man, been so busy junior year. i've forgotten how to write prose, probably, save for the little fanfiction i do occasionally, or even just things in general that aren't songs.
i am so tired. i had no idea this year would be this exhausting, but who's to say how it'll turn out in the end? when it hurts, i'll come back here. hopefully. and teach myself how to write things again.
just a little collection of ramblings and dreams :)
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alliyah wrote:Lovely poem to read 🍂🌾🍁🍂🌾 the sound devices are beautious.
Side note: I have been convinced all week that next week will be November. SO READY 4 FALL.@queenshadowgem wrote:@Carina and @alliyah you inspired this fall poem <3
#gempoeting #fall
da falling of da leaves~
leaves
they cronch
undr my feet-
like bubblewrap
and pumkinseeds
they fel crisp
nd crispy
like ice in a greentea-
like lines
that try to define peeps
crackle away like leaves
into lil fine piece-
peace
it is peaceful
to step on da leaves
relaxing
cronchy leaves-
leaves is part of
relieves-
spelt difrently
but feels da
same
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fatherfig <333 thank you
Sep 27, 2021
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Personal ramblings and teenage cringe!Spoiler! :manilla wrote:the dude i kinda like and i...our birthdays are only a day apart and we got the vaccine TOGETHER AT THE SAME PLACE SAME TIME TODAY???
how do i feel about this? strange, that's for sure!
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fatherfig <33333
Sep 20, 2021
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just kidding there's romantic orientation...haha...manilla wrote:it's almost been a month since i have read the les$bean masterdoc, and i am still freaking out. oh well, i think i know where this one's going!
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struggling *a lot* on writing song lyrics that have the right balance of
1) poetic
2) what's running around unleashed in my mind
3) down to earth/easy to digest
4) NEW!!!!! ORIGINAL!!!!!! FRESH AS HECK!!!!!!
but if i try to do all of these, nothing comes out at all. i really wonder why lol
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Taking AP Lang with a hard yet good teacher has been an incredibly surreal experience. I never thought I'd be learning about rhetoric or the nature of literature in an English class...kind of makes me question everything I know about the subject, you know? And screaming at how ungodly of an amount of homework I have is, well, pleasant.
this is gonna be a long long long long long year
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A new flash fiction piece i've written is out, dealing with my own personal issues of perfection, body image, and running away from reality (which seems to be a really common theme in my works, huh). Check it out here:
the texture of flower petals
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time is weird.
junior year has been nothing short of busy for me, just like the summer. i now have my first boyfriend out of a trip that forever changed my life, and valuable lessons regarding love interests from the mistakes i'd made directly before.
maybe i've been less productive on the writing front. but at least, i've learned that all good literature i produce needs the requirement of being somewhat miserable. :,)
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I'll just check in here as this little safe space of mine to say that I've been feeling well this summer. Things are going...and smoothly, too. There's backpacking, SAT prep, language learning and some room to write. I'm quite busy, but I get to breathe, too. The grass's greener on the other side!
Carlito 💜💜💜
Jul 2, 2021
Starve Heck yea
Jul 3, 2021
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it's almost been a month since i have read the les$bean masterdoc, and i am still freaking out. oh well, i think i know where this one's going!
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finally finished shadow and bone!! my god, i was hooked the entire time, and i can't wait for season 2...
when even is season 2
EternalRain I also really enjoyed it!!! I think they did a great job. and yeah can't wait for second season :sob: I need more
Jun 5, 2021
Feb 8, 2022
song lyrics i'm working on, and will hopefully record!
trigger warning for references to self harm, but there's a happy ending in the end
I see you pulling up your sleeve
Mourning what could’ve been
You lay there cursing at the sheets
Wondering how you sinned
[Verse 2]
You only count the unforgivable
Vowing to never breathe again
Yes it hurts, but pain is typical
We can’t stay cynical
[Chorus]
The rivers on your skin will dessicate
The red eyes that feed them will dry
Betrayal burns, yet you must quell the hate
[Refrain]
For I will love you
You will love me again
I will love you
You will love you again
[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat Refrain]
[Bridge]
If only there had been someone to go to
Somebody that saves you and understands
Why aren’t any of us out there?
What is what, what is a choice?
[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat Refrain]