April Elizabeth
I left from Isabelle's cabin. I wanted to go see Jules, I couldn't take not being able to text her; she overreacted and I wanted to fix this... whatever this was.
It was after school had ended so she was probably at her dance recital.
I waited out in the parking lot and sure enough about 20 minutes later she was walking out of the building.
"Jules?" my throat went out as I was saying her name so it sounded squeaky.
"i...I don't think I should see you." she was hesitant. I didn't know what she was thinking but I wanted to. I wanted to know what I did so wrong.
"Get in my car. I want to talk." I practically demanded. She didn't want to but she did get in.
"Jules... I didn't do anything wrong. I don't understand why you are avoiding me."
She looked out the window.
"I... I was just thinking about what you had told me... and it freaked me out.." she admitted.
I sighed.
"Hear me out Jul. I'm tired of pretending and avoiding this. I like you. I really did like when you kissed me. it felt right. I don't know about you... but I want to be with you. I really like you.. a lot."
She looked terribly confused at this whole situation, hell I was starting to get confused myself.
"There's something inside of me and I don't understand it. I've been afraid to admit it but ever since that night we made out... I'm just so confused. I feel like I'm on cloud nine but at the same time there's something horribly wrong with me."
I was going insane. I just wanted to go across the car and kiss her. I was yearning for her lips again.
"There is nothing wrong with you. It's okay to like another girl. It's normal. It's basically the same as a boyfriend except I don't have a penis." I told her.
We both laughed at that comment. it was just a weird moment.
"I was raised that if you like the same gender then---"
I immediately cut her off.
"Jules... you won't go to hell for being bisexual. People just don't understand but we are just like anyone else. The only real difference is that we have more options then others." I told her. That was a perk that I loved about being bisexual.
"I'm just scared.." she added.
I smiled.
She was so cute.
I couldn't help it and I finally leaned in and kissed her. There was a flame in my throat. I was happy.
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