Everything is subjective to a point. I think. Like racism, some people may think it is right, when they are incorrect. Or discrimination.
My dad says the people at my school what they say to me its illegal, we could take them to court, I don't want to. He wants to, but I don't. I don't want anyone else to be miserable like me, I just want everyone to forget about me and to move on, I don't want them in trouble, because I am not worth it.
Maybe that is stupid, but Only I should be punished, because I am stupid, why else to I get bullied.
On the other hand I may be changing schools, or I may not. But either way I don't want to hide behind lies anymore, I want people to really know who I am.
I am me.
I am annoying, a lot.
I try to be kind.
I try to care.
I do to much wrong.
I cry a lot.
I am scared of the truth.
I am always confused.
I love the stars.
I self harm.
I have depression.
I have anxiety.
I think I deserve it.
Every night I sit in my bed, and every wrong I did, or every wrong someone else got, equals one cut, maybe thought two, if it matters a lot.
last night it was 20.
I am Christian.
I am missed two terms last year, because of my problems.
I don't think anyone accepts me.
I am scared of new things, they kill me.
I don't like big rooms. full of big people.
I am scared of myself.
I get angry.
I have a dog.
I am lazy.
I eat a lot, but I am not fat.
I am unpopular because of my views.
I am stubborn.
I will not back down.
I probably most hated in my school, because I don't like people not respecting me.
I think I am a horrible writer.
What I write reflects me.
Obviously.
But over all I am human.
but I am really just me.
I call myself a monster, maybe I want to hide behind that and pretend that I am the only one who does wrong, but maybe I am just like a lot of people, I don't know.
I come from a Jewish heritage.
I am olive skinned, people think I am a terrorist or something.
It really hurts, because I don't want to be hated, or to do wrong.
I think death is the easy way out, I would rather die helping people.
I act happy or sad, one or the other.
I have run out of things to say, but I feel like I am missing something.
I cry to much.
I care to much.
I want to just be normal.
People say normal is bad, but I don't know.
I am optimistic about the future, but I am also not, I want to change the world. I want to be something more that what I am.
Someone who is known for good. Or stopping bad.
I finished animal farm today.
This was random, sorry I am stupid.
MonsterMe.
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Holysocks Being yourself, is the best way I can think to achieve your goals; never give up. Never let other people bring you down- they have no right to effect your emotions. Change the stereotypes. Despie what you think, you're building yourself a great foundation for your future- follow what you believe is right, and your beliefs will probably grow with you, and that's okay, that's good. You're not stupid, despite what you strongly believe, and one day, I hope you'll see that.
Feb 6, 2015
Love Is that one of those posts where you say how bad you are to hear people argue with that? :p But seriously, anyone who's stupid enough to bully is disqualified from an opinion on anything ^.^
But you got me thinking about subjectivity. Even if you build a perfectly objective computer... It will still end up being subjective. Simply because its sources of knowledge would be localised. Imagine living in a city where everyone thinks straight people should be killed. That's the only knowledge you ever knew... To be 100% objective implies 100% knowledge ^_^
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Burrow Horrible you?
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haven235 Not at the best place either. What's bringing you down?
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Yay for a Jack Sparrow avatar! A great idea, I would never have thought of it.
Burrow Thanks
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Burrow I love yours as well
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Burrow I know right haha
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So I was reading Great Zoo of China last night, I am about 200 pages in, and well, I don't think I have ever read such a gory book. Yep.
Burrow But its amazing its like a Jurassic version with a book, but with dragons, its epic!
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Burrow Hello
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Burrow a movie
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rainforest What movie?
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Burrow horrible you?
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Dracula Alright. I thought something terrible had happened because you hadn't replied.
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Jack,
'Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close' is my favorite book. Please read it. The film doesn't do it justice.
Burrow I know, I know, I have been looking for the book
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Burrow Well thankyou
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Burrow I was thinking of you
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Sonder Wow, thanks. :3 What's it from? I see your avvie has the same person.
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