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Stop and Stare ~ Part Twenty-One
Zoey
My mum’s office shared the tidiness of a car wreckage, and if anything, it was even messier. There were loose papers spilled all over her wooden desk, none of the books on her shelves were in any kind of order, and she had so many items stuffed into her cupboard, I was surprised the doors didn’t burst open. It was a good thing she had me to help her clean it up, that was for sure. Luke, on the other hand... not so much.
“No! Luke, you don’t put a fictional book in the same shelf as the non-fiction ones.” I snatched the book back off the shelf, merely seconds after Luke had stuffed it in there. “The fictional ones are down here,” I muttered, bending my knees as I placed the book into the bottom compartment.
“Live on the edge a little, Zo,” he replied as he rolled his eyes.
I knew I had a tendency to overdo it on the perfection department, but that right there was simply common sense. I scanned the rest of the bookcase to check that Luke hadn’t shoved any other fictional books into the wrong place, but thankfully, nothing seemed to be out of order.
My mum had asked the both of us to help her tidy her room, and I was more than happy to help, although she practically forced Luke into it when he came over this morning. I’d have preferred it if she hadn’t because, if anything, he was making things worse. As I turned to my mum who was sorting out the cupboard, my gaze paused when it reached my brother. He had to be kidding. He was now charging a toy car at a rather dry looking plant on my mum’s desk.
“How old are you?” I raised my eyebrows as he looked up at me.
“Almost twenty-one. In fact, my birthday’s next month, so I hope you’ve been saving up for it. I’ll be expecting to see the truck parked outside my flat first thing in the morning, considering you’ll need one because of how huge my present will be.”
“I’m just hoping Mum and Dad get you a new car because yours is disgusting,” I replied as he fiddled with the toy in his hands.
“Hey, don’t offend Johnny. He may be old, but he’s got a lot of kick in him.”
I stared at him. “You’ve named your car?”
“No duh.” He winked at me.
After dropping the toy onto the floor, which caused even more of a mess, Luke grabbed a huge pile of papers off my mum’s desk. As expected, the majority of those papers flew out of my brother’s hands and onto the already cluttered floor. Instead of placing the remaining paper that was in his hands back onto the desk, he thought it was a wise idea to just drop them next to him as he sat down. The quantity of dishevelled paper grew.
“Luke!” I snapped as I practically charged at him. “Just sit down!” I pointed at the sofa opposite me.
When he didn’t reply, I smacked the top of his head, but he just laughed as he stood up. I glared at him before he could say anything, which led to him raising his hands up defensively. Thankfully, he then went and sat down on one of my mum’s sofas. I had no idea how I coped when he still lived here. Well, that wasn’t entirely true. I wasn’t sure how she did it, but Aimee seemed to possess a power that allowed her to make Luke do things correctly or not do them at all, despite him being a good few years older than her. I realised that I was smiling as I began picking up the dropped paper.
“Zoey?” For the first time in a while, my mum spoke. I looked up to see her glancing through some papers. She turned her eyes to me. “Have you met Charlie’s dad, by any chance?”
“Well, no, why?”
“I was just looking through some of Charlie’s documents, and my thoughts went for a stroll. He hasn’t mentioned his dad at all during any of his lessons, and it seems a bit odd to me, that’s all.” She placed what I assumed were Charlie’s documents onto the windowsill.
Charlie had only had four lessons with my mum so far, with the latest one being yesterday, but he’d spent a good amount of time here trying to give life to the bland travesty that was my garden. In some sense, I suppose it was weird that he hadn’t talked about his father once during that time. Speaking of Charlie, I was meeting him along with Austin today, and as I glanced at my watch, I realised they were due to be here in ten minutes or so. I turned back to my mum to see a thoughtful expression on her face.
“Jamie acted a bit strange sometimes, come to think of it.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, genuinely interested.
My mum hesitated, but she did eventually answer. “Don’t let Charlie know I’ve said this, but Jamie always made it rather clear that he, well, favoured Will over Charlie. I have no idea why though, and he was always rather impatient with Maddie. He lost his temper quite often.” It sounded like she was talking more to herself by now. “It just got me thinking because I noticed that Charlie constantly seems to have some form of a bruise on his face.”
“You think his dad’s violent with him?” Luke stole the words out of my mouth.
“Hang on there, before you go around assuming the worst, honestly, I doubt it. I was just thinking, that’s all. You know what I’m like at jumping to conclusions. I mean, Jamie was always very nice to me, and he’s served our country well, so the last thing I want to do is make false accusations.” She glanced between my brother and me. “So don’t go around saying anything. I hardly want Charlie to think I’m poking my nose into his business.”
With that, my mum turned around and continued sorting out the cupboard, although my mind lingered on what she’d just said. I’d spent quite a long length of time with Charlie by now, and not once had he mentioned his father. In fact, I only found out about his brother because he personally came to my house. I couldn’t remember Charlie ever talking about his mum either, not really. I’d never asked though, so I guess it wasn’t that strange. My mum was right about his bruises though, and I couldn’t quite come up with a rational explanation of how he would get so many of them. I was tempted to ask my mum for more details, but I decided that it was maybe best not to because she didn’t seem overly confident to tell Luke and I those minor details. With a thoughtful sigh, I carried on with my cleaning.
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“Why ain’t you ever shown me this before, Charlie? It’s fricking awesome!” There was a grin on Austin’s face that spread from one ear to the other as he walked steadily over the crumbling rock bridge. It made me cringe just to watch.
“‘Cause you knowing about it probably heightens your risk of death by a hell of a lot. You ain’t exactly the most sensible guy in the world, in case you ain’t noticed that yet.”
Charlie laughed as Austin brought out a packet of cigarettes along with a lighter from his pocket. Considering the boy was overflowing with common sense, he thought it would have been a good idea to light one of the cigarettes as he carried on wandering along the narrow bridge.
“He’s worse than you,” I muttered to Charlie as he sat beside me on the safe, stable part of the cliff.
These two arrived at my house eventually, even if they were over twenty minutes late. Apparently, Austin had found a dead bird in the forest on the way, so it had distracted him. I was only just able to stop him from describing to me what the corpse looked like, and Austin appeared more than disappointed when I told him to spare me that delight.
“Exactly. That’s why I hang out with him. He makes me look really sensible, and a lot smarter too,” Charlie replied, tagging a pair of dimples along with a smile.
“Oi! I heard that!” Austin called back with the cigarette now in his mouth. “He’s lying, Zoey. He actually has a crush on me, sorry, so you’ll have to make do with Will.”
“No thanks,” I instantly responded before turning to Charlie. “No offence to your brother or anything.”
I doubted it was necessary because Charlie didn’t look the least bit offended. I moved a little closer to him and suddenly felt something hard and lumpy underneath me. My gaze lowered to see that part of my leg was on the gravel, and not on Charlie’s hoodie. In a flash, I shot up and began wiping the bits of dirt that had stuck to my leg. Ew, ew, ew. Today of all days, I’d decided to wear blooming shorts as well.
“The hoodie’s a bit small, ain’t it?” Charlie said, but it sounded more like he was speaking to himself. He paused for a while. “Hey, I’ll be back now. Wait here a second.”
Charlie stood up, but before I could ask him where he was going, he was jogging towards the forest behind me. As he entered the woods, Austin looked up from the bridge, then raised his eyebrows.
“Where’s he buggering off to?”
I couldn’t help but exhale a long breath when Austin stepped onto the stable part of the cliff. I swore these two were trying to give me a heart attack with that thing. In response to Austin, I shrugged to show him that I was just as clueless as he was. After spreading Charlie’s hoodie across the ground as much as possible, I sat back down. To be honest, I had no idea why Charlie had brought it with him because it was a pretty hot day. Not that I was complaining though because it meant that I had something to sit on while I was up here. Then again, he was also wearing a long sleeve shirt, so that must have been making him sweat. He always seemed to be wearing a jacket, a hoodie, or a long sleeved t-shirt nowadays.
Being careful not to touch the rough ground, I brought my knees up to my chest and rested my chin on them. The ocean was calmer than ever today, and the comforting sun made it look as though there were billions of tiny diamonds floating on the water’s surface. Simply looking at it made me feel drowsy. As I moved my eyes away from the ocean, I noticed that Austin had his face in his phone and a fresh cigarette in his mouth. I was more than glad Charlie didn’t smoke because the stuff smelt foul. The wind blew the smoke in my direction. I scrunched my nose.
When I heard footsteps behind me, I turned my head to see Charlie emerging from the overgrown forest. In his hands, he had what looked like a large, wooden box. I glanced back at Austin, but he was busy throwing rocks over the cliff and into the ocean now, so I turned back to Charlie. He placed the box in front of him when he sat beside me again.
“What on earth is that?” I asked as he opened it.
When he did open it, all I could see was some kind of beige material. As Charlie pulled it out, I realised that it was a small blanket. I tried taking a look at what the rest of the box contained, but before I could even blink, he’d snapped the lid shut.
“Here, sit on this,” he said, handing me the blanket.
“Ummm... why do you keep a blanket in a box in the middle of a forest?” I replied, eyeing the blanket in my hands as I felt the soft material.
Charlie laughed. “It’s easier to keep this stuff up here; it’ll get wrecked in my house. The wood of the box doesn’t rot or anything ‘cause I keep it under this huge rock thing in the forest. The rain can’t get to it that way.”
I stood up, then placed the blanket over Charlie’s hoodie. Despite the blanket being rather small, it covered more than enough of the cliff for me to be able to sit down comfortably. When I did sit down, I tilted my head and reached for the wooden box, but as I did so, Charlie quickly snatched it away.
“Come on, what’s in there?” I nudged him.
“Nothing interesting,” he replied, but I raised my eyebrows at him. “Sheesh, I should’ve left it under the rock. Honestly, Zo, it’s just some rubbish.”
“Well, considering you keep it up here so that it doesn’t get wrecked in your house, it can’t be rubbish, at least not to you,” I pointed out.
Charlie knew that I’d caught him out. He sighed before handing me the box. “Fine then, but don’t complain when you realise it’s full of crap.”
He leaned back against the rock behind him while he watched me observe the box that was now in my hands. Its lid was chipped and worn, but I could see that it used to be covered with various patterns and vivid swirls. Charlie was clearly trying to appear as though he wasn’t interested in what I was doing, but I could feel his eyes glancing back and forth at me every few seconds. I slid my hand down the front of the box until I reached the rusted, metal clamp that kept the whole thing shut. I flicked the tiny handle sideways, and then lifted up the worn out lid.
The first thing that caught my eye was a heap of paper, and when I pulled it out of the box, I realised that they were all covered in messy drawings made by crayons and coloured pencils. Underneath all the paper was an overflowing, brown envelope, a battered teddy bear, an old-fashioned pocket watch, some rocks that appeared to have come from the seaside, and some fairy tale books.
“What is this stuff?” I asked as I pulled the brown envelope out of the box to see what was inside it.
“Mum liked collecting things like that, and then putting them altogether in here to keep them safe. It’s stupid, I know.”
“You’re kidding, right? This is so sweet!”
I dropped the empty envelope back into the box, and I was now holding a thick pile of photographs that I’d pulled out of it. Many of them were faded, but the ones that weren’t caused my smile to broaden even more. They were all childhood photos of Charlie and Will, along with other people, most of which I didn’t know. Except for the many photos that included Austin, of course. I grinned. He hadn't changed a bit. There were a number of pictures of him and Charlie on this very cliff, from the ages of around three to thirteen. There didn't seem to be any recent ones though, for some reason.
I paused when I reached a photo of a young woman with long, black hair sitting on what looked like this very cliff. She was wearing a white summer dress while a long piece of string with a silver pocket watch tied on the end hung around her neck. I took a closer look.
Her face was clear and beautiful, and resting his head on her shoulder beside her with his eyes closed was Charlie, who at the time, looked around twelve years old. Charlie had a beige blanket shrouded over his body, and the woman had her arms wrapped around him. On her face was a soft smile and a pair of dimples.
“Is that your mum?” I asked, showing Charlie the picture. He sat up, glanced at the photo so quickly that I was shocked he even knew it was there, and then nodded. I gazed at the picture as I spoke. “God, you look like her.”
As I observed the photo more carefully, I realised that the blanket in the photo was the one I was sitting on right now. I turned to Charlie to say something about it, but stopped when I noticed that he was staring deeply at the ocean as though he was lost in another world. I thought it was best not to keep nagging at him, so instead, I carried on scanning through the photos in my hand. Quite a number of them contained Charlie’s mum, and the more of them I saw, the more striking Charlie’s similarity to her became. He had her eyes, her hair, her smile, her nose and even their bone structure was similar. Well, I certainly knew where he got his good looks from now.
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