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Things have been tough lately. I feel like I am just taking things one day at a time. Some days are okay, others are worse, and I have been having less and less "good" days. I feel tired and numb. I feel incapable of creating. And what I do create, I just leave it alone and never acknowledge it. I have been drowning in school work and the stress of having to grow up so fast in just a few months. Losing friends suck. Losing myself sucks more. I apologize for my rare appearance. Mental health hasn't been too nice and I am trying so hard to remain optimistic... but i am so tired.
Carlito đź’śđź’śđź’ś
Oct 11, 2018
Mageheart <3
Oct 12, 2018
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comment below the most generic/cliche book trope or character you can think of! I am curious hehe
Prokaryote The Chosen One, easy
Sep 11, 2018
erilea Well, specific to one site that I've frequented before (Quotev), nerdy girl meets the bad boy and falls in love, usually with plenty of drama from the popular girl who feels possessiveness towards said bad boy.
Or vampires/werewolves. Literally every single story on the site.
Sep 11, 2018
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WOW I forgot to post this lol but here is a remake of my #MeetTheArtist . I did one months ago but hated how it turned out so here is a more updated one. I am quite happy it turned out, considering my art has been slow lately and this is my first digital piece in months. Hope you all enjoy! ♡
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I am actually reading for pleasure again and it has been sooo long since I have and I am just so happy and excited
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any song/artist recommendations? Nothing popular or "trendy", I am kind of over super popular music
zaminami Glass Animals is absolutely fab
Aug 30, 2018
KaiRyu What type of music do you like?
Aug 30, 2018
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been hitting a few low points lately so i wrote this poem in the midst of a breakdown last night -
cra s h i n g . ... ..
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This summer I have been mainly focusing on improving myself, and although I haven't been writing poetry or anything, I still journal. I have been trying to start drawing again by doing traditional art instead of digital but it is still hard getting back into the groove of drawing again. So that's why I don't post nearly as much as I used to. I have spent this summer taking time to myself and working on things I need to improve on. I rather fix my heart than forcing myself to write. ♡
Mea That's great, though! I think I need to take a step back and focus a little bit more on something like that as well, because it's never good when things just become forced due to other problems, and that's the position I've found myself in recently.
Jul 28, 2018
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my hair has been 3 different colors within a span of 3 months.
First it was brown/red, then I dyed it purple in the beginning of June, then I dyed it black today.
The best part? I have felt more confident each time I've dyed it.
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Just a short update:
So I have been in my new relationship for almost a month now and it's great! He is a wonderful guy who makes me very happy.
My skin has been clearing up a ton and I am so happy about it. My skin has always been my biggest insecurity because of my acne but I am feeling more confident than ever right now.
I've been slowly getting back into drawing again after months and it feels good to be able to create again.
Although I am super nervous for senior year, as the time comes closer, I am easing up a bit about it.
Overall things are going pretty good and for once in my life I can say I feel genuinely happy and okay with life.
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I am so tired of boys who manipulate girls
it has happened to me way too many times, I've noticed
Like they'll cry at the thought of losing you and then leave you? WHAT TWISTED THING IS THAT? They make promises and break them and tell you what you wanna hear yet be a total ass when things get rough.
Like... people who do this are the reason that some people are scared to get into a good relationship because they're scared it's just another lie.
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you said “hey”
and i said “hello”
what’s your name?
i’d really like to know
about you, too bad i stopped at “hello.”
i just stared
and you grinned
and looked right back
it felt like just one big whirlwind one big whirlwind
over the next few days we got to talking
with every single word i started falling
farther and farther for you
you were witty and so charming
you swept me off my feet
you made me laugh you made me blush
oh no one could compete
it seemed to good to be true
i wanted to be with you
we clicked like legos
or the clacking of tap shoes
you say “hey”
i said “hello,
how was your day?”
you said “better now” with a smile.
oh what a cliché.
but to be honest it made my day!
i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in
i looked up at your face
and those eyes , they drew me in, it was too late for me
that’s what we were
a simple cliche
it wasn’t made to work
but i wouldn’t have it any other way
– cliché by mxmtoon
Oct 18, 2018