fatherfig wrote:there's a shooter hiding out near my aunt and her baby so you people who pray could you pray for them please thank you
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Currently they are still okay but he hasn't been found yet either
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BluesClues <333
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fatherfig <3333
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an armed shooter is near my home
but all i can do is think about due dates
when mine could be soon
isn't that crazy
with a gun to my head
i'd still be worried
about late assignments
and numbers
if i crashed on a deserted island
and found a way to survive
would i be anxious about classes
and not becoming a teacher
or would i make my job
telling stories to coconuts
and writing poetry in the sand
for the wind to blow it away
so i can write the next verse
humans are the one creature
that repeat useless patterns
they know are bad for their health
and get no enjoyment from
wouldn't it be better
if society was a society
and not a lawfirm
of course we'd have to agree
not to eat eachother
#gempoeting
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there's something broken in the way
my voice sounds like someone i've forgotten
broken like a mirror did you know
true crystal was supposed to steal your soul
when you looked inside
my soul, my inner child hissed
when i took the knife away from it
it fled into the darkness
like a theif of joy
it wanted to kill me and i know it
it wanted to make sure
i couldn't hurt anyone else
sometimes i think i'm the demon
that possessed this body
and my inner child fought me
my key to freedom was supposed to be
in finding a way to heal from his hurt but
i haven't heard from him in so long
drowned out in the voices
i think he died
an open letter to myself is like a match in a campfire
i'm full of too many words to read
i could never understand what it is to love myself
there are too many of me
i'm obsessed with things that are as broken as i am
because sometimes the peices don't come back together
but you still can't throw him away
you have to love him in unfamiliar segments
just like me
#gempoeting
Hkumar This felt so deep <3
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there's a shooter hiding out near my aunt and her baby so you people who pray could you pray for them please thank you
LadyMysterio i will!! thats super scary <333
Sep 7, 2024
Kaia Praying for them, fig! That's terrible!!
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RangerofIthilien Omg yes! You look amazing!!
Sep 7, 2024
fatherfig <333 thanks !
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im hereeefatherfig wrote:HIIIII <333theromanticchemist wrote:I have a wfp open rn!!
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fatherfig still here
Sep 7, 2024
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you break me into something tangible;
calloused fingers traveling over my membranes
knocking me to the floor of my mind palace.
i can't ascend if my cells are imprinted with
an emotion that isn't regret; while i try
to separate myself from the humanity of if all
and fly away with memories; a saint.
but you hit me with aching physicallity;
breaking my wings in a way that's
sickeningly more pleasant than god's peace.
what is ascension if not ruminating sins not yet commited;
and reality is a wet wollen blanket dragging the sidewalk,
as i try to avoid god's thunder on my way home
from the park with you.
what are broken wings;
except feather crowns for my demons,
that echo your voice in the rain.
#gempoeting
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listen to this song for the full vibe: https://open.spotify.com/track/0EWwr0Bz ... 42c5d6477a
in this space, there is no room for silence...
the tall windows adorn the stairwell with blinding lights,
in this house a house of violence; white painted walls
to hide the blood...
The fog curls inward on streams of light;
to bind me to this callous day;
to bind me to this plight.
the rose in my hand is slient-
as the petals fall with grace.
is it broken as it decomposes
is it beautiful as it crumbles away.
i put it in a book to try to preserve it
and yet it still fades.
pressed flat.
and pale.
should i let it go?
or put it back in the book
for another day?
its bleak color
could barely be described as red,
but the beauty inside isn't gone yet.
does the rose feel the breeze
of this grey day?
#gempoeting
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the coffee beside me
that i made in a rush
has sat quietly for two hours
the assignment i'm trying to do
has seen barely a click
the rampage inside of me
is making me sick
the temptress anxiety
she sits and she sits
on top of my chest
as pretty as red brick
the glassware depression
it shines in my teeth
i'm always cleaning it gently
waxing it as it makes me bleed
i tried to eat the glass pitcher
because it held more than i could ever have
jealousy is like a papercut over an artery
it takes everything from you
and you can't miss what you had
because you're too busy burning alive
and bleeding out
#gempoeting
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i think the reason im always so full
is that i eat my anger
in discordant fistfuls
harsh words unsaid
never hurt anyone
until its all they are
if shading is what light dictates
then you could color me darkly
and paint around me in white
i only give what i wish i had
and receive what i dislike
#gempoeting
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HIIIII <333theromanticchemist wrote:I have a wfp open rn!!
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