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Young Writers Society


*poems*



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Fri Apr 16, 2021 8:28 pm
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Swimming Pool


A swimming pool in front of me,
It glistens with a eb’ny sheen;
One step, two steps, three steps, four,
I walk towards its concrete shore;

Five steps: I stand at the edge;
A wet drop waits behind the ledge;
The depths are dark, somewhat unclean;
Beyond lurk comforts yet unseen;

Relax, my dear, jump in, jump in,
It’s high time that you had a swim;
The world is cold but the water’s warm
And you should rest without self-harm.


My veined eyelids are fluttering;
Blood flow seems to be sputtering;
The water ripples; it reflects
The moon above; it, too, expects

For me to listen to the voice;
I contemplate this spoken choice
Of down or up, of wet or dry;
I hear it in my mind’s right eye:

Relax, my dear, jump in, jump in,
It’s high time that you had a swim;
The world is cold but the water’s warm
And you should rest without self-harm.


The swimming pool is oh-so-deep,
Yet there, I could finally sleep;
But I never liked being wet—
The choice stays there, not chosen... yet.
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Fri Apr 16, 2021 8:36 pm
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dear JoyDark,


here’s a poem about you:

stupid little idiot
opens up a big fat door;
stupid little idiot
is a pr*ck forevermore

stupid little idiot
slaps herself right in the face;
stupid little idiot
is the world’s biggest disgrace.

with love, your reflection <3
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Sun Apr 18, 2021 11:40 pm
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the things on the cork-board mirror frame


Seventeen loose thumbtacks
polka-dotting the top
in translucent, cloudy shades of
red, purple, and clear.
Among them hangs a paper crane
made of olive-and-flower paper;
it was difficult to fold to shape,
once upon a time.

Photos of a friend that were
taken various years ago;
one is from 2019, the last year
things were normal. She lives
far away; I have not
seen her since that year.
She is pictured in elementary school,
in a bedroom, wearing a school
uniform. It’s funny how many
pictures are spent on this person
and today I barely
talk to her.

A crucifix made out of bent
palm leaves; my sister folded it
for me because I didn’t know how.
It’s brittle and it should be burned
for Wednesday ashes by now, but we
decided to save it instead.
I look at it often, and maybe it should
remind me of my flailing faith,
but it doesn’t.

Polaroid photos of my sister and I
in our shared bathroom,
pictures of my former soccer teammates
at a bat mitzvah,
a photo of me at a genuine summer camp
called Camp Friendship,
an expired ticket to the currently closed
Newseum in Washington, DC,
a cast list from the live theater show
called Hamilton,
an Apple sticker on the mirror’s silver
surface, hiding behind photos....

And on the mirror itself,
my sister has written a message
in year-old chalk marker:

“I <3 U So much”

Of all the things I see on the mirror,
that makes me smile the most.
Last edited by JoyDark on Fri Apr 23, 2021 8:47 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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Sun Apr 18, 2021 11:51 pm
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thumbtack


i have bad memories of
thumbtacks

because each time i look at one i think of the times
in the past
where a
thumbtack
has hurt me
cut my skin
pricked my flesh
made me bleed

and there are
at least
seventeen
on my cork-board mirror
and more in my desk drawer

and it’s not so much a fear of
thumbtacks
as it is a fear
of my own impulses
and a fear
of my own sick mind

and even though i
made a promise
the
thumbtacks
are still there
and they’re waiting
for a moment
when
i
slip.
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Tue Apr 20, 2021 12:05 am
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wooden box


There once was a box made of wood
Who had always felt misunderstood—
They wanted to speak
But alas had no beak
And thus stayed as silent as wood.
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Fri Apr 23, 2021 1:14 pm
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cuticles


cuticles
gnawed, scabbed
bleeding, hurting, tempting
soft enough to scratch
skin
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Fri Apr 23, 2021 5:09 pm
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listen


just close your eyes,
for your ears are here
to notice the signs
of life around you;

just close your eyes
and listen to breezes
brushing leaf against leaf,
bringing dust to meet air;

just close your eyes
and hear wheels on asphalt,
or hammers on nails,
or runaway laughter;

just close your eyes,
for the world is alive
and all you can hear
is but a *plop* in the ocean.
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Sat Apr 24, 2021 12:13 am
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a fictional dream


it would be poetic
if i had a dream—

a dream about branches and waterfalls,
and at my side is a hand to hold,
and together we leap off the edge
and fall into midnight pools below—

a dream about bonfires in backyards
with a thunderstorm overhead, and though
lightning flashes and rain pours,
the space around us is always warm, dry—

a dream about pale, quiet moons
spinning above me at nighttime, and
if i look close enough, that hand to hold
sits among those celestial spheres—

such a dream would be poetic,
but alas—
my mind has not the will
to make poems
of my dreams.
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Sat Apr 24, 2021 10:35 am
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darling


my sister is my darling;
she sits upon the floor
with a spine quite crooked
and a plastic cocoon
around her rib cage;
she sits beside the dog
who nuzzles her nose
as an old, familiar lover
does softly, late at night;
she sits against the couch
that is beige, but shadowed
by specks of dirt collecting
into darkening shades;
she sits inside the shirt
that she stole from my drawer,
and swims in its oversized
blue-red faded designs;
she sits in front of the fireplace
and soaks in the heat
of artificially-conceived flames
on a cool April night.
she/her

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Sat Apr 24, 2021 11:04 pm
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talking to myself


sometimes i end up muttering
profanities and musings to myself out of
habit; i don’t really mean them,
but they feel easy to say, and
sometimes i find it fun.

today, we ended up talking
about intrusive thoughts, and i
turned to my inner foil and asked,
are you simply an intrusive
thought attempting to hold leverage?


and i replied, who’s to say that
you aren’t the intrusive thought,
and i am the true master of
this brain, with you a burglar,
breaking in and stealing my peace?


fair enough, i said
in return. we have always been
the same mind, have we not? we
are one identity, simply playing roles
at odds with one another.


to this, we sufficiently agreed, and
understanding the intrusive thoughts
were melded into my brain,
we continued bickering as we walked,
insulting and pondering the same
person: myself.
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Sun Apr 25, 2021 1:29 pm
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time management


many years ago,
it was lost in the void
of a past young mind,
and though i search,
and comb, and weave,
and brush through my own brain,
and strangle my own senselessness,
and pity my own foolishness,
and grasp at broken threads
of what could be order
and organization,
it is still lost to me
in that bright young mind of the past,
a past i will never return to.
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Mon Apr 26, 2021 6:54 pm
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lying


i’m pretty sure i could lie to you
and you wouldn’t even notice,
and i might feel bad later,
but i’d eventually get over it
and you’d be none the wiser.
is it fair to abuse someone’s
trust that way, even if they are
ignorant of the betrayal?
doing it to a parent is one thing;
doing it to a friend is another.
she/her

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Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts.
— Poe