Okay guys, feel free to completely ignore this, but I just have to rant somewhere or I'm going to implode.
I hate querying. Hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it. Hate. It's so scary and so completely pointless! I'm just feeling so discouraged right now. I'm at that point in my life where I have to decide my future. So do I go with the safe job or the one which I really love? I want to go with writing, but I haven't gotten any sort of positive response to my queries or anything. My dream of being published looks like it's heading down the crapper.
So I've been doing all this publishing stuff, sending queries, looking up agents and publishers. But it's just gotten me so bummed out, you guys! It's totally drained me of any self confidence in my writing or desire to even continue my books. Do you ever feel like that? Don't get me wrong. I love writing. LOVE writing. But do you ever feel like, what's the point? What in the world is the point of me writing all these books? What's the point of putting myself through all this crap?
That's how I'm feeling at the moment. I am feeling extremely, extremely frustrated.
Anyway, I just needed to rant. And don't worry about me. This will pass in a few days. See, because I can't give up writing even if I wanted to. It's how I make sense of things and make myself feel better.
Thanks for letting me rant.
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