Ignorance is rampant.
Hypocrisy infests the dark recesses of people's beings
Why?
Why must the truth stand alone and fight a losing battle?
The supposed God's light has never shined on me.
They have taken eveything.
The only thing that remains are the memories of
humanity's earnest actions that once plagued my thoughts
they took advantage of my world and inoculated me in a way.
Desensitized; I stand alone and feel the empty carcass they left behind
I fill the vacancy with malicious intent and revenge.
Self-conciousness; I am aware of what I've done,
but I'll never regret my actions... never
Happiness was always out of my reach, but not for others
jealousy and rage course my veins,
fueling my desires for both destruction and peace
my silent revolution seems endless.
I no longer count love and God in my life
for I know that they only bring the end of my anger.
Life, for me, has been revolutionized,
knowing that the end is near, all is so clear now.
I can now see all the time I've spent pleasing others.
I suddenly see a sweet release
Death's eternal grip holds me tightly and yet somehow,
I feel at home.
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