tell me anything and i'll believe you give me the faintest hope and i'll dream up a world where you call me lover and impossible things come true
a gentle push and i'm lost in a daydream i'll bask in the glow of your smile here, all love is requited and hearts are unbroken it's a fantastic delusion
in my mind there's a version of you the dream boy you'll never be but i let myself believe for a little longer reality can wait for now
history repeats and it's impossible to stop it i dream of you from thousands of miles away you're out of reach and i delude myself that this time it will be different i imagine a happy ending a distant day where we'll be together exactly like we were before
history repeats and it's all too familiar i'll spend yet more months cursing geography counting the hours between us you're falling asleep when i wake up i say good night in the afternoon my days are spent waiting for you
history repeats and i'll never learn i swore i'd never do this again months spent longing for a boy i can't have i dreaded goodbye but it's this that i feared again feeling distance erode what we once had waiting for the day it will come to an end i clutch onto all my foolish dreams but prepare my heart for the inevitable i survived it before and now i'll endure it again
history repeats and you'll find someone new just like he did
there was a time when i adored and resented you in the same breath when you were wonderful and ruthless and i thought i'd never crave anything more than the thrill i got from being with you
(i'd never tell you but you almost broke my heart when you said i'd find the right person someday for so long i believed that no one could be more right for me than you)
so what a remarkable thing it is to be just fine
i'll revel in the joy of nonchalance and rejoice that by some miracle my heart remains intact it feels like it was a stranger who once believed you'd be my world i adored you and i resented you and i thought i would forever until i started to forget you
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