1. "Dive"
I've stared into a pool of water for hours,
Wavering images like mirages in the heat, feeling like
Narcissus pulled inside out, searching the reflection of the
Trees and sky and the whole world above,
Folding in,
Folding over,
Diving down into the water,
The back of the teeth of Gaia like I’m
Watching out of her mouth, or maybe just tying her tongue,
And I’m so close to the water, I feel like I could
Fold in,
Fold over,
Dive down into the water,
But I know it’ll only make ripples,
A distortion,
A shattering.
But I stay this close anyway,
A breath away from undoing,
A daffodil waiting in the breeze,
Wanting to stare,
Wanting to watch,
Wanting to see that other world,
Twisted inside out,
Or maybe outside in,
Right side out,
The gravity to my Upside Down,
And I stare into the water,
And I watch silently for hours,
And I wait.
And I wait.
And I wait.
Looking for distance.
Looking for connection.
Looking for Other—
And maybe in the Other,
I will find myself.
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