Hey guys.
Sooo, i'm fusterated with my writing. It's just the methedolgy of it. See, I LOVE my story. ( It's the one about Phe.) I really love it!
It's just hard because of my disability. I have tried speech-to-text, but that keeps 'messing up' and making mistakes and is making more work for me. (Windows/Samsung tablet.) I have tried fingerwriting on my tablet to text. Anyways, I have a notebook with my first writen drafts in them. And it's very difficult for me to type down on my tablet. I tried uses my CCTV (close curcut) . I even inverted the colors, still the contast was not good enough for to see. Yes, even 'blowing the image of my writing up' didn't help. The contrast is bad. I am 'forced' to go over it in pen to see easrer.
Anyways, originaly when I write, I write on my tablet. But it's difficult for my ideas to flow, so, I first start on paper. But I can only write a few sentances to a few phagraphs in my tablet when I do write.
In general, I feel bad if I don't write. I know that I have other obligations, but still. I feel like if I don't write that I will never get it done. But I love my story a lot. I know what I want to do from start to finnish. I can write very worderfull, powerfull things, but it takes time, a lot of time.
I hate saying this because I sound like 'I have issues'. Yes, I do have probleams, disability related probleams. I don't ever admit that my disability is a struggle in my writing, i'm not ashamed. I just don't take about it.
Like I said, I love my story, and I have plans for it....it's just the 'methodolgy' of it. I have been on a particular scene for a long while. It's the methed of trasfering it to text.
I feel like I need an assisstant to 'scribe' for me. Just to transerfer words, to transfer the first draft onto a word processor, then I can do the rest.
I'm just venting. If anyone has ideas, let me know.
PS. I don't really have anyone near/with me, who can scribe. Although I do have a English teacher who is taking an intrest in my writing. But i'm concerened about giving her my notebook. I'm worried that I won't get it back ( nothing to do with my teacher) and or I will forget it if I go back home to Arkansas. It's not like I can drive and get it.
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