Do kids that grow up with their parents know what a gift they have? Or was that a realization reserved for after you lost yours, no matter how young or old you were at the time?
How would his life have been different if he'd been raised by parents instead of by the street?
He hoped his parents were dead. As much of a monster as he felt to think that, it was better than the alternative -- that they were alive and well and intentionally abandoned him. That thought hurt worse.
Not that it particularly mattered.
The universe had decided he was undeserving of any parents. And no amount of pining would change that. Ever. He just needed to accept that already. He didn't deserve love -- and he needed to stop envying those fortunate enough to have it.
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