Prologue
10 years ago
Grandfather was a bit of an odd man, but I loved him and never believed when the kids at school called him crazy. Sometimes though, he said things that confused me. Like the day when I had gone down to the creek in the woods on my own. I had never been without him. I never went anywhere in the woods alone, but I thought that I was grown up and brave enough to try. As I was walking by the water with my shoes off, he had come busting through the trees with a look on his face that scared me. Because he looked afraid and Grandfather wasn't scared of anything. Beside me, a shadow I hadn't noticed before suddenly disappeared, and it confused me because there was nothing there to cast a shadow.
When Grandfather finally saw me through the low branches, relief flooded his face. He gathered me in his arms not even bothering to get my shoes. Silently he carried me all the way back to the house, and set me down on the couch. In that moment Grandfather looked at me in a way that was not his usual loving way. In his eyes was a fiery passion and barely controlled frustration. His eyes were hard and his mouth set, but he wasn't mad, at least not at me. He looked as if there was something important he wanted to say but he didn't know how.
When he finally spoke his voice changed and became one that was not his, but belonged to him all the same. It wasn't the voice of the Grandfather she knew but like a different man, one from long ago, “There are things that hide in the dark Lissiana. They wait for you, innocent and naive. One day you will be able to face them. One day you will no longer be blind to the horrors of the world. You will see that everything you believe in is false, but being ignorant will lead to your death.” he sighed and ran a thin hand through his graying hair. When he continued he was the man she knew once again, “But today is not that day. Nor will tomorrow be. As a child you will not see. I made sure of that. But Lissi, you must promise me that you will not go into the woods without me.
Stunned at the side of him I had never seen I could only say, “ Yes Grandfather. I promise.”
He seemed to take that as acceptable because he nodded and said, “ I can only protect you if I am there, but I will keep you safe until I die.” As he walked away I thought I heard him whisper something that sounded like “again.” But that didn't make sense. Even into my years as a teenager I kept my promise. I never went into the woods without Grandfather. Maybe, it was because in my heart I already knew about the bad things.
What I never knew though, was that my grandfathers cryptic warning to a confused six year old would be the beginning into a life filled with secrets and monsters that waited in the dark.
Chapter 1
The priest was going on about the great life Grandfather had. All of his accomplishments, the great things he had done. Maybe the man thought he was making everyone feel better. That by reminding us of what we lost, we wouldn't be so sad. But I wasn't paying attention anyway. My focus was on Grandfather.
He was so still. He was always so active that even in sleep he was restless, but now he didn't move. His skin was so white, and when I had touched his cheek earlier, so cold. His hands were delicately crossed over his chest in a way that almost seemed peaceful. As if he were merely sleeping, but Grandfather never slept like that. He was always turning, twisting, awakening to the slightest noise. Everything about this was wrong. I had the urge to run from the room, but I was rooted in place. Because I felt like Grandfather was not gone. At least, not forever.
I know it sounds crazy. I didn't feel as if he is still here like some cheesy ghost movie. I knew he was gone. Dead. But it felt like he was coming back.
I hated that he was here in this place, but he wanted it like that. The church looked fake to me. Grandfather had gone every Sunday but I never did. The ceiling was impossibly high and crystal chandeliers hung everywhere. The walls were just white and behind the numerous rows of pews was a balcony with even more pews. The town was of medium size, but this was just ridiculous. Grandfather never said much about his trips to church, he never prayed before meals, he didn't own a single bible, but whatever it was that went on here he believed in it with a fierce passion, that much was clear. I never saw the point in it. I believed that there was something out there but I had no desire to come close to it. For some reason I felt like whoever it was had personally insulted me.
The list of relatives left behind was a short one. I was the only family he had, and he was mine. My parents had died when I was a baby and his wife long before then. He never talked about them. He always told my never to dig for the past, because what was buried was intended to stay that way. Whenever he said that his face turned grave and he would sit in his study for hours alone. I know that something had happened to make Grandfather like that. He was usually so happy and unworried, but I never asked where he went when he was drawn into the world of his thoughts.
Finally the service was over and it was time for the burial. I drove behind the hearse and watched as the other drivers pulled over to the side of the road. It bewildered me how this world respected the dead, but had no care for life as they watched theirs go by smoking and drinking.
The cemetery had no effect on anyone in the afternoon sun. The graves were broken and crumbled where Grandfather was buried because they were so old. All of the newer ones were out front but Grandfather never was one to be in the spotlight. The preachers wife sang a song that I didn't listen too and then it was over. Just like that people were moving out, already forgetting the old man they had just buried.
“Honey I'm sorry for your loss. But look on the bright side, your grandfather is in a better place now. He's with the good Lord,” Miss Laurel was an overweight woman in her forties. She always went out of her way to be nice, but I really didn't care about being polite right then. Still, I couldn't forget the good manners Grandfather had always been so strict about.
So I said, “Yes Miss Laurel, thank you.” and nodded politely, but she wasn't done yet.
“You are so young. Who will take care of you now?” I really hated it when people didn't mind their own business, but I reminded myself that she wasn't trying to be annoying. It just came out that way.
“Umm..my grandfather put it in his will that if anything happened to him as long as I was sixteen I would become an emancipated minor. Of course someone will check up on me every two months.”
“Oh. How will you live?” She was really starting to get on my nerves.
“Grandfather was not poor by any means, but I don't get any of that until I turn eighteen. He did leave me a substantial amount in my own account though.” We were rich by the definition but we didn't flaunt it. I had a small wardrobe from the local Walmart and the most expensive thing I owned was my laptop. I didn't see the point in throwing money around. Finally she got the point, and off she went with her two kids in tow.
I looked around, and sighed inwardly. There was a line waiting to talk to me. I had hardly had a whole conversation with half of these people, and the other half hadn't talked to at all. When the service had began I was bewildered at the amount of people there. Neither Grandfather or I had been very social. We weren't rude, but we avoided human contact unless it was each other or our house maid Ranora, who we both adored.
Everyone touched my arms and whispered their condolences, but no one really meant it. At least they didn't say more than I few words. I could not deal with another Miss Laurel. These people never knew Grandfather. They saw him as the quiet old man who sat in the back pew on Sunday and left without saying a word. To some he was the crazy old man who lived in the boardinghouse in the woods, all alone except for his strange granddaughter. But no one, not a single person besides me knew him to be the man he was. A loving man who took on his infant grandchild to raise even in his old age. A man who kissed scrapes when I fell off my bike, but pushed me to learn self defense. Someone who smelled like the old leather books that lined his study, and had the heart of a child behind his wrinkly eyes. My only family, the only one who ever loved me. The only person who I ever loved. In my mind they didn't have the right to care.
I couldn't hate these people for not loving him like I did. They were never given the chance, but still I felt as if I were the only person in the world that had seen something wonderful. Hate was a
useless emotion anyway, but I did want them to leave, to take their pity somewhere else. I wanted to be left alone with Grandfather because I was the only one who would cry tonight as I climbed in bed.
I waited as the last person climbed in their car and drive away. I watched until the finally took the last turn that would lead them from my sight. Then I turned around where the mound off dirt was, where my grandfather was. I sat down beside him and closed my eyes. If I concentrated really hard and blocked out the world around me I could see it. I wasn't sitting beside Grandfathers grave anymore. I was on the couch beside him, both of us reading a book in comfortable silence. Candlelight flickered across the pages because Grandfather didn't like artificial light. I could feel the smooth leather of the couch against my skin and the smooth cover of my book in my hands.
A tear slid down my cheek as I opened my eyes. It was the first time I cried since he had died. I was really going to miss him. And so I sat there in the grass for hours, disregarding my clothing and watched the sun stretch across the sky. Finally when it went behind the trees, and I could only see by the stray rays of light, I got up.
As I stood there I looked around. The crumbling graves looked eerie in the fading light but it didn't bother me. I stood there but I didn't move. This was the part in the books where the monster came out. I waited knowing that no matter how crazy I sounded, someone was out there watching me. For a moment I thought it might have just been a way for my mind to use my overactive imagination to cope with the death of the only person close to me, but that was a false hope. My gut twisted and their was such an overwhelming sense of wrongness that it brought tears to my eyes.
But then something broke inside of me. The scene seemed familiar, like a movie I had watched too much. I was calm as if somehow I had known what would happen. Like it had happened before, or had been planned. I saw a shadow. A black smokey figure that seemed to be everywhere at once and no where. I wasn't afraid. Deep inside I did know what was coming. And I would not meet it with fear in my heart.
First there was the sensation of someone running their fingers along my spine, but there was nothing there. Then it was a crawling along my skin that felt like bugs were slowly covering me from head to toe. I could still feel the warm air against my skin but chill spread inside me and left everything cold. It felt like black fingers reached inside me and gripped my heart, then started slowly squeezing the life out of me. Fire seemed to be spreading through every part of my body. If the unknown force hadn't kept me standing straight, I would have collapsed. Drained of almost all of my strength I couldn't fight back. All those years of self defense, a black belt in karate, and I was helpless to save myself. But then there was nothing to fight. I seemed to be completely alone.
This isn't how its supposed to happen, I thought to myself. I didn't see my life flash before my eyes, there was no white light on the horizon, everything in my life didn't come to sudden clarity. Nothing except the growing realization that I was going to die ran through my mind.
Then suddenly the pain wasn't as bad. Maybe I was finally going numb. This had to be it. The end. I was grateful for it because surely I had thought that my death would stretch into eternity; never-ending. But no, I wasn't dying. I could feel my strength rising, somehow fighting off my impending doom. How I had no idea, but it seemed like someone had given me a jump start, or someone was fighting through me, using my body to fight because I wasn't doing anything I was aware of.
Whatever had been killing me was now receding. I could physically feel it pull back, one step at a time. The thudding of my heart as it was released from the invisible fist. The crawling slowly stopped and finally after an immeasurable time period it was gone completely. I stood there exactly as I had before the attack because through the whole thing I had not been able to move my body even an inch. Whatever it was though lived on in my memory. I could still feel the ghost fingers on my spine and inside I felt cold, like when it left it had ripped something out with it. I was violated and empty and suddenly all of my bravery faded. While I hadn't been scared before, I was now terrified.
Everything inside me went into over drive trying to explain it, to heal myself, to do anything besides just sit there. I guess it was just to much. My vision started going black around the edges and I swayed a little before I fell. Right before I blacked out I saw a black figure move at inhuman speed to my side. I don't remember hitting the ground. It might have been because I passed out before I finished falling, or it might have been because the strange man caught me.
I woke up in my room at the boardinghouse in my bed. The plain wood walls and the plush white carpet was familiar and comforting. My black bedspread was pulled over me, and I was tucked in just like I'd always wished my mother would do when I was little. I had a stuffed brown bear Grandfather had given me for Christmas one year on a shelf beside my bed. My computer on the work desk on the wall be the door. A bookshelf that stretched from wall to wall on my left and a black beanbag chair on my right.
All of these things I had woken up to everyday of my life almost, and each item help a place in my heart. This room was a home within a home. The boardinghouse was special but this room was mine. The one thing in my life that wasn't shared one bit. Anytime there had been something in my life that seemed to be to hard to bear, this room had provided a sanctuary.
Today though it was nothing but a room because I remembered everything. I had come face to face with death and a room couldn't come to my rescue. It was nothing more than an enclosure. Something that put a thin wall between me and the rest of the world. That would not be enough to protect me from the things that could hurt me.
Then I realized something that I should have first off. I wouldn't have walked all of the way from the cemetery home and there was no memory of driving, but when I looked out my window my SUV was right there in the driveway where it always was. Then I remembered the glimpse of the stranger who had caught me. Maybe he had carried me home. But why would he take me home, tuck me in, and take care of me? The people in this town where nice enough when there was a crowd, but I can't think of one person who would do that out of the kindness of his heart.
With a start I realized that he could still be here. I walked over to my desk and reached over my computer. Strapped to the back side of desk was a knife. It was beautiful, and for a moment I marveled at it. A smooth bone white handle that flowed into a double edged blade and ended with a sharp point and malicious gleam. Grandfather had instilled a strong belief in me that there were things that could hurt me, and that a smart girl would learn to protect herself. I did. Since I was eight years old I had taken some sort of self defense or karate. He never knew about the knife. When I was twelve I had found one in the living room on the inside of the chimney. That day I had scoured every room in the house and found that it had some sort of weapon hidden. In one of the empty rooms there was a sword in the closet that had been to big for me to pick up. I decided that if he was cautious enough for that then I should be too. I bought the knife the next day, but had yet to have use of it.
I eased out of my room quietly hoping not to give sign that I was up. My room was on the second floor, so sneaking down was always a problem. The house was old and the steps creaky, but I knew just where to place my feet to be as silent as a ghost. At the bottom of the stairs you could either turned left into the living room, right into the kitchen, or straight to walk out the front door. I went left.
As soon as I entered the room I stopped. Someone was watching me again. I lowered my eyes to the ground and then closed them. I knew where he was. In the movies they always look back, then left and right. The audience screams at the victim to see the villain because its so painfully obvious. They never look up. I raised my eyes and sure enough there he was. Clinging to the ceiling god knows how, he had on an old duster and shoulder length black hair covered his face.
No sooner than I looked up he jumped down. Right on top of me. But I was fast and I moved out of the way before he hit me. He landed on his feet and was on me again in seconds. His speed was impossibly non-human. I couldn't see his movements, but I felt them. Some inner part of me knew what he was going to do and I deflected each of his blows. Somehow my knife had ended up across the room
so I had only myself to use as a weapon.
I was doing good until suddenly he was behind me and his hand pressed hard into the small of
my back. It was like a shock wave went up my spine and I crumpled to the ground. When I was finally able to move again I looked up at him, and I was startled by what I saw. I expected to see malice, anger, or even hatred. Instead it was only curiosity. He looked at me as if seizing me up, and I didn't like it one bit. But when I looked at him, I mean really looked at him, I was shocked speechless.
His black hair was board-straight, and barley brushed his shoulders. He had chiseled features and a deep tan, but his eyes were impossibly black. Not dark brown but black. I couldn't tell his pupil from his iris. My gave traveled down, past his defined neck and broad shoulders. Under his duster he had on a black T-shirt that clung to him in ways that any girl would respect. Black jeans were topped off with, of course, black combat boots. Everything about him screamed dangerous, but I just noticed the part that screamed HOT, all caps.
He held his hand out to help me up, but no matter how hot he was, I remembered that two minutes ago he had attacked me. I got up on my own and slowly walked to where the knife lay, across the room. I bent down and picked it up, never taking my eyes off of him. He laughed softly.
“You know, a weapon is not to your advantage. I'm faster and stronger than you. I could take your little knife and use it against you. You must rely on your own skills. Your body must be your weapon, and eventually your mind.” His voice was dark and persuasive, but I only tightened my grip on the knife. This whole thing with the cemetery, and the speed, and the mysterious dude was going cheesy-vampire-movie way to fast. I slightly shifted me stance into one where I could jump at him easily. Something glinted in his eyes and his smile was knowing. “Always the fighter. Let me explain before you try to attack me again, and I have to restrain you.”
It sounded as if he had read my mind, but that was impossible. Still I felt violated, but I let him go on because he was right. I wouldn't be able to fight him off, but I couldn't stop my impulsive urge to move towards the fireplace where the other knife was stashed. If he indeed did take my knife then I would have a backup, but I nodded for him to start.
“First we have to go to your grandfather's study. The story start there.”
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