The next hour went by quietly, as James continued to eat a little bit here and there until he finally felt full - which seemed to surprise Evaline. They sat together on the porch for a little longer until Elise started getting up and cleaning things on the table a little bit, and James offered to help, but was refused. Nicely, of course, since it was Elise, but she was insistent.
James and Evaline eventually wandered back to the pool, deciding that it was getting too cold to stay outside of it without changing back into their clothes. And seeing as the night wasn't over, they opted for hopping back into the water.
They found a corner where they were able to sit alone and talk quietly, but eventually their moment was interrupted.
"Hey everyone, gather up!" Hendrik's loud voice yelled at the other side of the pool. "It's five minutes til midnight!"
Mel, Katya, Rudy, and Hendrik shouted in various versions of a cheer as everyone started to gather around to the center of the pool where Hendrik was standing. James and Evaline didn't get too close to everyone, but enough that they were all a few short feet from each other.
The chatter around everyone buzzed, and there didn't seem to be any mention of kissing. Just everyone being overall excited by a new year. Mel and Alistair found Evaline and James, and they stood nearby.
"I feel like it's been ages since the three of us were together on a New Year's midnight," Mel said.
"It has been a while," Evaline idly said, then glanced up at James. "I'm glad we're here now, though."
"Me too," James said with a slight smile.
"One minute left!" Hendrik said, staring at a pocket watch he was holding.
"So, what are you guys looking forward to the most for the next year?" Mel asked.
James looked at Evaline, but he didn't say anything as his gaze lingered on her.
"I don't like setting expectations," Evaline said, not meeting his gaze quite yet since she was still looking over at Mel. "I'd rather live in the moment."
"That sounds like something to look forward to," Mel mused. "Living in the moment and all."
"I guess so," Evaline said, then turned to meet James's eyes.
"I look forward to enjoying the little things," James said.
"The little things are oftentimes more significant than the big things," Evaline said softly as they met each other's gaze.
"Ten seconds!" Hendrik shouted, just as he started to loudly count down, and a few of the others joined in the chanting, Mel included.
"Nine! Eight! Seven!..."
Evaline lifted her hand out of the water to brush wet strands of hair out of his face and behind his ear, lingering her hand there and softly smiling as she turned more to face him. James turned to face her as well.
"Five! Four! Three!"
He lifted his hand to cup her cheek, and brushed her cheek with his thumb, meeting her eyes for a moment before his eyes flicked to her lips, and he leaned in, pulling her close. She placed her hand behind his neck, her fingers curling around his hair.
"One!"
And they kissed.
It lasted a few seconds as they leaned into it, but the outside noises seemed to ruin the mood. James pulled away, looking at the ensuing chaos.
"UGH! HENDRIK!" Malkiel yelled, red from anger and embarrassment as he pulled away from a toothy-grinned Hendrik who had leaned in close.
He looked over to Mel, who was laughing with a giddy smile next to Alistair, who was beet red in the face.
He glanced over to Elise just in time to see her swerve away from Rudy, and then caught a glimpse of Tula and Deidra just pulling away from each other.
"Uh, Hendrik, what clock were you even looking at?" Katya asked as she pulled out her own pocket watch. She seemed to be the only one not participating. "Mine says it'll be midnight in thirty seconds."
Hendrik paused in thought to think.
"Oh, yeah," he said. "I set mine up early so I'm not as late to things. My bad, guys, false alarm. Get ready for round two in twenty seconds."
Malkiel scoffed and rolled his eyes, already starting to leave the pool. "Happy New Years, everyone," he said in a monotone voice.
"Hey, Alistair," Mel said with a silly grin as she poked him. "Still have a crush on me?"
"N... no," he said as he cleared his throat. "It's getting late. I should go."
"AAAAND TIME!" Hendrik yelled. "Now it's New Year's."
James turned his attention back to Evaline with a small, amused smile as he met her eyes.
"Happy New Years, Eve," he said as his smile grew.
A silly smile crept across her face as she picked up on the pun, but she supressed a laugh, and it came out as a snort.
"Funny," she said, and then leaned in to give him another quick kiss on the lips. "Happy second New Year's kiss, for double the good luck."
James returned the kiss with a small smile, and he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and held the back of her head as he leaned into it.
"Oooh, nice one, Mel," Hendrik said, and James could hear a few more ooh's and aah's. James's eyes had been closed, but he peeked them open and slowly pulled away again. He could see Mel was... making illlusory fireworks.
"Boom! Pow! Skkkkhhhhh," Mel said as she mimicked explosions. "It's just not the same when there's no sound."
James looked over to Evaline with a small smile and his eyebrows arched up as he shrugged.
"Better than the Day of Peace?" Evaline asked softly with a little laugh.
"Much better," James said, still watching her with a small smile.
"Better than the birthdays?" she asked next, still meeting his eyes.
James paused, humming.
"I think your birthday is my favorite holiday," he said.
Evaline raised a brow and laughed through her nose, her hand finding his swept bangs again, but this time pushing it back by combing it with her fingers, which was easier to do when wet.
"That's a little cliche, and a lot cheesy, but I accept anyways," she said with a smile.
James smiled wide, and he laughed lightly through his nose.
"I'll take that success," he said softly.
They both looked longingly into each other's eyes for a few moments, but were interrupted when Mel showed up next to them. Again.
"Awwww," she cooed. "I can see the heart eyes on both your faces. So cute."
James flicked his eyes over to Mel, shooting her a half-lidded stare as his smile faded.
"Thanks for the commentary," he said with sarcasm.
Evaline suddenly laughed, shaking her head in amusement as she looked between the two of them before settling on James.
"Sorry," she said with a lingering smile. "But I have never seen you go from adoringly affectionate to seriously sarcastic so fast."
James looked back to Evaline with a raised brow.
"Mel just brings it out of me," he said with a smirk.
"You're welcome," Mel said with a twirl of her hand, like she had done him a favor.
She stepped a bit closer, hugging Evaline from her side as she leaned her head on her shoulder.
"I'd ask for a group hug but I'm perfectly okay with just stealing Evaline away from you," she teased.
"I think I'll survive a few seconds of you hugging," James said, still smirking.
"Can I also give you two good luck cheek kisses?" Mel asked, pushing it further.
James narrowed his eyes at her, but didn't reply just yet.
"You can just give me a good luck cheek kiss," Evaline said through an amused breathy laugh through her nose.
"As long as James doesn't get jealous that he doesn't get one too, I guess," Mel said back with an innocent shrug, smirking back at him.
James sighed through his nose and pursed his lips, thinking. He stared at Mel with narrowed eyes for a few seconds before he rolled his eyes.
"Fine," he muttered. "But make it quick."
Mel grinned victoriously and then swooped in with one arm around Evaline's shoulder and another around James's for a hug, although she was mostly bringing their heads closer together first. She quickly smooched Evaline's cheek first, then turned to do the same to James before tightening her arms around them. Evaline seemed to complete the circle first, her arm wrapping around James's waist first, and then Mel's. James weakly returned the hug.
"I love you guys," she said with a sunny smile. "I'm glad you're happy."
"...Love you too, Mel," James said quietly, waiting for the hug to be over.
"Awwww," Mel cooed, giving one last squeeze before finally pulling away. "Okay, that's it though. That's all the love I'm getting. Give the rest to Evaline."
James was going to make a comment about he didn't run on a short supply, but he thought better of it, and instead looked to Evaline. He lifted his hands out of the water, holding them before her like he was holding a gift.
"Here you go," he said.
"Oh, thank you," Evaline said as she scooped up the air on his palms and then slapped it on the left side of her chest. "I've received your love. I'll ask for more tomorrow."
"Good, I get a refill when I sleep," he said, turning and starting to walk to the edge of the pool, and Evaline followed.
"You guys are so weird," he heard Mel say with a laugh, but then seemed to return her attention back to Hendrik and Katya who had been yelling at her to make more fake fireworks.
"Hmm, that's a shame," Evaline continued on with the joke even though they didn't have an audience anymore. "You hardly sleep sometimes. Whatever will I do?"
"Sometimes I sleep with my eyes open," James said with his eyebrows raised and his head tilted to the side. "I could be sleeping and you'd be none the wiser."
Evaline looked to be in thought for a moment. "You know, I remember looking over after waking up on the bed in the City of Angels with you, and your eyes were wide open, but you acted like I woke you up when I called you."
James looked off the side, humming in thought as he started to climb out of the pool.
"I don't really remember," he said quietly. "Maybe you did wake me."
"Well, next time I'll watch you sleep, and I promise I won't be creeped out too much if you do sleep with your eyes open," she said with a teasing smile as she climbed out of the pool after him.
James grabbed his towel off the bench again, drying off his legs first and then his back, arms, and shoulders.
"I'll try not to look to creepy, either, I guess," he said with a slight smile.
As Evaline and James stepped out, the others eventually followed suit, trailing one after another until everyone was back inside. James and Evaline got changed back into their clothes, and James found Sleepy in the changing room where he'd left her.
She seemed to have nested down in his clothes until he distrupted her peace. He got a few disgruntled clucks from her, but she seemed happy to see him again.
James also stepped out to the front with Evaline to check on Elliot. He seemed surprisingly content beside Bongo and Higgins, but was happy when James gave him a small sugar cube he'd been saving for a special occasion.
He and Evaline both gave Elliot a little good luck kiss on the head, even if it was belated. Elliot deserved it.
When they got back inside, everyone was splitting off to different rooms to sleep in, and Evaline and James were assigned one upstairs. They took their blankets and sleeping mats into the room and found that there were two cots set up already, and it didn't take long to set up their few belongings for bed.
Though, they didn't expect to be going to bed just yet.
James let Sleepy walk around on the floor as he and Evaline to a moment to breathe, both of them sitting on the edges of their cots.
The moment of reprieve lasted no less than a minute before James heard a knock at the door.
"James?" he heard Elise call softly.
"You can come in," James answered, and Elise opened the door, stepping inside with Rudy following. Elise made sure to shut the door behind them.
It looked like Rudy was carrying a medkit.
"We won't take up too much of your time," Elise said with a hushed voice as she and Rudy approached James. "Let's start with the burn first. Do you need help unbandaging?"
James took in a deep breath as he already started pulling off his shirt to make things easier.
"Hendrik mentioned it could rip off hair if I'm not careful," James said as he set his shirt to the side on the cot. "So if you know of a way to avoid that..."
Elise sat down next to him on the cot and then peered down at the wrapped bandage around his arm.
"Unfortunately, there isn't an easy way to remove it, other than letting it soak for a bit to soften the adhesive. It may already be softened since you have been in the pool. Would you like me to gently peel it off?"
James looked up at Elise, and his eyes flicked over to Rudy, who was standing on the other side of him, watching attentively with a curious look of interest. He was being quiet, though, for the time being. James likely had Elise to thank for that.
"Sure," he said, offering his arm out to her as he braced himself.
Elise nodded and then angled herself more towards him to hold his arm. With her thumb and forefinger, she lifted up the edge of the bandage and began to slowly peel it back.
She was right - it was softened from the hours he spent soaking in the water, and James didn't feel tension or pull of his hairs. It was a small thing to be grateful for.
Silence fell while as she worked her way around, and eventually she was able to peel all of the adhesive off.
"All done," she announced as she set the shriveled adhesives aside. "It's good that it was wrapped so snug so that the real bandage underneath is dry."
James nodded, watching as Rudy drew near and knelt down in front of them both so he was close.
"You said you hadn't gotten a look at it yet, right, Elise?" Rudy asked.
"Not yet," Elise answered, then looked back to James. "Would you like me to take off the bandage, or would you prefer to do it?"
James took in another breath, but this one felt shallow.
"I've got it," he said quietly, as he found the edge of the bandaging by his wrist and untucked it. Slowly and carefully, he unwound it, up and over, until his arm was exposed and the used bandaging dropped into his lap.
It had been some time since he'd looked at it in full view, and it felt like he was seeing it again for the first time with Rudy and Elise staring down at the burn that wound its way up his forearm. The skin still looked red, and it was beginning to scab in some places while it was still open and raw in others. The ring in the middle was the most tender, as the fire there seemed to be the hottest.
He swallowed nervously as a small silence followed and both doctors stared at the wound.
"I wouldn't be able to remove the scar," Rudy hummed. "But... I could heal it up, with the energy I have reserved."
He looked from Elise to James, flicking his eyes between the two of them.
"This is a very oddly shaped burn," he commented quietly. "I don't suppose you'd--"
"Oddly shaped or not, it's our duty to heal," Elise cut in before he could get too far. "Do you have enough energy to do all of it? I may be able to help with the second layer of skin."
Rudy looked a little miffed, but it was hard to tell if it was because Elise was implying he couldn't do it or because he was interrupted.
"Skin is my area of expertise," Rudy said as if Elise should've known already.
"I know," Elise said calmly. "But I'd be happy to ease the burden if it means you--"
"You need to save your energy for his bruises," Rudy said, giving James a quick glance up and down before his eyes settled on the burn again. "He's covered in them. His whole body's practically blue and yellow."
"He won't be when we're finished, Rudy," Elise continued calmly.
"I know, I know, I know," Rudy said dismissively.
"Let's talk about scarring," Elise prefaced, like this was what she was trying to say before Rudy interrupted her. "Would you be able to fade at least some of the scarring if I helped with the second layer of skin?"
Rudy gave Elise a calculating look and then returned his gaze to James's arm, studying it closely.
"I could fade it entirely, if he wanted," Rudy said, looking up to meet James's eyes. "If you wanted."
James hadn't been expecting that to even be an option. He found himself staring back at Rudy, but he couldn't find words to express the anxious uncertainty in his gut.
"En...tirely?" he asked instead.
"Unless you're the type who's attatched to his scars," Rudy said, giving him another quick once-over. "Normally, people pay for me to do this. I'm offering for free."
James pressed his lips together tightly.
"Can you... heal it first?" James asked, unable to fully tear his attention away from the open air stinging against his skin.
"Of course," Elise said before Rudy could answer. "We'll let you decide after we're finished."
She then turned to Rudy, peering up at him standing over them.
"There's less damage on the second layer of skin," she said. "I can heal that first - or as much as I can - and then leave to you."
Rudy nodded, but held his tongue. James looked at his arm, and then Elise.
Was she going to have to touch it?
Elise turned back to James and reached out to grab his arm again. At this time, Evaline moved from her cot to his, sitting down on the small space beside him so he was sandwiched between the women. She took his free hand and gave him a little squeeze.
"All I'm going to do is brush my thumb over the burn," Elise began, meeting his eyes. "And it will hurt, maybe even feeling like the burn itself. This is your nerves being overstimulated by the quick repair of skin, which is extra sensitive on the second layer."
James nodded as she explained, glad that she told him so he could mentally prepare for it.
"Alright," he said.
"Burns over a longer surface area tend to take longer to heal," she continued. "It may take a minute to wrap my way around. But if at any point that you feel it is too difficult or painful, please let me know and we will take a break."
James nodded again.
"Okay," he said quietly.
"Ready to begin?" Elise asked.
"Ready," James said, holding Eve's hand just a little more firmly.
"You can hold my hand tightly if you need to," Evaline whispered in his ear. "Give me two quick squeezes if it gets too hard and you want me to talk to you."
James nodded again, just enough for Evaline to notice, but he could already feel the tension in his chest growing.
"Just do it," he said to Elise.
Elise steadied her hands around him and scooted a little closer, her thumb lining the beginning of the burn at his wrist.
"Alright," she said. "I'll begin now."
Slowly, she started to drag her thumb down the wound, and he could feel the burning sensation bubble up under his skin. Truth told him that it was helping, but his grip around Evaline's hand tightened, and he closed his eyes tightly, trying to remain composed as Elise started winding around.
It was different than the fire, but it still burned. He clenched his jaw and took in slow, measured breaths.
She was halfway there, and he could feel the rising panic as tension built in all of his muscles. He was holding back, but his nerves were screaming, and every instinct within him told him to fight or flee. He was trying not to crush Evaline's hand, and instead rerouted his anxiety to his other hand, which he clenched tightly in a fist.
When Elise made it just above his elbow where the burn ended, James felt like it had been an eternity. And they weren't even done.
"My turn?" Rudy asked, breaking the silence.
Elise let out a deep sigh and nodded. "How are you feeling, James?" she asked.
James had to slowly unclench both of his hands. He hoped he hadn't hurt Evaline by squeezing her hand too tightly.
"It's... I'm okay," he said stiffly. The wound still stung, and his heart was still racing. He couldn't accurately measure what the pain was like before at the moment.
Elise nodded. "Would you like a break, or would you like Rudy to finish up next?"
James just wanted this to be over.
"Finish," he said, not looking up at either Rudy or Elise.
"Okay," Elise said, and then stood up and stepped aside, motioning for Rudy to take over. Rudy sat down beside him, and James felt the shift in the cot under Rudy's weight.
"It'll hurt again," Rudy warned. "So if you're feeling faint, let us know before you pass out."
James couldn't tell if that was an attempt at a joke or if Rudy was being serious, but he chose not to reply.
"Okay," Rudy said, clearing his throat. "Don't punch me, now."
James watched as Rudy reached out two fingers and laid them on the edge of the wound, at his wrist, in the same place Elise started. He could feel a similar burning sensation, but this felt warmer, and more permeating. There was a faint light emanating from Rudy's fingertips as he started tracing the wound, and James found himself staring with wide eyes as he watched the skin heal before his eyes, pulling together into a neat, healthy scar.
He had never watched when people healed him, but now he couldn't look away. It was unsettling how quickly the pain dissipated and the euphoria of relief rushed to his brain.
"There," Rudy said as he flipped James's arm over as if to show his work. "See? It's a nast-- it's a scar. I can get rid of it, if you want. And honestly, I could take care of this other one while I'm at it, since they overlap, now..."
James felt frozen as he continued to stare down at his arm, trying to imagine the scars suddenly vanishing away.
Why didn't he know if he wanted that?
Shouldn't he have wanted it?
"We'll focus on the burn scar for now, Rudy," Elise said. "But it's ultimately up to James."
Evaline brushed her thumb over his hand interlaced with hers. "It's up to you," she said softly. "If you want to."
James was quiet, and he could feel the pressure of everyone's eyes watching him with expectant anticipation. He stared down at his arm with his eyebrows knit together tightly in a straight line, trying to imagine what it would be like to not have the scar. To not have the reminder of what had happened.
"Sure," he said stiffly, even though he was still unsure. He watched as Rudy's eyes seemed to light up in excitement, and he eagerly reached again for James's arm.
"It'll be good as new," Rudy said with a sense of giddiness in his voice that didn't seem to match the tone of the rest of the room, but James was beyond fighting it.
Rudy held James's arm with one hand and started tracing the scar with the other, and James could feel the same warmth and saw the same faint glow as Rudy's hand traveled down and around his arm.
The scar was actually disappearing. James wasn't sure how he felt about it.
Relieved? Happy? Mortified?
When Rudy finished, he pulled away with a faint smile and was watching to see James's reaction.
Unfortunately, for everyone, James didn't have one.
He stared at his arm blankly, and slowly turned his arm over. Palm up, palm down.
It was surreal.
"Well?" Rudy finally said, impatient.
"It's..." James stuttered faintly. "...Gone."
"How do you feel, James?" Elise asked, sounding concerned.
James touched his arm, running his hand down his skin, trying to comprehend how quickly the scar had disappeared.
"It doesn't hurt anymore?" he said quietly, though he knew that wasn't exactly an answer to her question.
"Well, it shouldn't," Rudy said with a laugh, though he was starting to visibly look a little tired. "Unless we missed something."
"Thank you for your help, Rudy," Elise said. "We appreciate all you've done, and I can take it from here. I'm sure you are tired, so feel free to rest up now."
Rudy didn't seem to be paying much attention to Elise.
"Would you like me to remove another one?" Rudy asked. "Maybe a facial scar, to clear up--"
"For a doctor, you're very callous," Evaline interrupted, shooting him a pointed look.
Rudy clicked his tongue and slowly got to his feet.
"I'm just trying to help," he muttered as he started for the door.
"James will let you know if he wants that," Evaline continued. "Not the other way around."
Rudy paused by the door, not looking at Evaline, but at James. James only saw him from the corner of his eyes, still unable to fully tear his gaze from his arm.
"...Thank you," he said faintly. "Rudy."
Rudy clicked his tongue again, opening the door to leave.
"Yeah. It's my job. You're welcome," he said before closing the door behind him, and they could hear him walking down the hall.
"Your colleague is incredibly rude," Evaline said as she looked at Elise. "How is he a doctor?"
Elise let out a nervous chuckle. "We must have been taught by two different teachers," she said weakly. "But he is knowledgeable. His powers are mostly limited by skin, though. I could also heal skin - but not scars. I think he may just be trying to show off."
"Seems inappropriate," Evaline muttered and then looked back at James. "How are you?" she asked.
James sat still, wedged bewteen them.
"I don't know," he said quietly. He felt distant.
"Would you like some time to recover before I heal your bruises?" Elise asked gently.
It took him a moment, but he realized what was happening. He could feel his mind pulling away from his body, trying to separate. Trying to disassociate. He tried to focus on something. Anything. But he felt so far away.
"James?" Evaline said next to him when he took too long to answer, brushing her fingers along his knee. "Is everything okay?"
James reached out for her hand, holding it loosely. She seemed to welcome it, even interlacing her fingers with his to hold it more firmly.
"I'm... okay," he said faintly, knowing it was unconvincing.
"I can give you a minute if you need it," Elise said. "I know the process must have been uncomfortable. Luckily, bruises can be healed faster, and it's only more uncomfortable than painful. Just let me know when you're ready."
James nodded slightly.
"I'll take the minute," he said quietly.
Evaline gently squeezed his hand. "I'm glad you decided to do this," she said. "Now the burn will no longer cause you pain."
It wasn't that James didn't know what Evaline meant, but as he stared back down at his arm, he couldn't help but feel like something was missing. The scar was gone, but there was nothing they could do to take away the pain of the memory.
He was so used to holding onto it - all of the pain - and he'd been forced to keep a record of it on his own body. This felt like an incomplete way of letting it go, but the problem was, James didn't know if he could let it go, even if the scar wasn't there anymore.
"Yeah," he finally said distantly after far too long of a pause, having already forgotten just what Evaline had said.
He fell to silence as Evaline and Elise started to talk to one another. Evaline thanked Elise again, and Elise brushed it off as usual, and started going on a tangent about her powers. Elise explained that she could heal more than the average doctor because the source of her energy was herself, which sounded a lot like the healing mages of Nye.
She explained how she was able to help heal the burn by essentially "donating" some of her own extra skin cells, and heal bruises by "donating" some of her own blood.
"That's why I'll be fairly tired afterwards," she finished with a small smile. "But don't worry about me. I grow cells fast, and that includes blood."
James nodded, trying to mentally return to the present moment. He didn't feel entirely present, but he didn't know if he could be. Not if she would have to touch every bruise to heal it.
"I'm ready," he said, this time with more conviction in his voice.
"Alright," Elise said as she shifted to face more towards him. "We can begin with your chest first, then your back, and then your legs. I'll have to run my fingers along the bruises, and you'll feel a dull ache. I'll go more slowly so you don't feel all the aches at once. But if it gets to be too much, then again let me know, and we can take another break. Does that sound good?"
"Yes," James said, though 'good' wasn't the word he would use to describe this experience.
"Are you ready?" she asked as she lingered her hand over his chest, awaiting his answer.
James nodded. "Yes."
Evaline nodded, and Elise got to work, lightly tracing her fingertips over his bruise, washing them away as if he were a canvas. James wasn't sure how much time had passed, but he quietly felt the aches as she moved from bruise to bruise. Eventually, he had to roll up his pants so she could heal the bruising on his legs as well.
Maybe it was wrong that he'd grown used to his skin being black and blue, but it almost felt wrong when it returned to its normal shade.
When Elise finally finished, she pulled her hands away and let out a deep sigh, smiling in relief as she looked up to meet his eyes.
"I'm done," she said. "How are you feeling?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore," James said.
"That's right. No more pain," Elise said with a nod as she got up on her feet. "You did well. It was uncomfortable, but you did it. I'm happy for you."
James wasn't really expecting any sort of congratulations for being the one recieving the healing, and he didn't exactly know how to respond. He looked up at her, finally meeting her eyes, even though he still felt like a house with no one home.
"Thanks, Elise," he said.
"I'm happy to help," she said through a tired smile. "Is there anything else I can do for you now?"
James shook his head.
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