
That morning I managed to wake up an hour earlier. Field trips stress me out, and sleep isn’t an option. By the time I got downstairs my mom was already on her third cup of coffee, and halfway into her next chapter. Super mom by day, glorious writer by night. She published a book before I was born. It was amazing and she sold a lot of copies, but at this point it's been her one hit wonder. She’s been trying to redeem herself ever since. You would be surprised how many times Riley comes over just to talk to my mom. It's kind of funny sometimes.
“Mom, you do realize that there is a thing called a bed right? It's upstairs. It's just a flight of stairs away.” She turns towards me, and takes off her reading glasses.
“Honey. You, and I both know you don't need to take care of me. Isn’t that my job?” She chuckles.
“I just want to make sure you’ll be awake to do that.”
“Hey, hey, hey don't do that. I actually went to bed early last night.”
“Sure…”
“Fine. I promise I’ll take a nap today.”
“Promise?”
“Yes I promise...You’re up early for someone who was up till 2 in the morning. Well, earlier than usual. Why were you up so late anyways?”
“Last night was fine mom. I just...had trouble sleeping. My room was hot.” I slightly laugh, but she’s sees right through it. I can tell, because she gives me that “you and I both know you can't hide anything from me” look.
“I was just freaking out about school and stuff. I’m not looking forward to this field trip mom. I guess I’m excited to be with Riley and Gwen all day, but science isn't my thing. Besides most likely I'm going to be lost the whole time, and they’re probably going to ask me some basic question that I don't know the answer to. Then, I’ll look like a fool in front of everyone.”
“I swear you and your father are complete opposites, but exactly the same. He was just like you in high school. Except he loved science. Maybe you two should talk when he gets home from the hospital tonight. His shift isn't that late, so he shouldn't be tired…” She laughs. “You ended up being a creator like me. Honey, sometimes its okay to be a fool at times. Science is not your passion. You don't have to be good at it. I just wish you would go for your real passion instead of playing that keyboard up in your room all day. Show the world want you want to create.”
“I can’t mom...I just can’t” I say.
“Well take your time then. I intend to see that day so don't make me wait to long.”
“Okay...Well, I gotta go.” She stands up and hugs me.
“Try to have a good day.” She says.
I left my mom to her coffee and writing, and headed out. I got to the school pretty early, but instead of heading the music room I sat outside by the bus with a book in hand. I read until people started lining up. Riley showed up with her sister. I could tell she was annoyed, but I did my best to cheer her up.
“Okay everyone. Permission slips out, and after you hand it in enter the bus.” I heard Mr. Neil yell by the opening of the bus. I handed him the slip and made my way towards the back of the bus with Riley. Luckily we snagged seats behind Gwen.
"Okay! I've assigned you all partners," Mr. Neil says. "So, when I call your names, find your partner. I'll be going alphabetically by last name." He clears his throat and looks down at his clipboard. "Anthony with Woods. Cole with West. Gray with Kingsley. Mauze with Penn. Pascal with Sanders. And Tanner with Torson.”
Thank god I got Dan. Hopefully this means I won't be completely lost. Plus he makes me laugh so I probably won't fall asleep. Score!
I look for him on the bus, but I already notice the eye contact between him and Riley. He’s blushing. Does he like her? I wonder. Then again Gwen told me he always blushes so it's probably nothing. Why do I even care? His gaze switches to mine, and I smile. He smiles back and the bus roars to life. The entirety of the trip was talking about Riley’s band, and a project Gwen had been working on. I mostly listened. Both of them are kind of amazing. Riley also asked about Cole, and I told her he seemed nice. I mean we only talked once, but he seemed cool I guess. She seemed a little worried. I tried to assure her, but there only so much you can say to calm Riley's nerves. I do my best.
When we arrive at the labs a nice guy gave us all the information, and we get with our partners. Dan does a pretty good job at keeping the trip interesting. I honestly think it was more fun watching him light up when they talked about the animal morphing stuff. It was priceless. To be honest I only started paying attention when they brought up the chairs. I have admit the idea the chairs is cool, but when they ask us to test them out I feel a little apprehensive.
“Aren’t these prototypes?” I whisper to Dan.
“Im sure they’re completely safe. They wouldn't put children in it if it wasn't completely tested.”
“That's true I guess.”
I enter the room at the same time as everyone else. A shiver goes down my spine as the door slams shut.
“Hello. My name is Dr. Edwards, and I’ll be your helper today.” I turned to see a young woman in a bleached lab coat. She told me about the chair, and the side effects. I don't think it will be that bad so I follow her directions as best I can. When the fatigue hits I become uneasy.
Something isn't right here.
Before I can say anything though, everything goes black.
When I wake up I feel a little nauseous, but I manage to sit up just fine.
“You did great! Good job. If you need a minute that's okay. Your class will be waiting outside.” For a second I almost thought I could see through her smile. Dang she has a good poker face. I take a minute like she instructed, and then I make my way to the door. The moment I touch the doorknob I feel weak all of a sudden. I fall to my knees and the nurse rushes to me.
“Are you alright?” She asks.
“Yeah. I’m sorry. I just...kind of blacked out I guess.” I say.
“That's normal in some patients. I'm sorry if I would have known I wouldn't have done it. I see you’re on a few strong anti anxiety medications. That could also be the source.”
“Yeah. Uh… I gotta go.” I slowly stand and make my way back towards the group. My parents, my doctor, and I were the only ones who knew about the medication. It's not exactly something I like telling people.. Especially strangers. I haven't even told Gwen, and we tell eachother everything. Well, I guess not everything now that I think about it. I hate hiding it from her, but I hide it from everyone. Even myself sometimes.
“Are you okay?” Dan asks when I make it back to the line.
“Yeah...I’m pretty sure. That was weird right?” I say.
“Right.” He says.







