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Sorry I haven't been on the site much, it's been a crazy month, my sisters boyfriend came over and his really nice, but it's starting to make me see how much off a jerk my dad is, it is really starting to look like my dad and mom are going to get a divorce and I'm trying to stay calm about it, I really do hate my dad though and I've had to enforce some boundaries recently and his trying to make excuses and try to go around it, but I've had it. But it's really hard because I'm scared of him actually hurting me. So if you don't see me on the site this is probably why, because I have also realized that my snake phobia has been caused by him and that he is the snake that is still in my house, that I do not want.

I'm wishing you all the best and I hope that things are going wonderfully for you all!!

Wish me luck everyone I'm going to an exposure therapist tomorrow and I'm really nerves about it, I've never been to a therapist before, but I know that this couldn't be avoided, I have a phobia of snakes, so much so that I have to sleep with my room light on now, and I have nightmares with these things in it, thankfully we've found a really good one to go to though, so I'm hoping that they can help, I've been trying to deal with this phobia on my own, but it's just gotten so bad that I'm scared of going to bed because of nightmares, and it's causing severe anxiety that one day if not addressed properly it could land me in the hospital, and that's never something you want, so just in future, please don't post any reptile photo's on my wall or mention them to me due to this, yes it may sound silly but that's how bad it is.