Endlessly Falling
My feet were battered and torn, skin callused and ragged, heart pounding wearily within my chest. Time seemed to stand still as I stared forward at the clock ticking endlessly ahead of me, it’s large hands stuck permanently at the 12. It stood on nothingness, only an ample shade of cyan colouring that sky beneath it where the road chipped away, crumbling as I approached with clumsy footing.
I was wheezing, my hands outstretched as if it was but merely inches from my fingertips, so desperate to reach the object of which held no significance to me and yet it was that thought that made me chase it with all my might.
And I was crying.
The tears weren’t evident to me for the longest time, as my run became slow even though I was pushing with the same ferocity as I had since the beginning. Time itself was fighting against me as I charged forward, each step matching the slow pounding that was my heart. The thumps became louder, the only thing I could hear. The only thing that made any sense at all, and yet they were becoming slower… slower…ever slower…
The clock was miles away from me and yet I fought bitterly to make it. It seemed though that with every step, the clock only seemed to become another meter farther, the ground crumbling another meter closer. When I would make it to the ledge it would already be to late to reach my goal.
So the tears rained down, colouring as they went to an unpleasant shade of crimson. Blood was what it appeared to me, but I did not stop to think about it or contemplate the haemorrhaging from my eyes.
Instinctively, I chased the unknown thing with but a single hope that maybe, just maybe, I could touch it with my very own fingertips.
And then I was falling…
I watched as the ground underneath my feet disappeared into the nothingness in which this dream was created of, and I plummeted into the darkening sky.
Something made me look back, made me feel regret for running, made me wish I could have turned around and went back to where I started. Something was aching within my chest, burning me up inside as I stared up at the clock that slowly became farther and farther from my reach. I couldn’t stop looking at it though, it’s beautiful arch made of the finest mahogany.
I could not explain the pain I felt as the clock slowly disappeared from my vision. It was as if I had lost something more dear to me then life itself, a lost friend or family member maybe… I don’t know. All I knew was it was gone and the bloody tears that seeped from my eyes fell above me now, staining the sky red as they went.
I was completely and utterly alone now, stuck in an eternity that was nothing but falling, nothing but crying and wishing on a hand to pull me out, on a kind heart to whisk me away from this nightmare. What an eternity this turned out to be.
But falling was something. A thing to hold onto at least. If this was my eternity then so be it and I would find a way to smile again… to hold the hope of touching that clock with my fingertips again.
And then I was found.
I don’t really understand how it happened, and how land seemed to find me, but gentle chuckles erupted from the chest I was pressed against, arms holding me so surely, so tightly that I needn’t fear anything more then this. I was safe… no longer falling.
“Silly girl.” His laugh was so infectious. So heart-warming. “What gave you such an idea to fall through the sky?”
“The clock.” I muttered meekly even though I was sure he had no idea what I was talking about. I started to sob uncontrollably after that, face pressed into his chest even though his shirt would now be stained with my bloody tears. “I couldn’t reach the clock… I couldn’t reach it…”
“No need for such useless tears.” He wiped the tears away with his thumb when I finally turned my head up to see what my saviour had looked like. In fact, I as a little appalled at the sight, not saying he was unattractive or anything like that, but he was lithe. Skinny and unusually strong for someone who did not look that muscular at all. His hair was a fiery crimson, eyes a hazy green as he looked down at me, the smirk still fairly evident there.
“What is your name?” I asked suddenly, feeling compelled to do so.
“I have had many names.” He murmured, more to himself then to me of that I was sure. “Some called me Amadeo, some Theodore. My name though in which I have been called for the last few decades has been William.”
“William…” I murmured so softly. The name seemed to role off my tongue like a lyric to the most glorious, immaculate song. “I don’t understand you, William.”
“You do not need to understand, my dear.” he stroked my hair softly, leaving tingling tracks in it‘s wake. “I am but a creator of dreams. The one who fills your nights with rest.”
“A creator of dreams?”
“The creator of dreams.”
And then it was over, or so it seemed. Everything went black and I sat still in my bed, the sky enlightening through my window panes. I remembered his name, his voice, his appearance and I held onto those thoughts as hard as I could. He was my saviour, my knight in shining armour… my king of dreams…
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If you haven’t realised, king of dreams is sort of a reference that goes back to ‘Dreamwalker’ in which is the name I sort of bestowed to this figment, this character in which my imagination seemed to will me to create. I have treasured the thought of him and now I continue to strive and write a tale for him, of what he must be like, this William character, and what terrible situations in which must have occurred to him.
From Dreams to Reality
~The.Dreamwalker
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