LSS: Before the Wave Breaks

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    Year 1104, three years ago.


    Eve couldn't believe her eyes. The world fell still, and for a moment, she was convinced she was seeing a ghost.

    A ghost of Jordan.

    "Wh--" was all she managed to sputter out as she stared at him wide-eyed, unable to move. Barely able to comprehend that he was tangible. [i]Tangible.
    Because he was able to pull her aside.

    Real. This was real.

    "Shh!" Jordan said, raising up his hands from under his hooded cloak. "I'm sorry! Listen, just-- follow me. We can't talk here."

    "You're--" Eve managed to spit out, feeling another knot lodged in her throat. She felt her hands shaking as the dam of emotions she walled up so well the past few years began to crack.

    He was supposed to be dead.

    Gently, Jordan put his hands over hers, and with a tug on her arms, he pulled her into the alleyway behind them, covering them in shadows. Eve let herself be pulled along, mostly out of shock, partly out of detachment, and a smidge out of curiosity. When he let her go, he looked out into the bustling crowds, and then turned to meet her eyes. In them, she could see a storm brewing as he pressed his lips together and then took in a shuddering breath.

    "I know this is a lot to take in," he said quietly.

    "Who are you?" Eve hissed, feeling the shock wear off. She snatched her hand away from his, taking a skeptical step back. "You're-- And why are you--"

    She couldn't even say his name.

    The man blinked. This time, it was his turn to be shocked.

    "You really don't recognize me?" he asked faintly, sounding pained. "I-- sorry, I didn't think it'd been--"

    "I know who you are!" she hissed back in a loud whisper, biting down her teeth to keep her rising emotions at bay. "But you're supposed to be-- you're--" She faltered once more, staring at him wide-eyed, unable to say the last word.

    Dead. He was supposed to be dead.

    Jordan stared at her for a moment, his expression falling into something desperate. Helpless, even. He let out a sigh.

    "I survived," he said weakly. "And escaped. I... held my breath."

    Eve steadied herself against the brick wall, feeling the world spinning around her. She had so many questions. Why did she receive a letter from Ray saying he was dead? Did they know? Who else knew? How did he escape?

    What was he doing here?

    "I can get into the details later," Jordan continued. "But I -- I had to see you. I heard about what you did in the Lowell case."

    The Lowell case. The case Eve had recently won. Her mage-sympathizing client that she defended. Jordan knew about this. How did he know about this? How long had he been here?

    "What are you doing here, Jordan?" she asked, unable to stop her voice from sounding like a pained whimper.

    Jordan closed his eyes for a moment and then bowed his head, lowering his voice to a whisper.

    "How much do you know about the resistance?" he asked.[/i]

Eve drew a few last finishing strokes on her sketchpad, setting down her pencil to admire the drawing. It was another sketch of the four of them together again, back when times were simpler and more innocent. Eve frowned, not completely happy with how this drawing turned out. Something didn't feel right. It was missing something. It wasn't her best work.

Glancing at the clock, Eve noted when the minute hand almost coincided to the top of the hour. The meeting was about to start in five minutes, so she closed her sketchpad and slid it across the wooden table to the corner where it always sat, along with the assortment of pens and pencils, neatly arranged to grab whenever she wanted.

She opened the desk drawer, pulling out the notepad and pencil on top. Just as she flipped to a new page, there was a knock on the door. Eve knew from the knock and the somewhat early timing that this was Jordan.

"Come in," Eve welcomed after glancing to make sure for the third time that there were enough chairs and that they were in place.

The door opened gently, and Jordan poked his head in first, looking to her with a small smile of greeting. "Hey," he said. "Mind if I come in early?"

"Not at all." She motioned for him to come in. "Please do."

Closing the door behind him, Jordan pulled up a seat from the edge of the room and brought it close to her desk, sitting down.

"What're you drawing?" Jordan asked, peeking over her desk.

"Um..." Eve leaned away, instinctively wrapping her arms over her notepad, even though there were no drawings over it. She had already put away her sketchpad, after all. "Nothing," she answered indignantly. "I was taking preliminary notes for the meeting report."

Jordan squinted at her, a small smile creeping on his face. "Suuuure, sure," he said. "Notes in your sketchbook."

"This isn't my sketchbook," she answered flatly, but she immediately regretted divulging this information.

Raising his brows, Jordan let out a little laugh.

Regardless, Eve ignored his smug look and furiously wrote down the date and everyone's names at the top of the page, trying not to frown.

"You were drawing Cyrin, weren't you," Jordan said teasingly.

"No," Eve said with a pointed look, offended that he'd suggest this. Even though she admittedly did have numerous drawings of him.

"Hey, they're a really good looking person," Jordan said innocently with a shrug. "I'm sure they're really fun to draw!"

"Yes. I'm sure they are," she echoed, jotting down more notes to add to her report.

"Not that I ever draw Cyrin," Jordan said. "Because the dating pool out here is so slim. Sure, I could go out and meet people in Ruddlan. But who's to say they won't rat me out, you know? Sucks. All this beauty and no one to appreciate me for who I really am."

Eve stared at him with even flatter look, frankly unsure what to say to this.

Jordan let out a laugh. "Come on," Jordan said. "I know you like somebody, you just won't tell me."

Eve sighed, shaking her head and resuming her writing. "Yes," she said blankly. "I do like someone. Want to know who?"

And finally, the positions were switched as Jordan visibly took the bait and his eyes widened with curiosity. He leaned forward in his seat, waiting for her answer.

"He's strong. Dependable. Never late, always there. Steady and consistent." Keeping her face neutral, Eve pointed the pencil at him. "Would you like to know his name?"

"Well now I have to," Jordan said.

"Work," Eve answered matter-of-factly, returning to her writing.

Jordan let out a disappointed scoff, but he didn't look surprised as he leaned back in his seat and rolled his eyes.

"You're so boring," he said.

"Thank you," Eve said with a slight smile, noting the time once more. It was the top of the hour, and since most of the others were punctual, they would come in any minute now.

Eve was expecting a knock, but she heard the entrance first. Hendrik's booming voice was hard to miss, especially in the narrow underground walls.

"Serves that fucker right! It's about time someone knocks out that smug, murderous face of his. Who does he think he is, stepping into our city, paraded as a fuckin' war hero? It's a fuckin' insult!"

His words were growing in volume. Sobering, Eve exchanged a wary glance with Jordan, who sat up straighter, just as confused.

"What is he talking about?" Jordan asked, though Eve knew just as much as he did. Which was, nothing. But with Hendrik, this seemed to be the norm. He was hardly ever on the same page as others.

To be frank, Eve questioned where he obtained most of his questionable information most of the time. Likely from unreliable, random sources.

"You don't need to knock, phantom. It's just a meeting," Hendrik's voice boomed outside the door again before the door burst open. Hendrik was the only one on the other side, frowning deeply as he marched right in, flask in hand.

"We're here. Now the party's started," he said with a threatening tone, sinking into the smalled wooden chair that seemed to be on the verge of giving out from his weight. He reeked of alcohol, and the scent only worsened as he glugged down another long sip from the flask.

Eve didn't hear Cyrin, but she saw them popping up over Jordan's shoulder with a faint teasing smirk. Jordan didn't notice. Cyrin leaned over beside his ear and suddenly whispered, "Boo!"

Jordan nearly jumped out of his seat. Catching himself on the chair by holding onto both sides, Jordan sank down with a bark of a laugh.

"Cyrin!" he said with a huff, twinged with equal amusement and surprise. Cyrin merely grinned and laughed good-naturedly.

"I warned you that phantom was here," Hendrik said with a wave of his hand, then leaned towards Jordan, offering the flask. The chair groaned under the shift of his weight. "Drink?"

"Not now, Hendrik," Jordan said, waving it off.

"More for me," Hendrik said with a shrug, shooting his the flask back with a loud, breathy, "Ah." He leaned back in his chair, wiggling in place and causing the chair's legs to nearly buckle. "Can we get started or what?"

"We're waiting for Tula," Eve said evenly.

"She's always late," Jordan said with a sigh, leaning back into his chair.

"Sure, but always fashionably so," Cyrin said, taking a seat as well.

"Hmph! Very disrespectful." Hendrik nodded eagerly, still frowning. "Gothic also needs to adhere to dress code. Has someone taken disciplinary action on her? Boss man?"

Jordan gave Hendrik a very flat look.

"There's not dress code against wearing black," he said.

"No, but there should be a dress code if your lady bits are hanging out," Hendrik snapped back, banging his fist against his chest. To what reason he did this, Eve could not fathom. Perhaps he was mimicking the actions of a giant ape.

"Oh my gods," Jordan sputtered. "You couldn't show up to one meeting sober?"

"You'd be drunk off your ass if you were there, water boy!" Hendrik scoffed, pointing the flask at him. "You weren't there to slap the soulless ginger yourself. I know you would. Don't lie to yourself."

"Who exactly did you slap?" Jordan asked.

"None other than Tiberius Hemming," Cyrin said, leaning back in his chair and crossing one leg over the other. "Yes, that Tiberius Hemming."

Eve froze, openly staring at them, the name repeating in her head. She had read the papers countless of times. Every bit of news, every bit of propaganda she could get her hands on, she consumed. The man's cold gaze burned an image through her very mind.

He was the reason why the resistance weakened last year. Tiberius Hemming killed Verna.

Her thoughts were interrupted when Cyrin continued, "Also, that wasn't a slap. That was a glass bottle to the head."

"Oh, shit," Jordan said, eyes widening. "You're serious?"

Cyrin sighed. "Yeah. And I had to apologize to him afterwards on Hendrik's behalf for the attack instead of making it two."

"Gods, that's even worse," Jordan empathized.

"You shouldn't have apologized, phantom," Hendrik sneered coldly, pointing the flask at him. "Those murderers don't deserve it."

"Tiberius Hemming is here?" Eve repeated with raised brows, cutting into the conversation to steer the topic to more productive ground. She directed her questions to Cyrin, catching his attention since he was the more reliable one between the two. "In Ruddlan? When? Why? Who?"

Unfortunately for productivity, Cyrin looked to Hendrik, which caused Eve to sigh. "You want to share this, since the visitors are your report? I don't want to take credit for it."

With a sobering expression, Hendrik set his flask in his front pocket, sitting up straighter. "Yes, ma'am," he said gruffly with a nod towards Eve. She readied her pencil, ready to take extensive notes since Hendrik often laid out everything all at once like a true soldier, despite already having taken extensive notes. He continued on, sliding his folder of notes across her desk.

"I've done a thorough account of all visitors of status and troublemakers that have come through the city gates in preparation for the coming festival. The most official names to note are Gwen and Ray Hawking, ambassadors of Lettera, who have come to visit their son for the duration of the festival and the games."

Eve only took half a second to let this realization sink deeper as she quickly wrote down the summarized version. She was glad that Jordan already told her that Shane's parents had arrived. Had he not, she wasn't sure she could maintain her composure.

Hearing Hendrik of all people say their names, however, completely sealed the truth, grounding her reality.

"The King's Hand arrived shortly after and are representing King Blackfield as the king's proxy. They are going on a political tour around the kingdoms to establish relations with world leaders and this is their last stop before they return to the Moonlight Kingdom.

"In addition, Counselor Friar from Goulon arrived three days ago on business, and it appears three representatives from the Isles have come to partake in the festivities. They include Representatives Penn, Hardy, and Lima. All above parties are staying in the manors of Barlowe's estate."

Hendrik paused, which Eve was grateful for since she was furiosly jotting fast notes. From her quick glance up at him, however, she knew that his contemplative frown triggered a nonsensical opinion. As Hendrik often vocalized.

And so he went on to predictably say, "The only other people of note are all the fuckin' monster hunters bleeding into the city for the griffin games." He scoffed. "The fuckin' sadists. Treating the poor animals like cattle. If the griffins roamed free, they'd claw 'em to death."

Eve made a mental note to add to her real notes that this statement affirmed that Hendrik considered monsters as animals. Unsurprising, given that he treated all life with respect and dignity. Which Eve greatly respected as well.

Cyrin hummed thoughtfully. "At least one of those parties isn't hostile. That's better than the usual assortment of enemies."

"Yeah," Jordan said, flicking a brief glance Eve's way. She didn't return the glance. Thankfully, he plopped a piece of paper on Eve's desk, pulling it out of his vest pocket. "I've got a list of mage hunters for you as well. Just since there's more than usual that will be littering the streets because of the festival. We'll have to be careful. Some of them are pretty ambitious."

"Thank you, Jordan," Eve said with a grateful nod, daintily picking one end of the paper to angle it towards her eyes. She quickly skimmed the list, eyes landing on one name that instantly brought dread to her stomach.

Alexander Kingsman. He came in and out of Ruddlan because he was based there, but he'd been a pain in their side for years. Somehow, he'd always get to mages before they could find them and pull them out.

"What's wrong, chief?" Hendrik prodded, leaning towards her desk to peek at the list. She angled it farther away from him. "Who should we watch out for?"

"Alexander Kingsman," Eve answered, glancing at each at one of them individually with a serious expression. "One of Moonlight Kingdom's best mage hunters. Please be careful when you are performing field work."

She heard a quiet, tired sigh from Cyrin, who pressed his lips together and pinched the bridge of his nose like he'd just gotten a headache.

"I hate that guy," Jordan muttered.

"Join the club," Cyrin said. "The summer's ruined."

Hendrik angrily smashed his fists against Eve's desk, sending her neat array of pens to roll down unevenly. Irritated, she slid them back in place.

"That damn silver fox finds mages before we even have time to leave the damn base!" he barked, slumping back into his chair. "We need to have less meetings. We're wasting time here. The fox is going to hunt them all down, gods be damned."

"Maybe if we found a way to track him, we could just follow him to the mages instead of trying to beat him there," Jordan said.

"That would take an entire agent just for Kingsman," Cyrin said. "And recruiting hasn't been that great."

"Put me on the job, chief," Hendrik boomed, thudding his fist against his chest. "Let me hunt the silver fox."

"Then again," Jordan murmured. "Hunting a mage hunter might be counter-productive..."

Suddenly, Cyrin slid out of his seat, hitting the floor and ducking under the table without warning. Not a moment later, a knife sailed through the air where he'd been sitting, sinking into the wall and embedding between the bricks.

"Holy shit!" Hendrik yelped, diving back with his chair. And with that, the flimsy chair finally broke, buckling under his weight. He landed on the floor with a thud, sprawled on his back.

"Dammit, Tula, I lost my train of thought," Cyrin groused from under the table.

Jordan sat still, looking around at the chaos with a wide-eyed look before meeting Eve's eyes. Eve facepalmed with both hands, already feeling a headache coming in.

"Tula," she said evenly, knowing she was hiding behind the door. "Please refrain from throwing any more knives." Eve frowned, pressing her lips together. "I amend: refrain from throwing knives in meetings, period."

At that, the door fully opened, revealing Tula with a smug grin, holding two knives that she proudly held out to display. And as usual, she wore her gothic attire, which often consisted of black corset, fishnets, and boots. If Hendrik were not moaning on the floor, Eve knew he would have made another snide comment about her appearance.

Tula strut in, sheathing her daggers in her corset as she plopped in the chair next to Cyrin, crossing her legs.

"What did I miss, losers?" she greeted.

"Fuck you, gothic, you nearly stabbed me!" Hendrik spat out, finally getting up on his feet, huffing and puffing. He stayed standing, likely because he no longer trusted any more chairs.

"Oh no," she said unenthusiastically, holding her hand out to admire her fingernails, painted black. "The local drunk is drunk again. What else is new?"

"Hendrik punched Tiberius Hemming last night," Jordan said. "Or uh. Wait, you said it was a glass bottle, right?"

"Glass bottle," Cyrin confirmed, getting back into their seat. "If it were anyone else, I'd call it a waste of beer."

Tula grinned, a sly glint in her eyes. "The local drunk can also be a hero." Her grin broadened, turning sinister. "Did he bleed? How much blood?"

"I will talk to Bo about Alexander," Eve cut in, redirecting conversation back to more productive topics. She straightened up, looking at Tula squarely. "Do you have a new status report?"

Bored, Tula crossed her other leg, twirling a strand of her curly hair. "Not since last time we talked. However..." She smirked. "I discovered that Mister Guildman likes to be spanked. He loves to give me extensive information then."

"Dear gods, gothic," Hendrik groaned. "Can you shut up? No one wants to hear your hanky spanky stories."

Jordan and Cyrin exchanged weary expressions, but said nothing. Tula rolled her eyes and merely uttered, "Prudes."

Eve silently sighed, noting that Tula had nothing more to report on the Defense Against Magic Guilds. The last helpful information that Tula reported to her was that the head staff seemed unaware of captured mages going missing, which at least told them that it was a smaller group of hunters within their organization who was working with the Blue Suns. The problem was, they were still trying to identify who they were. Tula was, apparently, still cycling through all of the ones that were useless.

Eve had a suspicion that the hunters they needed weren't the consistent locals, which meant they could be some of the notable ones coming in town. Potentially Kingsman - but there were two other names on the list of interest: Aksel Hansen and Conway Balfour.

Aksel was known more for his father's reputation than his own. Ivar Hansen had a successful trade business off the coast of Goulon, but was best known for his public endorsement of DAMG and anti-magic policies. Aksel, his son, was a mage hunter for the guilds and practically a puppet for his father.

Conway, on the other hand, was an elusive mage hunter known for being cruel with every mage he caught. Highly unethical, and potentially compromised in his loyalties to DAMG. He could be connected to the kidnappings.

As Hendrik bickered with Tula, Eve set the mage hunter paper flat on her desk, underlining a few names. "Tula," she interrupted plainly, catching her attention. "Please seek information from Alexander Kingsman, Aksel Hansen, and Conway Balfour. Do you require further instructions?"

"Please," Tula said with a roll of her eyes. "I'm a professional. I'll find out what makes them scream."

Eve did not doubt that.

"Cyrin," she called before Hendrik could get another snide remark in. "Do you have an update on the Blue Suns?"

"Yes." Cyrin straightened, clearing his throat. "I'm sure things have felt calmer with the last few weeks. They're keeping to themselves lately. Of course, that's just as suspicious as them suddenly becoming very active." They spread their hands. "I spied on Pia and Wilson from a park tree early this morning. They seemed to meet for two reasons. One, for Wilson to provide Pia with poison-- I don't know what her plan is with it, and I don't expect to find out. But the second reason is more concerning. The Blue Suns have been, among other things, holding off on their lumshade distribution, but Pia informed Wilson that in two days from today, Sparrow will have her resume the circulation on a large scale."

Cyrin paused, pursing their lips for a moment. Eve underlined the two main points: mysterious poison and excessive lumshade distribution expected in two days.

"I suspect he's going to use the distracting backdrop of the festival and the incoming visitors to traffic more mages than ever before," they continued. "We need to find out where they're being kept. With an operation on this scale, we could be talking about a couple dozen healing mages in secret captivity."

Eve agreed. This was concerning and required thorough investigation. She nodded, pointing the end of her pencil towards Cyrin. "I'm putting you on this assignment. Considering the gravity of the situation, I will be assigning another agent to work with you. I will let you know by tomorrow."

Likely Raj, though she didn't want to name-drop him without knowing his schedule yet. Raj reported directly to Bo, so she would have to ask Bo or Raj about his availability first.

"Any questions?" she finished.

"There is another thing," Cyrin said, a little reluctantly. "I got spotted this morning. By a random bystander."

Eve raised a brow. "Did anything happen?"

"He caught me by surprise, and I tackled him out of the tree," Cyrin said. "But he only seemed confused and alarmed. I think he's just some farmer, judging by the outfit, and he claimed his name was Elias. I told him mine was Terrence. He said he went up in the tree for an apple." They shrugged, appearing almost embarrassed. "I have no idea how he got past me, but I decided to believe him."

"Hah!" Hendrik bellowed, sloshing his flask in the air. "You just got bested by a farmer, phantom. That's a first. I want to find this man to personally congratulate him."

"You better savor it," Cyrin huffed. "It'll take another twenty-four years to happen again."

Tula swiped out another one of her daggers, admiring the blade. "The farmer is a liability. I vote we kill him."

"We are not killing civilians," Eve said sternly, tired that she had to keep repeating this to Tula. She sighed, briefly closing her eyes as she pinched the bridge of her nose. "Do you have your report, Cyrin? I'll review the details. Please leave this issue to me."

"I do. Everything's in there," Cyrin said, reaching into their jacket to take out an envelope and slide it across the table.

"That all, chief? We dismissed?" Hendrik said eagerly, ready to leave. He was clearly still irritated that his chair collapsed on him.

Eve sternly pointed her pencil at him. "Yes. Do not punch any more people. Not even Tiberius Hemming."

"Hmph." Hendrik crossed his arms, his frown deepening. "Or else what? I have no regrets."

Eve met his threatening stare, unrelenting. She was in charge of all disciplinary action, acting as a judiciary judge of sorts, given her law background. She weighed the options in her head.

"Or else I take away your cat," she said seriously.

Hendrik tensed up, offense in his eyes. "You wouldn't. Ham needs me and you know it."

"I'm taking your cat for three days," Eve said plainly, writing this in her notes. "Do not do this again."

Hendrik was about to protest, but then a knock tapped on the door five times in quick succession. Everyone's eyes darted to the door, because Bo always used the same knock whenever he stopped by.

"Come in, Bo," Eve called.

The door opened to reveal the tall, one-eyed, bearded man, and he entered the room with a warm smile.

"Hello, everybody," he said, closing the door behind him. "Good to see you all."

Jordan sat up straighter the moment Bo entered, bowing his head in deep respect. Eve simply nodded as a greeting. Tula crossed her arms and sunk back in her chair, looking bored. Cyrin smiled and gave him a quick, relaxed finger salute.

"Boss man!" Hendrik called with sudden glee, clumsily saluting him with a drunken grin. "Welcome back."

Bo walked in, patting Hendrik on the shoulder as he glanced at the broken chair on the floor.

"That thing finally gave out on you, didn't it?" Bo asked.

"Hah!" Hendrik patted Bo back, but it was more of a weighty, threatening slap against his back. "Funny, boss man. You do need stronger chairs, though. You'd have fallen on your ass if I didn't go down first."

"Probably so," Bo laughed lightly. "Thanks for taking a hit for the both of us."

"You've got it, comrade," Hendrik said proudly.

Bo turned to Eve. "Sorry if I interrupted," he said. "Do you need more time?"

"No. We're done anyways," Tula answered, boredly skidding her chair back and turning to head out the door. "Bye."

"Good to see you too, Tula," Bo said with a small grin.

Tula only offered her middle finger as a greeting and a goodbye as she left the room.

Shaking his head with a small laugh, Bo turned to Jordan, who got to his feet.

"How're you doing?" Bo asked, going in for a handshake. "Hanging in there?"

Jordan shook his hand firmly, but Bo pulled him in for a quick hug, patting his back. To which, Jordan returned with a faint smile.

"Yeah, yeah," Jordan said with a nod. "I'm doing good, boss."

"Good to hear it," Bo said, giving Jordan one last pat before he pulled away. "I'll catch you later."

Jordan gave a small salute, and then followed out after Tula.

"How's it been, Bo?" Cyrin asked, smiling warmly as they got to their feet. "It's a pleasure to see you again."

Bo opened his arms and pulled Cyrin into a tight hug. Cyrin grinned a little wider, patting Bo's back as he hugged him back.

"Always good to see you, Cyrin," Bo said, pulling away. "Things have been busy, of late. Not bad, but, I've had my hands full. Though," he shrugged a bit. "Can't say that's likely to change anytime soon. The resistance never sleeps. How about you? Tula hasn't stabbed you yet, has she?"

"Not yet," Cyrin confirmed. "She hasn't given up, though, so I'll get back to you on that."

Bo laughed lightly. "Well, you're still the best spy we've got around," Bo said, then leaned in to whisper loudly. "But don't tell her I said that. Wink."

It was something Bo did sometimes. Saying the word wink instead of winking, since he couldn't actually wink. The result of only having one eye.

Cyrin chuckled, actually winking. "My lips are sealed."

"Wonderful," Bo said, pulling a folded piece of paper out of his pocket. He handed it to Cyrin. "This is for you. Read it later."

Cyrin nodded, slipping it up their sleeve as they gave Bo another playful finger salute. "You got it, Bo."

"See you later, super-spy," Bo said, mimicking the salute.

"You too, big guy," Cyrin said, leaving silently with a wave and a smile over their shoulder as they slipped out the door.

When Bo turned back around, he looked down at Hendrik, still standing with a fond grin since he practically idolized Bo.

Hendrik never could pick up a nonverbal hint to save his life. Fortunately, when Bo was around, Eve didn't have to be the one to spell it out for him, especially since Hendrik almost never questioned authority with Bo, which he sometimes did with her.

"I've been hearing rumors," Bo said. "You managed to beat up Tiberius Hemming pretty bad, didn't you?"

"That's right, boss man," Hendrik said more neutrally, standing up straighter as if he were a soldier in front of a lieutenant.

Bo held out his hand for Hendrik to shake. Pleased, Hendrik firmly grabbed his hand, giving him three firm shakes.

"Don't let it happen again, though," Bo said firmly, meeting Hendrik's eyes with raised brows.

"Yes, sir," Hendrik said with another salute. "I wouldn't want my cat to be taken away."

Bo flicked a glance at Eve with a subtle smile in his eye, but nodded to Hendrik seriously.

"We certainly wouldn't want that," he said. "I'm glad that's been settled. You're dismissed for now, Hendrik. I'll catch up with you later. Eve and I need to talk in private."

"Boss. Chief." Hendrik nodded between the two of them. "You know where to find me," he said as a goodbye, giving one last salute before finally leaving the room, closing the door behind him.

Eve sighed, glad that the noisy part of this meeting concluded. There were a number of topics to discuss, namely about the mid Blue Suns and mage trafficking dilemma. It was best to start with the easy topic first: new placements for the agents.

"I assigned Tula to the new hunters in town," Eve began, giving straight to business. She offered Bo the list of new mage hunters with the few names that were highlighted and underlined. "She's a very capable spy, Bo. I know she can be unstable, but with her skills and assets, she has great potential to obtain information from the most threatening mage hunters."

Bo slowly took a seat in the most stable chair in Eve's office as he looked the list over.

"It's unusual for all of these hunters to converge in the same city," Bo murmured. "I know about the Hansens. Tula will probably have the best luck with Aksel. Potentially Conway, slimy as he is. Kingsman, though - they might be too alike for her to sniff him out."

Eve jot down quick notes so that she could relay this information to Tula later, should she need to better prioritize. She nodded along. "Hendrik could use another case. He already pulls his weight and more, but it seems he uses work as a distraction from drinking and other impulsive decisions."

"Like bar fights," Bo said, more to himself.

"Yes. Like bar fights," Eve sighed.

"Well, if you think he could make good headway investigating Kingsman, you can give it to him," Bo said. "I trust your judgement. Hendrik is a hard worker, and he does his best work when he's invested. I know he's had some personal run-ins with Kingsman, so he'll be motivated to say the least."

"I agree." Eve circled her bulleted note from earlier that confirmed the same point. "I recommend he and Tula work together. He wants stop Kingsman and volunteered to do so in the meeting. He will be glad to hear this, though may not be thrilled about working together with Tula."

Bo huffed. "Tula and Hendrik. Well, they won't be working together, but, adjacent to one another," he said. "I don't know if they could handle being a team with just the two of them."

Eve hummed. "Fair point. It's more likely that they will have more unproductive times than productive ones."

"Just tell them to report to you separately," Bo said. "And communicate with each other only if necessary."

Eve nodded. "I will."

"Also," Bo said. "I'm going to have Raj help Cyrin out with recon work. They've worked together well in the past and I know Cyrin could use another set of eyes to watch the Suns in the coming weeks. Raj will let Cyrin know personally, but you can put it on record."

Which Eve did. She jotted down more notes, making a mental note to check in on Raj as well, since he will now be connected to her. She decided to not comment that she already had notes to recommend that Cyrin work with Raj.

"Mel will be around on base as well," Bo added. "If you need any assistance with paperwork, she's a resource. She'll be working the clinic, mostly. And Robin's back in town as well, so hopefully he'll help rope Tula in a bit if you're having any trouble with her. I know she can be a handful."

"Her work load is increasing in scope and impact. Let's assign Robin to be her direct supervisor, and then he can report to me," Eve said plainly, not hesitating to take this opportunity.

"Alright," Bo said. "Done."

Though, she could tell Bo was suppressing a smirk at that. Robin would not be thrilled. But at least it was him and not Eve.

"About Jordan..." She set her pencil down, meeting Bo's gentle eye. "He worked hard to obtain the list of mage hunters, but now he is on the bench. I'd like to run a new proposal by you for his next mission, if you don't mind."

"What do you have in mind?" Bo asked.

"I'd like him to protect the Hawkings," Eve answered neutrally, pulling out a false report she had typed out yesterday, offering the paper to Bo. "Given their belief in mage equality, reconnaissance reports point that there is increased danger with the Hawkings. There may be an organized attack. I'm sure they have their own security, but we ought to also supply our own, even if from the shadows. They are a voice we must protect."

"Are you sure that's a good idea given Jordan's history with the Hawkings?" Bo asked, carefully looking over the report.

Eve nodded, still keeping her composure steady and neutral. "Yes. I've already discussed this proposal with him. He does not mind."

Bo hummed in thought, flipping the paper over, and then setting it back on Eve's desk.

"The Hawkings are some of the few people in positions of power who've helped our cause without our asking, so I'm for it," Bo said. "Just... keep an eye out for how Jordan's doing. Emotionally. I know it could bring things up for him, seeing them again."

"I will," Eve said, and that was a promise. Though, hearing Bo say all this still stung, its intentions ringing deep in the recesses of her heart.

"And take care of your heart, too, Eve," Bo said, softer. "I know they still mean a lot to you too."

Eve bit her lip, deciding to change the subject else she completely lose her composure. "There's one last thing," she began, and she had to flip back on her notepad since she talked faster than she could think, and so she had to recall what she wrote down in her notes. It only took two seconds. "About Cyrin. He mentioned that they pushed a random bystander off a tree when spying on the Blue Suns."

Bo raised a brow. "Did he get a name?" Bo asked.

"Elias," Eve answered. "They said he dressed like a farmer. Could be from the lumshade farm, but there are quite a few farms of different produce on the South End."

Bo hummed, leaning back in his chair as he looked up in thought for a moment. There was a short silence before he spoke.

"Cyrin's going to have their hands full, even with Raj's help, keeping track of what the Blue Suns are up to this month. I don't want to burden him with something that could potentially be a waste of time, if this guy really is just some guy," Bo said. "But, these days, we can never be too careful."

Bo pursed his lips, glancing back at the door, then looking to Eve.

"I could assign Mel to it," he said. "But... if she helps take care of paperwork for you. How would you feel following up on this 'Elias' character? Just to make sure he's a nobody like Cyrin suspects."

Eve stared blankly at him, slow blinking. "You want me to do field work," she stated slowly. "To check in on a farmer?"

"It's likely very low stakes," Bo said with a shrug. "But if he is a lumshade farmer, there could be more to it than it seems. What do you think? Do you think it'd be a waste of time? I have yet to find anyone who's gotten a jump on Cyrin sincerely. The fact Elias managed to do that surprises me."

"I..." Eve furrowed her brows, fiercely staring down at the margins of her notes. "What do you want me to do? To waltz into the lumshade farm and ask the landowner if I could interview one of their workers? What if this arouses more suspicion? I don't even look like I belong, and..." Eve sighed, closing her eyes for a brief moment. She was letting her emotions run high again. "Sorry," she murmured. "It's been a long day. I can do it."

"Are you sure?" Bo asked. "Like I said, if you don't want to, I can always ask Mel to take it up. There is that option."

"I can do it," Eve reaffirmed. Not that she wanted to, but because she wanted to challenge herself. She wanted to prove that she could do more than admin items.

She vowed to one day help lead the resistance. How was she to do this if she always stayed at her desk?

"Alright, then," Bo said with a small smile. "I guess that settles it. How about we talk about ways to start, then? I have a few ideas for you."
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Cyrin had forgotten to ask whether this was a "burn after reading" kind of note or not, but they figured they should be able to tell once they'd seen it. Being a spy meant a lot of their communications had to be erased and destroyed to avoid the liability or risk of information getting out. They had found the procedure overcautious their very first year in the resistance, until a mage had gotten caught from a paper trail. They'd never been seen again.

After that, Cyrin always kept a pack of matches on their person. Just in case.

He'd found a more secluded corner of the base to take the note out of his sleeve and unfold it under the flickering light of a wall torch. Quite honestly, Cyrin hated being underground. It was too enclosed and confined, and the exits were impractical and hard to get to in an emergency. That was even without considering the depressing effect the lack of sunlight and fresh air had on the base. Still, it was a sanctuary, and he was glad it existed. It was possible he wouldn't be around without it.

It was a little hard to read in the dim firelight, but he did his best to read Bo's handwriting.

Cyrin,

You are invited to join me at the Ashlunds tonight for dinner this evening. Come hungry or else! :) I look forward to seeing you. Take care 'til then.

- Sir Bobbington

P.S. This message will self destruct if you look at it really really hard.


Underneath the "P.S." was a doodle of Cyrin that made them look like a squiggly shadow with a pointy knife. An arrow pointed to it that said: "I got bored, ignore this."

Cyrin squinted playfully at the paper for a few long seconds before tucking it in their jacket with a smile.

It would be nice to join in on a family dinner, especially with the Ashlunds and Bo's people. Gods knew it beat eating alone at the tavern. As for arriving hungry, that was no problem. The last thing he'd had to eat or drink was the last sip of ale before Hendrik's fist found Tiberius Hemming's face.

What a night that had been. Cyrin seriously hoped none of the King's Hand would recognize them. At least his face probably wasn't known to people out of town, even if they'd heard of him, and Hendrik was certain to be a complete stranger. Shane Hawking had been there with them-- why? Cyrin had no clue why the mage-sympathizing diplomat's son would hang out with such people-- and Cyrin knew he knew who he was, but admittedly, he wasn't too worried about that. He'd be the first one surprised if Shane Hawking turned in another mage supporter.

Cyrin snapped out of their thoughts when they felt a slight vibration in the earth under their feet. The ground was shaking, but just barely. Not an earthquake. Most earth mages didn't do that to announce their arrival in the base, but they knew one who did.

Cyrin glanced over his shoulder.

"You there, Raj?" he called gently.

And, just as Cyrin thought, Raj poked his head around the corner, giving Cyrin a small smile. He stood just a few inches higher than Cyrin's eye level, and his coily hair had been braided back since the last time they saw him.

"Hey, Cyrin," he said. "Didn't want to scare you."

"I appreciate it," Cyrin said with a slight smile, and they actually did. One unexpected intrusion-- even if it was just that one to date-- was enough for today.

Raj slipped into the corner with them, pulling a knitted black satchel out from behind his back.

"This is for you," Raj said, holding it out with both hands.

Cyrin accepted it with curiosity, turning it over in his hands. A glance inside told him it was indigo on the inside-- his favorite color, although he couldn't remember every saying that.

"I made it," Raj added after a beat.

Surprised, Cyrin looked up with a widening smile.

"You did?" he asked. "This is great, Raj. Thank you so much."

Note to self: return the favor sometime.

"There's a pocket inside," Raj said, pointing at it. "For hiding secrets."

"You think of everything," Cyrin said admiratively, looking inside the pouch. Sure enough, there was a hidden pocket inside, a bit like the ones he sewed into all his jackets. When they felt it with their fingers, though, there seemed to be something inside. Intrigued, they reached in. What they pulled out was a tiny wooden figure of a dragon, peacefully curled up in slumber.

Raj stared at it.

"I... didn't put that there," he said with a little huff. "Bo must have slipped that in."

Cyrin laughed lightly, turning it over to the base, which was engraved with a "B".

"Seems he had a little fun with it," they said.

"I think it helps him to think to make stuff with his hands," Raj murmured, looking at the wooden figurine with interest. "Huh. It's kind of cute."

"It is," Cyrin said, turning it over to see more of the angles. "My little brother might like it. I'm sure I could make up a different name with a B for who made it."

"Brolin," Raj suggested. "Bart. Blithe."

"I will consider these submissions," Cyrin said with a soft grin as he tucked the figure back in its pocket. "I didn't know you got into knitting, Raj. This is really nice work."

"I guess I need something to do with my hands too," Raj said with a small smile and a shrug. "Mel got me into it. It helps pass the time when we're on the road."

"I'm glad you gave it a try. This is super thoughtful of you-- thank you again." Cyrin looped the satchel over his wrist.

"I'm also here to tell you that we'll be working together again while I'm in town," Raj said, this time, his smile meeting his eyes. "I'll be your other set of eyes."

"Really? That's great. I could use the help, especially yours," Cyrin said with a gentle smile, then shook his head with a slight huff through his nose. "This season is going to be madness. I can feel it."

Raj took in a deep breath, nodding in agreement as he let it out in a sigh.

"Yeah," he said. "I'm trying to brace for it."

Cyrin nodded in sympathy. "It's not going to be easy. Even with the two of us."

"At least we have each other," Raj said, bumping Cyrin's shoulder with a fist.

Cyrin managed to smile faintly again at that.

"That we do," he agreed warmly.
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For months, James had been worried about timing.

To pull off a heist like this under the nose of the king meant he'd have to plan everything meticulously. Every moment, minute by minute. And he'd already poured in the hours of study: tracking every palace guard's schedule, where they were at all times, when the shifts changed, where the exits were, the quick get-aways, the blind spots, the small windows of time.

The palace ran like clockwork: everything was run seamlessly, so much so you wouldn't even notice it was happening if you weren't a part of the process.

Maids came in and out without notice. Invisible servants prepared rooms and cleaned up messes in guests' wakes. The king's personal schedule was simple and repetitive, and he had his weeks planned out months beforehand.

It hadn't been hard. It should have.

The problem was that James was too close, and that was what made it feel all the worse. These were people who trusted him, even with their own lives. With information they kept secret from even the rest of the world.

Even secret from his friends.

James didn't know if last night's assault had been a blessing, but it'd left him with hours of time to himself in a hospital, finally away from the prying eyes of his friends for the first time in months. Even at night, Ingrid would crawl into bed with him seeking comfort, and it was becoming rare that he was ever truly alone.

But for some reason, on a hospital bed, with strangers in another room, he finally felt his head clear.

The ride home had been quiet. James couldn't bring himself to process anything aloud just yet, and thankfully, Caspar didn't press the issue. As usual, he expressed his concern, but James remained silent for most of the ride until they made it back to the manor.

He found himself not wanting to go back.

He didn't want to face his friends. He didn't want to do this. He wished he had more courage. He always wished he had more courage.

But he determined in his heart that, despite every worry, it was time to stop waiting. When he got back home, he had to go through with it, no matter the cost; and he knew it could cost him everything, especially if it didn't go as planned. And gods knew, nothing ever went as planned. But he could at least plan for as much as he could possibly account for, and now, with a timeline, he had three months to.

Three months, two weeks, and six days.

First step: talk to Caspar.

He needed to get the maps he'd asked Caspar to hold for him on this trip. James had been waiting for a good moment to get alone to look at them and plan, but he realized he needed to stop waiting for the right moment to show up and create it. Later this evening, he could arrange a way to pull him aside and--

Caspar had pulled up to the manor. No. James was at the front door.

James lowered his head, realizing just how lost he'd been in the storm of his thoughts when Caspar cast him another concerned look, but instead of asking about it, opened the door for him.

The birds were chirping outside. It was still early morning. The sun was up, it was bright, and the shade of the trees fell towards the manor in the morning, leaving the porch cool.

When James walked inside, the house was a little cooler than the outdoor air, and he could hear the bustle in the dining room. A maid passed through the hall, walking from the kitchen to the dining room with a plate full of steaming food on her arm. With a quiet, inward reluctance, James nodded to Caspar to dismiss him, and he made his way down the hall.

Breakfast sounded awful, but he hadn't had much of an appetite in months. Or maybe it'd been longer than that.

He stopped in the doorway, greeted by the relieved looks of all of his friends, and Ingrid didn't wait to get up from her seat and run over to him.

The silent treatment she'd given him the night before was apparently over.

She hugged him, but it took him a moment to return it. It felt obligatory, and James had to force himself to mean it. Or at least, look like he did.

"Gods, you look like shit," Hellen said from across the table. But she said it with a look of empathy.

She looked pretty rough herself. She always wore hangovers rough.

"Thanks," James said tiredly as Ingrid pulled away.

"You're still wearing what you were last night," Ingrid muttered disapprovingly, tugging at his stained shirt sleeve.

"They don't have his wardrobe at the clinic," Carter said. "Give him a break, he just got home."

"I can go change," James offered weakly, pressing his lips together as Ingrid fussed over his blood and wine stained shirt.

"We're just glad you're alright," Kirk said. "At least, from the looks of it. Did the doctor say you had a concussion?"

"Not like he'd remember if he did," Fonzi said in the corner, but he got enough disappointed glances that he shut up real quick.

"It's... I think if it is a concussion, it's minor," James answered weakly, reaching up to touch his head before thinking better of it. He stiffly brought his hand down. He didn't want to mess with the stitching.

"Here, come sit down," Ingrid said with a huff, taking his shoulders and directing him over to a seat. He didn't fight it, thought a part of him wanted to. When he sat down, he was between Ingrid and Carter, and couldn't help but feel like something wasn't being said when both of their eyes locked onto him.

"Well, it sounds like the doctor isn't too concerned," Kirk said, trying to stay somewhat positive. "She sent you home, at least. I'm just glad it wasn't worse."

Oh. And gods knew, it could've been worse.

Maybe that would've been better. Maybe not.

"You should eat something," Ingrid said.

Without him answering, she took it upon herself to start serving him a plate. Eggs, ham, muffins, and berries. She wasn't skimping on any portions.

James felt sick looking at it. And he wasn't hungover like the rest of them.

"Did you guys come here straight after?" James asked before anyone else could fill the ensuing silence.

"Wasn't much to do after all of that," Hellen answered, flipping her heavy, curly hair over her shoulder. "So, yeah. We came back, drank some water. Collected ourselves. All that. Crashed."

"We dropped Shane off first," Kirk added. "Made sure he got home safe."

"And Cas was a sweetheart," Hellen said.

James caught a subtle eyeroll from Ingrid at that. He wasn't sure what that was about.

"What was that doctor's name, again?" Kirk asked. "We should remember that clinic."

"The Ashlund Clinic," Carter said. "The head doctor was Astrid Ashlund."

"Right," Kirk said with a small nod. "Well. Just in case. It's good to know, if Shane's not around to direct us."

"As if any of us were sober enough to remember the directions," Hellen muttered.

"Caspar went there this morning," Carter said simply. "We can ask him for reference."

But Carter turned in his chair to look at James more squarely, and James could sense he was about to pivot the conversation as he looked James over, assessing him.

"Who was that man?" Carter asked. "You and Fonzi were the only ones down there when the fight broke out. We didn't see how it started."

James felt everyone's eyes turn to him, and for a moment, he wished he could sink down into his chair.

"I don't know," James answered honestly.

Carter huffed. "Please. Fonzi was useless and couldn't remember anything. I know you have to remember more than that. Did he say his name? Do you remember what he looked like?"

"Come on, Carter," Fonzi said weakly, dropping the nicknames.

So, Carter must've interrogated Fonzi before this, then. No wonder the life was sucked out of him and he was so quiet this morning.

"Fonzi," Carter said, more sternly. "You were playing a drinking game with the man, and even I remember that. I have no idea how you managed to get blackout drunk and forget anything useful."

Fonzi shut his mouth. Hellen looked ready to defend him, but Kirk put a hand over hers. The opposite side of the table fell silent.

James swallowed.

"It doesn't matter," James said quietly. "It was just--"

"Like hell it doesn't matter," Ingrid butted in. "He was going to beat you to death if we hadn't intervened! I know what it looks like when someone's punching to kill. Maybe you got too thrashed around to realize it, but he was swinging with intent, Tiberius."

Carter shot Ingrid a cool glare.

"But we did intervene," Carter said steadly. "And he's here. That's not the point. What we need to know first is what brought it on. I know you didn't go looking for a fight."

Carter met James's eyes intensely.

"Right?" he asked pointedly.

James couldn't hold Carter's gaze. When he didn't answer right away, Carter seemed to put two and two together without James saying a word.

"So my suspicions are right, then," Carter said. "It was a mage sympathizer, then. Do you think he fought in the war?"

James couldn't answer. How could he?

He didn't know. All he knew was that the man knew James killed Verna Ferrera. But the whole world knew that by now.

"I told you it doesn't matter," James said.

"No, Tiberius," Carter objected firmly. "It does. That fight was public, and we're going to have to come up with some kind of response. The respectable thing to do is to at least give law enforcement what information we can so they can charge him with assault, and we leave the rest to them."

"I don't want to do that," James said.

Carter reached over and put his hand over James's forearm. James pulled his arm away.

A tense silence filled the ballroom.

James felt the stare of Blackfield's gaze staring through him from the portrait on the wall.

"So what, you're just going to do nothing, then?" Ingrid asked sharply.

"I'm still here, aren't I?" James asked, turning to look at her.

"Seriously? That's enough for you?" Ingrid asked.

"It's more than enough for me, actually," James said, anger starting to bubble up.

"And you'd just let that filthy mage sympathizer get away like that?" Ingrid asked incredulously.

"We're not saying you have to do it, James," Carter interjected. "We can do it for you if you don't think you have the capacity--"

"It has nothing to do with my capacity!" James said, standing to his feet with a jolt.

His chair rocked behind him and took a second to settle on its own. In light of his raised voice, the silence that followed in the ballroom felt even louder. He clenched his jaw, and looked down at Carter with a deep breath.

"I'm not pressing charges," he said firmly, lowering his voice. "We're not pressing charges. We're going to drop it and forget it ever happened, because that's what we're good at. Sweeping everything under the rug, every godsdamned time."

The stares of his friends pierced through him, like arrows through his heart.

He couldn't stand it. The hurt on their faces. The concern.

He didn't want to burn this bridge. Why couldn't this bridge stay?

"Tiberius..." Hellen said softly, and James couldn't bring himself to look at her.

Especially not her.

"Don't follow me," James said lowly. "I'm going to go change."

But when he walked out, he went the other direction. Not to change, but to go walk outside.

He needed to walk off some steam. James made it to the end of the hall when there was a knock at the front door.

The silence that hit the house was deafening, and James glanced back down the hall to see the maid peek out of the kitchen sheepishly and in question. It was an offer to answer the door in his stead, but he silently declined it with a nod.

She hurried over to the dining room again. James turned to the door, opening it.

It was... Shane Hawking.

He looked almost the same. He was just wearing a different flannel, but if James were a less observant person, he'd think Shane was wearing the same outfit from last night as well. Shane held in his arms an enclosed wooden box, about a foot wide, and half as deep.

Shane looked uncertain, but clearly he'd come here for a reason. That, and he didn't look nearly as hungover as he ought to be.

James knew he looked hungover enough for the both of them. And he'd only had half a glass of wine.

James stared at the man for a moment, feeling his mind delay on any sort of suitable response. He realized that, in light of current events and his present appearance, James probably looked like he hadn't recovered.

Maybe he hadn't. Hopefully it was good enough excuse to stare at Shane for a stupid amount of painful seconds as he tried to push down the awful tension from less than a minute ago.

"Good morning," James said, but it almost sounded like a question. He hadn't meant it to.

"Good morning," Shane greeted, putting on a faint, nervous smile. "Hey, it's good to see that you're back. I was hoping to find you here."

James had a hard time believing that Shane was glad to see him for any reason. But he was projecting that onto Shane, probably.

James glanced down at the box.

"Oh," he said, not sure what to say. "Well... I'm here."

"Are you..." Shane carefully switched to holding the box with one hand as he gestured around with the other, trailing off in a concerned way. "Okay?"

"I have stitches in my head," James answered. "But it'll heal just fine."

Which probably didn't sound convincing, but James wasn't trying to convince anyone anymore. The worse off people thought he was, the better, at this point. Not that Shane was the person he was really worried about.

"Are you okay?" James switched. "I assume you got home really late last night."

"I'm okay," Shane confirmed. "It was for a good reason."

"You look exhausted," James said plainly, but not harshly.

Shane blinked. "Oh. Do I?"

"I only mean to say," James amended. "You should take it easy today. We... all probably should."

Shane nodded empathatically at that. "Definitely. You most of all."

A beat passed where Shane looked down at the box in his hands.

"Speaking of, this is for you," he added after a moment. "It's... I don't know what to call it. A gift? A care package?"

Looking even more uncertain and anxious, Shane kept his gaze low, shrugging weakly.

"I don't know. Just a way to say 'I'm sorry that happened'," he said. "And 'I hope you feel better soon'."

James glanced up at Shane with confusion, but managed to pull a small smile to his face. It was hard to smile at the moment, but he knew that this was a genuine gesture of goodwill. Regardless of political lines and intentifiers, Shane had a good enough heart to look past that and do something really generous that he didn't have to just to show he cared.

Which -- well, if James was in a different spot in life -- maybe he'd see it as some kind of olive branch extended for friendship. But he wasn't going to be naive.

It was wishful thinking, mostly.

Shane, in a lot of ways, was the person James wished he was instead. His family, his studies, his position, and even his public beliefs without any kind of devastating consequence; it was all enviable.

Wouldn't it be nice, to believe in something so radical and still be able to live a normal life?

James gently took the box from Shane's hands.

"This is really kind of you," James said softly, looking down at the box.

Even if it was some kind of polite extension of performative care, James didn't think it mattered. Shane and the Hawking family were unashamedly nonduplicitous, and he couldn't think of any reason for hidden motives.

"Did you sleep at all, putting this together?" James asked when he looked up again.

Shane shrugged again, but it was with a soft smile this time. "I think I'll pass on answering that."

James let out a weak huff through his nose, feeling a sting of guilt. He really didn't deserve this. He really didn't.

"I'll take it you'll nap later, then," he said faintly, tilting the box to the side, not sure where to put it, or if Shane was expecting him to open it now or later.

"I'll collapse at a better moment," Shane said. "I wanted to get this over to you first. But--" Weakly, like he didn't want to, he rubbed at his eyes with the heel of his hand. "Yes. A nap sounds like a good idea."

James offered a small smile again, trying to make it more genuine.

"Thank you for this, Shane," James said. "I'll take this inside and leave you to go get some rest. But..."

He paused, taking in a short breath.

"I'll see you around," he said.

Shane nodded, smile flickering a touch wider with hope and some relief. "Of course. I hope you'll be doing better the next time I see you."

James wasn't going to bet on it, but it was a nice sentiment.

"You too," he said. "Take care."

Shane raised a hand in farewell. "Thanks, Tiberius."

With one last nod of goodbye, James closed the door.

And with Shane's presence gone, the same tension that there before rushed back into the room, and James knew he couldn't just leave, because Shane was outside. Taking in a reluctant hiss of breath, James turned and marched the opposite direction, from one end of the hall to the next, and then up the stairs to his room.

He didn't pause in his steps until he'd closed and locked his bedroom door behind him, and it was there that he set the box down on the end of his bed with a huff, and he let himself curl over his bed slowly, lying face-down in the sheets as the pains and aches of the past hours began to catch up to him.

Lying on his face was a bad idea, and he quickly flopped over onto his back instead.

But upon doing so, he felt the pain in his spine from where he'd hit the edge of the table the night prior, and he winced.

Running his hand over his face, James took a moment to let the regret sink in. The guilt. The shame. The dread over it all; the stakes being too high, the friendships he was losing, the lost chance to reconnect with family.

But maybe it was all for the best.

Maybe it was supposed to be this way.

Making amends for Verna's death was no small thing, and he couldn't expect it to be easy. It was an insult to everything she stood for and to the strength of her life. If James was going to make this right, it'd cost him everything. Just like it cost her everything.

James let out a long, drawn out sigh before he slowly looked across the bed to the box, staring at it emptily for a minute before he finally pulled himself up and sat beside it, lifting off the lid.

He almost wished he didn't. His heart sank even more.

On top of a box full of food gifts and a book tucked to the side was a note that read:

Hey, Tiberius. I'm really sorry about what happened at the bar-- I didn't think about the potential dangers our plans for the evening could have. I hope you were able to get the care you needed at the clinic.

I wasn't sure what might help make you feel better, so there's a bit of everything in here. I can't take credit for all of it-- Hellen helped answer my questions about what you like, and my dad insisted he bake the bread himself when he heard what happened-- but I hope it was the right idea. Hopefully it makes the recovery and resting period more bearable.

-Shane

P.S. Please say hi to everyone else from me and the family.


James wished he could take it all back.

The gift. The moment downstairs in the dining room. The sword through Verna's heart. Idiotic, irresponsible, pointless thinking that led him nowhere.

He lifted the note, looking at the packaged food underneath.

Almond cookies covered in powdered sugar. Cheese. Homemade bread. Strawberries, and even a wrapped serving of lasagna. The book was one about the history of Ruddlan, and somehow, that was just the tip of the spear that made it all hurt more.

Hellen had told Shane everything he liked.

Hellen knew everything James liked because Jack knew everything he liked. Because Jack had been James's closest friend, apart from Carter. And Carter didn't count anymore. Not in the ways he used to.

Why did it feel like this was a gift from Jack, and not Shane? Because he still - still - managed to have so much influence after the grave?

James put the lid back on the box and slowly, slowly, lowered his head over it, holding the sides of the box tightly.

It had been a year since he'd been able to cry. Even now, with how much his chest ached from grief and sadness, nothing came. It felt awful. Like there was a scream trapped inside of him, clawing at the inside of his soul, and it couldn't get out.

Gods, he wished Jack was here.

Maybe then, he wouldn't be doing this alone.
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Shane had to wonder: did the greenhouse have any iris flowers?

He didn't know, really, which felt a little odd to realize considering it was so easy for him to visit it. The greenhouse was barely ten minutes away and open to all residents of the Barlowe Estates, but he couldn't remember if he'd ever stopped by. His parents had left for the day, and the Cypress had turned unpleasantly quiet again-- even Shrimp was much calmer than usual-- and Shane had felt a building pressure in his head that told him to get out of the house. But he hadn't known where to go, so he'd latched on to the first location that popped up in his thoughts and made his way to the greenhouse.

The sunlight reflected off the glass panes, painfully bright, and Shane had to squint until he was inside and out of the glare. The minute he was, the heat became sweltering. Dragons above, why did Ruddlan need a greenhouse? What frost were they safeguarding against? There was always the unexpected, but Shane had the thought they must be acting overcautious as he fanned his face with his hand.

In an unsuccessful effort to cool off, he rolled the sleeves of his flannel up. It did not get any less warm.

Hmm. Well, now he looked like he worked here. That wasn't a problem, right?

Shane looked around, realizing he was among rows of tomato plants. They were looking red and ripe, hanging heavily off the vines. It was tempting to pick one off, but he settled on admiring them instead as he passed by, looking for something more colorful.

He didn't see anyone else in the greenhouse as he wove through aisles of potatoes, beets and grapes. All of the plants looked healthy and green, well-watered despite their desert home. To his excitement, he even found a couple berries growing around-- ground-covering alpine strawberries here, a blackberry bush there. Those were tempting to taste. He was debating whether or not it was a bad idea to take just one when he saw some purple through the blackberries, and he found himself suddenly in a hurry to get there, looping around to the next row.

To his delight, those were indeed purple flowers he saw, but he knew irises when he saw them, and that was not what these were. Instead of a flower patch, there was just a small cultivation of crocuses, blooming in the sunlight.

Curious, Shane moved closer, crouching beside the plants. Why would crocuses be the only flower in the greenhouse?

Then he saw the bright crimson stigmas in the center of each flower, long and spindly.

"Ah," he said softly under his breath, looking over them with intrigue. Saffron. They were growing saffron crocuses here. It was the perfect place to-- the flowers did wonderfully in the heat, and each stigma was worth its weight in gold, so the city could make quite the savings by growing it here rather than importing it.

Well, he was out of luck on finding any irises, but it had been a nice trip anyway. Shane stood up again, and he was starting to wonder where the exit was when he heard far-off singing.

"Beans, beans, so small and sweet! Growing in the garden, oh-so-neat! Red and green, black and white, shining in the morning light!"

Slowly, Shane turned in a circle, trying to identify the source. The voice was a young woman's, on the higher-pitched side, and even though her singing voice was just alright she was clearly giving it all in her performance. It sounded like it was coming from near where he'd entered.

"Little beans, in a pod so snug! Cook them warm, give them a hug! Tasty beans, in a bowl so bright. Yummy goodness, a pure delight!" the voice sang on.

Shane couldn't help but walk quietly in that direction, curious to see who was singing. Was she singing to the plants? That was... really adorable. He didn't know anything about who this was, but he didn't want to miss the sight.

"Beans, beans, the tiny treat. Every bite is oh-so-sweet. Sing a song and clap your hands! Beans, beans, in all our lands!" The voice was much closer now-- just one more row down.

Just like that, the tomato plants around him gave way to bean stalks, and he could see a young woman with choppy brown hair under her straw hat, clapping her hands overhead with a beaming look. She looked at home among the plants, in a dirt-smudged white sundress with a grape pattern and yellow rubber boots. Shane found himself smiling softly.

With a victorious smile, the woman lowered her hands, and with that, her gaze. The smile immediately turned to a sour pout. "Halt!" she puffed, palm facing outward in front of her. "You're intruding on my bean patch!"

"I-- I'm sorry," Shane hastily apologized, feeling guilty all of a sudden as he held up his hands. "I was on my way out, I swear. I was just looking for irises-- it's a greenhouse, so I thought, you know, there might be some flowers? But there are only saffron crocuses in here. Which are great, I mean, they're pretty too, but, uh..."

Was he making this worse? He kept his hands up.

"Well, it actually makes perfect sense there are no irises here," he added awkwardly. "This place is for food, and irises are actually toxic to eat. The rootstalks are, I mean. I was just hopeful. I'll-- I'll be on my way."

The woman squinted at him suspiciously, her halting hand now forming into a sharp point towards him. "Beans aren't toxic to eat," she said matter-of-factly. Then suspiciously added, "Are you here to eat my beans, mister?"

Shane shook his head quickly. "No. I've got no intentions to."

"Then prove it!" She pointed to the beanstalk on her left, stomping her foot. "You made the beans sad. They really don't like intruders, you know!"

"I..." Shane hesitated, slowly lowering his hands. "I'm really sorry, but how do I do that?"

The woman clapped her hands, her stare still holding suspicion even through a gleeful smile. "By singing, of course! Singing to plants makes them grow faster and taller. Singing to beans makes them stop crying. They're sensitive but they like a good song." She pursed her lips, curiosity glinting in her eyes. "Do you know how to sing?"

All he'd wanted was to see some flowers. He sighed internally at his luck.

"Sort of," he said, then added quickly, "But I don't know any songs beans would like, so..."

Think. Think. Think.

"...Would a different kind of plant song be acceptable?" he said carefully, wondering if he even sounded sane right now.

The woman grinned, clapping her hands with delight. "Yes!" she squeaked. "They love all plant songs. Can you sing a song for them?"

"Um." Shane shrugged nervously. "I guess?" Who was he to disappoint some plants?

As if she was readying for a grand show, the woman flopped down on the bare dirt, extending her legs out in front of her. In sync, she swayed her oversized rubber boots, waving him on. "Go on, then!" she urged. "Sing."

Well. This was a ton of pressure. Did he have to do this and let the embarrassment kill him?

Maybe he did. Shane didn't understand how the beans were sad, but if he were a bean, he'd hate to be crying.

"Okay." He cleared his throat. "Here it goes."

He knew the song well, at least. It was a poem set to a traditional Letteran melody, and both parts-- the words and the tune-- were ready to remember. It was being put on the spot for a woman and her beans that he wasn't really prepared for, and he didn't really want to worry about how much of a singer he was or wasn't right now. Something about the woman's insistence made him think he wasn't getting out of this, though.

Shane took a deep breath. He could handle it. Just one verse.

"Red is the rose that in yonder garden grows," he sang softly, "and fair is the lily of the valley. Clear is the water that flows from the stream, but my love is fairer than any."

The moment Shane stopped and took a breath, the woman eagerly clapped her hands, grinning ear-to-ear. "Wow!" she breathed out, rolling on to her knees to get back on her feet, which pressed new smudges of dirt against her dress. "That was amazing!" Standing up, she skipped towards him, tossing crumbs of soil behind her boot with each passing step. "The beans are so happy!"

"Are they?" Shane asked, relieved as he shifted his weight from one foot to the other. "That's-- that's good. I'm glad."

The woman skidded to a halt in front of him, and it was only when he was in close proximity that Shane noticed that she was quite short, standing tall a whole head below him. Dirt was smeared across her dress, arms, and even her right cheek. Triumphant, she held out her hand, also caked with dirt.

"Name's Isabel!" she chirped. "Who are you?"

"I'm Shane," he greeted politely as he shook her hand, not minding the dirt. "Nice to meet you, Isabel."

Isabel didn't let go of his hand, though. Rather, after the shake, she tugged him in the direction she came from, pulling him along as she marched down the stalks. "Can you sing again? The beans over here didn't hear you," she said as her only explanation.

Shane decided not to question it and simply nodded before taking another deep breath and singing again. He chose the same verse, but he managed to sound a little louder this time around. Whether it was from slightly higher confidence or so more beans could hear, he didn't know.

And just like last time, Isabel clapped her hands again, in glee. "Now they're all happy!" she announced proudly. "Nice job! Your intrusion is forgiven."

Shane cracked a relieved smile. "Really?"

"Unless..." Isabel frowned and squinted at him, leaning in slightly, pointing a finger. "You're not here to make fun of me, are you?"

"No," Shane exclaimed, a little caught off-guard. "Not at all. Why do you ask that?"

"Because you're not a farmer," Isabel answered with a huff.

Throwing her hands in the air, she groaned and turned away, picking up the pail that was half full of bean pods. With her back turned away from him, she walked down the dirt trail between the stalks, her long hair and dress billowing with her steps.

"And non-farmers come in here to make fun of me while I sing," she continued with thick annoyance. "They call me Isabean. Well, jokes on them!" She lifted her hands in the air again, waving the pail around. "I like the sound of Isabean!"

"Oh." Shane frowned softly, following along, mostly because he didn't know what else to do. "Well, that's not very nice of them. I'm sorry. I'm not here to do that, though."

"What are you here to do, then?" Isabel asked, pointing the pail at him.

"Look for irises," Shane said. "I've never been in here and I wondered if there would be flowers. But it looks like this is all crops, so."

He shrugged, a little embarrassed.

"It wasn't my best line of thinking," he said.

Isabel giggled. "Well, yeah! You can't eat flowers, silly." She let out a high-pitched hum, kicking at the dirt. "Well, maybe you can eat some. But they wouldn't be as tasty as my beans."

"Probably not." Shane glanced down, a little sheepishly. "Sorry to have gotten in the way. I'll look elsewhere next time."

"Wait!" She suddenly stopped in her tracks. "I know where you can find flowers. Follow me!"

Though instead of leading him ahead, she snatched his hand again and tugged him along, zig-zagging into the few opening between the stalks. It seemed that Isabel knew the mapping of beans like the back of her hand.

She stopped in front of one stalk in particular, letting go and smiling proudly at it, pointing with both arms. "Here we are. Bean flowers!"

Shane peered over at it, scanning over the stalk. Sure enough, at the ends of its tendrils, blooming white flowers spread their petals. He smiled gently at the pleasant unexpectedness of it.

"They're very pretty," he said appreciatively.

"You think so?" Isabel leaned in to another branch of flowers, plucking the white blossom. She rolled the stem between her fingers before shrugging it and throwing it over her shoulder. "Eh. I just snip them off. Makes my beans grow slower."

Shane turned his head over his shoulder, watching it fall to the soil.

"You could probably collect them and eat them too, if they taste alright," he said. "Zucchini and squash blossoms taste good when fried."

"Really?" Isabel brightened up, in awe over the thought. "You think bean flowers will taste good? I've been throwing them out the whole time!"

"It could be worth the cooking experiment," Shane suggested. "Maybe try it and see if you like it?"

Isabel nodded eagerly. "Good idea!" She looked down at her pail of bean pods, contemplating. Then turned back to Shane, grinning. "Want to help me collect some flowers?"

Shane smiled a little wider. "Sure. I can help."
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Something was on the horizon.

Though the war had ended, and the world strangely enough seemed to find a new rhythm just fine so soon after, Caspar knew that was far from the end of it. Mage-supporting efforts continued to brew beneath the surface, right below everyone's feet. And the King's Hand's three-month long jaunt all over kingdom come was at last coming to a close with their last pitstop in Ruddlan. Tensions seemed to be at an all-time high among the kids--

In this very city, too. Though reception was kind of mixed so far, the young representatives hadn't faced an actual act of violence against them yet. And, they still had a little ways until they headed back, so he didn't anticipate for that to be the last time either.

Everything felt so... built up. Ready to burst.

Or maybe Caspar was just exhausted from the heat, and felt ready to burst from that himself.

It was the evening following the unexpected barfight. Hugo had trotted off to lounge in a cooler corner on his own. Caspar was brushing down the horses in the stables while they drank their fill, recovering from the summer heat too.

He thanked the dragons above for the companionship of animals. It was nice that none of them expected him to make conversation, yet didn't mind the rare occasion he did want to talk either. Nothing impending there, no wrong things that could be said since usually it didn't make a difference to them.

Secrets and deepest thoughts and ponderings of the heart could be entrusted too. But that was even rarer nowadays, since Caspar found himself increasingly surrounded by important people, as well as their own staff and supports.

He didn't really know how long ago it was, but the stable hand helping tidy the place for the night excused himself early with a tip of his hat and eased the barn door closed behind himself. Though feeling guilty that he didn't process the man's words in time to offer a proper 'goodnight' in return, Caspar was quite relieved for some real solitude for a bit.

What he first assumed was four-legged shuffling from Hugo in the corner made him pause when he realized, it wasn't from the same corner. It came from the door.

"If I didn't know any better," a familiar voice said. "I'd think your loyalties have changed with the company you keep."

Whipping around, Caspar instinctively took a defensive stance. Then dropped it the instant he saw by the door a two-legged being instead. His old friend, in fact. Always smaller than Caspar remembered, despite his friend's good posture.

"Oh my gods," Caspar breathed out in relief, "Robin. You can't just--" Well. He supposed Robin kind of had to sneak in.

"How are you?" he tried again.

Robin stood with his arms crossed as he leaned against the doorframe.

"Suspicious," he said. "And worried. What are you doing working for the King's Hand?"

Caspar's tentative smile in greeting fell. "Oh." He bobbed his head slightly, conceding that was more than fair. "I'm... tending the horses. And drive the carriage." He shrugged and set his hands on his sides. "My kid helped me get the job. And, uhm, my past work experiences."

Robin's expression grew more serious, and he narrowed his eyes as he assessed Caspar quietly.

"You let your kid join the Moonlight Kingdom's military?" he asked.

Nodding idly, Caspar turned his eyes down to the hay beneath their feet. "Drafted."

"Why not move away?" Robin asked.

"He wanted to stay," Caspar answered.

Robin fell quiet.

"Which one's yours?" he asked.

Caspar's heart grew heavy. "Hellen, now." He mustered a sad smile as he glanced back up at Robin. "Jack wanted to marry her."

And finally, the stony expression on Robin's face fell, breaking into a rare show of sober sadness. He lowered his eyes and took in a deep breath.

"I'm sorry," he said quietly.

Caspar dropped his gaze again with a quiet, pained huff through his nose. Straightening, he took a tentative step closer. "So how have you been?" he repeated softly.

"Busy as hell," Robin said quietly. "Not a day passes where I don't wake up angry at the world, but I'm still here. You?"

Caspar huffed, more amused this time. "Tired," he answered honestly, then offered a quick, fond smile. "Missed you and everyone else."

Robin pursed his lips.

"I missed you too," Robin said a bit stiffly. But Caspar knew it wasn't for lack of love. Robin had never been very good at verbal affirmations, but he showed he cared in other ways that Caspar deeply appreciated all the same.

With every indication that they were both in understanding with one another, Caspar quietly stepped around Robin to ensure the door was secured.

"Who's in town?" he asked, voice quieter as he beckoned his friend to sit with him.

"The siblings," Robin said. "And the boss."

The Aradis siblings, and Bo.

Caspar sat down heavily on a bale of hay, smiling a bit as he quietly hoped to see them very soon too. "For how long, do you think?"

Robin looked off to the side in thought. "Depends on how long it takes us to wrap up business here in Ruddlan."

In their line of work, timelines were never guaranteed. That said, an actual answer of just 'depends' meant it was more complicated this go around.

"The work never ends," Caspar hummed.

"Yeah, because there's always fucked up people," Robin said tiredly.

Caspar let out a saddened breath in agreement, and patted the space beside him in invitation.

"I still can't wrap my head around you associating with the king's minions," Robin said after a beat, walking over and scanning the stable at the same time. He paused before slipping behind Caspar in a corner away from view of the windows.

As Hugo came over to greet Robin, Robin shifted into his wolven form. With his ears and tail alert, Hugo chuffed happily as he gave Robin's nose a sniff. Robin sat with a bit of a bored expression, tolerating the sniffing until Hugo went towards his tail. Then Robin nipped at Hugo. The dog backed off with a playful hop, then slid closer again over the hay onto his back to tap his paws to Robin's side.

With a stiff acceptance, Robin settled down beside Hugo, getting comfortable.

"Your dog's fine, though," Robin muttered.

Leaning back against the gate to the horse's pen, Caspar loosely folded his arms as he watched with a faint grin. He'd usually call Hugo off to behave himself better. And, though Robin's trademark unamused expression endearingly carried over into wolven form, Caspar knew he was just as comfortable-- if not more so-- like this.

Tail thumping in the hay, Hugo tucked into a tight ball beside him.

"What happened to Agnes?" Robin asked after a beat.

Tilting his head back to look at the horse hovering over him, Caspar shrugged a shoulder. "Divorced," he murmured in answer.

Robin blinked.

"Sounds like you've had an awful time since you've left," he said.

At that, Caspar huffed more dryly. "It hasn't been all bad," he tried. "Those kids, for one." They brought him joy.

Robin somehow managed to look skeptical even with his wolven features. It was the side-eye.

"I promise," Caspar went on gently, "my loyalties are not changed. Just my focus. It's only... moved a bit. Shifted. They kind of really need someone to..."

He wasn't sure how to say it without earning him yet another disbelieving side-eye.

"Someone to be there," he finished, a little lamely.

Robin let out a huff through his nose.

"Of course that's your reason," Robin said. "You really haven't changed."

Caspar could only shrug sheepishly.

"You realize you picked quite possibly the worst group of young soldiers to sidle up to," Robin said. "I don't think you need me to explain why."

Yeah, no, he really didn't need to. Caspar only nodded his understanding.

"I'm not telling you to get out," Robin said. "But."

Robin inclined his head, giving Cas a knowing look.

"You're," Caspar slowly furthured, "saying I should get out."

"You're a grown man. You'll do what you want to," Robin said. "And I know you won't listen to me."

"I value your thoughts," Caspar defended with a frown.

"I just think it's idiotic," Robin offered immediately.

"Even if you could be nicer about it," Caspar added in a mumble.

Robin huffed, nodding his head slightly. His ears shifted, turning to the door. He raised his head attentively, which called Hugo's attention to the door too.

"A servant's coming this way," Robin muttered.

Hauling himself up, Caspar prepared to meet them at the door.

"If you want to find me, put in a word at this address," Robin said, spontaneously shifting back to human form and offering Caspar a slip of paper. "Please dispose of this securely after you memorize it. You remember the code, right?"

Caspar hesitantly took the paper and pocketed it. "Sure."

"And you will not under any circumstances speak of our connection to 'those kids,'" Robin said firmly. "Got it?"

Very seriously meeting his eyes now, Caspar answered, "You know I wouldn't."

"Good," Robin said with a nod of his head.

With one last glance at the door, Robin darted to the opposite end of the stable to the back door. Silently bidding him safe travels, Caspar strode out to the main entrance to keep whoever it was occupied while his friend slipped away.

~ ~ ~


"A note for you, Mr. Calderson," the maid of the manor said, holding out an envelope addressed to him. "It came in after you left this morning."

Brows quirked curiously, Caspar politely inclined his head as he took the envelope. "Thank you, Ms. Marge," he murmured. Then cast her an apologetic smile and added, "I hope this didn't keep you up."

"Not at all, Mr. Calderson," Ms. Marge said with a small smile.

His smile turning appreciative, he softly wished her a goodnight as she bowed out of the kitchen. Hopefully to get some rest, since it really was pretty late.

Sitting with an apple in hand and his dog at his feet under the table, Caspar pulled the candle closer to look over the tight text on the front of the envelope. He wasn't a very good reader by any means, but he'd recognize his old friend's handwriting anywhere out of anyone's. Probably from the countless logbooks they'd kept together in all their years of service.

Captain Dante Weylin, from what felt like forever ago.

Breaking the wax seal, Caspar carefully unfolded the note and read:

Dear Caspar,

It's been quite a while since our paths have crossed, which is why I was so glad to hear the news that you're already in Ruddlan. Chance and I are bound there ourselves, and we should make it into town on the 5th. If you have some time, I'd love to catch up with you again as two old friends. We'll be staying at Stella's Inn in the Upper City if you want to write back and arrange something. Maybe we could see what Ruddlan's got to offer together. I'm not sure how appealing this city'll be to the two of us, because there's a strange lack of ocean here, but I'm sure we'll find a way to have a good time.

Best,
Dante


Assuming their travels went smoothly... Dante should arrive sometime the next day! Maybe Caspar could simply catch him at the inn, rather than write back. Surprise his good friend.

When all that was left of the apple was the seeds, Caspar pocketed the note and stepped out into the darkened hall. At the same time, footsteps came down the stairs from the bedrooms on the second floor. Marge had let Caspar know that all of the kids were out for the night except for Tiberius, who was resting. Maybe. Which didn't sound right, so Caspar wasn't totally sure. This must've been him finally emerging from his room.

Stopping in the doorway to the kitchen, Caspar listened for where young Mr. Hemming was headed at this hour.

Surprisingly, Mr. Hemming seemed to be looking for Caspar, because the moment he saw him, the young man headed his way. He was a day into recovering from the barfight, and really looked it. Big old shiner that only worsened since.

Pushing off from the doorframe, Caspar met him in the middle, offering a small-- if slightly worried-- smile. "You alright?" he asked quietly.

"I need to speak with you," Tiberius said, sounding far more focused and serious than when he'd last seen him.

Oh. Caspar tried not to frown too deeply with concern, and gave a slight nod in response. "Here, or...?" Though Caspar didn't quite know what he was bracing himself for, he was pretty sure it'd be better had somewhere with not-so-great acoustics.

Tiberius inclined his head upstairs, but paused. "I asked you to hold something for me when this trip began," Tiberius said quietly. "Where do you have it?"

Caspar glanced down the hall where Ms. Marge disappeared. "In a hidden compartment," he answered, instinctively standing at attention, "in my things."

"Please grab it and bring it to my room upstairs," Tiberius said. "Last room on the left."

With a sharper nod, Caspar did just that.

On the second floor, he beckoned for Hugo to sit by the door in the hallway. The dog sat dutifully, ears alert and eyes fixed on the stairwell.

Caspar slipped into Tiberius's room, carefully clicked the door shut, then handed off the files to the young soldier who waited for him by the door. Upon recieving them, he walked across the room to his desk, setting them down. Standing with his hand over the folder, he looked over to Caspar intently with a searching gaze.

Something about this... It was so different. So sudden a change in his demeanor. And at this, Caspar couldn't fully hide his worry anymore.

"When Jack died," Tiberius said carefully, his voice low and steady. "It was to protect a young mage on the battlefield from certain death. He took a blow in their stead, and the military marked his death dishonorable, calling him a traitor."

For a moment, Caspar had to shut his eyes against the way the words just... gutted him. Even after a year.

"For years, I watched Jack wrestle with doing what was right on paper and doing what was right in action. I know when it came to it, he died for what he believed in," Tiberius went on. "But I know that those convictions are not formed in a day, nor do they come from an island of ideology. Jack believed mages deserved to live, and that had to come from somewhere."

Steeling himself, Caspar managed to meet the younger man's gaze again

"You're the man who raised him," Tiberius said, measured and serious.

With a mix of lingering apprehension and curiosity, Caspar silently folded his hands in back and drew to his full height as he patiently listened.

"I have no intentions of exposing you when I ask you to answer honestly - but I need to know: are you a mage sympathizer?" Tiberius asked intensely.

Tilting his chin down slightly, Caspar's own gaze turned searching.

He'd had a feeling in the past year-- especially now after a long three months in such tight quarters with these troubled kids. He sensed a heaviness around Tiberius that was just adjacent to all the grief, innocence tainted by bloodshed, the survivor's guilt. Something that weighed on his heart.

The words Tiberius used now were intentional. He lead with with words like beliefs and convictions, as opposed to the negativity of something like foolishness. As even good neighbors back in the Moonlight Kingdom had expressed.

Tiberius, beneath his reputation, above all perceived accomplishments, had a good heart. He and Jack were so alike in that way.

After the long, measured silence that drew out, Caspar put his full trust in him and firmly answered, "Yes."

There was a long, tense silence that followed as Tiberius's severe expression subtly flitted between a mix of emotions.

First, relief. Then fear. Something Caspar couldn't quite read, and then relief again. The boy's shoulders relaxed just a tad, and he let his formerly piercing gaze drop to the floor, his chest visibly rising and falling in a pattern of breaths that Caspar could only count as anxious.

"All the years I have known you," Tiberius said quietly. "You have proven yourself a man capable of great discretion, sensitivity, and responsibility. I've witnessed you confront difficult situations with great care and discernment, and I know you are not quick to make a decision without having a full understanding of its implications. So I'm aware that what I'm about to ask of you is incredibly difficult, but I need someone I can trust."

There was a short pause, but Tiberius continued.

"Until his passing, Jack was my most trusted friend," Tiberius said. "I know that in light of his absence, some things have changed, but I want to believe that you are someone I can trust in the same way."

Tiberius paused this time to swallow thickly, glancing down at the papers he still held firmly under his hand, which hadn't moved since he placed it there.

Caspar wanted to offer assurance that he could trust him, but waited quietly for him to finish.

"I need help," he said, even quieter. "But only if you're willing to risk everything. I can't let you if you don't count the cost."

This.

This was that something on the horizon.

Caspar was never good with words. But, he was good at numbers. And, little did Tiberius know, he'd counted these costs many times before.

Finally stepping closer, Caspar set a warm hand on Tiberius's shoulder. When Tiberius looked up at him, Caspar could see plainly the dread, the fear, and the uncertainty in the boy's eyes. Tiberius was desperately trying to school his features, but his lower lip trembled ever so slightly when he met Caspar's eyes. Tiberius clenched his jaw to steady it.

Though he kept his posture steadfast and ready, Caspar let his voice soften just a bit, if only to offer some comfort as he determinedly asked, "What do you need me to do?"

Tiberius took in a deep breath.

"I need you to help me steal from the king," he said.
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Shane glanced out the window as he finished clearing the table from dinner. The sky outside was turning a dusky gray-orange, painting the dining room in dim but beautiful color. Soon enough, he'd need to light some more candles just to be able to see. As tired as he felt, he didn't expect to go to bed yet, despite Tiberius's recommendation to get some sleep. When he could push through a couple hours of exhaustion, he usually found more energy later, and so he'd managed to stay awake after effectively pulling an all-nighter. He could stay up a little longer.

He could hear his parents talking softly upstairs in indistinct Terran, and Shrimp had found the last beam of strong sunlight to bask in, peacefully curled up on the floor. The Cypress was quiet again, but less maddeningly so. It was the kind of quiet he didn't feel completely alone in.

This summer felt so strange for that reason. He suddenly had company. Where had that come from?

He was just about to wonder about that a little deeper when he heard a knocking at the door. The sound was a little quiet, but unmistakably there. Shane glanced up at the ceiling, but he still heard the faint voice of his parents' conversation. It seemed like they hadn't heard.

It was a nine out of ten chance someone was there for them, but he could still answer the door.

He fixed his collar on his way to the door before opening it up. When he saw Kirk, he was honestly glad it had been the one out of ten chance this time. He was dressed more casually again, and it seemed he must've recovered from his hangover by now. He flashed a small smile.

"Oh, hey, Kirk," Shane said, returning the slight smile.

"Hey," Kirk said. "Do you have a moment? I don't want to interrupt anything."

Shane nodded. "I do. Would you like to come in?"

Kirk nodded. "Sure, that'd be great."

Shane stepped aside for Kirk to enter, quickly glancing around to make sure the home was still clean and presentable-- it was, of course. Shrimp was the only thing that could be considered out of place, but only because the sunbeam had shifted to not quite be covering the cat's section of the floor anymore.

"Can I get you anything?" he asked warmly as he closed the door behind Kirk.

"No, I'm fine, thank you," Kirk said. "Mind if I sit?"

Sounded like a conversation, then. Likely a follow-up to the night before. Shane nodded and led him into the parlor through the dining room, where two armchairs and a couch were positioned around a coffee table. "Make yourself at home," he invited.

With a small nod, Kirk took a seat at one end of the couch, closest to Shrimp. As Shane sat at the other end, the cat poked his head up, his wide green gaze landing on Kirk. And, as he always did when there was a new interesting stranger around, the cat excitedly hopped onto Kirk's lap.

"Sorry," Shane said with a laugh. "He wants pets from everyone and thinks that's how to get them."

Kirk huffed in faint laughter, but smiled warmly, already scratching under Shrimp's chin.

"I don't mind it," he said. "Seems like he's found a good strategy."

After taking in a small deep breath, Kirk seemed prepared to change the subject. And he did without much pause.

"First off, I just wanted to say I'm sorry about last night," Kirk began, looking up from the cat to meet Shane's eyes. "I know that there were factors outside of our control, and none of us could've prevented the fight from happening, but I'm sorry that it happened. And I'm sorry you had to witness it. I don't know if it's any consolation, but that's the first time anything like that's happened since we've been on the road, so it was a shock to us too. Regardless, we should've been more mindful. I know there is a percentage of people very unhappy with us."

A beat.

"Tiberius, especially," he added, softer. "That said, though - I heard you were very kind to stop by and give him a gift. I know it meant a lot to him. Thank you for doing that."

Shane gave him a soft, slightly sad smile.

"There's no need to apologize," he said softly. "I wish violence hadn't been this city's way of greeting you, though. That was not a nice outcome for the night." He sighed quietly. "I'm just glad I could do something to help. How are the six of you holding up?"

Kirk winced a little. It was subtle, but he played it off with a nod and a sigh.

"I think we're just a little shaken up by it," he said. "But, I'm sure this won't be the only kind of opposition we face down the road. We ought to prepare ourselves for it more often."

"I hope you don't see much more of it," Shane said gently, softening his expression. "That's a harsh thing to get used to. You all deserve better than to be afraid." He smiled sadly again. "Please don't be sorry. Alright?"

Kirk let out a small sigh, but nodded, smiling weakly.

"If you insist," he said.

"With the utmost politeness," Shane said with a quiet chuckle.

Kirk's smile grew a little, this time more genuine.

"Well -- How are you doing?" he asked. "Even aside from how the night ended, I have a feeling that it was maybe... a different pace, for you. I hope you didn't push yourself too much."

"I guess it's a little obvious I don't usually tavern hop," Shane admitted with a slightly wider smile. "But I was actually doing surprisingly alright, and you were good company in particular. The hangover wasn't even that terrible, so the gods must have been smiling down on me or something."

Kirk huffed. "I forget, you Letterans are the religious types," he said. "I would've chalked it up to you being tougher than you think."

Shane waved a hand amusedly. "I'm not the worst with liquor, I suppose. I probably couldn't do that all the time, though, keeping up with you guys."

"Oh, and you shouldn't have to," Kirk said with a little laugh. "I think it's safe to say after last night we'll keep away from taverns for a while. There's plenty of other fun things to do in the city, I'm sure."

He waved a hand in gesture to Shane. "Like eat more of your baklava. Not that I'm volunteering you or anything. Or maybe I am."

Shane grinned softly. "Wait, so you actually did like it?"

Kirk scoffed. "You're serious? It was one of the best desserts I've had in my life," he said, kissing the tips of his fingers. "And I've been spoiled a lot on this trip with food! So that really means something."

Shane laughed lightly, smiling a little wider. "I'm very touched," he said. "Well, you'll be here for a while. I'm sure I'll make it again. Or even--" He tilted his head with thoughtful curiosity. "Do you like cooking, Kirk? Being good at it is optional."

Kirk tilted his head to the side with a smile. "You know," he said. "I'm probably better in a lab than I am in a kitchen, but I do enjoy cooking. I'd say I'm more of a cook than a baker, but, is that an invitation?"

"It is," Shane confirmed, with a wider grin. "Sure, I can make you baklava, but wouldn't it be a better idea to go a step further and teach you how?"

"Absolutely brilliant," Kirk said. "I accept. Teach me your ways."

Shane nodded sagely, still grinning. "Let me know someday when you're ready for your apprenticeship in the mystical art of baklava."

Kirk looked down at the cat in his lap, lifting his wrist to check a non-existent watch.

"Well, my schedule isn't terribly busy," he said. "Meetings with world leaders are surprisingly difficult to organize on the daily. It's almost like they tire of politics too. Just let me know when you're available, and I'll invade your kitchen."

"Fantastic," Shane said. "I know where to find you."

"And it's such a short walk, too," Kirk added, starting to massage the cat in his lap.

Shrimp began to purr loudly, turning into a boneless pancake. Shane laughed again.

"It hardly counts as leaving my house," he said. "It feels like I could poke your front door from my own with a decently long stick. Having next door neighbors is nice, actually."

"Do you not usually?" Kirk asked.

"Well, the Moonlight Kingdom manor has people coming and going within short times of each other. It's hard to get to know them in that time. A lot of them don't respond to our dinner invitations," Shane admitted, pausing before jokingly adding, "Their loss."

"Really?" Kirk asked, sounding shocked. "I was about to say. They're the ones missing out! But it's a shame, though. It sounds like it gets pretty lonely out here."

That last part felt a little too real, but Shane confirmed with a nod and a chuckle anyway. "Well, maybe you can change that. Tell everyone down south that if they stay up here, they will be fed."

"Oh, I can definitely find ways to shame people into socializing. Food is always a good motivator," Kirk said, smiling with mischief. "See, this is what happens when half your friends are the quiet types. Love always finds a way. Sometimes by dragging them outside, but it finds a way."

Friend? The word almost instantly flooded Shane with hope, and he had to sternly tell his brain to calm down. He was about to force himself to move past the thought when Kirk went on.

"I'll make sure to tell the others you're interested, then," Kirk went on. "In, you know, staying in touch. I think it'll be fun for us all to make a friend here."

Kirk lifted a hand off of Shrimp to set it on his chest for a second. "Or -- at least, for me. I think it'll be fun. So, consider me hooked."

Shane found himself smiling even wider.

That... that hadn't been a throwaway word, or something not in reference to him?

He could hardly believe he was hearing it, really, after four years of nothing but acquaintances.

"I think it'd be fun too," he said earnestly. "I'd really like that."

"It also gives me an excuse to pet your cat," Kirk joked with a smile.

Shane chuckled, giving Shrimp an affectionate look. "Shrimp will be thrilled to learn you'll be back for more."

"So, so, many pets," Kirk said down to Shrimp, still massaging the cat into a puddle. "You won't even know what to do with yourself."

Shrimp purred loudly again, stretching out his front paws with a pleased sort of expression.

"I think you've just made it onto his list of favorite people," Shane said.

Kirk looked up at Shane with a smile in his eyes.

"I'm honored," Kirk said.

And he leaned back into the couch, looking comfortable as he attentively pet Shrimp with a small smile. For a moment, there was a peaceful lull, and Kirk didn't seem in a hurry to fill it. Shane smiled at the sight, realizing he felt... well, relaxed. It was unexpected, but definitely pleasant.

"Speaking of your friends," he said curiously, after a few moments of a comfortable silence. "I've been wondering-- what's it like to work with the people closest to you? Is it strange at all, or do you like it?"

Kirk looked up to the ceiling in thought.

"It's interesting," he said. "I guess, it kind of feels like doing business and family. Whenever the two overlap, I think there's always a little bit of tension because sometimes you have to set aside personal history or your usual way of casual friendliness to be more professional in certain settings. And for some people, that's harder to do. I'm not sure if you know what I'm talking about -- do you experience that with your family at public events where you all show?"

Shane nodded to show he was listening, giving Kirk's question some thought. "I think I do, probably to a lesser extent. It doesn't happen with my parents, but my uncle can go from being family to professional in a heartbeat. He beats King Margrave on my mother's 'stiff' list for a reason." He hummed. "I can definitely see how the two sides don't always exist together well. What about your work-life balance with them? Does it ever feel strange to get done with work to then spend your time with the same people in a different context, or is there less separation between the two?"

"To be honest," Kirk said. "My work has been so much of my life, and I think the others would say the same. Separating the two is hard, and because we're with each other almost all the time, especially on this trip, I think we're beginning to realize there needs to be some separation, there. We're still figuring it out. This position, the tour... all of it's still so new. Our positions only just got invented a year ago? No, it's been longer than that..."

Kirk trailed off, squinting into the distance before he shook his head.

"Somewhere around that," he said. "I'm kind of looking forward to when we return to the Moonlight Kingdom and get our separate assignments. Not for lack of love bewteen us, I just think it'll be good. To have our own thing going, apart from each other. You know?"

Shane nodded in understanding. "Of course. You probably want to get back to being Kirk Fayek, the King's alchemist." He gestured his way with a soft smile. "It's hard to get a cooler title than that."

Kirk smirked. "It is a pretty cool title, I'll admit," he said, looking down at Shrimp. "Not a lot of people get to work in alchemy with the amount of resources and funding I'll have available to me. So I'm really a very lucky man."

"You're living the life," Shane agreed. "What's that saying-- 'do what you love and you'll never work a day in your life'? That sounds like you."

"Isn't that where you're headed yourself?" Kirk asked. "I mean, it's no secret you're basically a shoo-in for the king's advisor."

Shane smiled with soft hopefulness. "I mean, possibly. Hopefully. I'd like to be deserving of it first, not just a benefitor of a spoils system. There's still more for me to learn, and while ultimately, I'd like to get there, I hope I can do it based on merit."

"With your studies, I'm sure you're already halfway there," Kirk offered. "If not further."

Shane smiled a little wider. "I could be done in a year or two, if I play my cards right. And then I'd have a title only slightly less cooler than yours."

"Who said it's a competition?" Kirk said with a small smile.

Shane laughed softly. "You're right. You'll be a brilliant mind in science and I'll master the humanities. No need to compare the flashiness of our roles."

"We'll let our titles speak for themselves," Kirk said.

Shane nodded, still smiling. "Is it exciting to be the first in your role? I'll be one of several advisors, and there have been plenty before me, but you-- you actually get to set precedent with your position. That's pretty rare nowadays."

A giddy, somewhat sly smirk curled on Kirk's face as he looked off to the side in a somewhat timid display of agreement and delight at the suggestion.

"It is," Kirk said, with a bit of excitement in his voice. "I think it'll be good. I get to set the parameters and expectations - something most people don't get to do. I feel a bit spoiled, really."

Shane felt his smile warm a little more at the sight of his excitement. "You could be the role model for the rest of time. The ideal alchemist, even. Isn't that neat?"

"That may be a little more pressure that I'm willing to think about at the moment," Kirk said with a small laugh.

Shane waved a hand, chuckling. "Don't think about it, then. It's about what you choose to do with the role anyway, not any sort of outside perceptions. That's the exciting part."

"Yes, yes," Kirk hummed. "I shall think on the exciting part for now. Dwell on lifelong implications for further generations later."

"That's the right attitude," Shane said approvingly.

After another small lull of Kirk looking rather invested in petting Shrimp, Kirk broke the silence this time.

"You know, you never did get around to telling me how Shrimp got his name," Kirk said.

"I didn't! And after I said I would." Shane shook his head at himself, smiling at the very happy cat. "Well, I can certainly tell you now, if you'd like."

"I'm ready," Kirk said.

Shane hummed, briefly lost in thought as he watched Shrimp keep on purring. He didn't realize it all the time, but every now and then it occurred to him just how much the cat had grown.

"Well, Shrimp was once a tiny kitten in Lettera," he said affectionately. "He was a stray, but in good health and very friendly to humans. He figured out that people were happy to give him food if he let them pet him, and he actually liked being pet quite a bit, so it was a win-win. He'd make daily rounds at the same people's houses over and over, and my family's home was one of them. For a while it was a predictable pattern-- he'd come by, get lots of love and cuddles, get fed, be happy, leave, and reliably be back again."

Shane chuckled at the memory of what happened next.

"Well, one early morning when my parents were up but I wasn't, he snuck inside our house and didn't want to leave," he said. "My mom left the door open for him, but he wasn't interested. He just sat in her lap and purred and purred and purred. So my parents decided, 'Okay, it seems like we have a cat now. Let's go tell Shane about it.'" Shane laughed softly. "Except I was dead asleep and my dad was overenthusiatic about the whole thing, so he barged into my room holding Shrimp up like this."

To demonstrate, Shane held his arms up by his ears, extended directly overhead. Kirk laughed.

"And I was so groggy and out of it, but I'll never forget what happened," Shane said with a grin. "My dad excitedly hollered, 'Shane, he's ours! What do we name him now?' And I looked up, squinting in the light blearily, not even sure what he's holding up, but all I could tell through the brain fog is that whatever it was, it was curled in on itself in a familiar shape. So I mumbled, 'I don't know, looks like a shrimp to me,' before rolling over and going right back to bed." Shane suppressed a laugh, lowering his arms. "He went away laughing, and I didn't understand what was so funny until I woke up more fully, realized we now had a cat, and that the word I said without thinking was now his name. It's stuck since then."

Kirk laughed lightly. "Your sleep-deprived idea made an eternal impact," he said with amusement. "Shrimp's name is unforgettable, thanks to you."

Shane bowed his head with a grin. "An unforgettable name for a one-of-a-kind cat."

On cue, Shrimp chirped a happy mew at Kirk. As if giving Shrimp a reward for the interaction, Kirk lifted Shrimp up and kissed the cat's forehead before plopping the cat back down into his lap.

"He loves that," Shane said with a laugh, as if Shrimp's sudden purring didn't confirm that already.

"If he keeps this up I might just have to borrow him when you're not looking," Kirk jokingly threatened.

Shane gasped playfully. "You wouldn't dare."

Kirk squinted, mirroring the playfulness. "I just might."
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Alistair slammed the broom against the concrete, taking out his motherfucking anger on these fatherfucking stairs. Because why on Nye were there so many goddamn stair seats?

"I'm quitting this damn job," he growled for the dozenth time to Shay, frustratedly brushing away the accumulation of dust. "I hate it here."

It was a hot day in this summer hellhole, the unforgiving afternoon sun beating down on, causing sweat to drip down his brow. Alistair hated this job and would always complain about it, but it was only seasonal, and the money was good. The week before the Griffin Games was always so insufferable, though.

"Dude," Shay's voice monotoned from behind him, "then just quit."

"Why don't you quit?" Alistair snapped back, aggressively brushing the broom against the next step of stairs.

Shay snorted as she tapped her own broom on a step's edge, sending dust and stuck bits flying out of the bristles. "For the same reasons you keep coming back."

He only groaned in response, deciding to power through this damn sweeping. It was miles, and miles, of insufferable sweeping. Why did this damn coliseum have so many seats? And why did they have to be swept? Who cares if people sat on dust and bird shit?

"Sit the fuck down, man," Shay said, lightly bumping his back with her broom. "Get some fucking water."

Alistair sighed, throwing the broom down, sending it clattering down a few steps. With a muffled groan, he stomped down one step and sank onto the seat, burying his face in his hands so he could wipe away the sweat and grime accumulating on his skin. Or maybe he was transferring that shit from his hands to his face. Yeah, that was it.

Shay's footsteps suddenly receded behind him. Probably off to get water. For him.

Tired, he stared distantly at the open arena below, only somewhat processing their boss yelling at the other sweepers to finish faster. On the other side of the netted fence, a griffin was being fed with chunks of meat. Training, probably.

"I hate summer," Alistair deadpanned when he heard her footsteps behind him again.

She dropped down next to him, roughly bumping shoulders with him with an bright grin. "You hate everything," she huffed in amusement, holding out a clay cup for him.

Alistair half-smiled in thanks, taking the cup to immediately glug down the water. Ah, there was nothing more refreshing than warm water that faintly smelled like griffin shit on a hot summer day.

"I especially hate summer," he mumbled, shoving the cup back in her hands since he didn't know what else to do with it. "Just, you know..." With a frown, he pointedly gestured to the arena in front of them. "Fucking sucks."

Shoving the cup back at him, Shay huffed, "Well, this isn't the only summer job around. Gramps's offer still stands." She scrunched her nose in thought. "Though, you'd just be trading one big blazing ball of fire for a much smaller, still-wicked-hot one."

"Ugh." Alistair leaned back, propping his elbows on top of the seat behind him, squinting at the griffin absolutely demolishing the steak. Wouldn't that be nice to be him right now. He held the bowl up over his face to keep the sun out of his eyes. "And you're an idiot for not taking that job," he mumbled.

Shay playfully punched his shoulder, then slouched back in a similar fashion. "You're the idiot," she muttered.

"Nice. Great comeback," he said in a monotone voice.

"Well," she shot back defensively, "it's the devil's armpit, and you drank all the fucking water. What am I supposed to do."

Alistair scoffed, shoving the bowl back in her hands. "Well, I'm tired. I'm not getting it for you."

"Fucking ingrate," Shay muttered. "After hauling my ass out to get water for you."

Alistair's look turned flatter, unimpressed. "Last night you were puking your brains out, drunk off your ass." He tilted and angled his head downwards. "And who was taking care of you, again?"

"How could I remember?" she retorted innocently. "I apparently puked out all my brains."

With a half-roll of his eyes, he slouched back some more, hand over his eyes to block out the sun. "You're right. You don't have a brain," he deadpanned.

Slumping down further, looking like a puddle on the steps, Shay snorted. "Don't forget who got you your summer job."

"I'm so grateful," Alistair continued, voice thicker with sarcasm. "I love my job."

"And you're so fucking good at it," Shay added with a cackle.

Alistair sofly groaned in response, also melting onto a puddle beside Shay, like ice cream on a terrible summer day.

Sometimes, he was tired of the sarcasm. But at the same time, he just didn't feel like saying that he had no vision for the hell his life was supposed to look like. Just live, work, and die. It didn't really matter what the work looked like, since it was required to live.

Just as he was about to suggest getting back to work, Alistair caught the whiff of an awful smell that sent a cold chill down his spine. No one really talked about it, even if it was an every day part of life. It became familiar, even. The smell of charred human flesh, burned at least once a month.

Unlike the Moonlight Kingdom, Ruddlan had enough respect to not hold public executions of mages. But that only meant they were being executed and burned outside the city borders. It was easy, sometimes, to forget about it, since there was hardly ever any mage activity in the city. Or rather, his life.

But it was stark reminders like these that Alistair was reminded that there was still a war against people who held magic, and they were literally being burned at the stake.

From the silence alone, he knew Shay could smell this too. He wouldn't call himself a mage sympathizer-- whatever the hell that meant, to empathize with another person-- but he did feel bad for them. He couldn't imagine being punished for simply living his life, existing.

"This is the fourth burning this month," Alistair murmured distantly, scanning the horizon to find the smoke. "They've been doing more lately."

This time, it came from the east side, the winds blowing the ash away from the city. But they couldn't stop the wretched smell from rolling in, masking the entire city with it.

Beside him, Shay only grunted lowly in reply. Crossing her arms, she set her jaw to bite back any open remarks.

"What?" Alistair prodded anyways, slowly sitting up straight. He knew she had some of her own radical opinion herself.

Still slouched, she glanced up at him. Then looked away again with a huff. "I just... hate the smell," she mumbled.

"Yeah..." He looked down at his empty hands, calloused and streaked with dirty. For a second, he thought they were ashy too. "I hate how the smell of burning flesh is so..." He sighed, wringing his hands before finishing, "...normalized."

Turning her head to the side, Shay spat bitterly on the steps in agreement.

"And that's coming from someone who's addicted to smoke," he mumbled.

"There is a big distinction," Shay said under her breath with a nod. Then suddenly jabbed her elbow against his leg. "Hey, if you're going to quit anything--"

"Nope," Alistair cut in, bouncing back on his feet. He wasn't going to hear this lecture again. Now inspired to get back to work, he eyed the broom he threw down the stairs, bounding for it. "Let's finish this damn job."

~ ~ ~


Finally, their shift ended. This time, Alistair actually changed into a new black outfit before leaving, since his clothes were sweaty and grimy from the day's work.

As usual, Alistair left the coliseum with Shay, but it took some finessing to shoo her away. Though he could tell by her smug face that she knew why he was wanting to part ways with her.

Zipping through the alleys, Alistair sauntered into the courtyard in front of the dorms, casually scanning for Aisling. He had checked the time several times already, and he was a smidge late, which did spike his anxiety a little since she tended to run early for gods-knows-what reason. So, she should be here.

And she was. Pacing in the shade of the trees, Aisling held up a book half-in front of her freckled face as she waited. She wore an almost-white dress with light blue stripes, and tucked most of her dark hair under a matching wide-brimmed hat with flowers tucked into the ribbon.

A very summery look. Alistair hated summers a little less. He approached with a wave, quickening his steps when she noticed his movements.

"Hey," he greeted, mustering a smile before glancing at the dorm entrance where students entered and exited. "Um..."

Sorry I'm late, was what he would have said. Still pacing, Aisling briefly held up a hand to his lips as she neared, and shushed him.

"A few more sentences," she chirped, fully obscuring her face behind the book now as she walked past him.

"Uh... huh," Alistair said flatly, crossing his arms. "And this is because you're so into the book, right? Not because I'm late?"

He squinted at the cover, reading the title. Ruddlan Urban Development. Ah yes, an exciting read. Totally for her enjoyment. Never mind that Aisling preferred to read fiction.

"Riveting," she drawled, rolling the 'r'.

"Mmmhmm."

Yeah, okay. She could have her fun. And so he stood there like a statue with crossed arms, waiting for her to finish her damn sentences of her riveting urban development book.

Notably, even as the seconds turned into a few minutes, she never turned the page since his arrival. She was testing his patience. Well, she was about to find out that Alistair could stare at trees all day and be fine with it.

And frankly, at this point, he wanted to see her lose her patience over her own teasing. Which... well, he hoped this would happen. But, probably not. Because he had a feeling she counted down the seconds he was late and repaid it to him.

No sooner than he thought this, she snapped her book shut and whirled back around to face him with a cheery smile, as if she only just noticed him. "Alistair! Fancy running into you here."

He stared back at her, unamused. "Wow," he said with no enthusiasm whatsoever. "Really?"

She turned both palms skyward in a mildly offended shrug. "What do you mean 'really'?"

Alistair rolled his eyes, unfolding his arms as he beckoned her towards the dorm entrance. "Come on. I need to make a stop by my brother's dorm real quick."

Aisling brightened a bit with intrigue as she hopped up the front steps ahead of him. "Did he rope you into delivery service as well?"

It was weird to actually use a university facility since, well. He didn't belong here at all. They bounded down the courtyard path, the big dorm towering in front of them.

"Guess so," Alistair muttered in response, keeping his head low when a uppity-looking student was passing them. "He moved into a new dorm room recently, but he doesn't plan on staying often. So, he gave me his key, since it's closer to the coliseum." He waved the silver key in front of him for display before smashing it back down into his pocket. "In return, I'm his butler delivery boy for books, I guess."

Dipping her head in greeting to that same student, Aisling tsked as she rounded a corner. "That doesn't sound fair," she said in a playful tone. "He should charge rent, too."

Alistair frowned, scunching his nose as he glanced back at her. "Whose side are you even on?" he huffed.

"Sides?" she asked innocently. "No siding here."

"Uh huh. Sure." He opened the dorm door first, and in an exaggerated manner, gestured for her to go in first. With an exaggerated curtsy, she slid in.

He shut the door behind him, eyeing the numbers plastered on the dorm doors as they proceeded down the hall. "How was your urban development reads, by the way?" he prodded. "You were really studying that page back there. Must be some intense stuff."

"Like I said," Aisling answered, tilting her chin up stubbornly, "riveting last few sentences."

"Oh yeah?" Alistair hummed, pretending to contemplate this. Then asked, "So, what was so riveting about it?"

She hummed, longer, definitely stalling. "Oh, you know. Things like city planning, signage, legislation..." She waved a vague hand, her posh front and fake interest quickly slipping as she lamely concluded, "Names of... innovators, if you can even call them that. Blah blah blah, all the dry nitty gritty."

"Wow," Alistair said, feigning being impressed. "You really have a way with words sometimes, you know that?"

"Why, thank you," Aisling chirped.

With a huffed laugh, Alistair slightly smiled as he came to a stop to the new dorm in question. He pulled out the key in his pocket again. "This is it. It'll just be a sec," he murmured, turning the key and opening the door.

"I'll be counting," Aisling said lightly, leaning a shoulder on the door frame.

Alistair barely had time to take two steps when he realized he wasn't alone here.

"Policy says no visitors can stay in the dorms," a nasally voice said from the desk across the room. A gangly, greasy fellow turned around to look over his shoulder from his chair, peering at Alistair through his glasses. He inclined his head and stared Aisling down. "That's not the girl from earlier."

Well. Alan did warn him that his new dorm mate was... this.

Alistair slowly resumed his steps towards the other desk, deciding to find this damn book and get the hell out of here. "Yeah, uh..." was all he managed to get out.

"I thought you were engaged," the guy said anyway.

Alistair glanced back at him. There was no way he thought he was Alan. Right? Plus, there was no way Alan told him that. It was probably an assumption.

Maybe. He didn't know this dude.

"Uh... yup. We are," he said slowly, rifling through the big pile of books. "She's my other girl."

This was going to bite him in the ass, wasn't it? Whatever.

Turning away, Aisling snorted aloud. Yeah, of course she'd find this funny.

The look the roommate gave him was wholly judgemental. He raised his brows and scoffed.

"Just keep your displays of affection out of our dorm," the man said, turning around in his chair. "It distracts me from my studies."

"Yep. Will do, bud," Alistair simply said, kneeling down to find this damn book.

"But I feel compelled to say," the man said immediately, when Alistair had hoped the conversation was over. "That cheating on one's fiance makes you morally a degenerate. I'd recommend you take some time for serious self reflection on how your actions are harmful to others. I, especially, don't want to get caught up in whatever drama you're creating for yourself."

Alistair couldn't help himself from facepalming. He rubbed his hand over his face, feeling his stress levels increase from this guy's judgemental glare burning through his soul. Gods, he didn't even know this man. What was his deal? He needed to take a smoke. Or maybe get laid, but that probably wasn't feasible.

"Oh my gods," he groaned, now understanding why Alan offered this cursed room to him.

"A voice of reason," Aisling said brightly by the door. "At long last! I've been trying to tell him."

Alistair sharply turned to Aisling, scrunching his brows with his mouth open from complete betrayal. This guy clearly did not need encouragement. He turned around again in his seat and looked to Aisling, clearly vindicated.

"Are you not this man's other mistress?" the roommate accused. "You are just as culpable. Did you know how he was engaged?"

"Oh, good and moral sir," Aisling said pleadingly with a hand over her heart, "take pity on a weak-willed woman. Try as I might have, I and his countless other mistresses never stood a chance against his charms."

"Really?" was what his flat stare would have said if stares could talk.

The man at the desk shook his head. "The slimy ones always get all the girls," he said disappointingly. "Us nice guys never have a chance."

Gods. He was one of those.

"Maybe you just need a wing man," Alistair offered, finally finding the damn book and sniping it away from the pile. "Ever considered that? You know. Friends?"

"... I don't have buddies," the roommate said stiffly.

Yeah, unsurprising.

"Well." Alistair stood up, casually tapping the music book against the palm of his other hand. He mustered a half-smile. "Next time I come over, I'll dress real nice for you. 'Cause we're going to pick up some girls together."

For a moment, that actually shut the guy up. But Alistair realized that the roommate actually looked hopeful.

Oh boy. Alistair almost felt bad for Alan.

"So long as it's not with your... disloyal charms," the roommate said, sitting up straighter.

Never mind. He didn't feel bad anymore.

"Mhm. You got it," Alistair simply said, bee-lining out of the room, ready to leave.

Aisling wiggled her fingers in farewell. "I wish you the best of luck, fine sir," she called pleasantly to the roommate.

"Farewell, Alan's secret mistress," he said.

Damn. That was a first.

Alistair left without a proper goodbye, quick to close the door. He sighed, staring at the number on his dorm room for a second, feeling like he was living a weird surreal dream. Wordlessly, he whirled around, giving Aisling a look.

Stepping back, Aisling was trying and completely failing to hide her wide, amused grin behind her knuckle.

"That was..." Alistair winced, peeling away from the door. He shook his head, leading the way out of the building. "Something."

"I take it he didn't warn you," Aisling said, rather than asking.

Alistair groaned. "He told me his new dorm mate was vocal. That's it." He faintly shrugged. "It's fine. He'll have his own surprise next time he comes in."

"Oh my gods," Aisling laughed. She wrapped her arm around Alistair's and hastily dragged him along down the hall, fleeing the scene of his crime. "You have to tell me how Alan takes it."

Caught a little off guard, Alistair already felt his face warm from the playful tug. With a small smile, he quickened his steps to match her energy. "Yeah..." he said wistfully with a little laugh, his smile growing. "I will."

Maybe summer wasn't going to be so bad after all.
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So much of life was joy. Joy, underscored by pain. Pain, underscored by joy.

Tove was like a lantern. Bright, eager, and full of life, Bo happily took her under his wing in the kitchen, showing her how to make flat bread, hummus, and kabobs. She took to it like a fish to water; she was intuitive, she was precise, and for someone of a mere five years old she was retaining the information like a sponge. It was a delight, getting to work alongside her and show her the ropes of the kitchen.

Ulf and Hild jumped in to help too. Together, they compensated for the messes by cleaning up after Tove's little accidents. They also helped move things along, so Bo didn't get too slowed down by the teaching process.

While Bo and half the kids were busy in the kitchen, the others were in the living room catching up with friends.

Astrid has been banned from the kitchen. That was the children's words, not Bo's. That said, he did enforce it - but the Aradis's happily went off to chat with her, and Bo knew they had a lot to catch up on. Mel and Astrid in particular always hit it off and could share doctor stories for days. And Raj was always content to listen.

Not far off, Robin and Viktor were playing by running around the living room. Bo poked his head in to see how things were going every now and then, and after a good while it seemed Viktor had finally wore Robin out. Splayed on the floor like a boneless sack, Robin panted while Viktor continued to dart in circles around him, content to burn off his remaining energy going solo.

Across the room, Lyall was catching up with Cyrin - and Bo had been pleased to see how thrilled Lyall was when Cyrin showed up. Astrid, was not so thrilled, but not because of the company so much as she was wary of having so many people allied with the resistance in her home. It'd been a recurring point of tension for years, but Bo had always assured her he'd never bring his work to his house.

They were visiting as friends, not associates, and certainly not expecting anything of her she didn't want to give.

That said, Bo did always worry.

Astrid didn't want to be associated with the resistance for safety concerns, or so she always said. But whenever Bo tried to offer help or assistance outside of the resistance and just as a friend, Astrid would always refuse. Just getting her to accept gifts took years of insistence. And it wasn't something Bo wanted to force upon her. It was just something he loved to do.

Fortunately, Bo was always able to bat his good eye with a pleading enough look and that usually broke her. Usually. Astrid liked to pretend to be uptight, but Bo knew she cared more than she liked to let on. And she could never say no to his pretty face.

He was unique in that, though, and he was aware of it. But he was happy to have fallen into her soft spot.

Dinner went well.

As expected, everyone enjoyed the food. Their conversations around the table were loud and lively, and for several hours the home was filled with laughter and chatter - something the Ashlunds were always good for, especially in the evenings. But, as with all parties, eventually they all had to clean up and say their goodbyes. Cyrin had to head out a little early, which Bo knew was due to his work obligations, and Mel and Raj said their farewells at the same time for similar reasons.

Robin loved the Ashlunds, but he was always spent after a night of socializing with them. He hung in there long enough to be present to tuck Viktor and Tove to bed, but dipped out afterwards.

As the night grew later, Ulf and Hild dropped off to bed as well. Lyall was the last of the night owls, and Bo happily caught up with him for some time before Lyall too, had to retire to sleep.

It was almost midnight by the time Bo and Astrid were finally alone. Such was life with a big family.

Bo let out a deep breath as the living room fell quiet, and it was just the two of them, sitting on opposing couches.

And thus was the pain, underscoring the joy.

"Are you up for a walk?" Bo asked.

He knew the kids were off in their bedrooms, but their ears were keen, as werewolves' hearing always was. If this was to be a private conversation, then they should get some space.

The problem was, Bo could see how the evening had already worn down on Astrid. As had her perfume.

Astrid was exhausted, and Bo could feel it just by looking at her.

Having reclined to rest, she sat a little straighter and turned a worn smile his way. "Of course," she answered smoothly, already making to stand.

Bo felt his heart twinge with pain.

She was pushing herself. She always was, but it was ever so evident now. Bo got to his feet, and offered her his arm. Though with slight reluctance, she accepted with an appreciative nod and joined him outside.

She could lean on him. They didn't have to say anything about it. Not yet.

Bo led her outside, to the backyard, out in the garden. For a few minutes, they walked in sober silence.

The power of her perfume had faded, and now that she was close, Bo could smell it all the stronger: the sickness that plagued her wasn't something curable. Death had already take a hold of her body, and she was desperately trying to hide it. Somehow, she knew she couldn't hide it from him. She'd never been able to hide things from him, any more than he could hide from her.

That was the curse of knowing each other, and the curse of understanding.

And that was the pain of loving. Always, always, you accepted that there would be loss.

It just hurt more to see it happening too soon.

Bo stopped in front of the Ashlund bench that sat along the back fence, facing the clinic, and facing the garden. In the mornings, especially in the spring, it would be a beautiful view as the sun rose behind the home and painted the backyard in bright light, illuminating their garden and all its flowers and plants. Showing off the life, and the hard work that went into keeping it.

They sat down, looking at the garden, now cast in shadows.

"How long?" Bo asked quietly.

"7 months," Astrid answered in a murmur, posture still strong. "That's when I first noticed, anyway. Most likely longer."

"What's the diagnosis?" Bo asked.

A tense silence stretched out between them. That was when Astrid's stoic front began to falter.

"I don't know," she confessed, voice thin. "I've done the reading, self-assessed until I had to seek out another doctor's opinion-- at the hopsital, even-- tried every seemingly relevent remedy." She folded her hands in her lap and gave a weak shrug, finishing in a whisper, "Nothing's worked."

Bo's heart broke at that.

Astrid was never one to quickly give up, nor was she the kind to be content with no answers. If there was anything she gained from her stubborn independence, it was a determination he'd always admired. So it hurt to hear her sound so hopeless.

It meant this was really real.

"I'm sorry," he said. "You don't deserve this."

Astrid huffed out a bitter laugh. "I'm not one for signs or lessons from higher beings. But lately I haven't been able to help but... wonder." She turned a glassy-eyed smile his way. "Must've been something I've done."

Bo met her eyes with deep sadness, faintly shaking his head.

"Astrid," he said, gently reaching over and taking her hand in both of his. He held it firmly. "You did not bring this upon yourself. Sickness like this... it's not your fault."

Breathing out a weary sigh, Astrid warmly rested her free hand on top of his. She looked ready to say something else, but giving it a second's thought, she bit it back. Bo squeezed her hands lightly.

"What is it?" he asked in a whisper.

"I..." She bowed her head in hesitance. "...haven't told them yet."

Bo swallowed.

"Why not?" he asked softly.

"It's so recent," she quickly explained, unable to look up at him again, "and I haven't known how."

Bo knew that those weren't the real reasons. If it had already been seven months, Astrid had had dozens of opportunities to bring it up with her children. Instead, she covered it up with incense and delayed the inevitable. Not knowing how, Bo could understand, but that didn't mean hard conversations were never to be had.

There was no perfect way to have them. They always hurt regardless.

But Bo didn't want to be harsh with her. Astrid, for all her pointed edges, had a soft heart, and she didn't deserve to be crushed for something so painful and vulnerable.

She was dying. How on earth was she supposed to face it?

If she couldn't face it herself, how on earth was she supposed to tell her children?

"You're scared," Bo said with tender understanding, his heart aching for her.

She never admitted fear, hated the not knowing. There were times where she thought herself in a way invulnerable. For once, though, she couldn't find a sharp or clever remark to argue. She could only bite her lip to keep her composure as she hid her face behind their joined hands.

"It's okay to be afraid," Bo said, softer. "This is terrifying. You get to be scared. Even if you wish you weren't."

"No, I don't," she countered, finally looking back up. "I still have so much to prepare for. Affairs to settle for the children, make sure the clinic still stands."

"Astrid," Bo said with so much compassion. "You have to let yourself be human. You have to let yourself feel it. Affairs can be taken care of, but what of your heart?"

She scoffed, but more with fondness than anything. "The heart is secondary," she mumbled simply.

"Not when it gets in the way of caring for your children," Bo said.

Astrid shook her head. "It's not, I assure you." She lowered their hands between them as she went on, "Lyall still isn't ready to take over yet-- and is engaged, no less-- so I've asked Edith to act as steward for only another two years. Hild would be more than willing to then take Edith's place, working under her. At which point Viktor will have gone off for uni, so that's one less young one for my eldest to worry about as well. Ulf will already be there to help him settle in if need be. Tove is already attached to Lyall's hip. She'll have all the support she'll need until she's ready to move out too. And I'll spare you the tedius details of inheritance and the financial affairs of the estate."

She lightly squeezed his hands, more for her own comfort though as she glanced off. "Everything is being accounted for."

"I've always greatly respected you for how thoughtfully you care for the practical needs of your family," Bo said. "You've always been able to look ahead and consider things carefully with a level-headed perspective. It's one of your greatest strengths, and it's what makes you an excellent doctor, confidant, and friend. But this has to do with more than just what your children will be doing. Astrid, I cannot force you to attend to your own heart, but you have to consider the hearts of your children."

Bo paused, taking in a deep breath, as he pleadingly tried to reason with her.

"I know more than anyone how deeply you love your children," Bo said. "I saw if from the moment I met you, and Lyall was just a child. I saw it in your eyes when Ulf was born, and every time you held a newborn baby in your arms. I know you care for them more than you know how to express. And that's exactly why you have to tell them, Astrid. You can't blindside them with this.

"If you can't tell them, and they find out by any other means - because I know you won't be able to hide it for much longer - not only will they have to process the grief of your state, but the trust between you will be severely wounded. It would break my heart to see your relationship with them shatter because you chose to keep this a secret. With how long it's already been, the longer you wait, you're only going to do more damage."

Astrid drew in a quiet breath, desperately searching his gaze as if there was some alternative answer to be found there. He could tell she was taking time to process. He was still processing too.

"I know this is horrible to talk about," Bo said. "There's no good news. It changes everything."

"It changes very little," she firmly insisted, looking down again. "I will tell them, Bo."

"When? Your children deserve a chance to grieve with you," Bo said. "While you're still here. They deserve a chance to say goodbye."

Finally, Astrid let go of his hands. "We don't mourn what we still have."

"The longer you delay, the less time they get to process with you. And the less time they get to support you through this time," Bo said. "All these seven months, as long as you've known... you don't have to go through this alone, Astrid. Your children love you. They would come around you. I know they would."

"Which is why I've delayed," Astrid said stubbornly. "I'm their mother, I support them." She deflated. "For as long as I can, anyhow."

But that was what Astrid didn't seem to understand.

They were going to be losing their mother. By not telling them, Astrid was robbing them of the chance to love her best in her worst moments.

Not only was she damaging her relationship with her children, but she was also putting Bo in a very difficult position. If she didn't tell them, Bo knew he would have to. She was preparing to set up their future career paths, but she wasn't taking into consideration how a loss like this could completely tear apart a family. Emotionally, her children would be left to handle the grief without a parent present, and Bo knew that - out of love and devotion to the children, and just as much out of moral obligation - he would have to step in and help pick up the pieces.

She was also setting him up to have trust issues with the kids.

If he knew before they knew - far before they knew, if she lived to tell them at all - they wouldn't even want to hear it from him. He couldn't keep a secret like this from them, nor could he help her keep it.

Bo knew that Astrid had no control over her physical state. With the level of uncertainty she faced, it could be weeks, not months.

The children were already going to have to grieve the loss of their mother. He didn't want them to have to grieve their broken relationship too. But that, he may not be able to control.

"If you don't tell them," Bo said softly, but firmly. "I will."

She turned back sharply.

He knew he was risking his relationship with Astrid. But he hoped they had enough history that she could forgive him for this. He hoped that she could look back and understand.

"I said I will," she muttered, looking away.

"When?" Bo pressed.

That, she didn't have an answer for. He knew it was because she didn't know: which meant she would keep delaying it. And delaying it.

"I don't want to do it for you," Bo expressed. "I really don't."

"Then don't," Astrid said evenly.

"I'm going to give you a week," Bo said, hating that he was having to push the issue. But he knew Astrid. She was stubborn.

"That's as long as I can bear to keep it a secret from your children," he said. "If you don't tell them by then, I'm going to start the conversation."

Sitting straighter with her chin angled up, she looked out over the garden instead of replying.

"I know that puts it in the middle of the festival," Bo continued. "But I'm more concerned about giving them time to feel than picking the perfect time."

And, if she wanted to, she had time to bring it up before the festival even started.

"It's late," Astrid said abruptly, rising to her feet. "Where are you staying?"

Bo felt his heart sink into his stomach.

He'd been afraid of this, but he knew this wasn't the end of it. She wouldn't throw years of friendship away over this. She was upset, and he knew it. But she just needed time.

He could wait the length it took her to come around. She was more than worth it.

"Outside the city," he answered quietly.

And sometimes at Flora's house. But that was confidential.

"I'll show you out," Astrid said, sweeping an arm toward the garden gate leading out to the front. "That way you return and can rest within a reasonable time."

Bo got to his feet. Right. Let angry Astrid be angry.

"Thank you," Bo said with a bow of his head, and he strode towards the gate.

Astrid followed behind, and when he opened the gate to leave, he paused, holding it open with his hand as he looked back at her over his shoulder.

"I'll see you later," he said quietly.

"Very soon, I hope," she said, managing a close-lipped smile.

Bo smiled sadly.

"I'll make sure of it."
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James woke up in a cold sweat.

He barely remembered Ingrid crawling into his bed - tipsy, and late into the night - after an evening out with Hellen. She'd woken him up out of the dead of his sleep when she'd opened to door and crawled under the covers, snuggling up beside him with the smell of wine on her breath. He couldn't help but feel stifled by her presence, and a sting of paranoia that she was present in his room, but she wasn't present enough to be her usual observant self.

At least, not yet.

The room felt warm. Warmer, with Ingrid in it. Uncomfortably so.

The morning sun poured in through the blue curtains over the head of the bed, lighting the half of the bed by James's feet, and warming the pale, thin covers over them. He stared up at the white ceiling, feeling Ingrid's every breath as she laid with her head on his chest, curled around him like a possum clinging to its mother.

For all the spite and resentment she held over him, somehow, it always came back to this.

She needed him. Not in the way that one needed out of love, but she needed him - thought she needed him - to fill whatever gap she felt she had, be it in her own soul or her own life. It had become more and more prevalent the longer they were together. She didn't treat him like a person, she treated him like an object. The word partner was possessive, but it wasn't a term of equality or respect. Not for her. She wanted him to change, but when she said that, what she really meant was she wanted him to act like he did when they first began their relationship: quiet, and passive. She wanted him to serve her in all the ways she needed, but she never showed up for him. When he needed it.

He felt used. Even now, he felt used. Used for comfort and warmth that he was never given in return.

It hurt to admit. He didn't want it to end this way, and in a perfect world, he wouldn't want it to end at all. But he realized now, after his conversation with Caspar the night prior, that he didn't have all the time in the world to wait for the "perfect moment" to drop into his lap to tell her goodbye.

There were no perfect moments, and he couldn't create them either.

There were only moments. Human, messy, painful moments that had to happen. Because gods knew he couldn't carry Ingrid into all of this.

He hated knowing he was right: Ingrid would rat him out the moment she caught a whiff of his plans. And she was far more likely to catch on if they were still together.

He had to do it. He had to break it off before it got worse. Before Ingrid became too much of a liablity. Before this all blew up in his face.

James didn't know how long he stared hard at the ceiling, but eventually, Ingrid began to stir. Her long, raven black hair had partially become entangled over his shoulder, and it caught for a moment. She let out a faint moan, stretching out her arm over his waist, pulling in closer.

Waiting.

It was like a pot, left to boil. He could feel it bubbling. He clenched his jaw.

Letting out a soft sigh, Ingrid finally turned her head towards him, looking up at him with sleepy eyes. Hungover, again, for the second day in a row.

He knew she was trying to escape it, just like he was. The dread. The pain of what they both knew was inevitable, but neither of them had been brave enough to speak of.

"Good morning," she said quietly. Her pale blue eyes caught the morning light.

James looked down at her, pained. He couldn't bring himself to say the same.

There was a long pause as her sleepy eyes searched him, and then she let out a sigh, pulling away to sit up and prop herself up on her elbow. She leaned over him and tucked a hair behind his ear.

"Did you have a nightmare again?" she asked softly. But he could hear the disappointment and the weariness.

She'd grown tired of him.

"No," he lied in part.

"Then what's wrong?" she asked. A common question, to which she hardly ever gave her ear to for the answer.

Knowing there was no good way to put it, James let out a small sigh as he, too, sat up to face her. She withdrew her hand from the side of his face and moved to sit up fully.

"Ingrid," he said softly. "I think we both know this isn't going to work."

Almost immediately, the softness in her eyes hardened.

"Neither of us are happy," he went on. "And I don't think this is good for us; our relationship. It's keeping both of us from growing. But more than anything, I can't bear to see you miserable another day because of me."

If he could soften the blow, even at his own expense, maybe she wouldn't hate him so. Not like he feared she would.

"I don't want us to spend the rest of our days making each other miserable," James said, softer. "I know there's something better for both of us."

"You're leaving me," Ingrid said suddenly, her gaze growing intense.

James swallowed, feeling helpless as he watched her emotions rise up with tension. He didn't want her to lash out in anger, but he didn't want to have to quell the storm either, like he usually had to.

"I know this is complicated," he offered weakly. "We work together. We have the same friends. We're still going to see each other all the time--"

"So you're just giving up on this," Ingrid interrupted. "You're finally giving up on us."

And her words stung.

He wished they could have a conversation.

"I think it's for the best," he said quietly.

Ingrid slid off the bed, getting to her feet and briefly adjusting her silk nightgown so it wasn't twisted around her.

"You're pitiful," she said.

James didn't know what to say. Gods, he was trying to be kind.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"You couldn't even have waited until I had my clothes on. You just had to start my day like this, didn't you," she continued. "You don't even want to work it out anymore. No 'let's figure this out,' you're just done. Really? After three years we put into this. We've spent half our lives together -- survived a fucking war together -- and you're just done?"

She threw her hands up into the air and stared at him, livid. James opened his mouth but Ingrid didn't let him speak.

"What the hell am I supposed to tell the others? You think I want to tell them we broke up?" she snapped, pointing to the door. "Things were already tense because of you, and now you -- gods, it's like you want to cut out everyone from your life! Do you want to live like this, Tiberius? Is this what you want? I've been there for you since we were kids. Do you have any idea how much it hurts to watch you push everyone out of your life like this? As if Jack dying wasn't bad enough. We didn't have a choice in losing him. But me?"

She jabbed her thumb at her chest, leaning over as she waved wildly at the edge of the bed.

"You're digging your own grave, here, Tiberius. You know, I would've stuck it out, no matter how pitiful you became. I would've married you," she hissed quietly, learning over the bed and turning her finger at him in bitter accusation. "And I would've been grateful you actually survived. At least we had that."

Ingrid let out a huff as she stood up straight again. Her glare turned cold instead of wrathful.

"But I guess you've had a hard time being grateful for any of us after the war," Ingrid said cooly. "They say war changes people, sometimes for the better, but I guess it changed you for the worse."

She marched over to the edge of the bed where she'd thrown her clothes, grabbing her jacket and throwing it on.

"You know what," she said. "I'm glad you called it first. Because I wouldn't have been able to. But you're right: it's better this way. I don't think I could stand being with a man who gives up on everyone who cares about him."

Pulling the edges of her jacket over her chest, she stood tall, looking down at James with her lips pulling into a clenched line.

"You tell them," she said quietly.

James stared at her, swallowing.

She always knew just what to say to leave him gutted. He felt like he'd just lost an argument, when he hadn't even intended to argue. And yet, she always had to have the last word.

"I'll tell them," he said faintly, not having moved from where he sat in bed.

Ingrid narrowed her eyes at him.

"And you better tell them you're the one that did it too," she said. "Because gods know I won't be the one to take the fall for you ruining our friendships."

James clenched his jaw. He managed a nod.

"And just so you know," Ingrid said. "If you change your mind, don't even bother. You wasted all of your second chances. I'm done with you."

Ingrid's dark hair fluttered behind her back as she turned quickly to the door.

"Goodbye, Tiberius," she said, marching out and closing the door behind her.

And somehow, with all her anger, she managed to shut it softly, so that he really did have to be the one to break the news when everyone woke up.

The room fell awfully silent in the wake of her absence.

James sat in bed, wondering why he didn't feel relieved.

He'd hoped that, maybe, parting ways would feel like a weight lifting off him. Ingrid had felt so stifling, he'd thought that not being in a relationship with her would feel freeing, and that the reward would be immediate.

Instead, he just felt numb.

Something in his heart didn't want to process what she said, because he knew there was truth in it, as there always was.

That was the pain of being vulnerable with her: he was always giving her knives, and she was always choosing to use them against him. He'd already told her that he felt like he was drifting away from everyone. Kirk, Fonzi, Hellen. Carter, especially.

Nothing had been the same after he'd come home.

Carter wouldn't talk to him anymore like he used to. Hellen ran to alcohol, and retreated into herself. Fonzi stopped having real conversations, and only ran to pleasure. Kirk kept himself busy all the time.

And Ingrid grew cold.

James looked down at his hands in his lap, wondering how he was going to break the news to all of them. It was painful because it felt obligatory: not like he was telling friends who really knew him, or really cared.

If there had been someone to care, it would've been Carter. But he stopped caring after the war. And if it hadn't been Carter, it would've been Ingrid. If it hadn't been Ingrid, it would've been Jack.

But he didn't have either of them anymore.

Now he was just giving news to colleagues who felt some sense of obligation because of their history, but not because they knew him anymore. Not as a friend. Not as a brother.

They were just a group of soldiers, with too much pain and nowhere to put it. And now he was going to drop a boulder into water that had barely begun to settle.

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"I broke up with Ingrid," James said at the breakfast table, of which Ingrid was absent.

All eyes snapped up to look at him. James poked at the eggs on his plate.

"What?" Carter asked, turning to James quickly.

"When?" Hellen asked, her voice spiking with worry.

"Why?" Fonzi followed up, moving from his reclined state to fully upright.

James let out a heavy sigh, looking up to meet Kirk's eyes.

He was the only one who stayed silent, and merely watched James with concern, waiting for him to answer the slew of questions.

"This morning," James said quietly. "I think it's for the best."

To James's own surprise, none of them were quick to object, but no one looked happy about it either. Maybe there was a small sense of relief for them, not having to tip-toe around James and Ingrid's dysfunction anymore. At least, not in the same way.

"I'm... going to go check on Ingrid," Hellen said quietly after a moment, getting up from her seat. She flashed James a sad look before she left the room.

What followed next, was silence. The other three men at the table looked down at their laps or their plates, each visibly having thoughts but refusing to speak them.

It was in that moment that James realized: maybe Ingrid was right.

He was pushing everyone away. So much so that no one felt they could say what they thought to his face anymore. Either they were too afraid to, or they just didn't care. James didn't know which was worse, but at the same time... it was just what he expected.

Maybe all of this made it better. It was better to leave when they'd already grieved his absence, rather than staying present until the end.

James took a muffin off the table.

Yes. This was painful, for now. But it was better in the long run. This way, when he left for good, they wouldn't miss him, because they already lost him long ago.

"Sorry to ruin your morning," James murmured, quickly turning to head out.

And when he was finally at the end of the hall at the front door, just about to step outside, one of them finally spoke.

"Fucking hell," Fonzi said just loud enough to hear.

James opened the door, taking a bite out of the muffin as he closed the door behind him.

Yeah. Fucking hell.
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Elias stretched across the bed, feeling his feet dangle off the edge. In stretching back, his hands hit the headboard, to which he lazily rested on top, keeping them there.

Oh, yeah. He could recognize this small bed and noisy headboard any day. And that lovely smell. Cigars. Mmm. Romantic.

He rolled to his side, lazily plopping his arm out, half-expecting it to fall on his lady. But instead it softly landed back on the spring bed with a quiet thud.

Hmmm. Where could she be? It was only...

Elias angled his head towards the wall, squinting at the open window.

Ah. It was only evening. Elias normally worked real early in the morning to pick the pretty lumshade flowers, but today he was working second shift for processing.

The day was young. It was almost time for breakfast.

"Wil?" he called, feigning back a yawning and sitting up with his elbows propped against the bed.

She moaned, stirring on the opposite side of him. He felt the bed shift as she rolled her head to the side, away from him. Her long hair spun around her head on the pillow like a hairy black crown. Or a big round hat.

"Oh, there you are, you little bugger," Elias said with a grin, squishing himself against her to spoon her. He wrapped his arms around her, bringing her close. "Good morn."

"Elias," she said, half asleep. "What time is it?"

"It's time to smash apples," Elias answered thoughtlessly as he vaguely recalled the events of last night.

Wilson turned her head to squint up at him with her brows pinched in confusion.

"What?" she asked.

Elias rolled flat on his back, brushing his chest to push away her hairs that clung to him. "I was thinking I'd make you an apple pie," he began, starting from the top. "'Cause you're the apple of my eye."

"You don't know how to make pies," Wilson said with a tired smirk.

"Hm..." Elias scratched his head, wondering if he did know how to make pies, but his brain came up empty. Apparently not. "Okay, so I was just going to get you an apple," he corrected. "But I smashed it with my back."

"What does that even mean?" Wilson asked.

"It means I climbed up tall trees just for you," Elias answered, booping her nose with a goofy grin. "Picked an apple. Then fell on it."

"How romantic," Wilson said with a huff, rolling over so she was on her back and looking up at him directly. "So, this apple's crushed now? Did you fall out of the tree?"

Elias stroked the growing stubble on his chin, thinking this over. "How does that one saying go? About apples falling from trees?"

"The apple doesn't fall far from the tree," Wilson said.

He snapped his fingers, grinning. "Yeah, that's the one. That's how I fell."

Wilson huffed. "You're so weird," she said affectionately.

Still grinning, Elias rolled over, plopping his head to be over her chest. "Whatchu up to today?" he asked, idly drawing little circles with her pool of hair.

"Today?" she asked softly. "Hm. I don't have any plans, really. All my usual folks are busy. I guess that means I'm free."

"Wanna pick apples with me?" Elias offered.

Wilson smiled faintly, the sleepiness still showing in her eyes.

"Bed," she said, pulling the blanket over him. "Just a little longer."

"Orrrrrrr," Elias drew out with a waggle of his brows, "we eat dessert for breakfast?"

Wilson narrowed her eyes at him for a moment, pursing her lips as she mulled it over.

"Sure," she said, reaching over to hold the back of his neck to prepare for a deep kiss. "Let's eat breakfast."

~ ~ ~


Elias yawned, hand over his mouth to stifle it. He turned to wave a final goodbye to his flower picking buddies, then turned back to kick at the sandy gravel that led from the farm to the South End.

It had been a long morning. Er, afternoon. Night? Huh, yeah, night. The sky was black and dotted with stars. Just like when he fell off the tree because of that one guy... what was the name, again? Started with a T, and was near a tree... Treeance?

For simplicity, Elias decided to name him Tree in his mind. And in person, if they ever met again. Maybe because of birdwatching.

Ooh, birds. Maybe he could go on another midnight adventure. Where was that grackle, anyways? Grackle was a fun name. Rhymes with cracker. Kind of. What other birds had funny names? Maybe he should ask his bird watching guy... who was that again? Not Tree, but... Hah, Tree was also a fun name for someone who liked to watch birds.

Wait, maybe Elias should get Wilson another gift. They already picked apples earlier today. Ooh! He should make her a bouquet. He picked off flower petals and stems all day, so maybe he could make her one out of that. A lumshade bouquet would be real pretty. She deserved that, since she was real pretty too.

But he didn't keep any flowers. Not today, at least. Hm...

Maybe he could draw her a pretty bird he saw the other day. Tell her that it reminded him of her. Yeah, she would like that. Maybe stick it with his artful drawing of a banned cigarette drawing he made to get her to stop inhaling that stuff. But, it didn't really work. Actually, thinking back on it, Wil somehow convinced him to share a cigarette with him right after he showed her the drawing. It was hard to say no since she made that scrunchy nose face she always did a lot. Like a puppy.

Hey, maybe he could get her a puppy. Now that was an idea.

His wandering thoughts screeched to a halt when a panicked yelp ahead caught his attention. As well as a shaky, threatening voice. Something something, lumshade.

Alert, Elias squinted ahead of the alley to see two shadowy figures. Curious, and because he was bound to pass them anyways, he dashed ahead to see what the commotion was about. To his surprise, Elias saw one of the chemisty sciencey manager guy-- he didn't know his name, but he called him Egbert-- keeled over and stabbed by Buggy.

At least, that was the name Elias gave him just now, since the attacker stared at him approaching with the biggest, buggiest eyes. Panicked, Buggy withdrew the guilty knife in question, its dull blade coated in blood. Or was that rust? Or both? Either way, they were both bad.

"Hey!" Elias called vigorously, stopping a short distance away. He reached behind his backpocket, squinting at Buggy's big eyes. "Bug off, man. Or else..."

He trailed off, blinking. Because without wasting a beat, Buggy grabbed something from Egbert's front pocket and then scampered off, disappearing down the dark alley.

Huh. It seemed he didn't even need to threaten the guy with the oh-so-dangerous copper coins he had bouncing in his back pocket after all. Rushing to Egbert's side, Elias kneeled down, assessing the damage.

"Youch," Elias murmured, drawing his lips back.

Yep, the wound was real ugly. A classic stabbing to the tummy. By a maybe-rusted knife. Egbert simply groaned in response, falling forward with his head lowered.

"Hey, Mister. I work with you on the farm," Elias said with a more gentle voice, watching him roll to his side, then to his back. His shaky hand pressed over the bloodied wound. "You're hurt real badly. Mind if I help you get back home, Eggy?"

"Get," Egbert bit out through clenched teeth, "out."

Oh, Eggy was mad. Understandable. He did just get stabbed.

Elias held his hands up in surrender, taking a step back. "I hear ya, buddy." He paused, looking him over again. "Uh." Another beat. "Can you stand?"

Eggy only let out a weak groan in answer. The tension he held in his frame steadily disappeared as he slowly dropped his head back in the dirt.

"Hey," Elias said more gently and seriously this time, kneeling back down, reaching for his shoulders to heave him up. "I'm here to help. Here, let me help you up. Let's get you home."

A pained wheeze slipped out, but the chemist managed to lift a hand to try pushing Elias's away. Stubborn guy! Still, Elias didn't want to leave him here, bleeding out. Especially because another random mugger could stab him. Maybe.

And so he pushed through Eggy's resistance, scooping him up by his shoulders and helping him to his feet. He dangled the man's free arm around his shoulders, glancing at his chest. Eggy was still pressing his hand against the wound, which now that they were standing, had blood spilling over his bony fingers.

"Alright, let's go, big guy," Elias encouraged, hobbling down the alley with him. "Do you live close by? We gotta get you laid down."

Leaning heavily against him, Egbert drew in a sharp breath through his teeth as he, still stubborn, dug in his heels. Elias had to basically drag him along, which wasn't so bad since Eggy wasn't really built like an egg. More like a... celery stick. But Celery wasn't a great name.

"Hey buddy, you good? Are you able to speak?" Elias asked instead, then realized that, of course, dude knew how to speak. He told him to get out. "I'm going to, uh..."

Having hobbled at the end of the din alley, he stole a glance at the poor man, realizing that, yep, guy was passed out. Man. No wonder he got all limp on him.

The blood was sputtering out faster without pressure. And so Elias got to work, readjusting him so that he could drag Egbert face-up behind him and hold him by the chest, his placing his own hand by the wound to slow bleeding.

"Don't worry, big guy," he said out loud anyways, briskly strolling down the street as he dragged him behind him. "My lady's place is just up ahead, so we'll patch you up there." He chuckled to himself. "You know, I've never taken a visitor to her place before. This will be a fun surprise, don't you think?"

Egbert, still passed out, only bounced with his steps in reply.

"Uh huh, yeah, so true," Elias nodded eagerly. "You're right, it will be a good time."

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"Easy there, bud. Don't want to scare my lady with your frown. Chin up," Elias said after knocking on Wilson's door, lifting Egbert up a little higher.

Normally, he'd waltz in without knocking. But it was bad manners to enter someone else's apartment with a visitor who was passed out and bleeding.

The moment the door opened, Wilson looked down at Egbert with wide eyes and furrowed brow.

"What the fuck, Elias," she said. "Did you beat this guy up?"

"What? No!" he huffed, heaving him up a little higher. "An addict shanked him. Can we let him in? He's bleeding out."

"Oh. Shit," Wilson said in a way that was simultaneously apologetic and urgent as she reached out to take Egbert's legs, leading him into her home.

"Where do you want to put him? Do you have supplies?" Elias asked, walking in while holding Egbert up by his shoulders. He kicked the door behind him, hearing it slam as she moved inwards.

"Living room floor," Wilson said with a grunt, laying his feet down in the middle of the room. "I don't want fucking blood everywhere. Fuck. Stay with him and put pressure on the wound while I grab shit."

"Will do. I'll help clean up," Elias affirmed, gently laying Egbert on the floor.

Wilson hurried back to the bathroom, and Elias heard her shuffling loudly, cabinet doors opening and shutting.

"It'll be alright. Just hold tight, alright?" Elias murmured, pulling away Eggy's jacket and shirt. It clung to him like a second skin, and it took some maneuvering to take off while also keeping pressure on the opened wound. It was a good thing he was passed out, because Wilson probably only had alcohol to clean the wound. That wasn't going to be fun.

Wilson came rushing back in with a bag in her hands that she was already zipping open. She slid to Egbert's side, pulling out gloves that she quickly put on her hands.

"We have to get the bleeding stopped first," she said. "That might take a while. How long has he been like this? What the hell happened?"

"I'll explain later. Do you have alcohol? Cotton pads?" Elias asked, finally prying away Egbert's shirt over his head.

"Yes," Wilson hissed, preparing said items as she pulled them out of the bag.

Holding the man's bundle of clothes, it was in this moment that Elias realized--

"Huh. He has the same flower tattoo as you," he murmured, peering over the ink embedded on his upper arm. "Just more petals."

"What a coincidence," Wilson said dryly, pulling out a needle and a syringe. "What happened to this guy? Stabbing? Was he shot?"

"Nah." Elias shook his head, plopping across from Egbert while Wilson went to work.

"Keep pressure on the wound, damnit!" Wilson snapped. "I'm not fucking ready yet!"

"Sorry. Sorry," he quickly apologized, using Egbert's white shirt to press against the open stab wound.

It was at least a lot cleaner than his own bloodied hands that hadn't been washed since... this morning? Yesterday?

"Sorry for stressing you out," Elias added on as Wilson readied her tools. "It was a random knife attack. Was awfully dirty, the knife was rusted and not clean. Looks like it's from another addict. They ran away when I came close, but they took something. I don't know what." He paused, peering at her. "Are you two friends?"

"No," Wilson said. "I know his daughter, though. She lives on my street."

She angled the needle towards Egbert, poking it in near Elias's hands. She started emptying whatever was in the syringe.

"Aw... do you think we should tell her he's hurt?" Elias asked.

"No," Wilson said. "I don't know. It's not my fucking business. God."

"Hey, it'll be okay," Elias assured gently. "We'll get this guy back on his feet in no time, then he'll be out of here. Yeah?"

"Sure," Wilson muttered, checking Egbert's pulse. "Okay. Do you still feel blood flow?"

Elias lifted the shirt, blood immediately oozing out. He nodded, pressing the shirt down against his stomach again. "Yeah. Might be a bit." He paused. "Hey, why don't you get some air for a little bit? I've got this covered."

"Since when did you become a doctor?" Wilson asked flatly.

"Hey, I'll have you know: I came from a family of doctors," Elias said with a grin and a thumbs up. "I got this."

Wilson stared at him, her expression hard at first, but then she sighed and shook her head.

"Okay," she said, getting to her feet in a huff. "Fine. Just... I don't want someone fucking dying in my house, okay?"

"No one's dying under my watch, ma'am. It's a Dr. Bennett guarantee," he said with a salute.

Wilson pressed her lips together, clearly still stressed as she let out a puff through her nose.

"...Okay," she said, quieter. "Okay."

She turned away, stepping back into the hall, leaving Elias alone with Egbert.

"Well, buddy," Elias said after blowing a raspberry, looking down at his shirtless, passed out companion bleeding out. "Welcome to my lady's place. I hope you're cozy."
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Waking with a start to a darkened room, Aaron blindly fumbled for anything he could use in self defense. His short-term memory told him he'd be faced with the addict from the alley. The pain radiating from his abdomen conjured images of a sharp smile looming over him, and tools to encourage honest answers.

He knocked something off a low table instead. It fell with an alarming clatter.

"Hey, hey, easy!" a man's voice said from the other side of the room. Taking a step forward with a lantern, he lifted his arms up placatingly, lowering the light. "Easy, buddy. You're safe here."

Breaths short and panicked, Aaron grabbed the first thing his hand landed on: a stoker. He frantically swung it out in front of him-- then had to drop it when pain spotted his vision white.

"Easy. I'm not going to hurt you," the man went on, not having moved. "You were stabbed by a passerby. We patched you up. You're safe now."

What? Fuck, who else--?!

Aaron heard a door open. In just a few seconds, a familiar face stepped into view, looking down at him from his feet.

Wilson.

"You're welcome," she said with her arms folded.

Aaron stared blankly up at her, pressing his hand over his stomach as he now fought to compose himself. Grimly wishing he were back in the alley with the addict.

"We're all friendly here. Right?" the man went on, having the audacity to smile and make light of the situation. "Can you put the poker down, Eggy?"

"Yeah, Eggy," Wilson said. "Put the stoker down."

At that, Aaron glowered. Despite the pain, he only picked it up again and aimed it at the vaguely familiar blond man, who merely pouted in response.

"Hey," Wilson said sharply. "I let you into my house. You bleed on my living room floor. You spend the night. We save your life. And you have the audacity to threaten my boo?"

"Aw," the man said with endeared eyes, hand against his heart. "That was so romantic."

Aaron blinked, eyes wide in bafflement. He never had a desire to so much as peek into the personal lives of any coworkers-- it figured Wilson would only vindicate him with such disgusting details.

"You're under no threat under my roof," Wilson said. "So stop having such a hissy fit and calm down now."

"Aw, Wil, have a heart," the man said, heavy sympathy in his voice.

"Shut up," Aaron hissed. He reluctantly dropped the poker again and, clenching his jaw, leaned himself back against the wall. "I need to think."

Wilson threw her hands up in the air.

"Think away, Eggsy," she said dismissively.

"Eggy," the man corrected, holding up a finger.

Aaron squinted at them. He wasn't... going to bother correcting the idiot. Though he did need to confirm who said idiot was. Beyond his... horrific connection to Wilson.

"You're a harvester," Aaron said, voice faint from how dry his throat was.

"Oh!" Grinning, the harvester kneeled down, holding the lantern close to his face, highlighting his features and toothy grin. "Awesome. You recognize me."

"Unfortunately, I won't be able to forget you," Aaron muttered, narrowing his gaze. "You almost burned down my lab once."

"Oh. Really?" The harvester squinted back at him. "Well, did anything burn?"

Aaron couldn't have possibly glared any harder. "No."

"Nice." The man plopped down on the floor, setting the lantern next to him. "Crisis averted."

Aaron tensed with the close proximity to the harvester.

"More than one, I'd say," Wilson commented.

"Hey, what did the stabby guy steal?" the man asked, nodding his chin towards Aaron. "If it's lumshade, you gotta be careful carrying that stuff around. People here can sniff it out." He pointed to his nose. "Strong noses."

Still standing at his feet, Wilson narrowed her eyes down at Aaron. He turned his next glare up at her.

Allied as they were, he knew he was indeed far safer under her roof than out on the streets at this hour. That said: dragons above, could it have been anyone else? Someone less insufferable.

"Thank you," Aaron bit out, bracing a hand on the wall behind himself, "but I'll manage from here." He pushed himself upright, a bit slower than he'd like.

"If you try walking home right now someone's going to jump you again, or you'll split your stitches open," Wilson said.

"Maybe we can walk him home?" the harvester offered.

"You will do no such thing," Aaron said sharply. The wound made his arm give out, and he fell back against the wall.

"You want to tell Elias why?" Wilson prodded.

"No," Aaron said simply.

"Because you're stuck here on my floor for the night," Wilson said. "That's why."

Aaron visibly bristled. She was right, and he felt even more trapped for it.

"You can leave in the morning when you're more stable," Wilson said.

Elias glanced between the two of them, following along. "Uh... is this your first time meeting each other?" he asked.

"I've never met this man before in my life," Wilson said simply.

"It's been a delightful first meeting," Aaron groused in agreement.

"Eggy, do you want to stay over at your daughter's? She lives nearby, right?" Elias offered unhelpfully.

Aaron sharply looked at the harvester, mouth hanging open as he fought the defensive question of how the strange man even knew. Then he cast Wilson a more accusatory look. She shrugged innocently and batted her eyelashes.

"I do not," he growled, lip curling. "No daughter, no... knowing my whereabouts from here on out." He made to sit up straighter again.

"I think he just turned you down for friendship, boo," Wilson said with a pout. "Sorry, babe."

Eugh.

"That's alright." The man smiled up at her, offering a thumbs up. "I'll see him at work tomorrow anyways. Maybe we can eat lunch together now that we're bonded by blood." He opened his palm to proudly display dried blood caked onto his skin.

"No," Aaron emphasized, leaning heavily on the edge of the coffee table now.

"Aww, that would be so cute," Wilson said. "I can totally see you guys bonding like a father and son kind of connection. What a crazy meet-cute."

"Nothing like a nice stabbing to bring people together," Elias agreed with enthusiastic nods.

"Fuck you both," Aaron snarled.

"Oh, come on, Egbert," Wilson said.

"Ooh, boy. Full name. It's getting serious now," Elias said with a waggle of his brows.

"I get it, you were stabbed. You're in pain. I'd be pissed too. But don't take it out on us," Wilson said, setting her hand over her heart and nodding with a performative look of concern. "We saved your life, man."

"Only to torment me right after." Aaron slumped against the table when the pain became too great to push through anymore.

"Should we offer the poor guy our bed?" Elias asked, turning to Wilson.

Aaron felt like a broken record when he quickly answered again, "No."

"I can get you water?" Wilson offered with a twinge of potential real sympathy.

Spare your pity, woman.

"Oh, I can make potato soup," Elias added on. "Are you hungry?" He scrambled to his feet anyways without waiting for an answer.

Aaron sighed and slumped back down to the floor in defeat.

"You're having potato soup now," Wilson said quietly as Elias scrambled like a scurrying cat down the hall into what Aaron assumed was the kitchen.

"I'm having potato soup now," Aaron conceded in a mutter.

He set his head back to stare at the ceiling as he waited. Trying to replay the run-in in the alley, find where he might have misstepped. How the unsteady addict even managed to get the jump on him.

Aaron wasn't the fittest by any means, but he usually held his own just fine. The blood loss had left him disoriented, and hazy. He couldn't remember if he'd managed to become distracted--

No. He knew he was, and why. Making quick calculations, he knew Elias the harvester hadn't needed to drag him very far from there to here, because Aaron was within a reasonable distance by choice.

Not for Wilson, of course. But for Shaniece.

After a minute or so passed, Wilson glanced back at the kitchen and finally unfolded her arms from where she stood. She looked to Aaron more seriously, and she drew close, sitting beside him.

"He's not an idiot, you know," Wilson said lowly by his ear.

Something fell in the kitchen. Loudly. Elias loudly professed: "Oops!"

Wilson sighed. Aaron didn't bother with trying to act vindicated.

"He saw your tattoo," she added, still below a whisper. "And you're doing an awful job pretending you don't know me. I'll give you a pass because you almost died, but be more careful and keep your mouth shut."

Aaron mustered a half-hearted glare this time. "I should say the same for you," he uttered.

"Me?" she said. "Oh, I don't give him any breadcrumbs. Just hot, steamy--"

"I didn't ask," Aaron hissed, lip curling again. "Nor do I think I need to point out the distinction between a willing reveal, and an unwilling one. But I will anyway."

"Listen, man," Wilson said. "I'm sorry you got stabbed. I really am."

"Could have fooled me," Aaron said under his breath.

"But it's not my fault you let your guard down and he just happened to be there," Wilson said. "You were lucky he brought you here."

"Perhaps that wasn't your fault," Aaron conceded with feigned pleasantness, "but you are entirely responsible for your own behavior just minutes ago. Your unwarranted tomfoolery indicated familiarity."

"I'm going to level with you, old man," Wilson said. "I treat everyone with the same amount of tomfoolery. Always. If I'd treated you with respect? Now that would've been a dead giveaway."

Aaron huffed, but relented there.

"I've been stabbed," he weakly retorted, gazing blankly at the ceiling again. "I could've kept up a defensive front, but at the expense of your unwanted assistance. Spare me any further lectures, child."

"Don't mind if I do," Wilson said, getting to her feet with a flourish of her hand. Walking off with a sway in her hips, she walked off into the kitchen.

Aaron could hear her call from around the corner.

"How's the cooking going, sweetums?"

Closing his eyes with a long-suffering sigh, Aaron once again wished he was merely left to his fate in the alley.




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Alan rubbed his face, studying his notes on Shane Hawking again. He had detailed a step-by-step plan to meet him at the library and establish a friendly connection that showed interest and curiosity, but honestly, this may have been too much. This was his first time ever conducting an assignment of this caliber, and he had to obtain so much information in so little time. Barlowe had implied that the most effective route would be to flirt with him with his "natural charm" since Shane was lonely and was susceptible to these tactics, but this was new territory for Alan.

It just didn't feel right. The planned encounter feeling artificial, and also-- well, he had a girlfriend, for dragons' sake. He wasn't sure he could fully commit here since it didn't feel right.

He had to think of something more... natural. An impossible task, given his time-frame was condensed to a month.

Performing good work required dedication and commitment. This meant not only researching his subject to memorize, analyze, and infer many details about them, but it also meant immersing himself in his subject's environment, so he could feel and truly be.

He didn't just know about Shane Hawking. For today, he was Shane Hawking, drinking his favorite coffee at his favorite coffee shop, reading history books at his favorite spot in his favorite library, and walking down his favorite paths to his favorite parks. It helped that Shane Hawking held a predictable, rigid schedule with few deviations. It was much easier for Alan to sink into his life, understanding his goals, aspirations, and motivations.

He had them all on paper, but assuming that these studies were done without Shane's consent, the analyses were all guesses. Assumptions. Inferences.

What was the truth? What was Shane truly thinking, feeling, wondering? Alan wanted to know. Not just because he was paid to do this, but because he was truly curious. Walking his path and playing out his life sincerely generated curiosity and wonder.

And it was that natural investment that would set him up for success. Now, he just had to better strategize on how to better meet him with the constraints of time...

Sighing, Alan closed his notebook, tucking it away in his messenger bag, along with the music history book he checked out this morning. Silently listing out everything he needed to do today, Alan collected his bag and violin case that rested against the table, sauntering towards the spiraling staircase down.

Quickly, he strode down the stairs, glancing at his watch to note the time. Yeah. He ought to leave before Shane arrived. Plus, he had quartet rehearsal this evening, and he had been so caught up with work and the solo, that he'd been neglecting to practice for quartet.

Which he didn't think he needed to do, exactly, since the pieces were so straightforward and merely for background music. But he was devoted to only producing good work, and the second violinist could use the extra practice anyways, so he was the one who insisted they rehearse. And he wasn't one to back away from his word.

The bell from the front door chimed, indicating someone new had just walked in. On instinct, Alan snapped out of his wandering thoughts to peer over the staircase to see who it could be. Ah, a middle-aged woman and a young girl. Not Shane Hawking. Thank goodness.

The gratitude only lasted for a half-second. Alan realized too late that his glance away disrupted his natural winding path downwards, and he failed to angle himself in time, stepping on air rather than the step below. At least, that was the fleeting thought he had when he found himself tumbling down the stairs face-down, sliding down with a bounce in each step, colliding into something along the way. No, someone. It was all a fast-moving blur, and Alan only realized he was tumbling down with someone because of their surprised yelp and iron fist hold on him.

And it wasn't until he reached the bottom of the staircase that his mind unfroze, the transpired events collapsing on him like an avalanche.

As fated luck would have it, he found himself face-to-face with no other than Shane Hawking himself. He was the one he was looking for and fabricated plans to meet tonight. He was the one Alan had collided with. He was the one who Alan landed on top of, head against his chest. And now, perching himself up, he came face-to-face with his subject, who was rolling his head against the floor with a pained wince.

Clearly dazed, Shane stared at Alan with a bewildered expression, pulling one hand away from Alan's side to gingerly press a hand to the back of his head.

Oh my gods.

Panicked, Alan's brain emptied as he quickly withdrew, scrambling off him at the bottom of the stairwell. "Dragons above, are you alright?" he asked urgently, kneeling on his side, guilt rolling in the more he watched him wince in pain.

"I'm so sorry," Shane groaned as he slowly sat up, despite Alan having been the one to topple him over.

"No, no, I'm sorry," Alan quickly corrected, scuffling to his feet and offering a hand. "Here, let me help you up."

With a wince and a nod, Shane accepted his hand, getting to his feet with a soft grunt. The dazed look in his eyes was slowly fading, although from the way he kept looking around and back to Alan's face, it was clear he was still confused about what had hit him out of nowhere.

Gods. Alan wasn't normally this clumsy. Worried, he creased his brows together and again asked, "Are you alright?"

Shane moved his hand away from the back of his head to the space between his shoulder blades. "Just bruised, I think," he said tentatively. "Are you okay?"

Alan nodded, confirming, "I'm okay."

And it was in this moment that he realized he was still holding Shane's hand. Hesitantly, he pulled away, idly brushing down his shirt as he considered the implications of everything. He turned his attention back to Shane, worry increasing.

"You hit your head pretty bad. Are you sure you're alright? Do you need to go to the clinic? I'm so sorry, I lost my footing and didn't see you."

"I'm okay," Shane assured him, lowering his hand to his side. "It was an honest accident. But..."

Shane scanned the ground between them, then looked Alan up and down for a few seconds.

"Didn't you have a violin case in hand?" he asked worriedly.

Dread set in, his brain regurgitating the same memories it had previously emptied. Alan had been carrying his soft cover case for his violin since it was lightweight and less bulky to carry, which was ideal for when he was constantly on the move. He had never dropped his violin before, either. That was, until...

Well, he was no longer carrying it. It fell with him too, didn't it?

Quickly darting his eyes around the floor, Alan locked eyes on his violin case that skidded across the floor, bumping against the legs of an open table. Only half-aware that he must have looked insane to all of the cafes patrons right now, he immediately barged after the case, sliding against the floor with it as he kneeled down to inspect the damage.

He winced as he peeled away the casing. The bridge had completely collapsed, the G string had snapped, the shoulder rest piece cracked. All things considered, the violin fared okay. He was grateful the wooden body and neck remained intact.

His bow also was not spared, the fragile tip having separated, along with the hairs. Again, all things considered, this wasn't terrible. His bow didn't snap. Actually, this was a common breaking point. It was easily fixed.

This was fixable. No big deal. The luthier was only a few blocks away, and because of his dad's connection, he was often prioritized and received a discount. This was fine.

Except...

"Fuck!" Alan muttered to himself, a harsh whisper. He rubbed his face with stress, feeling the heavy realization creep in.

The damn rehearsal was tonight and the performance was tomorrow. There was no way the fix would finish in time. He'd have to find someone to replace him. Fine, no big deal, this wasn't a big show. It was background music. But, fucking hell, was this going to be fixed by next week during his solo? He couldn't get a stand-in for that. This was his solo and he couldn't bear the thought of using any violin other than his.

And if this wasn't fixable? He couldn't even entertain the thought. His violin was far too sentimental, dammit.

He heard Shane kneeling on the ground behind him.

"Oh," he said quietly, sounding guilty and distressed. "I am so sorry."

"It's... fine," Alan settled on saying with a sigh, snapping out of his spiraling thoughts. One thing at a time here. "This was my fault, so no need to be sorry." He pocketed the collapsed bridge, safely securing the casing again. "It's fixable. Don't worry about it."

"But-- don't you need that pretty soon?" Shane asked worriedly. "I've seen you play at the estates before, and the on-season's just starting."

He had?

Case in hand, Alan slowly stood up, processing the irony that they knew of each other without the other person knowing. He offered a gentle, reassuring smile.

"I have rehearsal tonight for a performance tomorrow... yes," he confirmed. He waved his hand in front of him, dismissing the notion that it was important. "But it's no big deal. I'll try to find another violin to rent. Or, I'll find a stand-in. Accidents happen sometimes. My quartet and I will figure it out."

He was already thinking of what to do with costs. Barlowe paid for all his schooling and gave him spending money as well, but not violin repair money. Luthiers and instrument repairers were skilled artisanal trade, and they were not cheap. This was going to eat most of his budget of money he had earned from investigating the professor. Dammit.

"Well--" Shane pressed his lips together, seeming to sort through thoughts for a few minutes. His eyes met Alan's concernedly as he softly asked, "I assume you're familiar with Legatto & Co? The instrument repair shop?"

Alan smiled a bit out of amusement since it was strangely feeling like he was reading his mind. "I am," he said with a nod, glancing out the big window that opened out into the busy street. "They're a few blocks away. I was going to stop by after this." He turned back to Shane, smile turning apologetic. "So sorry again for your troubles. Truly. Are you sure you're okay?"

"I really am fine," Shane said quickly. "I was just-- I was thinking I could help. My dad gets the piano tuned there, and the same guy who does that job is also the luthier there. The two of them act like they're each other's best friend. If you go there and tell David Legatto you're a friend of Ray Hawking, he'll probably fix your violin as soon as he can and for half the usual rate."

Alan didn't like to accept outside help, and he was sure he could figure this out on his own, but...

Shane Hawking was right here. This wasn't exactly how he imagined he would be meeting him-- he had plans to orchestrate an encounter this evening in the library, after all-- but now that he was here, he didn't want the moment to slip away from his fingers. Therefore...

"That's really nice of you to offer," Alan said sincerely. "It would really help, but..." He paused, readjusting his hold on his bag and violin case. "Well, I'm not sure he'd believe me," he said with a faint laugh and a shake of his head. He turned to Shane, quiet for a moment. "I hope this isn't too much to ask, but would you want to come along with me?"

Shane nodded affirmatively, looking relieved for a moment. "I can do that. He should recognize me, and even if he doesn't, he should see the family resemblance."

"Alright," Alan said with an appreciative smile. "Let's go. I won't take up too much of your time."

Which wasn't entirely true, but at least he provided an out should Shane want it.

"Wait," Shane said suddenly, extending a hand with a soft, shy smile. "I almost forgot. I'm Shane."

Alan chuckled sheepishly, facepalming. "I'm so sorry. I am not usually this scatter-brained," he said with a shake of his head. "Name. Yes. Of course." With a smile, he took his hand and gave it three gentle shakes. Shane's hand was as soft and warm as his smile. "I'm Alan. I'd say it's nice to meet you, but I'm more sorry that we had to meet like this."

Shane laughed quietly, smile flickering just a touch wider. "Well, if nothing else, it's a memorable way to meet."

Memorable. That was good. Alan could adapt to this.

Together, they both left the cafe, the bell chiming on their way out the door. Alan held the door open for him, letting go and leading the way to Legatto's. He slowed his pace so that Shane could walk by him, then offered a friendly smile.

"So... you've seen me play," Alan started off with a hum of a laugh. "I'm feeling quite perceived right now. Hopefully you've enjoyed all the shows."

"Oh, you're a very good player," Shane assured him, smiling back gently. "All of your shows have been great. It's a nice way to spend an evening."

"Ah. You flatter me so," Alan said with a playful wave of his hand, dismissing the thought. "But thank you. I'm still studying, so I still have a lot to learn. I usually don't play in Ruddlan during the summers, but I am this year, so it's going to be quite busy." He offered another smile. "So, there will be plenty of musical evenings for you to enjoy."

"That's what I like to hear," Shane said with a chuckle. "Are you a music student here, then?"

Alan nodded, pausing to let a carriage pass the street. He turned to Shane to give him his full attention, saying, "That's right. I study violin performance. So, as you can imagine..." He lifted his violin case. "This violin is quite sentimental." He patted the case, lowering it before resuming his walk across the street with the carriage having passed. "It's certainly gone through a lot with me, through the ups and downs. And falls."

"I can see that. It's a very nice violin, too," Shane agreed. "I'm sure you know, but David is talented. I'm sure he can make it good as new with plenty of time for your next performance."

"Mr. Legatto is talented," Alan agreed with a nod. He decided to not mention that he only ever stepped in to buy new supplies or rehair his bow, since he opted to do refinements or repairs with his dad. "Do you play an instrument, Shane?" he asked instead. "You mentioned your father plays piano. An excellent choice, by the way."

A little shyly, Shane shrugged with a bashful smile. "I guess I'm a novice with the piano and guitar. My dad's a good pianist. Try as I might, however, I haven't managed to imitate him."

"Nonsense. Music is what you make and feel of it," Alan assured, smile growing. "It's nice to meet another fellow musician family. You have good tastes." He scrunched his nose, huffing a laugh. "Oh gosh. I did not mean to say that as a way to gloat, since you watch my shows." He shook his head, smile lingering as he walked. "You've really caught me on an off day."

Shane laughed with a gentle grin. "Don't worry about it," he said. "Are your other family members violinists too?"

Alan rounded the corner, slowing his pace just a tad since the shop was only one block ahead. "Just one," he answered. "My dad. He's an inspiration of mine, since he plays for the royal court in the Moonlight Kingdom." He smiled wistfully, weakly shrugging. "It'd be the dream to play for royalty someday. But, at least for now, I'm happy to play in Ruddlan."

Shane smiled a little warmer. "That's an incredibly exciting dream," he said sweetly. "I really hope it works out for you some way or another."

"Me too. But for now, I'm taking this one concert at a time," Alan said with a lingering smile. Right on cue, he gestured ahead to Legatto's. "And with your generous coupon code, I'll be one less bankruptcy away from achieving that dream."

"Happy to help," Shane said with a chuckle. "I'll get to say I was part of the original fanbase."

Alan grinned, stepping up the steps to the shop. He had hardly had the time to open the door all the way when a voice hollered, "My gods, it's the Hawking boy!"

A man-- who Alan recognized as Mr. Legatto-- rushed out from behind the shop's counter with heavy stomps. He had never seen the luthier filled with any sense of urgency or heard him speak with anything above an indoors voice, and he seemed like an entirely new person when he came up to give Shane an aggressive but kindly pat on the shoulder. A little caught off guard, Shane put on a slightly anxious smile.

"Well, it's been ages since I've seen you and your family!" Mr. Legatto exclaimed. "How's your old man? Did you get taller? Where are your parents at these days? Have you still got that sweetheart of a cat? Is the piano still working as it should? Who's your friend?"

Well. It seemed Legatto did not recognize Alan. That was fine.

"Good to see you again, David," Shane greeted politely, looking a little overwhelmed by the flood of questions. "My father is doing very well and he'd love to see you again. I don't think I've grown any taller, but my parents have actually been back in town for a couple days now--"

"What!" Mr. Legatto fumed. "No note of a visit!"

"They've been very busy," Shane said apologetically. "He will make time for you, though. I'm sure he'll show up out of the blue one of these days just to say hi."

Mr. Legatto's face split into a grin. "Ah, well you know I can't stay mad at that man. Please let him know there's a cup of coffee and a friendly chat waiting for him here whenever he does make the rounds."

"I will," Shane promised. "I've still got my cat, and the piano is working perfectly, as always."

"Hmmph," Mr. Legatto huffed. "I wish I'd messed up the last time I tuned it. Then your old man would be back sooner." He paused. "Kidding, of course."

Shane cracked an amused smile. "He'll be back anyway. But to the point--" He gestured to Alan. "This is Alan, my father's friend."

Alan simply smiled and waved in response, even though this was not their first time meeting.

Mr. Legatto immediately stuck out a hand in greeting. "Why, son, I've seen you around, but I never knew you were friends with the man!"

"Apologies. It doesn't come up in conversation often," Alan said with a chuckle. He hardly had time to take up his handshake with Legatto before he eagerly grabbed hold of it and gave him several earnest shakes.

"Any friend of Ray's is a friend of mine," Mr. Legatto said proudly. "What are you in need of?"

"Alan had an accident with his violin, and he's got a performance tomorrow," Shane said, his tone a little timid again. "I know you're probably busy with other repairs, but--"

Mr. Legatto tutted, holding out his hand for the violin. "No more of that! It's on the house. I'll get started on that right away."

Alan stared back at him, baffled. Instictively, his pride flared up as he insisted, "Are you sure? I can't have you do work for free..."

"Please. You'll be paying me with the joy of helping a friend in need," Mr. Legatto said, with more warmth.

Alan hesitated again. Shane flicked an encouraging smile his way with a silent nod. Relenting, Alan sighed and nodded, casting Legatto an appreciative smile.

"Thank you, Mr. Legatto," he said sincerely, offering him the violin case. "There's bridge, string, and bow damage. I hope it's not anything that will take too long to fix."

"Not at all," Mr. Legatto promised, taking the violin case carefully with a beaming smile. "Just come back in one hour. Also, Ray's friends get to call me David."

"Well, in that case..." Alan inclined his head downwards in thanks, appreciative smile lingering. "Thank you, David."

The luthier grinned wider. "Now you kids get out of here and have some fun. Let Ray know there's a mug of coffee here with his name on it!"

Giving David one last wave, they both exited the shop and let the door fall behind him. With a huffed laugh, Alan stepped down the few steps, hand on railing.

"I can't believe that worked," he said, whirling around to face Shane with a bright smile. "I feel like I need to befriend your dad now."

Shane grinned at him. "Oh, that would be very easy. He befriends everyone he meets." He chuckled. "I guess I should tell him about you before David tells him about 'his friend' over coffee. He'll be very amused."

Alan let out another laugh, sweeping his hand through his hair as he gazed over the quiet alley. "I've come in multiple times over the year, and he still doesn't recognize me. He even gives me ten percent off for being a luthier's kid."

With an amused smile, Alan dropped his hand to lean against the railing, turning his attention back on Shane. "Thank you, by the way. You've really helped me out."

"It's the least I could do," Shane said, his smile turning gentler. "There was no reason not to help you if I knew I could."

"You don't need to stay here with me, by the way. I'll come back in an hour." With a playful smile, Alan tilted his head, adding, "I told you I wouldn't take too much of your time, didn't I?"

"I should let you keep that promise. I should get back to other things, too." Shane laughed quietly, tucking his hands in his pockets as he kept his smile on Alan. "It was nice meeting you, Alan. Break a leg at your performance tomorrow."

"Thank you. It was nice meeting you too, Shane," Alan replied warmly. He lingered his gaze on Shane before looking off in thought, placing his other hand on the railing. "You know... the performance tomorrow is at Barlowe's Estate again," he said casually, smile growing. "I've heard it is a nice way to spend an evening, if you're interested in going."

Shane's smile slowly widened as he kept watching Alan. "I might do that," he said. "It sounds like it'd be fun."

Alan brightened, buzzing by the thought. "Then I'll see you there."
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If Bo wanted someone to be this thorough to investigate a farmer, then he certainly assigned the right person to do it.

Before stepping foot outside the base, Eve reviewed the paperwork for the dozenth time. With her penmanship, sharp memory, and past networking with political figures, she easily forged a document that proved she was a Public Health and Safety Inspector and Auditor for the Counselor of Resource Management. And with her past law experience, she easily documented a ten-page report that highlighted exactly what the purpose of the visit was, the law she was following, and the procedure she was to follow.

She hardly slept, far too busy perfecting the document, making sure the borders were the right colors, the stationary was the same used in other official documents, and the typewriter aligned all the words. This was the first time she had to ever forge a document by herself, and she felt confident, but at the same time, worried that the smallest detail would be overlooked, and she would be caught.

Then what? She couldn't get caught. Too many questions would be asked. It would be a liability for the resistance. And she could not be a liability.

And so she studied, and studied, and studied. Over night, she became an expert on health and safety laws. It was drier than her usual law readings, but it was still interesting nonetheless to know what codes and compliance all farms must take. Understandably, there was a stigma between mages that lumshade production was strict, secretive, and covert.

However, there was a fair amount of information about the process that she could glean just from reading the laws and regulation alone, which was arguably the only way to learn about lumshade processing without talking to an insider. Of course, this information wasn't enough for her to start her own lab, but she did have a general idea of the pieces in the puzzle. For example, there were flammable substances and highly pressurized reactions, as well as numerous quality control processes like titrations and filtrations.

And so that gave Eve an idea: she could investigate this random lumshade farmer that disturbed Cyrin, yes-- but she could also act as an inspector to better understand how lumshade was processed. Her grand plan involved forging paperwork so she could perform a "random" safety and health inspection for the laboratory and sorting room, specifically.

Because, again: the resistance only knew what was written in law. They didn't have an insider. They knew nothing, except that it devastated the resistance, killed their inspiring leader, and silenced mages around the world.

They needed to know more about lumshade. Bo didn't assign her to do this, exactly, since it was risky; after all, all farms were run by DAMG, who were unforgiving and unmerciful. But Bo had to understand that they must take action. They must understand the drug that was stagnating their group's growth, else they risk losing so many others.

And so Eve took matters into her own hands. She often worked behind the scenes, reading every documented report while managing multiple people and resources to optimize for the greatest success-- but she also wanted to prove that she was perfectly capable of doing some field work. After all, she wanted to be a leader in this group one day. But she wasn't Bo, and she wasn't a mage-- so she had to put herself out there, challenging herself and others, questioning the status quo.

Deciding that the papers would suffice, Eve patted the papers away in her bag, taking a deep breath. Straightening her hair and then her buttoned collar, she finally stepped out into the open air, deciding that it was either now or never.

~ ~ ~


The tall, fenced perimeter was daunting with metallic spikes protruding upwards, but Eve paid it no mind, continuing her brisk walk towards the gated entry. She even ensured she arrived at noon on the dot, as if she had a schedule to adhere to. And also because she hoped most workers would be on lunch, paying her no mind.

Arriving at the gate, she was immediately met by two burly guards. Though they wore no emblem, it was evident they worked for DAMG based on their dark clothing and metallic armor - which had to be suffocating in this heat. The man to her left addressed her.

"State your business, please," he said routinely.

As practiced, Eve displayed her forged badge, holding it up for them to see. "I work for the Counselor of Resource Management," she said neutrally. "I am here for a public health and safety audit."

"Paperwork, please," the guard asked with a nod.

Wordlessly, she reached into her bag to pull out her papers, which she briskly handed to the guard. The top paper was forged cerification, and the papers below were her documented steps of procedure and reason of visitation. In total, there were about ten pages. She also had the audit paperwork to hand should they ask, though she didn't think they needed it.

The guard looked it over, but Eve could tell he was skimming. From just a glance she could tell he was tired, and sweating awfully in the sun. He flipped through the papers rather quickly, but didn't skip a single one. As expected, since everyone in DAMG was vetted to be thorough and cast doubt to strangers.

With a small sigh, he handed it back to her. She took back the papers, sliding it neatly in her bag. The breath of relief was silent and inconspicuous.

"The head farmer's in the sorting room," he said, turning the pulley to open the iron gate. "Harvest season. Go there first and speak with him. He'll show you around the facility."

Eve simply nodded in thanks, passing up farewells and thanks, instead following direct orders. After the gate opened, she followed the path towards the sorting room building the guard had pointed at. The path was dry and long, with dying grass and minimal landscaping. A true industrial area. At the end of the path, the building stood long but short, with a flat roof and tan walls. It was rather forgettable. The only detail she found interesting was the stucco walls, which she was only able to note upon closer inspection.

The wooden doors were tall and thick. They were rolled along bearing at the top. With the lack of handles or openings, it appeared the door was only able to be opened from the inside. Baring her knuckles, she loudly rapped against the door three times and took a careful step back.

As if the doors have been awoken in their slumber, they rolled open slowly. Immediately, she heard the bustling of works shuffling within the facility, but her attention was turned towards the guard that had opened the door for her.

"Identification," the guard requested.

Eve said the same information as last time, showing the badge and the same paperwork. She stood still, stoic as she studied the guard's reaction.

And just like last time, the guard rifled through every page. And again, to her relief, she was let in, given the same instructions to go to the back room. There were several back rooms, however; the guard pointed to one in question.

"Is this room for sorting or chemical processing?" she asked evenly.

"Sorting," the guard answered.

It seemed that they indeed knew the process, then. She wondered how often they had an audit. With a strict order of who or what she saw first, they did not want her to audit with free reign. One room at a time it was.

Though, she had to wonder: was this on purpose, to audit the straightforward sorting room before the processing room? She wondered if there was anything they could be hiding in the processing room. Regardless, she made a mental note to go through her sorting audit quickly.

Nodding, Eve walked down the warehouse hall, eyes set on the door in question. Her heels clacked behind her, which she somewhat regret wearing since it caused more undue attention than she wanted, but she proceeded without a single glance to anyone or anything else.

The same ordeal happened at the door. She showed her badge and papers, the guard rifled through them-- this time spending more time reading, which caused a spike of anxiety-- but to her relief, she was waved in again.

Finally, the door to the sorting room opened, revealing a busy room filled with the smell of earth. Lining the room were two sets of long wooden tables in rows, with workers seated at each one, almost elbow to elbow. At each worker's feet, there were buckets that seemed to alternate between being full of purple petals or the powdery bright yellow of lumshade pollen. On the tables, there were piles of freshly plucked lumshade flowers lined up in bins. With all eyes down on the flowers as they picked them apart, the workers didn't even give Eve a glance.

Like a true production line, the process appeared to be efficient and thorough. In the few seconds she had to herself to observe, she made a mental map of the facility and took in every detail, committing it to memory to report later.

Midday light poured through the narrow windows along the western wall of the building. Sitting in the corner of the room, there was an older man in worn overalls who immediately took note of her presence. Striding past the lumshade sorters, he was quick to meet her by the door, blowing out a cigar he'd been puffing.

That was the other smell she'd picked up on. Tobacco. A bit stupidly, she made a mental note to add this as a safety violation for a report she had no intention to write up.

"Well hello, there, miss," he said through yellowed teeth as he subtly tucked his cigar in the front pocket of his overalls. "How can I help you?"

"Hello, sir," she greeted in response, nodding and keeping their formalities cordial. She dived right in. "I am here on behalf of the Counselor of Resource Management as a Public and Safety--"

"You inspectors like to try and catch us with our pants down!" the farmer chuckled. "Always with these surprises. No matter. Well, miss, what's your name? I'm Mr. Ledger."

It appeared the farmers, no matter if they were the "head farmer" or not, were not given the same level of formalities as the guards. After all, they were farmers, not associates of DAMG. She lifted the edges of her lips as an attempt of a smile.

The farmer extended a hand to her to shake. She extended her own hand out to receive his shake, hiding her wince when the dirt attached to his calloused skin transferred over to hers.

"Apologies about that, ma'am," he said as he pulled his hand away. "We've freshly pucked a new batch today, but flowers aren't hurt by dirt. The scientists are the ones who clean it all up."

Mr. Ledger was awfully chatty. Eve decided to cut to the chase here, waiting until there was a natural pause so she could finally get a word in.

"My name is Gwendolyn Hayes. This inspection should not take more than thirty minutes," she began. "May I take a look around?"

"Quick coming in and quick going out!" Mr. Ledger said with a small laugh. "Well, it doesn't bother me. Go on and take a look. But if you don't mind, we need as many hands as we have busy sorting, so if you need to talk to some of my staff maybe keep that same quickie attitude about it, yeah?"

"I understand," Eve said, keeping her face even, even though she wanted to scowl. "My inspection requires a random sample of interviews. To cut down on time, I will only interview one of your farmers today. Do you have a list of your personnel working today? I will randomly select a name from there."

"Oh, sure, sure," Ledger said with a nod. "One moment."

He walked away and pulled a clipboard off the wall, next to a worn poster listing rules and regulations. It was so faded, she was sure not a single person in this room had read a word of it.

"Right, right," Ledger murmured, flipping through the papers before letting it fall back to the first page. "Here's our clock-in sheet. All the names here today are marked."

"Thank you." She pried the clipboard away from his hands, looking over the list.

For a moment, Eve feared that this 'Elias' fellow would not be on this list at all. At which case, she was prepared to go with another name, since she didn't think this follow-up was truly necessary for this visit. Though, the thought was only short-lasting, since her eyes landed on the name.

"Elias Bennett," she said, pointing at his name and angling the clipboard towards him.

Ledger visibly deflated, and with a look that was rather transparent, Eve could tell he may have been hoping that was one of the names she wouldn't pick.

Hm. Maybe this interview would have some merit after all.

"Bennett," Ledger called harshly. "Get over here. Health inspector's got some questions for you."

The calling was enough to momentarily disrupt the production line. Curious eyes turned their way, but the person that caught her attention the most was the man presumed to be Elias. Almost gleeful, he shot up from his seat, waving away his colleagues and proudly arriving with a grin.

The subject in question stood tall, with sandy hair and a splattering of freckles-- though from the distance, Eve thought it was a smudging of dirt. Like most of the other pickers, he wore plain clothes over dirtied overalls. Even through the baggy clothes, Eve could tell the man did not lack muscle. He wasn't weighty, but he was wiry. Perhaps athletic. Not particularly the build of a farmer.

Nevertheless, this was the man. He matched Cyrin's description.

"Oh, am I getting interviewed?" Elias asked a bigger grin, waggling his brows.

"It's just a formality," Ledger said firmly. "Now hurry up, we've got to get you back to work once it's over."

He looked over to Eve, pressing his lips into a line, clearly already fed up with Elias. It was at this moment that she wondered herself what exactly she was getting into.

"There's a storage room just through that door," he said, pointing to the door behind her, opposite the one she entered in. "If you need privacy."

Nodding, she simply offered her thanks and ushered him along to the door. Elias was already immediately chatty, to which Eve half-tuned him out since he was merely expressing excitement about being interviewed.

"So," he said, finally pivoting. He sunk into one of the chairs, tapping his knuckles against the wooden table. "Whuddya wanna know?"

Unlike Elias, Eve sat back on her chair with grace, neatly taking out her questionnaire in front of her, pencil ready. Elias leaned in, already awed even though she hadn't dont anything particularly exciting.

And so, she began. "My name is Gwendolyn Hayes--"

To which she was immediately cut off with a snort. Baffled, she watched as Elias grinned and folded his hands behind his head, tipping the legs of the chair backwards. "Hah. That's a great last name. I knew someone whose last name was Hayes. He dealt with horses."

Eve blankly stared at him, having no idea why this was relevant. She decided to gloss over this for now. "...Yes," was all she managed to say as she opened her mouth to continue on, but Elias continued to blab.

"I've always thought that was funny. You know, to have a last name that was the food of the animals you deal with," he pondered out loud, still staring off into space as he rocked his chair forward and back. "Like, I imagine I work with cats. Would my name be Elias Rats?"

"I..." Eve furrowed her brows, not sure if she should be taking this ridiculous situation seriously or not. "No. I don't think that's how it works."

"Yeah. True, true. You probably know way more about this than me." Lighting up with another goofy smile, he tipped his chair back on all fours, slouching forward and lazily pointing as her. "Hey, do you work with horses?"

Eve stared back at him, pressing her lips together. Slowly, she turned her head down, boring holes through the questionnaire instead.

"Elias Bennett," she called, deciding to just... get this over with, now. "Please describe your daily working conditions."

"Eh... it's okay." He tapped his chin in thought, contemplating the question. "My back kinda hurts sometimes from picking flowers all day. Sometimes my fingers get numb because I'm picking petals and stems. But hey." He shrugged. "I sometimes go home with pretty flowers. Makes my lady real happy."

Eve raised a brow. "Lumshade flowers? You take it outside the farm?"

"Well, sometimes I give her apples too. Or cigarettes," Elias answered.

"Don't they inspect you when you leave?" Eve prodded.

"Well, they don't inspect my pants," he huffed. "At least not well. You know?"

Eve, in fact, did not know. But Elias continued before she could ask a follow up.

"Life on the farm hasn't been too bad, actually. Though, I've been working a lot more lately. Spending a lot of time in that room over there, but at least I have a lot of buddies. Oh, and my lady works here too. She works some weird hours, though." He rubbed the stubble on his chin, contemplative look returning. "Like, past midnight. But I also pick apples past midnight, so I don't think that's suspicious. Do you?"

Eve had no idea if any of this was valauble since this appeared to be transitioning to relational advice instead, but she was vigorously writing down key notes, just in case.

"What's her name?" she asked instead.

"Wilson," Elias answered with a brightening smile. And he went on to tell her useless information about her, like her favorite bird and fruit, but Eve tuned it out.

Wilson. From the Blue Suns? The same person that Cyrin was spying?

She didn't even need to ask what she looked like. Elias went on anyways, giving vague descriptions that matched the Wilson she had in mind.

She wasn't taking Elias seriously, but if he affiliated with Wilson, she had to wonder if this was an act too. And still, she took a risk by asking: "Does Wilson have a tattoo?"

And to her surprise, Elias nodded and said, "Yup. A flower on her tummy."

Eve sighed in defeat. That was, until Elias continued, saying, "Hm... a lot of people on this farm have that tattoo though..."

She snapped her head back up. "What?"

"Yeah." He nodded vigorously, reflective face returning. "See, the other day, my buddy Egbert got stabbed. Well, his name isn't actually Egbert, but he looked like an Egbert, and he never told me his name, and my lady didn't either. So in my head, he's Egbert. Anyways, I had to patch him up, you know? 'Cause stabbing. And I was real surprised to see the same tatt that my lady had. Except he had more petals." He hummed, snapping his fingers. "Oh yeah, I also had to patch him up at her place, because I'm currently homeless. But why pay for a place if your lady already has one?"

Eve jotted down quicker notes, not knowing how this was all related, but her gut was saying it was important. She flipped the page over, sliding the page and the pencil to him.

"Can you draw the flower?" she asked, voice urgent.

"Oh, sure!" He picked up the pencil, spinning it in his hand. "I'm not a real great drawer, though."

"That's fine. Please try anyways."

"Alrighty. Let's see here..."

Eve watched with painstaking silence as Elias drew a slow, uneven circle. And then watched with even more agony as he drew lines protruding out from the circle.

Like a sun.

After drawing a few lines, he stopped to admire the work. "Hm," he hummed. "This doesn't really look like a flower..."

"That's enough. Thank you." Harshly, she slid the paper out of his reach, turning it over again. "What position does this 'Egbert' have?" she asked.

Elias shrugged. "Beats me. He stays in the science room all day. Sometimes I give him the buckets of stuff."

He was a chemist, then. Someone who processed the lumshade. Associated with the Blue Suns. She felt her heartbeat quicken.

"Can you describe him for me?" she asked.

To which Elias happily obliged, giving her a basic profile of the man. Middle-aged. Scrawny. Thick glasses. Mussed brown, slightly greying hair. Pale. This was more than plenty.

She had to talk to him.

But first, she had to deal with Elias. He seemed... incompetent, to say the least. But why would he be associating with the Blue Suns? She didn't want to underestimate him. Though with him staring back with an empty look behind his eyes, she had a feeling he wasn't a threat at all.

Perhaps this was all a lie. Perhaps this was false information. But if this was true...

Then they potentially had an insider.

"Would you be interested in participating in a follow-up visit?" she asked evenly.

"Oh, sure." He smiled. "Like, here?"

Eve shook her head. "No. Would you be able to meet at the Three Seasons?"

"Hmm. That's pretty far out..."

"We will compensate you for your time," she offered. "Food and drinks included."

"Can I bring my lady?" Elias asked instead, brightening.

Wouldn't that be nice. Wilson would have to be an idiot to say yes to this request. Unless...

"Sure. But don't tell her I'm an auditor. This is a casual meeting," she said, pulling her lips back.

"What about my buddy, Eggy?" Elias asked. "Can he come?"

"I..." She frowned. "Would he come if you invited him?"

"No," he answered, deflating.

"Okay." She skidded her chair back, standing up. "I'm leaving now. How does midnight sound tomorrow? Or is that too late?"

"Nah, not too late. Works with me." He gave a thumbs up to confirm.

Eve straightened her papers, feeling her head buzz from uncertain thoughts. She needed time to figure out how this all connected, but time was of the essence here. She needed to get to the processing room, now.

"Under no cirumstances are you to tell anyone about the next meeting," she said more sternly, though she still didn't think she could trust him. She would have to employ Cyrin at the meeting beforehand to see if Elias would exploit this opportunity as a trap. "Understood?"

"Aye, aye. Understood," Elias said with a smile and a salute.

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Finally, Eve left the storage room, deciding to process what happened another time. As if he was waiting for her, Ledger was right there outside the door. He barked orders to Elias first, shooing him to a sorting table before he turned to Eve with a joyless smile.

"Good to see you've got your sense of quick timing. Did you need a looksie around these folks or should I show you to the lab?" Ledger asked.

"Lab, please," Eve answered, straight to the point. She noted the slight change of demeanor from her time away. More put-together.

"Right this way," Ledger said, bowing his head as he led the way past the tables to the heavy metal door at the back of the room. The door had a secure lock that Ledger picked at with a key before he pushed it open, holding it for her.

Eve almost missed it, but Ledger flashed someone inside a quick and alert glance, tensely smiling. How curious that he seemed to know who to be looking for, considering there was only one person inside.

Something happened while she was alone in the storage room. Ledger must have stepped out and alerted the chemist that she was performing an audit.

She nodded in thanks, stepping into the room. The room was spacious and well-lit without a single window in sight, though it was equipped with many ventilation systems. The tables were littered with all sorts of chemistry equipment, from beakers to cylinders to burners. Judging from how the stations were organized, there were several chemical reactions happening at the same time. The process seemed to be streamlined in an organized manner, the closest table holding the same buckets of stems and petals from the sorting room.

There was a man who stood in the middle of the room, stirring a beaker. With brown skin, short dark hair and a neatly-trimmed beard, he stood of average height, built not like a scientist, but of a soldier. Though, Eve knew this was not mutually exclusive. Regardless, he wore a white lab coat over tailored clothes, donning chemistry goggles and gloves.

He seemed... familiar. Like a name she had on the tip of her tongue, but could not quite remember.

"I'll just be out here miss if you need anything," was the last thing Ledger said before he shut the door on her.

The door closed heavily behind her, shutting them out from the outside world. Suddenly, the room felt colder and quieter, with only the sounds of faint bubbling filling the air.

"Your arrival has this facility on edge," the man murmured, sounding neutral as he voiced his suspicion. "Curious."

He sat back on a stool behind him, still idly stirring the liquid in the beaker. It was a purple hue.

"I'd say that's typical for a health and safety inspector," the man continued. "But I'd usually also say that's cause for concern. Fortunately, everything in the labratory is up to par insofar as safety measures are concerned. I can't speak to the integrity of the staff, though."

Eve confidently stepped into the lab, circling around the tables as she studied him, getting a better look of him. He spoke as if he was not here regularly. "Then you have nothing to worry about," she said smoothly. "Are you the head chemist of this room?"

"The head chemist just stepped out," the man answered. "Something about a bathroom break. He asked me to take over while he's out, but I'm not on staff here. Just a visitor."

Eve continued to trail closer, now close enough that she faintly caught sight of a scar over his brow. She wondered just how much of a chemist he was, though it didn't ultimately matter, since clearly Ledger exchanged the true chemist with this man.

"I can wait," she said patiently. "I would like to speak with the head chemist."

The man nodded, but hesitated.

"It's only a suspicion," he said. "But I have a feeling he intends to avoid you, and that I'll be stuck here so long as you stay."

Sternly, Eve stood across the table from him, creasing her brows together. "You do understand that I work with the Counselor of Resource Management, correct? Avoiding my audit is against the law, as per Title 132."

"Oh, I understand full well," the man answered. "I don't mean to interfere. Like I said, I don't work here. I'm just doing the man a favor so nothing explodes in here. He quite literally abandoned his work when that man came in and told us you'd arrived. I'd love to speak with him about it as well. I'm only voicing my observations."

Which was unhelpful. And was something she would vocalize, if her recognition didn't flood in all at once. The pieces finally clicked into place.

The King's Hand was in town. That included the king's alchemist, who helped pioneer lumshade processing development. And from her numerous readings and studies, she realized...

"You're Kirk Fayek," she stated, which was meant to be more of a question but it turned into a vocalized observation as well.

The man looked up from the beaker with a small smile.

"And you keep up with politics," he said. "What's your name?"

"Of course. I work with politics," she said with an inclination of her head, slightly bowing to show respect. "My name is Gwendolyn Hayes."

What was the king's chemist doing here? And how much was he reading into this? He was sure to look into her name and credentials afterwards. With Kirk's ample resources, he could easily discover that Gwendolyn Hayes did not exist.

When she left the farm, she had to leave fast.

"Nice to meet you, Gwendolyn," Kirk said. "Sorry about the trouble this facility is giving you. I know you're just trying to do your job. If I didn't need to keep an eye on things in here, I'd offer to hunt Mr. Keller down for you. He's the chemist you're looking for."

Mental note: Mr. Keller was the name. Begrudgingly, she also noted this name as "Egbert Keller."

Another mental note: Kirk was good with words. As expected, for a member of the King's Hand.

What could he be hiding?

"No matter." She shook her head, taking a seat across from him. "It appears you are not familiar with the facility, but you are still an able scientist. Would you mind if I asked you a few questions?"

Kirk shrugged, lifting the beaker as he stopped stirring, pouring the liquid into a series of small vials.

"I don't mind," he said. "We're stuck here until Keller gets back regardless."

Which wasn't until she left, apparently. It was less of them being stuck here, and more of their head scientist hiding from her. Though with the king's alchemist in front of her, she did not want to be overly stubborn. Especially since he may very well be the one person who could see the web of lies she had spun so far.

Eve had to be careful.

Pencil and paper ready, she nodded towards his beaker. "What process are you conducting, exactly?" she asked first.

"I'm actually at the end of the process," he said, still carefully pouring small portions in vials. "What you're seeing now is merely... packaging, I suppose. This is the finished product that gets shipped out to the DAMG."

Eve jotted some notes down, appearing busy. "How many vials is typically produced here in one day?" she asked.

It was a neutral question. She could extrapolate the total production based on the facility hours, which would help the resistance approximate how much lumshade is being distributed. Fortunately for her, this was also a reasonable question to ask during an audit, since this related to total quality control checks.

Kirk didn't answer right away as he continued to pour until the beaker he held was empty. When the last drop fell, Kirk let out a sigh and set the beaker to the side, looking up at her squarely.

"Here's the thing," he said lowly. "I have suspicions about what's going on in this lab, too - but it's clearly not safety violations, and I'm sure you were able to tell from the moment you walked in here. If you're really worried that something else is going on, I'm motivated enough on my own to do some digging."

Eve kept her stare steady, unsure of what to do with this information. She did not trust the King's Hand. Not a single member. And yet, Kirk appeased her concerns, affirming that there was something bigger happening behind the curtains. Something he, too, had suspicions about and did not agree with.

Like the Blue Suns. Did DAMG know about their involvement? Did Kirk?

"I have a feeling that even if Mr. Keller returns while you're present, he'll be anything but forthright. But he and I have, at least, established a loose sense of trust. We can at least talk as scientists," he went on. "So how about I find you at your office this evening, and I will happily give you a thorough report of my findings, since this very well may go beyond 'health and safety.' How does that sound?"

Which was a tempting offer, if Eve was truly associated with the Counselor of Resource Management. If Kirk suspected involvement with the Blue Suns, of course he would trust an associate of government over anyone else. Of course there would be interest to flag concerns with a third party auditor.

But Eve was not truly an auditor, and once she stepped foot outside this farm, she had no plans to return or speak of this incident with anyone else here again-- outside the meeting with Elias, of course, but that was to investigate Blue Suns involvement.

She had to buy time. Buy time and talk to Bo. She didn't have enough information now.

"An enticing offer," she affirmed with a slight nod, keeping neutral. She tapped the pencil against the paper, in thought. "A discussion would deepen my report and may perhaps go farther than the minimum investigation. However." Eve quietly sighed, setting her pencil down. "I will be out of office the next two weeks for the upcoming holiday season. Would you be interested in meeting at Tilda's Tea House at the Central Market, three days from now? That way, I can catch you before the end of the week."

Kirk met her eyes, humming softly for a moment.

"Sure," he said. "I can do that."

To be thorough, Eve ripped out a page from her notepad, writing down the location, time, and date of meeting. She slid the page across the desk, asking, "Is there anything you would like to tell me now? On the record, while I am here?"

"I think I'll save it," Kirk said, taking the piece of paper, glancing at it, and then tucking it into his pocket. "For when we meet later."

Eve nodded once. "Then that concludes my audit. Thank you for your cooperation, Mr. Fayek."
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The Gallery was abuzz today. Mireya had felt it the moment she'd stepped through the carpenter's "back room" and into the base-- every sun there had a purpose, and they were intent on carrying it out. Although she didn't fool herself into believing her purpose was the most important out of all of them, she nonetheless felt driven with a special determination this time.

Because she was meeting with Sparrow, and that was no small thing.

Mireya had hardly ever been to his office, but everyone in the Blue Suns knew where it was. Mostly because Pia glared at everyone from the door whenever she wasn't out and about, and hers was the kind of glare that could be felt before even entering the hallway. Thankfully, Sparrow must've given her something to do, because his door was guarded by some Three who Mireya didn't know. He looked her up and down, then glanced at the clock in the hallway, confirming it was the appointment time.

"Name?" he asked.

"Mireya Kaltrina," Mireya said brightly, standing to her full height.

The man knocked firmly on the door three times, waited three seconds, then opened it and stepped aside for her. Mireya beamed as she stepped inside.

The only room in the Gallery where the Blue Suns spent effort on decor was Sparrow's office. An ornate tasseled rug lay under the sculpted hardwood desk, and a grandfather clock ticked softly from the corner. The walls had paintings-- the stolen art Sparrow liked the best and hadn't put on the market, much of which had been famously missing for years. And of course, there was the leather armchair behind the desk with the man himself in it, Julian Sparrow.

Sparrow flashed her a pleasant smile as the door closed behind Mireya, and he gestured for her to have a seat opposite him at the desk.

"Such a pleasure to have you back, Mireya," he said warmly. "It feels like only yesterday you were getting your first beam in here. I remember that day well."

Mireya grinned as she sat down, keeping her posture straight and proper. "Time sure flies."

"It does, doesn't it?" Sparrow mused, leaning back comfortably in his chair. The lingering smile on his face had a touch of pride. "Much changes over the years, but some things remain constant. Your work, for example, has consistently been excellent every day since your recruitment. Lumshade distribution has never been smoother in this city. I'm very lucky to have found you."

A little surprised, Mireya tipped her head in thanks with some bashfulness. "I'm very grateful for whatever you saw in me back then."

"Please. Anyone with eyes could see how helpful to a cause you would be." Sparrow waved his hand dismissively, his smile turning brighter for a moment. "I've been thinking about new ways your talent could be used, Mireya. Would you like to hear it?"

Mireya perked up, sitting at attention in her chair. "I'd be thrilled to."

Sparrow chuckled. "Now, relax. It's an exciting opportunity, but I'm sure it's also one you're fully prepared for."

Mireya nodded, leaning back a little, although she knew her eagerness still betrayed her. "What is it?"

"There's a theft we need that I believe may be up your alley," Sparrow said. "Recently, we were set to receive a delivery of guns from our branch in Gateway. However, a number of things went wrong at the Ruddlan gate checkpoint, where the suns in charge of the transport failed to sufficiently hide the guns from the guards. The shipment was declared contraband and seized, and now it's sitting in the militia captain's storehouse."

Mireya felt a smile spread on her face spreading as she figured out where this was going. "You want me to steal from Kaja Lindberg?"

Sparrow chuckled, the proudness returning to his expression. "I thought you'd like the chance at something more important."

"Yes," Mireya said eagerly. "I'll do it."

Sparrow smiled again, his teeth flashing white. "I knew I could count on you. And if you do it well, which I'm sure you will... Well, you might just get to go under the needle again."

Mireya couldn't help but gape in awe. "Really?"

Sparrow nodded. "You'll have more than earned it after your service. I'm giving you this because I believe you can manage it, Mireya. This is just a way to prove what I think you can already do."

"I won't let you down," Mireya promised excitedly.

"I know you won't." Sparrow waved at the door with a smile. "You're free to leave and start planning. Aim to be done by the end of the week, but you can have the help of other suns if you need some assistance in carrying it out. Andy may be a good choice. The two of you make a strong team."

They did, and Mireya was sure Andy would like the opportunity as well. She nodded in confirmation. "I'll be sure to let her know."

"Excellent." Sparrow grinned again. "Best of luck, Mireya. Make us proud."
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Today was off to a... an off-start, one could say.

The late night prior, just to fit in as much precious time as he could with his good friend Cyrin, pushed morning plans after to a later time as well.

Could Lyall have reached the ambassadors' housing much sooner had he hailed a carriage? Sure. Would it have been comfortable for him and horse? Absolutely not. Could he have reached his destination much sooner on all fours? Well, yes. Would he have survived that trek in wolven form though? Like the dunes, he would!

Thus, the mad rush on foot to make it on time. That, plus another important meeting he was so certain he had but couldn't for the life of him remember the nature of. No matter, he'd cross that bridge once he got there. First and foremost: set a lasting good impression on the King's Hand, on behalf of his family and practice.

Rapping his knuckles to the tall front doors of the manor, Lyall stepped back and restlessly adjusted the strap of his bag while he waited. He tapped his foot. He was tempted to tap the door again. He shuffled in place instead. It felt like a short eternity before he heard the shuffle of shoes fast-approach from the other side. When he checked his watch, he'd only waited for a little over a minute for a response.

A middle-aged woman came to the door, dressed in maid's attire. She eyed Lyall with curiosity, but straightened to address him.

"Hello," she greeted. "This is the Moonlight Kingdom Manor. How can I be of assistance?"

"I'm at the right place, then!" Lyall chirped brightly. Offering her a pleasant smile and polite bow at the waist, he went on, "I'm here on behalf of the Ashlund Clinic, ma'am."

"Oh, I was told to be expecting you," she said with a nod. "You're here for a follow-up appointment with Mr. Hemming?"

"Very sharp," Lyall confirmed warmly, "that I am. He's around, I hope?"

"He is upstairs in his room," the maid answered. "He's been so since he returned from a walk this morning."

Oh? That was a good sign, then, that Mr. Hemming could manage one.

"May I?" Lyall asked, gesturing inside.

"Yes, of course," the maid said, letting him inside. "I can lead you to his room."

Lyall stepped in after her with a bow of his head. "Thank you kindly, Miss...?"

"Call me Marge, sir," she said, leading him toward a long hall. "And which Ashlund are you?"

"The eldest son," Lyall answered.

Miss Marge took quick even steps as they weaved through the sitting room furniture to the stairwell.

"Oh! Mr. Lyall!" she said. "Patients who return from the clinic always have a good word to say about you. Your reputation precedes you."

Lyall grinned. "You're very kind for saying so."

Once at the top of the stairwell, Miss Marge let them down a hall past several doors.

"Only saying what I hear," she said with a small smile. "All good things, though, for the charming Ashlund son. It's nice to finally put a face to the name."

She stopped at the end of the hall, facing the final door to the left.

"And it has been so lovely meeting you, Miss Marge," Lyall said, stopping beside her. "I must thank you again for your assistance. You saved me from having to spend time navigating the place on my own."

"Of course, Mr. Ashlund," she said with a bow, but hesitated to part just yet. She glanced at the door with a small frown.

Tilting his head, Lyall let his grin tame as he fixed a slightly concerned look on her.

"Now, uh," she said, lowering her voice to a whisper. "Do be a bit gentle with him, dear. He's been having a rough go of it. Day after he gets assaulted at that tavern, he and his girlfriend split. He's hardly left his room or made a sound since this morning's hubub."

"Oh, dear," Lyall murmured sympathetically.

That was quite unfortunate. But just outside the patient's bedroom door wasn't the ideal place to delve into it.

So he gave her a small smile of reassurance and whispered, "Not to worry, ma'am, I've got this."

With a faint, relieved smile, Miss Marge nodded. "I'll trust you to it, then," she said, parting with a small double pat on his arm.

Hustling away, Miss Marge left Lyall in the hall alone.

Nodding, more to himself than anything, Lyall momentarily steeled himself. Just a follow-up visit with a world-renowned war hero, now-ambassador for a literal king, in the midst of interpersonal tumult, apparently; not to mention Lyall himself was representing his family's entire legacy. No big deal.

He tapped on the door, and softly called, "Mister Tiberius Hemming? I'm a doctor here on behalf of the Ashlund Clinic--"

The door opened before Lyall finished his sentence. Standing in front of him with half a face battered and badly bruised, and eye half-swollen shut, and evidence of bruising on his arm that opened the door, Mr. Hemming met Lyall's eyes, looking quite thoroughly dead inside.

"You can hear everything in this manor," Mr. Hemming said flatly.

Lyall offered a more apologetic grin this time and nodded. "Saves me from a full introduction, then."

"I know you're here for a check-up," Mr. Hemming said. "Will it take long?"

"Not too long," Lyall assured him.

Mr. Hemming pressed his lips into a line, but stepped back as he opened the door. He inclined his head for Lyall to enter.

Dipping in, Lyall gestured to the chair as he set his bag down on the desk. "Would this be a comfortable spot for you?"

Mr. Hemming looked at the chair, but did not answer the question as he simply pulled it out and took a seat. Heavily.

Shedding his jacket, Lyall bundled it up on the desk. "My deepest condolences to you, by the way," he said softly as he picked through his bag.

Mr. Hemming looked at Lyall out of the side of his eyes, his tired look unchanging.

"...Thanks," Mr. Hemming said faintly.

With a nod, Lyall rolled back his sleeves and dove into the examination. His pupils contracted just fine, there was no purported ringing or nausea. Standing at his side, he then assessed the stitches on the crown of his head. Still clean, healing well. The bruising over Mr. Hemming's eye looked quite unfortunate, and sadly wouldn't be going away fully for a little bit.

Mr. Hemming was either silent as the grave, or giving short, straightforward answers. Lyall wondered if this was his norm, or the compound effects of taking both a physical and emotional beating in the span of two days.

"I hope you won't mind having to attend any equinox festivities with it," Lyall said sympathetically.

Mr. Hemming looked down to the floor. "Not much I can do about it," he said.

Yeah, well.

"That said," Lyall went on, a little softer, "I do hope you join for the festivities. It's overall quite a memorable experience, and could provide a nice distraction."

"Thats a nice sentiment," Hemming said quietly. "But I'd rather not."

"Fair enough."

And as Mr. Hemming once again fell to silence, there seemed to be a shroud of heaviness that fell over his features. Though little had changed of the man's posture or expression, there was an emptiness in his eyes that deepened as he stared out into the room.

It gave Lyall momentary pause as he wiped down the used instruments. Because this wasn't at all what one might expect of a man who won an entire war, now only a few degrees removed from royalty as he directly represented his king.

Lyall tucked away his tools, then wiped off his own hands with a clean cloth. In time for a small epiphany: such were the effects of great loads, such as surviving a long and heated war or directly representing his country's patriarch.

But... Mr. Hemming wasn't a one-man show. He had the other representatives to fall back on too, right? All of whom contributed to their intense victory, who likewise stood as spokespersons for their king. If it was a load shared across various, hardy shoulders, why would it weigh so obviously on just Mr. Hemming?

Unless... it wasn't such an equal load as circumstances would have an outsider believe.

"I heard mention you took a walk earlier," Lyall piped up again, quickly tucking away these thoughts to further ponder another time-- he had one job right now. "Was this on your own?"

"Yeah," Mr. Hemming said distantly.

"I'll take that as a good sign," Lyall said in gentle encouragement. "Unless you were unsteady at all. Any wooziness? Confusion?"

Mr. Hemming was slow to reply.

"Just... tired," he said after too long of a hesitation.

Tilting his head, Lyall had to prod at that. "And that's it?"

Once again, Mr. Hemming hesitated. He lowered his head with a sigh, resting his forehead against his hand.

"It's just a headache," he murmured. But the mildly pained expression on the man's face foretold that, maybe, that wasn't the fullness of the story.

Ah. So Mr. Hemming was one of those.

"Still good to know about." Lyall scooted back to perch fully on the desk, preparing for a slightly longer-than-anticipated visit. "Might I inquire once again about any ringing in the ears; bouts of nausea; frequent wooziness from, say, standing too quickly?"

Mr. Hemming tiredly looked over to Lyall with a wearied, almost desperate look. Lyall quirked both brows with a faint, very apologetic grin. Yes, this visit was half reputation and lasting impressions. But it was still his job, and became that much more integral with each painstakingly revealed symptom.

"Sometimes... nausea," Mr. Hemming said with a meek reluctance. "If I move too fast. Things..." He weakly wobbled a hand in demonstration. "But it's fine if I'm still."

"Any light or noise sensitivity?" Lyall softly went on. He mentally backtracked through the list of symptoms, as well as the man's timeline as Lyall knew it from Santiago's papers and chatting around town.

"Only when the headache gets worse," Mr. Hemming murmured.

Lyall nodded with a quiet hum. "I understand you've also been traveling awhile. For how long?"

"Three months," Mr. Hemming said.

"All work, no play, I take it?" Lyall hazarded a guess. Then furthered, more professionally, "Which is to say, have you let yourself rest when you can?"

Hemming looked ready to answer until he was asked the second question. The ensuing silence was telling.

"It's work," he finally offered weakly.

Which was a clear "no".

"Have any of these symptoms persisted before the incident?" Lyall asked, tilting his head the other way.

Mr. Hemming swallowed, visibly reluctant to answer as he dropped his hand from his head and stiffened.

"Is that relevant?" Mr. Hemming asked.

"I must ask, Mr. Hemming," Lyall replied, letting his concern start to show through now, leaning his hands on the desk, "what you might be risking by being honest with me?"

The man pressed his lips into a line. "Whatever... report it is you'll write up," he said. "Who sees it?"

"No one but myself and Dr. Ashlund."

"Which one," Mr. Hemming asked flatly.

Lyall snorted. "There's technically only two certified doctor Ashlunds." He tilted his head one way. "Myself." He tilted his head the other way. "And Dr. Astrid Ashlund, our lead general practitioner and surgeon."

The man's eyebrows twitched together, perplexed.

"But... there was another doctor," he said. "A young woman. She-- I thought she was related."

"Hild?"

"She didn't give me her name," Mr. Hemming said.

"The nurse who stitched you up," Lyall tried again, idly tapping his finger on the wood.

"Yes. That one," he said.

"She is related," Lyall answered with a faint grin and nod, "but not officially certified yet."

Mr. Hemming rubbed his face for a moment.

"So... only you and your mother," he muttered through his hands.

"You are correct, my good man," Lyall confirmed amicably. "Anyone else who gleans your medical information without your express authorization will find themselves on grounds for a very serious lawsuit."

That assurance, it seemed, finally seemed to give Mr. Hemming some pause, as he looked to actually be considering honesty. The man swallowed, though. Apparently, still nervous.

"I get headaches often," Mr. Hemming said lowly. "Very... bad ones. The head wound just... I don't know."

"Migraines, then?" Lyall gently prodded.

"I... I can function," Mr. Hemming said in a way that made Lyall seriously doubt it.

"Convincing," Lyall couldn't help but sass a bit.

"It's not something curable anyway," Mr. Hemming muttered, looking down to the floor. "I don't know what causes it."

"Perhaps," Lyall conceded, "but knowing helps with managing." He slid off the desk and set about to cleaning his tools, just to give his hands something to do. "For how long have you had these frequent headaches?"

"...A year," Mr. Hemming said.

So, around the time the war ended-- The time Tiberius Hemming personally saw to its end.

This was a far more multi-faceted thing than Lyall first realized. And it didn't help that he was just starting anew with Mr. Hemming as a patient. No prior medical records for him to reference.

Tucking away the examination instruments one by one, Lyall subtly bobbed his head. "What of your sleep patterns, Mr. Hemming? Would you mind describing them for me?"

Mr. Hemming stared long and hard at the floor, at this point, slouched over in his chair. Lyall observed as Hemming brought his hand once again to his face - briefly going to rub his eyes and quickly deciding better of it when his hand touched the bruised skin. With his lips pressed into a flat wince, Hemming shook his own hand away.

"I don't sleep well," Mr. Hemming said lowly, tensely arching his fingers over his knees before forcing them into his lap. Before Lyall could offer any reply, he went on to say: "Which I'm aware hinders recovery. But I don't think it's likely to change any time soon. I've already tried everything I know."

He reached up to his face again, this time merely holding the bridge of his nose.

"But you're not my regular doctor," he said. "So I don't know that it's worth discussing at length."

Hm. Lyall now had to deliberate whether to pursue the matter, despite this lacking pre-existing connection. Especially considering Mr. Hemming was indeed only a short-term resident, and a rather resistant first-time patient.

That said... This wasn't something he could in his good conscience simply sweep under the rug.

Apparently walls were thin here, but Lyall didn't recall finding any other residents on their way up. And he hoped Ms. Marge was keeping busy, or didn't normally have such loose lips. He wasn't too hopeful about either, though.

"I think your general health is worth discussing at length," Lyall answered easily, turning to lean a hip against the desk. "You're right, I'm not as familiar with your history. But a second opinion-- only if you want it-- couldn't hurt, right?"

Mr. Hemming dropped his hand once again into his lap, shaking his head faintly.

"I don't know," he said.

"That's alright," Lyall assured him. "I do plan on returning for another follow-up in the near future. You can have a think about it until then."

Mr. Hemming did not reply. The subtle frown of dread on his face, however, indicated that he did not look forward to having to speak of his health again. Lyall maintained his own breezy-ish facade, despite it.

"To remove the stitches," he added. Not that it would ease the response of disappointment, but it gave context for the necessity of the next visit.

"Right," Mr. Hemming said, voice flat.

Lyall packed up his things and draped his coat over the standing bag. "Any questions or concerns that you might want to share?" he asked, though he felt he already knew the answer.

"No," Mr. Hemming said emptily.

As expected.

Lyall softened his expression. "If anything comes up, your driver should know the way back to the clinic. Please come by anytime, we're open at all hours of the day."

Mr. Hemming nodded. "Thank you, Dr. Ashlund. Have a good rest of your day."

"And I implore you," Lyall replied, casting him a warm smile as he picked up his things, "get some rest, Mr. Hemming. I really do hope to see you during the festivities."

Finally looking up to meet Lyall's eyes, Mr. Hemming managed to give him one of the saddest looks he'd yet seen. And Mr. Hemming had been wrapped in a shroud of sorrow the whole time.

"Is that a doctor's recommendation?" Mr. Hemming asked in monotone.

"I should be clearer," Lyall answered gently. "Rest is doctor's orders. The festival? A friendly recommendation from a local."

Mr. Hemming nodded indistinctly, turning his eyes to the floor.

Shrugging on his coat, Lyall inclined his head. "Take care, Mr. Hemming," he said politely, "please expect my return on the 8th of Sol."

And he walked out into a silent hallway, followed by silence from the bedroom behind. Was this a rousing success? Well. The patient was on the mend, and if all was well, the stitches could be out sooner rather than later.

The rest of Mr. Hemming...? To be determined.

Lyall had expected to find Ms. Marge downstairs when he heard footsteps from the lobby. Thus, it was quite the shock to instead find himself face to face with Carter fucking Haddon by the door when he rounded the bottom of the stairwell.

Haddon at first seemed preoccupied as he tucked a folder of papers under his arm, but he quickly looked up to spot Lyall, his brows raising in acknowledgement.

"Ah. Dr. Ashlund, I presume," Mr. Haddon said, coming to a stop.

Quickly plastering on an amicable grin, Lyall approached with nary an outward hesitation, and an outstretched hand. "Mr. Haddon," he greeted politely. "I should count myself lucky to have the opportunity to meet two highly decorated men in the span of an hour."

Mr. Haddon smiled pleasantly, letting out a faint laugh as he took Lyall's hand and shook it firmly twice.

"I assume that means you've just finished your visit with my friend Tiberius, then?" Mr. Haddon asked.

Withdrawing, Lyall inclined his head. "That I have."

"Well, I've only heard high praises of the Ashlund clinic, so it's good to know he's in very capable hands," Mr. Haddon said.

Lyall bowed his head again in a show of humble acceptance. "It's both a duty and a pleasure to assist."

He began inching around the brick of a man for the door. To which, Haddon stepped aside with a bow of his head in nonverbal apology.

"I can see you're busy," he said. "Thank you for stopping by. I'm sure we'll see you again in the following days."

Lyall flashed him an apologetic grin. "Unfortunately, I am. Other appointments to make. Otherwise I'd stay a little longer to pester you about your stay in Ruddlan so far, if it wasn't an inconvenience."

"I'm sure there will be other opportunities," Mr. Haddon said with an easy smile. "You have a nice day, now."

Nodding, Lyall turned for the door-- and quickly spun on his heel as he simultaneously stepped out to call back, "Oh, and yes! You can expect me to drop in again on the 8th!"

Mr. Haddon just gave Lyall a small salute and a nod. Lyall let the heavy front door drift shut completely, before turning and making haste down the path to the main road again.

Checking the time, he then broke out into a sprint. Because, yes, he truthfully did have other appointments to make.

And he was late to the only one that mattered.

~ ~ ~


Fuck! Fuck fuck fuck...

Dashing down roads, cutting through alleyways, and even ducking out in front of carts and carriages, Lyall frequently checked the time. Not that it changed the fact that he was late. More for his own good health, he supposed, to know just how pissed Santiago would be by the time he finally arrived.

Did not bode well, being late for literally their very first intentional step toward mending this bridge together.

It wasn't even when the pearly white umbrellas of the eatery finally came into view that Lyall slowed. There was no point in trying to make a smooth entrance, so he hopped the gate that contained the outdoor tables and hastily straightened himself up as he approached his fiancé.

The restaurant was overall delicate and high-class in styling. It was filled with neutral and natural colors for the chairs and minimal decor, accented by only splashes of color here and there in the little yellow flowers on the white-topped tables.

Seated at one such table near the gate, dressed smartly in dark greys with his attention turned down to a pad of paper, Santiago was writing probably something very smart with a half-empty glass of red wine waiting beside him.

Late as he was, Lyall had to stop, just for a second. Just to fully appreciate the way Santiago was the perfect highlight of such a serene, tasteful scene.

No wonder he'd been wanting to try this new place; not only was it so close by Santiago's apartment, but it looked like an actual extension of it.

Finally sliding into the rattan chair across from him, Lyall set down his work bag on the ground and self-consciously adjusted the lapels of his own jacket.

"My love," Lyall started, cracking a slightly out of breath grin, "I apologize for the severe delay. I hadn't intended to keep you waiting so long."

Without looking up, Santiago closed his notepad, briefly bending over to slide it his bag. Holding the wine glass by the stem, he sat up his chair and finally met Lyall's eyes, his stony stare unimpressed.

As expected, he responded with silence. He wasn't one to say many words when he didn't think they were worth saying. Which. Lyall wasn't sure if that or spoken admonishment felt worse. It was in these moments where he found himself actually struggling to find the proper things to say.

"I won't make excuses," he hastily went on, tone still apologetic, "but I feel you at least deserve to know the context for my delay. I had business to attend to out in the Barlowe Estates. High profile cases, as you can easily deduce, and one visit that went a bit longer than I had anticipated. It felt like the more I searched, the more I found--" He shook his head. "Neither hither nor thither. My main point being, I wished it hadn't gone on nearly as long as it did. And I really..." Taking in a deep breath, he resisted the urge to wipe the sweat from his forehead, because he'd only be more hyper-aware of how gross he felt. "I really tried to make it on time."

Admiring the glass of wine in hand, Santiago listened with patience. Despite his attention on the wine as well as his neutral, almost bored expression-- Lyall knew he was raking in every word.

Instead of responding to any of his qualms, Santiago spoke up after a few beats, asking: "Do you know why I chose this place, Lyall?"

Lyall tilted his head, giving it a second of thought. "Because..." He lifted both hands to gesture all around them. "...it's got your trademark elegance and refined charm?"

Finally, a reaction. Which was a flat, unimpressed stare at him. Lyall allowed himself a grin, victorious that he finally got something.

"Wine brewed from the Isles," Santiago answered, lowering his glass.

And, just like that, Lyall felt himself deflate again with guilt.

"Grapes picked exactly two weeks before the summer solstice, when they are most ripe. Aged in barrels for a minimum of ten years. This strain of grapes are only found at the Isles, where the climate is warm and humid all year. It is the only grape that is rich in dry tannins and saccharine sugars." Santiago paused, barely tilting his chin up to point to Lyall. "These grapes are only found in Pavv, in the Wellworth Islands."

Lyall's hometown in the Isles.

Without allowing Lyall a response, Santiago gestured to the bottle of wine next to the empty glass, clearly still miffed. "Have a glass, Lyall."

Quietly, Lyall inclined his head and obliged.

He'd been so young when his family was forced out of the Isles, so he never had a chance to try this wine himself, from its home soil. But Santiago, expert that he was on all things fine dining, undoubtedly did his research on both the labels and this eatery as a whole. It probably couldn't be a more legitimate bottle, even this far out from the Isles.

An incredibly thoughtful gesture that Lyall might as well have spit in the face of by neglecting the proper, agreed-upon meeting time.

Lyall, still unable to really meet Santiago's eyes anymore, bowed his head again as he lifted the glass in appreciation. Then attentively took a small taste. It was an earthier wine, with really lovely floral hints and spicy afternotes. The sweetness of the Pavvan grapes only hit after, and lingered pleasantly on the tongue.

Bobbing his head slightly, he tipped the glass Santiago's way. "As ever, you really know what you're about," he murmured, thoroughly humbled, carefully setting it back on the table. "Thank you."

Santiago likewise set his own glass down, the bare crease of his brows having absolved-- and along with it, his annoyance.

"High profile cases, then?" he echoed from Lyall's earlier explanation, mulling over the thought.

Lyall flicked his eyes back up to meet Santiago's, then forced himself to sit straighter again. "Indeed," he answered, steadier this time.

"For work?" Santiago prodded.

Lyall only nodded. Then, lifted a hand, and went on, "Of course, I cannot give you names, nor any, even vaguely identifying information."

"The King's Hand?" Santiago asked anyways, as if he could read his mind.

"I can neither confirm nor deny," Lyall countered, a bit flatly now.

And, like the diligent journalist he was, Santiago was unrelenting. "Checking up on the scuffle Tiberius Hemming was involved in, I assume?"

Picking up his glass again and tilting his fiancé's direction, Lyall smoothly answered into his wine, "Highly confidential information, I insist you desist."

"Your mother told me," Santiago explained simply with a flatter voice.

Well, that. Lyall found that annoying.

"Going over my head now?" Lyall asked, lowering his glass and pressing a hand over his heart in mock aghast. "My darling, how you wound me."

"No, Lyall," Santiago scoffed, slightly frowning. "She told me freely." He gestured towards him, like the explanation was supposed to be obvious. "Which prompts an investigation. How often do you see them?"

Hm. Lyall slowly nodded once in understanding.

His mother was highly discerning, so the fact that she would more freely spill to Santiago-- family-to-be, granted, but no less an investigative journalist at his heart-- was... No, not confuzzling, actually. It made perfect sense.

Mum had to have given Santiago material for a new article. He in turn likely agreed to make no mention of her. Then both were set to benefit from the publicity and prestige of the written subject. Strategic, mutually beneficial. A bit underhanded, perhaps, and so very them.

Mum and Santiago were cut from the same cloth, and it was never more glaring than in moments like these.

Lyall glanced out to their nearest fellow patrons, just two tables to his right. A couple of lovebirds, holding each others hands across the table as they shamelessly gazed into each other's eyes.

He cast his own little bird a slightly wearied look and quietly insisted, "Not here?"

Santiago nodded once in understanding, relaxing his posture. With a rare apologetic expression, he poked at the base of the wine glass, averting his gaze. "Yes. Later," he agreed softly, then paused, clearly hesitating. His focus honed in on the glass when he asked, "Would you like to come over after this?"

Lips quirking in a hopeful grin, Lyall had to huff through his nose in endearment. "I would love to come over," he answered in all sincerity.



'Hush, hush!' I whispered; 'people can have many cousins and of all sorts, Miss Cathy, without being any the worse for it; only they needn't keep their company, if they be disagreeable and bad.
— Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights