sockets, the piece of flesh that might've once been a head dangling from the neck.
Ro stood in some kind of paralysis, and his face went pale. Shuddering, trembling, I limped to the tree, and felt a wallet in the back pocket of the jeans. I removed the driver's license and turned it over. There was a picture of a young black man, frowning.
Santos Robert Hamilton, it said in bold print beneath the photo.
"It's him," I said, my voice quivering. There was a moment when the world paused, and then it began to rotate faster and faster. I became dizzy, and nearly passed out. "It's him," I repeated softly, when everything was still again. "Ro, it's your brother."
Ro swayed on his feet, and then, his face straining, he stiffly walked to where Santos hung from the tree. His hand brushed over his brother's sneaker, and felt the ankles of his jeans, like making sure he was real. And then he began to cry, big and desperate wails, giant tears rolling down his face, snot pouring from his nose. He collapsed in a heap on the ground, grabbing his head with his hands. I stood there, and my chest was making me feel like I wanted to cry, and I silently yearned for it to stop.
He cried his throat raw, until no sound came from his mouth but a hiccup. His face was beet red, from exhaustion and from the blood that had dripped onto his cheeks and mixed with the tears. Ro suddenly got to his knees, crawling to the wallet I'd dropped on the ground. He picked it up and chucked it into the grass, whimpering. Then he stood up. He reached up and put his arms around the body's waist, trying to pull it down. He was crying uncontrollably.
I walked over, a little faster, and tried to pry him away from the body. "Ro, quit it," I said. Ro's hands were clasped firmly together, and I got my hands under his armpits, tugging him away. "I said quit it."
"Let me go," he uttered breathlessly, "Let...me...go." Then he gave out, failing to resist my strength, and I wrestled him away from the body.
I cried like a baby as I saw the car pull out of sight, Chris's arm pinning back my shoulders, his other arm curled around my face so tight I thought he'd break it, whispering, "It's okay, Louis, alright? You can live with me till things work out, okay? It's okay, Lou. You can come live with me till things work out. Things'll work out. C'mon. It's okay. It's okay."
I curled my arm around Ro's face and pressed his head to my chest, kissing his hair. I could feel him weakly hugging me back, his small hands gripping the back of my shirt. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. He was saying something into my shirtfront, something muffled by the fabric. "I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do," I thought he was saying.
~*~
Awhile later, we wandered back to the clearing. Ro's face was pale, his eyes looking as if they were hollowed out, as if he had nothing left in them to cry out. "Two bottles o' pop in the truck, Roman," Ro said suddenly, under his breath. "Two bottles o' pop in the flatbed. One's for you, y'hear? And if those hoodlums try to take your root-beer, just rip 'em a new one, y'hear?"
"Yessir," Ro mumbled to himself, his words slurring as he stared at the ground numbly. "Yessir, I hear."
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