Faith ¦ Jungle
"Damien?" I called out. It was getting late and we had all grown worried about Damien. This was entirely out of character for him.
"Damien!" I could hear being yelled out in the distance. A bunch of us split up to find him, the able bodied that is, and agreed to meet back before the sun completely set.
"Damien!" I called out again, scanning my eyes across the area.
And so it went on like that until the sun began to set. I debated going back to the agreed spot as I walked on a bit more. But how could I go back so soon? What if I went back now but would've found him if I had just walked a hundred more steps?
I readied myself to yell out again, cupping my hands at my mouth about to call for him again when I heard...crying?
My feet followed the sound to my right until I finally came across him, relief washing over me seeing that he wasn't dead.
Cupping my ands around my mouth again I screamed, "FOUND HIM!"
Just as we had all agreed upon there was then a chorus of the same phrase yelled out to let everyone know to stop looking and head back.
"Damien?" I said softly, walking up behind him.
I don't think he heard.
Kneeling down beside him I placed a gentle hand on his back and asked again, "Dame?"
His body stopped shaking and he began violently wiping at his eyes before facing me.
"Faith, I was just-"
I grabbed his hands in mine to cut him off, cupping them with mine as I said with a soft smile, "You don't have to hide anything from me, Damien."
***
Courtesy of a Zippo lighter we were all surrounding a fire to fight off the cool night air, sitting around in a comfortable silence.
Too comfortable.
I looked around the circle we had made, most everyone sitting in perfect contentment.
"We have to find a way off the island." I said, pulling my legs against my chest and tucking my chin over my knees so I could look at the fire.
"What?" Elvis was the first to say, lifting his head from Ezra's lap to find me with his forever searching eyes, "Leave?"
"We can't do that!" Lily declared, eyes wide, "She wants us to stay!"
"She?" Damien inquired.
"Indigena, of course!" She looked around to meet our confused looks and clarified as if it were obvious, "The island!"
"We have to." I said, more to myself than to her, "We're all so comfortable here...but we can't be. We can't live like this! Getting hurt, cutting off limbs, performing surgery on each other, loosing sight, having mental breakdowns...we aren't supposed to live like this!"
There was a long silence, in it even I questioned myself. Was it best we stay here on...Indigena, as Lily put it, or that we find a way home? Or was this home? I was growing so comfortable with these people, with this family. Even if we did go home I would stay in contact with them all. But what do we do?
"But what if we were meant to live like this?" Ezzie said after the long pause, the fact that that came from her suprising me the most.
"I don't know." I said, shaking my head slowly. I didn't.
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